A/N 19 days...miss me?
Have you ever woken up with the nastiest flavor of saliva and digesting food rolling around on your tongue?
And the only possible place you can think of going is the bathroom to puke the flavor up along with other unfamiliar and gross looking items that once floated around inside your mouth?
It was thick and slimy, oddly colored. I didnt recognize the mess when I stared at it so I flushed it.
This was beyond ridiculous.
Maybe I should tell Jacob. He deserves to know. I mean if this was the second time around then I'd wanna do it right.
So I brushed my teeth and hair and lagged and dragged my exhausted body downstairs. He hadnt left for work yet. An instant smile flew on my face when I saw him on the couch watching some cartoons with Baby Doll.
"Hey, Jake. Can I talk to you for a minute?" I whispered in his ear and he seemed distracted by the TV.
"Yeah sure, hold on."
I swayed to the side and out into the hallway to practise different ways to break it to him. I could bluntly tell him I thought I was pregnant or take a test and show him or maybe let my stomach grow and have him find out on his own or-
"Yes?" He pulled my waist into his own and held me there as he kissed my cheeks.
What if he didnt want a second child? He just met Baby Doll and he's spoiling her to death without even realizing it.
He had a forever young face. His smiled was so broad and white with perfect straight teeth. I could just see that smile disappearing when I told him.
I shook a little. "You know how I've been really sick lately?"
His grin disappeared and he fixed his eyes on me with a comforting hardness that showed he cared and was actually concerned.
"What's wrong, Lee?" he asked as I looked down to stare at his boots. I held my arms nervously and he pulled me closer.
"I think I might be pregnant," I whispered with my teeth piercing my bottom lip then looked up for his reaction.
At first, he didnt respond. His face changed by the slightest with the raise of his left brow to the slight curve of the corner of his mouth.
"You think you might be?" He said this with a shyness but his face showed he was easily excited.
I nodded. He was a little bit too calm.
He exhaled a little and his hand hovered over my stomach. He was hesitant-scared, even-to touch me. I wove my fingers through the spaces of his and brought them to make actually contact with my tummy. He sucked in a sharp breath of air and his heated skin melted my nerves and stomach that held life inside of it.
"Have you taken a test yet?"
I shook my head. "Im too scared."
"Of?"
I shrugged. "I mean are we ready? We're not even engaged yet. Can we afford it? I mean-"
"Hey now, you dont gotta worry bout that. I got my job at the shop and you could find some work out here in La Push or something. And plus you've got Harry's inheritance-"
I eyed him. I couldnt even think about touching that money. He noticed and started a new statement.
"Ok, look. Tonight when I come home, I'll bring a test. We'll take it together so we can find out together. As a couple. Cool?" He stroked my face and put a lock of my hair behind my ear.
"Cool," I agreed then noticed what he said. "Wait, tonight? I thought you come back at two."
He grinned and put the same lock of hair behind my ear again. "Royce wants me to stay a few extra hours. Promotional work," he explained.
"Oh, ok." I understood. "Baby Doll, come say bye to daddy."
Jacob crouched down and lifted her into a hug. "Gonna be good for Mama, huh?" he kissed her tan cheek and she nodded with a kiss in return.
He placed her feet back on the ground and she skipped back to the couch, plopping down on it cheerfully.
"You, little miss, gonna be good for Daddy?" He whispered dirtily into my ear. His heated breath entered my ear, sending a chill down my spine. I giggled and he placed his hand over my ass.
"Uh-huh," I responded childishly and bit my finger.
"Good," he buried his face into my neck and nipped at the skin. I chuckled like a school girl as he squeezed my ass.
"Pregnant and still naughty," he joked. "Alright, I gotta go before we make baby number three." He pulled away and placed a warm and hungry smooch on my lips.
"I'll be back later. I love you," he smirked and opened the front door.
"I love you, too." I responded and gave him one last peck before he was out the door and onto work.
Swirling around giddily then skipping back down the hallway, Baby Doll noticed my sudden happiness and smirked at me.
"Why are you so happy?"
I wondered if I could try to explain the whole sex situation forever. It was only a matter of time till she caught on and realized that the stork didnt leave them on the porch or you dont order them online.
I plopped my ass right down next to her and sunk into the sofa. I poked her shoulder.
"What do you think about having a baby brother or sister?"
She, surprisingly, rolled her eyes. I told her to grow out of that or I'd roll her eyes down to East Jesus Nowhere. I rolled my eyes right back at her and she sucked her teeth, another habit that annoyed me.
"I dont want a little brother or sister," she groaned under her breath, trying to focus on the TV.
"Why?"
"Cus...Im the baby. My name is Baby Doll. If I have a little brother or sister, that means they get all the attention, all the love, all the caramel flavored pancakes..."her voice trailed and I ran my fingers through her ends.
"You cant be the baby forever."
"Then why'd you name me Baby Doll?" she asked in complete confusion. I groaned.
"It's a nickname, jeez." I explained and she gave me daggers. "What's your problem today?"
She slumped back and begin to surf channels. I took the remote and switched the TV off. She glared at me but I didnt care.
"Is there going to be another baby in the family?" she asked this with a grumble in her voice and a pout on her face.
I shrugged. "Honestly, I dont know. We might."
She crossed her arms and that was screwing with me in the wrong ways. Rolling eyes and sucking in breath were levels of attitudes I could handle. Crossing ams just made me insane.
Before I just lost it there, I left the situation floating in the air. By the time I had reached the top of the stairs, I heard that stupid TV going loud as ever.
All day, I received attitude. I dont condone hitting children so a light growl in the throat and evil eye is what I did. It wasnt until Jacob had finally arrived home, with the test, did she finally perk up.
"Dadddyyyy!" she cheered like a toddler and flung herself into his arms for a much needed hug.
"Hey baby, how was your day?" He held her on his hips and she rolled her eyes. I blinked at her and immaturely made a sour face right back.
He noticed the tension and lifted his brow. "Something wrong?"
"Ehh," I squeaked and Baby Doll only turned up her nose at me. Jacob set her back on the ground and she went back upstairs to do who knows.
His tough arms were around my waist in a second, nudging our noses. "You ok?"
"Yeah," my voice was low and serene yet I was shaking with great excitement. Right there in his hand was the pregnancy test, ready to tell me my fate. Ready to tell me whether I would bring another child into this less than satisfactory world.
"Ready?" he asked and grabed my hand, intertwining our fingers. His palms were moist. He was nervous.
I nodded and put the best smile on that I could.
He led me up the stairs slowly and straight to our bedroom. He locked the door and pressed himself against it, taking a deep breath. He tossed me the test in the plastic bag and I reached in for it. I felt around and picked up a box but it wasnt the test. I read the label.
"Condoms?" I bit my lip.
He reddened. "Just in case."
I pulled the test out and ripped through the pink cardboard of the box. A single stick flew out and I set the rest of them down.
Jacob sat on the bed and grabbed my wrist. I turned to him and he pursed his lips out for a quick peck. Instead I leaned into his lap and forcefully, my lips pressed hungrily against his. Our tongues locked and writhed around in a slow and sloppy way. Pulling away after a few seconds, I placed a peck on his nose and stepped backwards. I closed the bathroom door behind me.
The light was bright as I flicked it on. In the mirror, I saw the bags under my eyes. My hair was curly and frantic, almost a tad puffy. I brushed it some and ripped the stick out of the wrapper. I slipped from my grip cus my hands were shaking so much. I fanned myself and wiped away some sweat.
Well, here goes nothing.
Jacob's POV
I knew it.
I always knew it.
Leah lived too healthy to be sick.
She's pregnant. I know she is.
I swear she is.
Well I cant say she is yet. She's taking a test right now and we'll know for sure soon. I wanted to visited Carlisle to be absolutely, one-hundred percent, for sure positive that my second child was growing inside of her.
Aw, man. My second child.
That sent reassuring goose bumps to surface my skin and make me smile like the Cheshire Cat.
I heard the toilet flush and the rush of water gush out of the faucet. It cut off and Leah exited with the test in hand. She looked worried.
"How long?"
"The box said three minutes."
I rose from my seat and enveloped her into my arms.
"Excited."
She gave me a faint smile. "More like nervous."
"Why?" I was more rowed up than a toddler in a candy store.
"I dont know. I just am."
"Dont be."
She sighed and leaned against my chest. "What if Im not even pregnant?"
That made my smile disappear. Oh dear God, I was praying she was. Id work for it every night, all night. Now I was actually eager instead of hoping. I wanted a second child. I needed a second child.
"Then we're gonna see Carlisle to figure out what else could possibly wrong with you." I joked with her a little and she pouted. Her arms looped their ways around my torso as she held onto the test.
"Do you want a boy or girl?" She muffled into my chest.
Well I already had one daughter and having two would put me in a house full of chicks. I love having a Daddy's Girl but it would be nice to have a boy. A son who looked liked me, went to me for advice about girls and looked up to me like I did my own father. The idea was nice to have people look at him and say, "Hey! That's Jacob Black's son!"
"I kinda want a boy," I responded and played with the tips of her hair. She purred and squeezed my waist more.
"I want another girl. Baby Doll is such the role model type. I can see her little sissy asking Baby Doll for advice about boys and make up, and clothes-"
Boys? Makeup? And those clothes better come down passed her knees! I know how high school girls are dressing nowadays and I forbid Baby Doll to ever dress like that. I was a teen in high school before and the simplest situations gave me wood. I knew how boys would just cling to her like I did back in high school. Those dirty, perverted thoughts and fantasies...
"Check the test," I distracted myself. "How long has it been?"
"I dont know. I dont wann look. You look." She slapped her head over her face to cover her eyes as she put the stick out for me to see. I rolled my eyes at her childish antics and took it from her.
I flipped it around in my hands to see the results.
The words were tiny and written neatly on the little screen on the stick. I held it up to my face and squinted to make sure I read it right.
Pregnant.
I read it one more time to be accurate.
Pregnant.
"Hey, Lee."
"Huh?" she asked, her eyes still covered.
"You're not sick."
"What do you mean?"
"I mean you're pregnant."
She unveiled herself and snatched the thing from me in a hurry. She read the results and flied into my arms. I caught her in an instant and she was hollering and laughing in joyous hysterics.
I held her tighter than ever but eased my grip. She was pregnant. I couldnt hug her as tight anymore but the squeeze was still there.
She wrapped her legs around my waist and began to kiss everywhere on my head but my lips. I giggled at her and placed her on bed and she sat there just bouncing like Baby Doll did when a new episode of Spongebob was on.
"We've gotta tell someone. Everyone," I grabbed her hands and kissed them, tears threatening to leak out of my eyes.
Her broad smile disappeared at that and I scrunched my brows. "What?"
"We cant tell Sue!"
"Why?"
"Cus she's already pissed at the world for Baby Doll even being alive! How do you think she's gonna react when she finds out we're pregnant with our second child and we're not married? She'll kill us."
"Well we cant hide it? Soon, you'll be growing and-"
My hand hesitated. My fingers touched the surface of her stomach with such a tenderness it was as if I was handling a baby...well I was. It was humming. Behind her copper skin and muscle was life growing inside. Life that would soon be born into this world with loving parents who were gonna love him or her forever, no matter what they did. It was so beautiful, I could cry.
She placed her hand on top of mine and moved our fingers in circles. She moved in closer and sighed.
"Promise me you wont tell Sue." She exhaled and sniffled a little.
Although I believed it would be a bad idea, I nodded anyway and continued to stroke around, feeling my future grow inside her.
A/N Hey, Blackwater bitches...It's been a few weeks but school started! Yeah! Im shit-skippy happy about that! But yeah umm, so how's your school year going so far, huh? Tell meee...
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