Okay it's short but most of these chapter where written during an ugly week so hold on and I'll add another chapter right after this one kay? Review!!
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I drove back home and just laid on my bed in my apartment it was barely 11 I wasn't sleepy I was scared what if Jake and Seth are dead? What if they were lost? What if they were captured? What if their tortured right now? What if their suffering the cold, hunger, thirsts?
(My cousins (4 of them) are in the Marines I ask these questions all the time hehehehehe I want to join to they convinced me and my other cousin to join)
I cried myself to sleep at what time? I don't even know. I decide to call in for a sick day. My eyes were red and puffy make up wouldn't do. Ace seems to understand every time Jake was on Leave he and Seth would come here and eat the whole left menu. I decide to call Billy (Leave is a paycheck or when they give you a break to come back to the states)
"Hey, Billy is there any news?" I tried to keep my voice calmed
"Not yet they're still looking"
"Who else went missing?"
"Just Jake and Seth" I held back the tears, Seth was like my best friend. For some reason it help calmed me, Seth and Jack always had each other back.
"I'll talk to you later"
"Take care Bells" how can I lose two friend in one day? I spent the whole day cuddling to my pillow not eating yeah I know it unhealthy but I didn't have the energy to do anything. I watched a few home movies of us when we were little chilling in the beach. That only made me more depressed. I listen to soothing music.
(Short I know but when I'm depress I wrote them during the week of Danny's death)