As Chazz walked through the forest, he really had no idea where he was going. All he knew was that he had to get away from the little bluenette who had been haunting his life and his dreams for far too long. Syrus had been everywhere Chazz looked for days now. He was in his class, dorm cafeteria, and now everytime he closed his eyes! This had to end!
Chazz sat down and sighed. He barely even understood his feelings for the younger boy, let alone why he couldn't stop thinking about him. Sure, he was adorable, sensetive and the most amazing, angelic person around, but that was no reason for a guy like Chazz to fall desperatly in love with him! Was it?
He sighed again. "Jeez, whats the deal!" he cried, looking up into the tree tops as he did. He sighed again. Even he knew he wasn't going to get the answer that easy. It wasn't like the answer was just going to fall from the heavens.
"Ahhhh!" he heard it a split second too late and, before he could do anything, something landed on top of him, taking him with it right onto the hard foliage of the forest.
"What the hell?" Chazz yelled, looking up to see what, or who, had just landed on top of him. His eyes widened in surprise as he saw that, face down on top of him, lay Syrus, looking at Chazz fearfully and stuttering a haisty and unheard apology, but making no move to get off of him. As Chazz looked at the little blunette more closly, he noticed a few things. His hair was all array and his face was flushed and frightened. He was still stuttering an apology, (he must not have noticed that Chazz wasn't listening) and his glasses were crooked on his nose. He had an Obolisk blue uniform on that was strangely like his old one, with the trench coat tail on it, and his pants were scratched up. 'Wow' thought Chazz, looking at the younger boy, 'He really must have been doing something... interesting.' He noticed that Syrus was still apologizing and smiled slightly. "Although he is really cute when he's flustered."
"What?" asked Syrus, looking confused. Chazz's eyes widened. 'Crap!' he thought desperatly. 'I said that last bit out loud? Now what?' He looked up at Syrus. "I- I didn't say anything!" Syrus just looked even more confused and now surprised a little. 'Great! Stutter and squeak! Great way to throw him off! Speaking of which...'
As Syrus went to say something, Chazz intergected with a small smirk planted on his face. "Um this conversation is great and all, but could you get off me before we continue it?" Syrus imediatly blushed again and started to stutter another flustered apology as he quickly scrambled off the older boy and sat on the ground. But Chazz just laughed, immediatly cutting off the younger boy as he looked at Chazz, then started laughing too. They laughed for a while, before Chazz finnaly stopped. "So." he asked, turning to the bluenette again. "What was a spazz like you doing climbing a tree in the middle of the forest in the middle of the night?" It was asked lightly and earned a sheepish smile from Sy before he answered. "I needed to get away." he said, turning his now blushing expression from the older boy. "Why?" was all the darker haired teen could ask as he looked at the smaller boy, barely able to hope that it was the same reason as he had, but almost sure that it wasn't. 'Get real Chazz,' he thought to himself. 'Can you really see anyone thinking about you in the same way you think about Syrus? I didn't think so!'
'Oh crap!' was what the bluenette was thinking as he looked at the patiently waiting expression in front of him. 'How in the world am I going to explain to a guy like Chazz that I was walking around in the dead of night, thinking about him! He would just laugh at me.' "Ummm..." he got out, obviously not sure how to continue. But when the older boy just kept staring at him, waiting for an answer, he sighed. 'How much worse can this get?'
"Well... I... I just..." 'Gahhhh! What is wrong with me? Why can't I just tell him?' Syrus was shouting at himself in his head that he almost missed what Chazz said to him next. Almost.
"I was out here thinking too. About you." He almost whispered the last part and Syrus had to strain his ears and stop his inner musing to hear it. He stared at him for a moment, obviously sure he had heard wrong. 'What did he just say? He was thinking about...' He swallowed and looked at Chazz again. "Wh-what about m-me?" he asked cautiously.
Chazz smiled at the stutterings in the younger boys words and looked at the sky again. "Well, let's see. I guess I was thinking about how mad at you I am." he said, causing the other boy to look surprised, then confused, and finnaly worried. "D-did I d-do something?" he managed to get out, looking carefully at the boy sitting on the ground next to him.
"Yes," the older boy answered, not looking at the bluenette, but obviously not angered. "You did do something, something that I can't forgive, and something that i'll never get over."
Syrus was really scared now. Here he was, in the middle of the forest in the middle of the night with a boy who was scarred because of him. And they were far out of screaming distance. That was important too.
But when Syrus took a moment to glance at the boy beside him, he found the boy looking at him too. His eyes were on the bluenettes, full of, not anger and hate, but lust and passion, the same emotions that were there after they had kissed. He had a soft, dreamy smile on his thin lips, and his pale skin was glowing in the moonlight. He looked more like a god than ever before.
'Look at him,' thought Chazz staring at the boy in front of him. The bluenette had just been looking at him, but now he was looking up into the stars. He had a dreamy smile of his face and his silvery green eyes were reflecting the moon in a way that Chazz wouldn't have thought possible. They themselves looked like the moons more gorgeous, more amazing, and far more enticing older sisters. His pale skin was a milky white and looked like the stars were shining into him, like he was absorbing them. Because as soon as Chazz looked at the younger boy next to him, everything around him, the moon, the stars, the forest, everything was drowned out and seemed far less dimmer and magical than before. Because Syrus was next to him.
Under the intense stare from the older boy, Syrus came out of his thoughts and looked at him again, suddenly remembering that the boy was mad at him for some reason. Chazz must have noticed this, for he leaned in and whispered his next words only inches from the bluenettes face, his hot breath falling on the boys lips and his eyes boring deep into the others. "What do you think i'm mad at you for?"
Syrus fought down a shiver at the closeness of the dark haired teen. "I don't know," he whispered back, not even able to raise his voice any louder than that at the space between them, or lack there of.
"I'm mad because I can't get you out of my head. Whereever I go, whatever I do, if I close my eyes, all I can see is you, all I feel is you, all I hear is you. I tried to make it stop, but it won't, no matter what. But I came up with a solution to that now." When Chazz had finished his speach, all the bluenette could do was stare. The dark haired boy had spoken about him in a way that he wouldn't have thought possible. Every word had been full of passion and longing, and he knew that the way Chazz had spoken about him was the same way he himself would have spoken about the dark haired teen. He was still surprised, though, not having expected those kinds of words or emotions being spoken out loud by someone with a guard as high or strong as Chazz's.
Then he smiled. And leaned forward. And bridged the small gap between him and the other boy. The two sat there for a few moments before either started to react. And so there they sat, (or lay) for the rest of the night, entwined in eachother, not thinking about anything but the feel of lips on lips, skin on skin. And there they waited, waiting for the hunger and craving to stop, even though they subcontiotiously knew that it never would.
Dun, dun, DUN! Oh my lord! Is that, like, the end? *Gasp* Who knows? It might be the end, or... It might just be the beginning! *Lightning flashes and thunder rumbles over an old abandoned home on a hill that no one has ever seen before and has no idea how it got there* MUAHAHAHAHA! I'm sorry, I am a major freak. FEAR ME! Alright seriously though, don't know if i'll make more, might, might not, depends on reviews. Also, if you review, mabye some ideas for the next one, (if it comes. Thought I was givin you a spoiler there, didn't ya?) cause right now I got nothin. Review and an angel gets its wings! Trust me, been there, done that, it works!