Melancholic author's note: *If you want you can proceed to read the story below and skip the story in my authors note, thank you*

My dear readers:

I give my most sincere apologies to you if you don't see updates for this story anymore after this and the next chapter , its just that the light in my life just faded along with my creativity , a couple of days ago I found my boyfriend with another girl, my friend to be more specific, just weeks before our anniversary, it seems he was cheating on me since January, we were even going to get married so we were kind of fiancées, well, that tore my heart into tiny little pieces beyond from repair so I apologize again, thank to all of my readers for giving time to my story and for commenting, I hope you all liked it since I worked hard on it, special thanks to:

- Amanda saitou: *girl, my depression its nothing new to you right?*

- Random523: *come on don't explode, seriously.*

It is normal to feel like a total idiot after this? I really don't know what else to do…….

No more author's notes from here.

YOU'RE NOT THAT BAD

Chapter VIII

Megatron woke up in the middle of the night, he felt a light weight in his chest, he didn't even tried to look what was it, he just closed his optics again and sighed circling with his strong arms the thin body of his seeker, he couldn't believe how happy and complete he felt, but the most strange thing was that the feeling of dejavu he still had, but at that moment he was too happy to care he felt the other moving softly, he's ego didn't liked to admit that the seeker he was holding looked so beautiful recharging, he almost looked like an angel, totally adorable and irresistible he almost looked like another mech, so different from the evil, dominating and hateful air commander.

The silver mech gently caressed with one of his hands the head of the seeker this action woke up Starscream and slowly started to open his optics, Megatron observed how a pair of beautiful rubies stared at him, they held no fear or the hate they used to have, now they were bright and staring at him, calm and full of serenity , he couldn't resist the temptation of so much beauty, he cupped with his two hands the head of the seeker and brought him close until their lips met again like if it was for the first time.

The kiss was so tender and loving but full of passion at same, it felt like the kiss you would give to a long bondmate.

For Megatron's surprise, Starscream was kissing him with the same feelings and didn't seemed to want to stop or frightened, he looked like if he was enjoying it.

He slowly brought his hands down to the seeker's curvy hips enjoying their soft shape, he noticed how doubt crossed Starscream eyes and tried to soothe him kissing down from the seeker's soft lips to his cockpit Starscream only moaned Megatron's name softly.

The silver lord really enjoyed Starscream soft noises of pleasure and he started to crave for more so he ran both of his hands and his lips all over Starscream's body mapping every inch, savoring every soft curve , enjoying pleasuring his little seeker, he could tell that he got Starscream in the point of no return and so he was.

"Megatron….." moaned Starscream softly running both of his hands down Megatron´s chest.

"Yes beautiful?" asked Megatron in return with the same softness in his voice kissing the smallest mech neck.

"Take me…. Please…." replied the seeker, this surprised Megatron greatly, he didn't thought that after he violently raped the seeker he would be asking to be taken, besides his voice tone held no fear or regret, Starscream really meant it.

"Are you sure my little seeker?" whispered the silver mech close Starscream's audio receptors.

Starscream only closed his optics and putted his arms around the others neck "Yesss…." he answered bringing Megatron close to him and kissed him.

The silver lord kissed his little seeker with the same sweetness and passion as before and started to run his hands down to the seeker's pelvic armor and decided to take that annoying amour off, he stopped kissing Starscream's lips and directed his attention to his companion port sliding his glossa inside of it tasting the smooth and warm walls, he could listen the seeker moaning louder every time he slid in and out.

"Nnngh, Megatron….." moaned the little seeker at the stimulation, blushing lightly

Megatron could feel Starscream's port getting wet telling him that the seeker was ready and started to lick the little port every time deeper making the other moan and pant deeply, this aroused him greatly and he ripped off his own pelvic armor.

The silver mech grabbed the seeker's hips trying to hold him still while he was entering with his massive package the tiny port, inch by inch his companion gave a gasp and let out a long groan of pleasure and pain until the huge cable penetrated completely, Megatron felt the walls constricting against his length trying to adjust to the size, he started to thrust in a slow pace since he knew Starscream was in pain thanks to his impressive size.

"Meh- Megatron…. Nnngh …." tears started to form on the seekers eyes.

"relax" said Megatron kissing the tears "the pain will pass soon" he tried to keep a steady pass so Starscream could enjoy a fully experience.

The seeker's breath started to increase he felt his own body moving at the same rhythm of Megatron's thrusts against his will, as predicted the pain was being replaced by a growing wave of pure pleasure he started to moan deeply megatons name in pure bliss and the other responded by kissing his neck, liking and softly biting, trying to taste the red seeker's essence.

Megatron felt Starscream hands running down his chest and abdomen shamelessly this made Megatron increase his speed and trusted every time faster, he growled into the seeker's neck "Oh….. Starscream you feel wonderful"

"Megatron… please… ngh… more, please more!" Starscream begged between gasps and moans of pure pleasure, this incited Megatron greatly, the seeker didn't seemed to need gentle attention anymore so Megatron thrust this time harder, trying to reach deeper with each trust the already full port.

They both could feel their overload coming, Starscream reached Megatron to kiss him, he felt the other's glossa sliding inside his mouth but this time he didn't cared so he used his glossa as well and started to kiss back using the same contagious passion, they both kissed like that, feeling each other closer than ever and filling the hot air of the room with the scent of their love and passion.

Their overloads came at the same time almost timed, they both broke the kiss, Megatron gave a deep growl meanwhile Starscream screamed the name of the responsible of his burning pleasure.

They ended their lustful act panting heavily, this was one of the most powerful overloads they ever had, Starscream laid down on Megatron's chest curling on it, still breathless. two powerful arms encircled his thin waist, he felt his systems pushing him to recharge.

Megatron noticed this and smiled down at him, Starscream just stared back with dreamy eyes, he reached Megatron to kiss him sweetly on his chin and rested his head on his neck, Megatron hugged tightly Starscream waist but not hurting him.

This was for sure the happiest moment in his life, he just couldn't wait for the new day to come, he just couldn't wait to spend more time with the seeker who stole his spark and wished he would never give it back to him, right there Megatron only wanted one thing, it was a huge step but necessary for him, for his needy spark, for the feeling of having Starscream closer each day of his life, he couldn't wait anymore, his spark just craved that so badly……..

Megatron rested his chin on Starscream's head, finally slipping into a peaceful recharge feeling utterly complete along with his lover.

…………He craved for bonding