So a new chapter huh? Lovely ;) Well,this has much to do with the feeling you get when you fall in love. It's hard to describe, and I can't even try to describe it, since I'm pretty sure I've never been in love, but I don't know. Have you? Well, Tell me what you think about it!
RosaliePOV
The normal thing to do, would probably be to go into the living room with the others, but I didn't. I ran after Emmett, and it was right then that I couldn't deny it anymore. I was in love with a guy I didn't even know. I knew how hard it could be, being in love. Both Alice and Jasper told me about, how they walked around with their heart on their skin. I for that matter, didn't know how it felt, I only knew it wouldn't be easy. Alice had cried a lot, when she kept it a secret for Jasper that she liked him. She told me how no matter what he did, no matter how stupid he was or if he did stupid things, she still loved him. At times she couldn't even get mad. She knew she wanted to, and it was the right thing to do, but she couldn't. Because she loved him too darn much. That scared me more than anything, that I was in love.
I didn't pay attention to where I was walking, I was just following the sound of Emmett's voice, soothing his daughter. I stopped at the closed door that I knew Emmett was standing behind. I lingered there for a short moment, not knowing whether to go in or walk away. I put my hand on the handle, and pushed it down, opening the door. And there in front of me, was a beautiful sight. Emmett was holding his little girl, smiling so much that it must've hurt his cheeks. The little girl had shoulder long blond hair, and Emmett's brown eyes, and his dimples. I couldn't help but smile at the picture, it looked so cute… Emmett turned towards the door, and spotted me.
"She's a real beauty." I said, with the smile still on my face. Emmett nodded in agreement, smiling at me.
"Her names Emma, she turns three in December." Emmett walked towards me, looking at me with a goofy grin.
"She looks a lot like you, you know." Emmett was now standing right in front of me, with Emma cradled in his big arms.
I couldn't help but wonder, how Emma could be here all by herself and as if Emmett could read my mind, he answered my question out loud.
"I actually wanted to stay over, watching Emma. I'm very protective of her, but my mom said I ought to meet you guys, so she promised me we wouldn't stay for long, or else I could just skip saying I was sick. She brought a baby monitor, but I saw you… and stayed a little longer."
I nodded, looking at Emma, who smiled up at me and stretched out her arms towards me. My eyes widened in shock! I looked up at Emmett, who looked just as shocked as me.
"She normally doesn't like strangers, whenever someone new hold her, she screams… The weirdest thing is that she wants you more than me!" He said the last bit in a mocking tone, and I stuck my tongue at him.
"Well, do you want to hold her?" Emmett looked t me, suddenly all serious.
"What are you crazy? I might drop her, she is so darn tiny! She looks so fragile, what if something happens while I hold her? What if a bird flew through the window and shocked me so I dropped her? I would never forgive myself if something like that happened!"
Emmett burst out in laughter, which made Emma start giggling. I just glared at him, it was so not funny. I had never in a life held a small kid… and I would never be able to look Emmett in the eyes if something happened to her. Emmett was still laughing though, looking at me with a raised eyebrow.
"Rosalie first of all, the windows are closed and I know you are not going to drop her. Bella is the clumsiest person to ever walk on earth and she didn't drop her the first time she held her, or any other time. And if it would help, we could go down to the living room with the others and then you can try and hold her there?"
Emmett flashed a toothy smile at me, and all I could do was nod. It was lucky we were going to the living room, because all of a sudden my knees felt like jello. I knew Emmett was waiting for me to go first, but I was afraid to fall if I moved. I had never been in love before, but I loved the feeling and hated it at the same time. I couldn't control my emotions, but at the same time I didn't really care. I only cared about the fact that I was going to embarrass myself a lot in front of Emmett, if I fell down their stairs…
I took a deep breath and with shaky legs, I walked down the stairs. Emmett right behind me, with Emma in his arms. I just walked straight to the room where I saw the others go earlier, and came into a couch a TV and boxes stabled upon boxes. Alice was sitting on jaspers lap, while Edward and Bella was just sitting close, smiling at each other. There was a lot of Aw's (Mostly coming from Alice) As Emmett walked into the room with Emma.
"Emmett she is so cute! She like a little angel? Does she need new clothes? I haven't tried shopping for someone so small before, but can I please buy her something please with chocolate cake!" Alice words were fighting to come out before the next. She had the biggest poppy dog eyes, and made that irresistible pout, that made Emmett nod letting out a small laugh. He would regret this later… The couch was pretty huge, so we just dumped down next to the others, jumping right into the conversation.
"So Rose, you want to try and hold Emma?" I knew Emmett would ask this, and he did it on purpose in front of the others… I hated showing weakness, and I felt like Emmett knew that. As if he could read me like an open book. I glared him down, but nodded. He lightly placed Emma in my arms, and I couldn't help but break into a big smile. She looked so cute, as she shot a big toothless grin up at me. I knew they were all watching me, as Emma started laughing. I looked at Emmett, who just shot me a goofy grin a lot like Emma's. We all started talking again, about school and how boring it was, and then Alice asked a smart question. Who was taking care of Emma while he was at school?
"You are starting at the school right?" I asked in a panicked voice. Emmett would be the best thing at the school, always seeing him and always being able to see that cute smile of his. Those beautiful blue eyes… everyday of the week.
"Yeah, I am. My mom will babysit Emma, she can work from home." I let out a sigh of relief, and Emmett shot me a weird look, not a bad one, but one I didn't recognize.
"Well, we should go back, my mom told me she wanted us to be home early before we went here." Jasper said, ruining my day… Why did he have to be so stupid? Of course he could just take Alice to our house, but Emmett couldn't… We were all getting up, when I looked at Emma. She was sound asleep.
"You know she only does that if she's comfortable with the person." Emmett whispered in my ear. I smiled, and was about to give Emma to him, when Bella rushed over.
"I'll take her, you say goodbye to Rosalie. I've already said my goodbyes." Mumbled Bella and blushed. I gave her Emma and she rushed up the stairs as fast as she could.
Emmett walked me across the street to our house, looking at the ground.
"I guess I'll see you tomorrow?" I sounded unsure, still afraid he might not be there.
"Of course. Goodnight Rosalie." He kissed my cheek, and walked back again, leaving me dumbstruck standing outside my front door.
