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Lionblaze has a Shadow: Part 4. Jayfeather the Internet Sensation
"Lionblaze, i hope you know how sick and tired i am of you clogging up my computar with all your stupid games," Hollyleaf snapped. Lionblaze rolled his eyes.
"Well just delete them?" he said sarcastically. Hollyleaf always seemed to find something to complain about and it was irritating.
"Thats what im doing you idiot. And are you serious? You wasted half my memory so you could download the entire freaking season of Desperate Housewives?" Hollyleaf threw her hands up in frustration. "Thats wonderful. Thats real freaking great."
"I didn't download that. You know i can't stand that show."
"Well, neither do i." They sat for a minute.
"Jayfeather likes it," Lionblaze sighed.
"What? Desperate Housewives is totally not a guy show."
"Yeah well i've heard him talking about it with Honeyfern once. "Are u serious? Carlos could NOT have cheated on Gabrielle! Shes like, a 10! and Did Bree really think seducing Rex was going to make him love her again? She can do so much better than that!"
Hollyleaf sat thinking for a minute. "You know now that you mention it i have heard him say stuff like that."
"Told you so," Lionblaze restlessly combed his fingers through his hair. "And i forgot to tell you; i can't make it to your book club meeting tonight. I'm not feeling very well. Cough." Lionblaze tryed to fake a cough and failed miserably. Hollyleaf raised her eyebrows in disbelief.
"uh huh. Your sick? With what?"
"A cold- no, a flu." Lionblaze decided that the flu sounded worse.
"Riiiight. It helps to at least choose a lie before you tell me it," Hollyleaf smiled at him. "And guess what, your not getting out of it. Berrynose and Honeyfern can't make it tonight because they just moved and need tonight to unpack. And i've got my two cousins coming tonight, they decided to join the club for as long as they're up here. I can't have it to be just me and Ravenpaw and them, it would be awkward."
Lionblaze groaned. "Not Tigerheart and Flametail..." Lionblaze had disliked them ever since he met them. They were just so... weird.
"No, my cousins Mothwing and Hawwkfrost are coming to visit for a few months. They've rented an apartment next to ours and they said they'd love to join my club. And by the way i hope you like To Kill a Mockingbird. We're discussing it tonight," Hollyleaf reached into her bag beside her and pulled out a book. Lionblaze groaned, and Hollyleaf threw the book at him.
"Well thanks, Hollyleaf. My whole evenings shot." Lionblaze resentfully opened the book. "Look at this, theres not even any pictures..." Lionblazes voice trailed off as he noticed the expression on Hollyleafs face. "What?"
"Come look at this," Hollyleaf pointed at her laptop. Lionblaze hurried over and looked. A picture of Jayfeather wearing a santa hat holding a 60 of Absolut Vodka stared out at him. To his left, Firestar had his shirt off and the words "I Love Peaches" were painted on his chest in orange lipstick. Other then the fact that they were both totally intoxicated, Lionblaze didn't see anything wrong with the picture. Then he noticed the lipstick marks on firestars face. And the lipstick on Jayfeathers lips.
"Oh dear god," Lionblaze groaned. "Is this just a picture uploaded to the computar? Or is it on the interntet?" Lionblaze asked.
Hollyleaf sighed. "Its on the internet. And thats not the best part."
"Oh jeez what else is there.."
"Theres not just one picture, theres an entire goddamn website."
Lionblaze pulled his hair. "Whhhyyy Jayfeather? Why do you do these things when you drink?" he wailed. Hollyleafs eyes scanned the computar for a few more minutes.
"Okay theres nothing so bad... Just a few compromising pictures. You know something, Jayfeather probebly doesn't even know this website exists," Hollyleaf said.
"What? Why?"
"This website was made the night Firestar turned 18. We were both there at that party, Lionblaze. When i woke up my pants were completly shredded and you had 6 bruises and someone elses shirt on. Both of us didn't didn't remember a thing."
Lionblaze thought this over. "I guess. I still dont have the slightest idea of how me and Jayfeather ended up at Brambleclaws house while you woke up at Crowfeathers."
"Yeah and why do you think i don't go to Firestars partys anymore?" She said. "We always wake up too messed up to remember anything."
Lionblaze was just about to say something when he heard the door click open. Jayfeather was back from the store.
"HI JAYFEATHER," Lionblaze said a little to loudly. Then he turned to Hollyleaf. "What do we do?" he hissed. Hollyleaf motioned for him to be quiet as Jayfeather walked into the room and sat down.
"Holy frikin god you wouldn't believe how hard it was to find a bottle of soy sauce. There was none left so i had to steal it from this guys cart when he went to the bathroom," Jayfeather said. Then he noticed the strained expression on Lionblazes face.
"What?"
Lionblaze held his breath and rocked back and forth, trying to force himself not to say anything. Then he couldn't hold it in any longer and it all came out at once.
"?" Lionblaze said the entire thing on one breath. Jayfeather stared at him for a moment. Hollyleaf sat in a petrified silence with Lionblaze waiting for his answer. Jayfeathers face started to look angry and Lionblaze was scared he was going to hit him. Then Jayfeather sighed, and slumped back on the couch.
"I saw that website a while ago, i guess i made it at Firestars house when he had that party. I don't know what went on between me and him, i swear," Jayfeather said truthfully. Lionblaze gave a sigh of relief.
"So your not mad?" he asked. Jayfeather shook his head. "Nah. If i saw a website like that of you or Hollyleaf id probably be wondering about it too."
"Now answer the other question," Hollyleaf said suddenly. Lionblaze glared at her. She ignored him and kept her eyes on Jayfeather.
"Are you ... attracted to guys, Jayfeather?"
Jayfeather stared at her.
"Hollyleaf, stop being a bitch," Lionblaze said. then he turned to Jayfeather. "You don't need to answer that," he said quietly. They sat in a painful silence as Jayfeather glared menencingly at the both of them. Then Jayfeather noticed the caring expression on Lionblazes face and he calmed down.
"I don't know," he finally said. Lionblaze was so shocked he had actually answered he didn't know what to say. Jayfeather took his silence as a cue to keep talking.
"I know it sounds weird to you, and i hope you know it makes me feel like a total loser to talk about this," Jayfeather turned to look at the ground. Lionblaze started to feel tears welling up in his eyes.
"I just don't feel a connection to girls. At all," Jayfeather said. Lionblaze sniffed and then all the tears came pouring out at once.
"What the hell, Lionblaze!" Jayfeather said.
"Its just that... its just that... your so brave!" Lionblaze bawled, reaching over to grab Hollyleafs sleeve to blow his nose in it. Hollyleaf yanked it away furiously. Jayfeather looked even more embarrased than before.
"Stop that, seriously. Just stop talking."
Lionblaze sniffed and stopped crying. Hollyleaf cleared her throat.
"I hate to break up Lionblazes emotions, but my meeting is in two hours and don't you have a book to pretend to read?"
Lionblaze picked up his hated book. "Jayfeather, want to come and read this with me?" "Sure," Jayfeather got off the couch and followed Lionblaze out of the room. As soon as they were out of Hollyleafs sight, Lionblaze pitched the book into a corner, and Jayfeather laughed for the first time in what Lionblaze thought was forever.