I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT. JUST THE FANTASIES
EPOV
Bold is Edwards thoughts and comments on the Journal/Italics is Bella's Journal
It was early Sunday morning and Bella was sleeping, after my revelation Friday night I began having second thoughts about reading Bella's journal. However, that thought went away rather quickly when I noticed the Journal laying on Bella's bedside table. I was hunting all Saturday, by the time I arrived at Bella's home it was already past midnight.I spent a few hours, listening to Bella's sleep talking, but I quickly found myself flipping to the latest entry. It was just a small page but it still had it's standing with me.
Dear me,
It's 10:08, and I can't sleep. Edward is still out hunting with his brothers. Alice invited me over for a sleepover, but I declined; as much as I love that little pixie I really don't want another makeover. I'm surprised Alice let her get away from the sleepover. Charlie's down in La Push with Billy, and Jake isn't really talking to me. Oh how wonderful my life has turned out. So here I'm sitting in my bedroom while I sucking on a cherry pop sickle. I must say that I am enjoying myself. Who knew that sucking on something would cheer me up. She WHAT!
I thought that maybe the real thing would be like this a nice but I'm fine with the pop sickle. Damn it all to hell, if I just came here a little earlier I would have no qualms with letting her experiment with the real thing. I saw something on TV today that made me want to go out with a cop. Well not go out with him just fuck him as he had me pined up in a dungeon shackled up to a wall. It looked pretty kinky, too hot just to think about. She's wanted to 'fuck a cop' well damn there goes myself esteem, but that's kind of weird with her father, being a man of the law and all.
God that would be a good fuck. Don't you think. I need some dick any way. What with Edward's big panties rule, boundaries that can't be crossed and just about everything else that would be fun. So I'm not getting any, which is causing me to see both the opposite sex and my own sex seem very interesting. I imagine myself getting the shit fucked out of me by Edward and Jake. I WOULD NEVER! MAYBE Bella and another women but NEVER Bella myself and another man, especially JACOB BLACK!! Then there's my other fantasy where I'm going down on this chick with huge tits with a nice ass and she is saying how I'm so good. Then we switch roles and she fucks me so hard with this strap on and then the girl turns out to be Rosalie! OH MY GOD! my girlfriend wants to do my sister.
I looked up to the ceiling whispering to god Why me?
I, so, desperately need some cause this girl right here has a very loving, sexy Greek god of her own who is steadfast on staying a virgin till marriage, and as much as I love my Venus Butterfly I need the real thing. Wait, she has a vibrator, I didn't know that, I wonder where it is? I need a release so badly, that Jasper has even offered to help me seduce Edward, just so he doesn't have to feel the need to pounce Alice every three minutes I'm around him. He told me that out off all the human Female's he has come across over his hundred fifty plus years, that I had to be the HORNIEST on he met. Hell he even said I'm about three pegs down from Emmet. And that's saying something. Wow that's just WOW.
But I must persevere, I would never cheat on Edward nor would I sleep with his sister or ask him for a three way staring me, him and Jake. I'm a virgin and It looks like I'm gonna stay that way for a little longer. Oh well. I just need to call Angela and ask her if she wanted to take another trip to that Taboo story in Port Angeles(AN: I'M NOT SURE I'M SPELLING THAT RIGHT), so I can get another, butterfly, because sadly, I've used it so much that it won't work any more. Who would have known that Angela Webber was a very freaky girl! MAN! All the things she has told me, could make Emmett blush and that's saying something. It could even make the oldest vampire with a lot of experience embarrassed. Oh well, I guess I'll just have to keep all her advice to myself
Until my Tomorrow
Well that was an eye opener, I never expected half the fantasies Bella has had. I got a hard on just the thought of her going down on a girl. I wanted so badly to fulfill all her desires, I even wished to be that damn vibrator getting all that action.
AN: I'M BACK YALL AND THIS STORY WILL CONTINUE I WANT TO GIVE A BIG THUMBS UP TO MY BETA Kinky-Vampire69 aka G.A.D.T. ALSO TO ALL MY OLD FAN'S AND HOPEFULLY TO ALL MY NEW FANS, I'M SO SORRY I HAVEN'T UPDATED INA WHILE, I GOT TIRED WITH THIS STORY, AFTER I DECIDED TO REWRITE IT, BUT I'M BACK AND THIS STORY IS HERE AND I' HAVE SOME NEW IDEAS FOR THIS STORY PLEASE FOLKS REVIEW.
I REALLY HATE TO BEG
IN THE WORD OF Maury "Until next time"