Taste of Innocence Chapter 21
She loves you, yeah, yeah, yeah. She loves you, yeah, yeah, yeah. Oh fuck, you're singing now? I thought you'd go the fuck away now that I said it and she said it back. What fucking purpose do you have here now, other than to taunt me? Like I need a purpose? Please. You know you love me, just like Bella loves youuuuuuu, yeah, yeah, yeah.
I do not love you. I will never fucking love you. Well, maybe I will love you if you leave, but only briefly. I will, however, have a huge fucking celebration over the fact that you're gone. So go ahead and leave now and Bella and I will start the party. Her hands were moving over my back, plucking impatiently at my shirt. I had her pinned to the sofa and my lips were hard on hers. I was very fucking anxious to get to the naked portion of our celebration now that we'd both said the words.
You would miss me if I left. Plus, what kind of fucking heathen are you? Are you really going to fuck your woman on the couch like some wild animal right after she declares her love for you? Where's all the romance you failed to give her when you yelled that you loved her?
Excuse me, douchetard, but weren't you the one screaming like a bitch when I finally said it? What the fuck does it matter if I fuck her on the couch or not? She's here, I'm here, her sexy little body is pressed up against me and Edward Junior is raring to fucking go. What more does she need? I gave her the words and she doesn't seem too fucking worked up about where we are either. She's the one trying to undress me, not the other way around, jackass.
That's because her hormones are getting in the way of her common sense. Do you not know your woman at all? She's a romantic, numbnuts. She reads those classic love stories and moons over those brooding vampires in her TV shows and whatnot. Would that Angel guy just fuck Buffy on the couch right after telling her he loved her?
Oh, fuck no; you did not just throw that motherfucker in my face right now. You know how I fucking feel about that douchenozzle. Hey, it's not my fault he's way more romantic than you are. Excuse me, but when the fuck did you become Angel's number one fan? I watched the show along with you and Bella and it's actually quite good. You are so fucking gay that I can't even believe it. How in the fuck could someone that purports to be my conscience or whatever the fuck you think you are be so god damn gay?
Maybe you need to look deep inside yourself to find that answer. You must have secretly wanted some guy love at some…You better shut the fuck up right now. Don't be talking about guy love when I've got Bella underneath me, making those lovely little moaning noises and grinding against me, you jackass. It's quite clear what team I fucking play for, thank you very much. Why don't you go back to pottery class and let me enjoy the company of my woman?
Methinks you doth protest too much. Shakespeare? Jesus, what the fuck is wrong with you? What do I have to do to make you go the fuck away?
Simple. Give the lady a little romance. Save the fucking for another day. Show her that you love her. Hello, fucknugget, that's what I'm trying to do right now. No, what you're trying to do is fuck her into oblivion. That's fine and dandy for any other day, but not today. Not when she's given you her heart. You need to reward her with some fucking romance, if you think you can manage that. If not, I could always see about getting Demetri to come and rescue Bella from you. Those Greek boys do know how to romance a girl.
And you'd know all about that, wouldn't you, homo headcase? I told you before not to throw that motherfucker at me again and here you are doing it anyway. I will end you. Yeah, so you keep saying but here I am, guiding you yet again. You're very welcome, by the way.
I didn't thank you, nor am I going to. That's fine. I didn't expect an idiot like you to actually bestow a word of thanks even though it's due to me that Bella loves you. If I hadn't improved you significantly, she wouldn't have looked at you twice since you changed her.
Like fucking hell she wouldn't have. She couldn't help herself. She would want me regardless of your help. You keep telling yourself that, sister. We both know the real truth. I am not your fucking sister. Well, stop acting like one and be a man and give the girl some proper loving. Fucking Christ! If I do it, will you leave me the hell alone? I would like to actually enjoy this moment and you're making it awfully hard to concentrate on my girl.
Hey, you're the one that argued with me. If you'd have just done my bidding from the start, I'd be perfectly quiet right now, sitting back and enjoying the show. You two are quite entertaining. I'd rather observe than have to correct you constantly but it's the burden that I bear in order to better you. You're welcome again.
Jesus fucking Christ, just go. I'll give her the romance, okay? That's more like it! Don't forget to carry her up the stairs; she'll totally swoon over that! Did you seriously just use the fucking word "swoon?" You could not be anymore gay if you were sucking some guy's dick right now, you know that? Keep on insulting me and I won't go away. I'll stay in your head and talk you through every moment with your precious love. Maybe I'll even sing sappy songs while you attempt to woo her.
Woo? Holy shit, you're truly insane. Thank you so very much for driving me to madness. You're welcome! Was it so hard to thank me? You know damn well that I wasn't thanking you, assmunch. It's the closest I'll get from you so I'm taking it and running. Ta ta! I'll only return if you start to fail at being a gentleman. Who am I kidding? That'll happen. I'll be right here when you need me.
"Edward? Is something wrong?" Bella had pulled her lips from mine and was staring at me intently. See? That fucker made me fuck up what should have been an awesome moment with my girl. He needed to die.
"No, baby, nothing's wrong at all. I just…" Romance. I could fucking do romance. "I just want to show you how much I love you."
Her face lit up and I had to give dipshit a little credit. Just the mention of showing her my love made her look like she'd won the damn lottery. "I can feel how much you love me," she replied, reaching between us to cup Edward Junior through my jeans. My eyes fucking rolled back in my head and I let out a low growl of pleasure. I needed to take her, now. Don't you make me come over there!
Fucking cockblocking nancyboy. I'm not going to do it. Shut the fuck up. "That's now how much I love you, Bella. That's how much I want you." She let out a little giggle and started sucking on my neck again. Holy fuck that felt good. It was fucking incredible to have her initiating the contact between us now. My shy girl had bloomed into a sexually confident woman. My sexually confident woman. It was so fucking hot.
You light up my life. You give me hope, to carry on. You light up my days and fill my nights with soooooong. Holy fucking hell, shut the ever living fuck up. Every time you think about venturing away from the romance I'm going to sing you a new, crappy love song. Don't make me play hardball!
Hardball, ha! I had hard fucking balls right about now and a hard as hell cock ready to go. Fuck. Fine! Romance it is! I pushed myself off Bella and stood next to the couch, looking down at her all sexy and rumpled and ready to fuck. Her arms reached out to me, like she wanted me to lie back down and take her. I was more than fucking ready to fuck the hell out of her too. We should be rolling around on the floor completely naked like I'd imagined after I declared myself to her but no, she'd had to complicate shit first and now my own fucking head had to top it. Such utter bullshit.
"Where are you going?" she whined. My Bella actually whined because she wanted me to fuck her so bad. How the hell was this romantic? Putting her off when she wanted me just as badly as I wanted her. Screw you, dickhead, I'll do what I want. I bent down and started kissing her again while my fingers moved to undo her pants. Fuck this waiting shit. I had a girl to pleasure.
And I eeeee I, will always love youuuuuuu. Holy shit! Who knew that fucker could work a high falsetto? I immediately stopped unzipping Bella's jeans and he went blessedly quiet. Thank fuck. Alright, we'd do it his way. I wasn't going to risk whatever the fuck else he had in his repertoire. Romance. I could do fucking romance.
Bella's lower lip was starting to poke out, which was absolutely fucking adorable and I wanted to bite it. I leaned forward and did just that and she hissed and put her arms around me and started yanking on my hair impatiently. Yeah, she really wanted to fuck. I'd just have to distract her by being a romantic fucking tool.
I reached underneath her legs and lifted her from the couch, cradling her in my arms. She broke our kiss and started at me in confusion. "Are we going somewhere?"
"I thought maybe we should go upstairs, you know? Kind of, I don't know, take things slow and celebrate our love or whatever." God, I could not feel like a bigger fucking douche if I tried. Those were some fucking words I'd never uttered in my entire life and I hoped to God I didn't ever have to say them again.
"You're going to carry me to bed?" she asked. There was something in her voice that I couldn't quite identify.
"Um, yes?" Was that fucking okay? Wasn't that what all those fucking guys in the movies did with their girls? I hated this crap.
"Like Rhett and Scarlett?" Her voice fucking cracked and I could now see the excitement in her eyes. Holy fuck, dipshit was right, this shit was gold.
"Yes."
The brightest smile I'd ever seen stole over her face. She was so fucking beautiful it took my breath away. Good thing I didn't need to breathe. She leaned up and pressed her lips to mine again. This time there was more patience in her kiss and her eyes but the emotion was all still there. Desire, happiness…love. Fuck, I hoped she always looked at me that way. I knew I would always look at her the same.
She rested her head on my left shoulder as I made my way to the winding staircase. I could have us up there in two seconds flat but I figured that would ruin some of the fucking romance of the moment so I walked at a human pace. Slower than that, actually, because Bella was cuddled into me and her left hand was toying with the buttons of my shirt as I made my way up the stairs.
"I really wanted you to carry me up these stairs," she murmured, kissing my neck.
"All you had to do was ask. Baby, I'll give you anything you want, you know that. I can't read your mind, so you have to tell me. Sometimes I'm an idiot and I fuck things up and don't think about shit like this. But I want to give it to you because you deserve it."
She giggled and nipped at my chin. "Sometimes you're an idiot?"
I gave her a mock growl. "Are you really going to insult me now while I'm being a fucking gentleman?"
Bella laughed harder and wrapped both her arms around my neck. "No, I'd never want to ruin you being a fucking gentleman."
Her shoulders shook with her laughter. "I guess I shouldn't use fucking when I'm trying to be romantic." I waited to see if doucheboy was going to break out into song again but apparently I hadn't violated his fucking terms yet.
Bella tilted her head and smiled up at me. "I'd rather you be a fucking gentleman than a regular gentleman. They're boring. You're not."
I grinned and kissed her as we reached the top of the stairs. My girl had some fucking taste, not that I was surprised or anything. She chose me to fall in love with, after all. I carried her into the bedroom and started to make my way over to the bed.
When I fall in loooooove, it will be forever. Or I'll never fall in love. In a restless world, like this is. Love is ended before it's beguuuuuuun. What the ever living fuck is your problem now? I carried her up the stairs. I'm going to lay her on the bed and make love to her like you fucking asked. What the fuck?
Romance, you retarded monkey. Candles and flower petals and bubble bath and pampering. Show her your love. I can show her my love with my hands, tongue and cock and I promise you she won't have one complaint about it.
And can you feel the love tonight? It is where we areeeeee. Holy fucking shit, fine! I'll do the bubble bath crap but I don't have any fucking flowers and I'm not leaving her to go get some. That wouldn't be fucking romantic either, now would it? Humph. I suppose not. You can get her some next time you venture out.
Did you just fucking sniff at me? I swear to fucking God I'm going to..."Edward?" Bella's hand was on my cheek and she was looking confused and of course she fucking was because I was just standing there like a dumbass instead of attending to her needs thanks to the fucking jackass in my head. Really fucking romantic, you asshole. You're taking me away from her instead of helping me. You just stay silent and sing your ridiculous songs in your own fucking head for awhile.
"Sorry, baby, I was just thinking that maybe we could take a bath?" I sounded like a fucking idiot but Bella grinned and nodded so I swept her into the bathroom and sat her down on the marble edge of the tub while I started the water and poured a fuckload of bubble bath under the hot water.
I pulled her up and started kissing her softly while I undid her jeans and started lifting her shirt. I broke our kiss to pull it over her head and toss it aside. She was wearing a black satin bra underneath and I ran my fingers along the edge of the satin, marveling at the fact that her skin was nearly as soft as the material. I reached behind her and she watched me with those patient red eyes while I slid the straps down her arms and threw the bra on top of her discarded shirt.
"You're the most beautiful woman I've ever seen." It was nothing more than the simple truth but of course, Bella being Bella, she shook her fucking head in automatic denial of my words. I took her chin between both my hands and made her look into my eyes as I said it again. "I mean it, Bella. You're the most beautiful woman I've ever laid eyes on. You will always be the most stunning woman in the world to me. Please, never doubt that."
She bit her lip but her eyes warmed and she nodded. "Okay. I believe that you think that."
I laughed; because of fucking course she wasn't going to allow that it was the truth. Still, as long as she was sure of my feelings for her, I didn't give a damn. I had eternity to make her see the simple fucking truth. I kissed her again as I unzipped her jeans and started to slide them down her hips. My lips moved down her body, kissing her neck, her breasts and her stomach as I got to my knees in front of her and lifted each leg to get her pants off.
Fuck. She was in nothing but some black satin panties which were right in front of my face and I was salivating like a dog in fucking heat at the sight of her. I leaned forward and kissed each of her hip bones as I hooked my thumbs in her panties and slid them down her legs. She put her hands on my shoulders and stepped closer to me so I took that as the invitation it fucking was and kissed her clit. She gasped and tightened her grip on my shoulders as I started licking her softly.
Ahem? Do I need to break into song again? I've got You Are So Beautiful all queued up. I dare you to find a girl on this fucking planet that doesn't find this moment romantic, jackass, and then you can sing your douchy self to death. Oooh, there's an idea; could you possibly kill yourself since I can't do it? No, the world would miss me too much. But, I will allow this since she so clearly seems to want it.
Ha, she did too. She was moaning and tugging on the ends of my hair and moving her pussy against my face. I knew my Bella and I knew it wouldn't be long so I bit her clit gently before moving my tongue at full speed against her. She screamed and started bucking wildly against my face, and I held on to her ass so she wouldn't fall over. Fuck, she was so fucking sexy when she came. I licked her softly until she came down and then gave her one more kiss before standing and pulling her into my arms.
She wrapped her arms around my waist limply and rested her head on my chest. Ha…I was such a fucking sex god, I could sap all of my woman's strength with just one orgasm. I really should be studied or some shit, but then, the women of the world would be ruined for all other men. It was really quite a shame though. Everyone should know of my prowess.
Insufferable bastard! You're supposed to be romancing your girl, not patting yourself on the fucking back for making her come. It's not that hard. I could probably…try it and I will get that spike. Sure you will. Now stop with the attitude and get on with the loving! I've been waiting for ages!
You've been waiting? And you say I'm insufferable? Fucker. Still he was right about one thing. It was time to get Bella into the water. The tub was ready to overflow so I turned off the water and took Bella's hand and helped her step down into the swirling bubbles. She lay back with a sigh and I was amused by how content she appeared but a bit annoyed that the bubbles blocked my view of her delectable body.
"Are you joining me?" Did I look like a fucking moron? Don't answer that, dickwad, you just shut the fuck up.
"Of course, baby." I pulled my shirt over my head and Bella's eyes flickered in reaction. I smirked at her and undid my jeans and pushed them off. Her eyes ran up and down my body so I stood and let her enjoy her fill. She was smiling at me and lifted a bubble-covered hand out of the water to beckon me toward her. I got into the huge tub and moved over next to her before pulling her into my arms so her back rested against my chest. She relaxed into me and rested her head on my shoulder as I lazily stroked my hands down her body.
"This is nice."
It actually was. "Yeah, it is."
She tilted her head to glance at me out of the corner of her eye. "It's not very much like you."
I chuckled and kissed her neck, since it was right fucking there and everything. "Maybe not, but I can try new shit now and then." I'd tried fucking animal blood for her, after all, there wasn't a lot I wouldn't do if she asked.
Bella squirmed in my arms and turned around to face me, wrapping her legs around my waist and pressing her pussy against Edward Junior. This was even fucking better. I could see the tops of her breasts between the bubbles now and I felt compelled to touch them, since they were right fucking there and all.
"You've tried a lot of new shit since I came into your life, haven't you?" I shrugged and continued to run my thumbs over her nipples, which were pebbling nicely under my touch. She knew the answer to that question anyway.
"Edward?"
I looked into her ruby eyes and answered her this time. "Yeah, I guess I have. It hasn't been all bad." That was a fucking understatement but it made her giggle as I'd hoped it would.
"I just want you to know that I appreciate it. I know I haven't made it easy on you and half the time I've been yelling at you, I even knew how crazy I was being but I just couldn't stop myself. You bring out the worst in me I guess." I frowned at that and looked down into the water but this time she reached out and tilted my face up. "And you bring out the best in me, too."
Well that was more fucking like it. "I do?"
She laughed and kissed me. "Yes. I'm stronger now than I've ever been, and I mean beyond the physical. The old me never would have stood up for myself the way I do with you." I didn't know if that was necessarily a good thing, seeing as she fucking beat on me whenever she was standing up for herself, but if she thought so then I was willing to overlook it.
"You certainly don't have a problem in that department," I told her wryly, which caused her to throw her head back in laughter which had the delightful effect of lifting her breasts out of the water. I leaned forward and sucked on her perky right nipple as her laughter turned into a moan and she ran her wet fingers through my hair.
I sucked and nibbled for a couple minutes before repeating the process on the left breast while she continued to play with my hair and rub her pussy against me. I didn't know how fucking long I was going to be able to handle that without having to fuck her but I was determined that the emo douche was not going to be singing me any more fucking songs.
Eventually I released her nipple and kissed my way back up her neck. "Edward?"
"Hmmm?" Seriously, why she so fucking chatty? Couldn't we just make out a little before I took her to bed and finally took her like I was dying to fucking do?
"You hunted while you were in the city, didn't you?"
Fucking hell. She said she wasn't going to give me shit anymore and she was going to start in on me while I was giving her fucking romance like douchetard told me to do? That fucking figured. He continued to steer me wrong. If I'd fucked her like I wanted to, I could have driven all thought out of her crazy, beautiful head.
"Yes, I did."
She stared at me for a few fucking moments and again I had to wonder what the fuck was going on inside her brain. "What?"
"How was it?"
Really? She was interested in human blood all of a fucking sudden? What was wrong with this girl? "It was fine, I guess. Nothing major." Well except for the fact that I saw your fucking disapproving face while I was drinking.
"Okay." What the fuck? Her face was perfectly serene and she was actually fucking smiling a little bit. She was do damn confusing.
"You don't care that I killed a guy?"
She tilted her head and then shook it. "No, not really."
"Not really? Since fucking when?" She was fucking with my head, I knew it. She wanted to get me to admit to being unsure about killing humans and then she'd go in for her own kill and get me to agree not to anymore.
"I don't know. It just doesn't bother me that much anymore, so long as you really do kill people who are threats to innocent people."
"This is a trick, isn't it? You want me to admit that human blood doesn't hold quite the same appeal as it did before you came along and fucked up my palette."
Her eyes narrowed and started spitting ruby sparks at me. Fuck, she was hot when she got mad. "What do you mean; it doesn't hold the same appeal? Did something happen in the city?"
Fuck, really stepped in it there didn't you, Cullen? Yes, you did, and you're also ruining the whole romantic time by being a jackass, as usual. What the fuck am I supposed to do here? Be honest with her, dipshit. Tell her about the blood not being quite the same. That's only because the deer blood fucked me up. Maybe it is and maybe it isn't. She's at least being open to the possibility of embracing your dark side. Shouldn't you be just as accommodating to her?
Fucking pain in the ass. Fine. "When I was draining the guy, who was about to stab a girl, thank you very much…" Bella winced and I stroked her hair. It wasn't her fault…or maybe it was. I didn't fucking know anymore. "I saw your face while I was feeding and it didn't taste exactly right. Maybe the deer blood poisoned me."
Bella's lips twitched and I toyed with dunking her under the water. It would start dickhead singing again, though, no doubt, and he likely wouldn't stop since she'd probably cockblock me for it. I was so fucked…at least I wanted to be. The things a guy does to get fucking laid.
"So, what you're saying is, I got into your head and you didn't enjoy the blood like you used to." She didn't have to sound and look so fucking smug about it.
"Maybe. I don't know. I was in a weird mood and I just wanted to get home to you. I'd have to try again to be sure."
She pursed her lips and then nodded. "Okay, you do that."
It was a fucking trick. I knew it. "Did you just give me permission to kill someone?"
She rolled her eyes. "As if you want or need my permission to do anything. You do what you want, when you want to." Ha, I do what you fucking tell me to do in order to make you happy so I can fuck you. MAKE LOVE! Oh Christ, stop being such a girl.
"I have done a lot of things I didn't want to do. Didn't we just get done establishing that?"
Bella laughed and kissed my nose. It was really fucking cute if I was being honest. "Yes, okay, you do things for me a lot of the time that you don't want to do and I appreciate that. Truly I do. But this time, do for you. If you want to drink human blood, do it. I'm not going to judge you for it. It's clear that I'm the strange one here, not you." She looked a little sad about that but seemed to shake it off to smile at me.
"I'll think about it. Right now, with Victoria on the loose and possibly heading this way, I won't be going anywhere."
Bella's smile grew wider. "You're not going to leave me?"
"I'm never going to leave you, baby." Jesus, did she still not believe me? "I love you, remember? Those aren't just words, Bella. That's forever." Forever may not be long enough, forever may not be long enough, forever may not be long enough for this looooveeee. Seriously, what the fuck did I do now?
Oh, nothing! I just thought it was fitting for the moment. Very romantic! You may not be as hopeless as I thought. Thanks so fucking much. But seriously, how perfect are these lyrics for you two? I could squee! The world is never enough, and I'm not givin it up. My faith in love is like blood, I'd spill it freely for some. My faith in love is like blood, if flows in everyone. Don't stop to look at the clock, forever won't be long enough! You are such a fucking girl it's almost unbelievable. Why do I have a chick in my head? Maybe so you can understand yours? It is perfect, you know? Fine it is, now go the fuck away.
"Forever," she whispered and then her lips were hungry on mine and her hands were everyfuckingwhere, reaching beneath her and stroking Edward Junior and he was starting to sing his own fucking song. Again with the "Let's Get It On?" Really? Such a fucking one track mind. But his track was better than fucknugget's any day and Bella seemed to be on the same page so it was time to stop with the talking about blood and focus on celebrating the fact that she loved me.
I stood up, with Bella clinging to me, and stepped out of the tub, grabbing a towel and drying her off as best I could as she wasn't letting go, which was absolutely fucking fine with me. I threw the towel on the floor and carried her into the bedroom and lay both of us down on the bedspread. I looked into her eyes, sparkling with happiness and fuck yes, that was love. Now I knew it and she'd been looking at me that way for days and I hadn't been able to convince myself that it was really fucking real. But it was.
"I love you," I told her again and watched her smile grow ever bigger before she drew my lips to hers and kissed me hard. Her legs tightened around me and held me to her in a vice grip that I had no intention of breaking.
Bella pulled away and ran her fingers over my cheekbones, almost like she was trying to memorize me with her fingertips. "I love you, too. You're mine now."
How much did I fucking love it when she got possessive about me? "I've always been yours, baby. Just like you were always mine. It just took me a long time to find you and make it so."
She kissed each of my cheeks and then my nose again before giving me the softest of kisses on my lips. "I'm glad you did." Holy fucking shit, she was glad I did? "I haven't always been and I'm still not happy with the way you did it, but I can't deny that this is where I belong. I am yours, Edward."
Mine. That was a beautiful fucking word if ever there was one. My lips were hard on her now and my body was moving against hers without my consciously thinking about it. Her hands were still touching my face, tracing it reverently, lovingly, which caused me to slow the movement of my lips and try to savor her. I had a lifetime to love her but even that didn't feel like long enough in this moment.
Bella unwound her legs from around my waist and opened them to me, rubbing up against Edward Junior slowly, almost tauntingly. Fuck that felt good. I kissed her cheek bones and along the line of her jaw while she moved her head to accommodate me and continued to rub her pussy against my cock. I couldn't take much more of that so I slowly pushed inside her, my eyes on hers as I filled her. She watched me just as intently as I watched her, letting out a little moan when I was all the way inside her.
I held her gaze as we began to move almost painfully fucking slowly, her hips arching forward to meet mine as I moved in and out of her. I mimicked her, bringing my fingers up to trace her face. And when I did, I could fucking feel it, that connection that was always there between us was somehow stronger now. Assmunch had been right. It was better now, like a tangible thread that held us together, or more like an unbreakable steel cable I guess.
I'd been a fucking fool, thinking that I'd made love to her before. I didn't know the meaning of the phrase until now, when our bodies, fuck, our very souls were one. I'd never really stopped to think about shit like souls until Bella came into my life. I assumed I didn't have one but now I knew differently because I could feel it. I should have told her I loved her long before this, but then, maybe she wouldn't have been ready until now anyway. This was right and I wasn't going to fucking second guess it.
I kissed her and took her hands off my face, entwining them with my own, holding her to the bed and being held by her at the same time. It was hard to believe I'd gone a fucking century without ever feeling like this. It was even harder to believe that I was going to have this love for eternity.
As long as Victwhoria doesn't fuck it up. I won't let her. I'll die before I let her take Bella away from me. You truly have come a long way. I'm proud of you. You may just be free of me someday soon, so long as you don't fuck up in the near future. Oh, who am I kidding? We both know you will.
I will not. Why are you here now, reminding me of the past when I'm with Bella, my life and my future? So romantic! I could cry! Grab a hanky and leave me the fuck alone. Seriously, I'm trying to…
"Edward?"
Fuck. "Yes, love?"
She brought our joined hands to my face and traced my right cheek again. "Don't leave me."
"Never." My conviction rang in my voice, though I wondered just how many times I'd have to reassure her. Where the fuck would I go and why would I want to go there without her?
She smiled. "I don't mean physically. I mean, wherever it is you go in your head that takes you away from me. Don't leave me, not now."
See what you fucking did, douche? I'm not speaking to you again. Go the fuck away. "I'm sorry, baby. Sometimes I disappear into my head to try to figure out how to make you happy." It was the truth, more or less.
Bella ran her pointer finger over my lips. "You don't need to do that. You make me happy even when you piss me off."
I laughed and nipped at her chin. "Strangely, I understand that since I could say the exact same thing about you."
"I never do anything to piss you off. That's all you." She tried to keep a straight face but the giggles came out and our laughter shook both of us which really did some interesting things to my cock. Bella felt it too because her eyes got black and her hips began to move faster, so I thrust harder and deeper inside her.
"I'll tell you a secret," I grunted as I angled my hips to hit her g spot, which I knew would set her off in a matter of seconds.
"What?" she half screamed as she started to come around me, her hands gripping mine almost painfully tight.
"I love it when you get pissed at me. You're fucking hot when you're yelling at me." I thrust hard inside her and let myself come. She was so fucking tight around me that I just couldn't hold out, nor did I want to.
Bella laughed as I collapsed against her and she kissed me hard. "I promise I'll keep getting pissed at you then."
I nuzzled her neck and nipped at the spot on her neck where I'd made her mine forever. "I promise to keep pissing you off, baby."
"Forever."
She smiled at me and I kissed her again. "Forever."
A/N Romance, Smugward style! He did pretty well, I think! What songs do you think IMF should have sung? The last song was from Live and I ran across it looking for songs that contained "Forever." I found it very fitting! I hope you liked it!