Long time no see! Sorry it has taken me so long to update. To all those who haven't seen my profile, my computer decided that working for me was too much work and thus died (Which was about three weeks ago). I was able to type up this chapter over a series of random session in my school's library and with a little gentle nudge from Hikari-Hikaru-Hikari about how it has be 49 days since I updated, I was motivated enough to update this story. Thank you all for your support in making this story such a hit!

Now: This is a warning in what is about to come! No there is no cursing, but there is some violence/almost rape/incest sort of scene. I don't think it deserves an increase in viewing rating, but it is a warning to all eyes who are not into such a scene. I will mark off where it is for those who want to jump it, just in case.

Disclaimer: I do not own Loveless or Kyou Kara Maoh

Trying to Find One's Voice

Nisei slowed his pace as he reached the edge of the buildings, letting his breath even out before taking a step out from the shadows and into the open space of the grassy field. His eyes instantly scanned the area, noting that there were only three individuals before him. He recognized the Professor sitting against a tree, his head tilted up slightly as if he was looking at the clouds that were lazily traveling across the warm sunlit sky. Nisei took in the remaining two whose hands were intertwined and had identical looks of determination on their faces.

Nisei stopped a few yards away from the pair his eyes still scanning for any sign of the apparently escaped duo from the other world, a scowl coming to his lips when he did not see either in the immediate area. He turned sharply, his senses telling him to head back to the hide out and move his Sacrifice and their "guests" as soon as possible. But before he even took a step a firm, young voice sliced into his hearing.

"Hold it right there."

Nisei turned slowly back towards the two boys, sensing the surprising amount of power leaking off the duo while feeling the sharp pain within his head at the feeling of the fighter unit charged up his abilities.

"You aren't going anywhere." The red head spoke clearly, drawing Nisei's eyes to him as he leveled the older man with a menacing smile. "We will be your opponents."

Nisei felt his amusement towards the younger two grow, sending them his own slow blood lusting smirk toward them.

"And what sort of challenge can a couple of kids be?" he purred out, mocking them with his eyes as he released a small fraction of his own fighter abilities. His smile growing, when he saw the slightest flinch come over the red head and deciding that the two really weren't worth his time.

He turned sharply, remembering the orders he had received before he left he decided to smite the old foolish blind man and be on his way back to his sacrifice. But before he took a handful of steps, he was hit hard with chains; locking his arms to the ground and making him come to a halt.

Nisei swiveled his eyes toward the duo, taking in the fighter's offensive position in front of his sacrifice, both of their faces a cross between anger and determination.

"Why don't you try us," the long green hair boy spat out, gripping the redhead's shoulder that stood protectively in front of him.

Nisei pondered over such an offer for a moment before grinning widely and releasing his fighter unit powers, breaking through the chains with ease.

"Very well." He said softly, a hint of madness creeping into his voice. "Try to make this worth my time."

*~*~*(BREAK)*~*~*

Gwendal followed closely behind Murata, allowing the younger man to lead him toward the east. They had crossed over strange metal rods that were in the road that the daikenja had called the "railroad tracks" and they were running through the area that was lined with building that all looked the same.

They turned left, onto another street that looked to be the same as the past seven or so streets, only causing more confusion and revealing no answers.

"Do you have any idea which way to go?" Marata asked over his shoulder, his breath coming out in soft pants as sweat glistened on his forehead.

Gwendal looked around him, trying to see if he could sense Ritsuka through their bond. Only to find nothing but silence causing him to release a sigh of disappointment and turn his gaze to the daikenja once more.

"Not in the slightest." He breathed out, shaking his head and watching the teen before him frown in thought before darting off to the left, taking an alleyway onto another identical street. Both of their minds murmuring the same name, Ritsuka…

*~*~*(BREAK: This is the time to skip ahead to the next break for all those who are faint of heart)*~*~*

Ritsuka jerked his head up from where he had been standing against the window for the past hour or so, his ears perking up at the sound of the locks on the door moving before opening slowly. Ritsuka felt a small bubble of relief and uncertainty at seeing the familiar form of his brother standing in the doorway.

Ritsuka opened his mouth, ready to say the greeting that was on the tip of his tongue when his mind recalled that he couldn't speak to his brother or he wound risk saying something that he might regret later.

Would it be so bad? Ritsuka thought to himself for the briefest of moments, his mind recalling that this was his dearest big brother who would protect him from his mother and her temper. The very same brother that he loved and missed so deeply for over a year when he believed him to be dead, only to cry in joy when he found out that his brother was in fact still alive.

Realizing his mouth was still hanging open, he snapped it shut with an audible click, willing his brother to understand his feelings through his eyes.

"I am sorry to have left you alone for so long, Ritsuka." Seimei spoke soothingly, striding into the room and coming just a few steps away from Ritsuka, his lips tilted up in a small smile of apology."I know I must have made you worried."

Ritsuka nodded his head at this, stepping forward slightly and reaching his hand out tentatively toward his brother's arm. He was slightly startled when Seimei grabbed his much smaller hand and pulled him forward, causing the smaller boy to crash into the larger form. Ritsuka felt his brother's strong arms wrap around his waist, drawing Ritsuka's eyes up toward his face.

He gasped at the look on his brother's face, unable to understand the emotions that were shining in his brother's eyes. He looked away quickly and tried to draw in a breath, but found it difficult due to the tight hold Seimei had on him, crushing him against the older man.

"I just got word from Nisei."

Ritsuka peered back up at his brother, his eyebrows furrowing in thought as to where this conversation might be going, his ears flattening to the side of his head at his discomfort.

"That two individuals from that world have come here." Seimei continued, his voice hinting at nothing but his eyes still burning with emotions Ritsuka could not understand.

Ritsuka tried to suppress the gasp that wanted to burst forth from his lips at those words, his eyes quickly turning away from Seimei's in an effort to try and hide his hope at the possibility of seeing Gwendal again.

"From what he tells me," Seimei paused, as if he was analyzing his younger brother's face before continuing, "One of their names is Murata, while the other…"

He trailed off, making Ritsuka's heart pound even faster in his chest and his eyes to snap up to Seimei's in order to see the name form of his brother's lips.

"...is Gwendal."

Ritsuka's heart sang with joy as relief set in, a smile spreading across his face before he could stop himself and his eyes spark with affection at the name of his other half.

Suddenly, he was being forced back, his head and shoulder's connecting with the bedroom wall with a hard thud, dizzying him for a moment. He felt hands on his shoulders pinning him to the wall roughly, causing a whimper to escape his lips. His eyes cleared from their haze and became locked within his brother's rage filled eyes, true fear setting in to his heart that had been filled with nothing but joy only a moment ago.

Seimei pressed his body close, pinning the smaller boy more affectively and causing another whimper to escape Ritsuka's lips.

"Se-Seimei!" Ritsuka gasped out, feeling suffocated as he was pressed against the wall this way and fear tear at him as his mind started calling out for Gwendal to save him.

"So now you wish to speak to me?" Seimei growled out, pushing more into the small body that he had pinned against the wall.

His face was mere inches from Ritsuka's as he hunched over slightly, causing the older brother's breath to ghost over his younger brother's face.

"It has been five days," Seimei spat out, letting his anger and bitter emotions seep into his voice. "And the only word I heard escape your lips before this moment was Gwendal!"

Ritsuka's small arms reached up, trying to shove his brother's much larger form away, his mind trying to recall any moment he might have spoken the General's name. But to no avail as his lips were claimed in a bruising kiss. Ritsuka gasped at the rough treatment, unintentionally allowing his brother to slip his tongue into his mouth and be pressed more firmly into the wall.

Ritsuka turned his head sharply away, breaking the kiss and gasping for what little air he could gain within his lungs. Tears burned in his eyes but he tried to prevent them from falling as he slowly peered up at his brother's smoldering gaze.

"S-Seimei?" Ritsuka stuttered out, his body beginning to shake as his eyes conveyed the hurt emotions he felt toward his brother. His mind was reeling to fast to truly make sense of everything but he needed to ask at least the one question that was burning on his lips, "W-Why?"

Ritsuka recoiled slightly when Seimei let out a few sinister chuckles, causing Ritsuka's mind to go into his fight or flight mode.

"Why what, Ritsuka?" Seimei asked softly, leaning in closer and toward the large cat ear that was currently pressed to the side of Ritsuka's head. He bit it slightly, causing Ritsuka to jump and his face to burn a crimson red before he continued in that soft voice that left too many promises in its wake. "I told you already once before, when I asked you to give yourself to me."

Ritsuka shivered, once more trying to push his brother away as Seimei began to press his lips to his soft human ear.

"To be mine and to let me do whatever I want." Seimei spoke in that hypnotizing voice, causing that small voice in Ritsuka's head to question why he was resisting his brother before Ritsuka was able to shake it off. "You gave me no answer then, and I am done waiting."

Ritsuka could feel long fingers grasp his chin and turn his head forcefully around, before he felt his brother's crushing mouth against his own. Ritsuka allowed his tears to fall, as his head was held in place while his mouth was ravaged by the Seimei. His hands began moving again, desperately trying to find a way to push the older man off of him.

Without warning, Ritsuka was being pulled off the wall and shoved across the room. He stumbled, his mind confused from the situation and the lack of oxygen when his knees slammed into something hard that had him falling backwards. A small yelp of surprise escaped him when he realized he was now lying on his bed and before he could push himself up or understand what was happening, another body climbed over him. A large hand pinned his arms above his head while the other slid down along his ribs.

He jerked at the touch, he head rising off the bed and connecting his tear stained eyes to the hard looking eyes of Seimei. He wiggled, trying to escape, trying to wrench his arms away from his brother's powerful grip, only to have his lips claimed again. He quickly turned his head away, trying to hide his face under one of his pinned arms. But this did not dissuade his brother, who began to trail kisses along his jaw and nibble on his human ear.

Ritsuka cried out at the sensation, struggling even more, but finding no words coming to his lips to try and stop this torment.

"Why do you fight me, Ritsuka?" Seimei breathed into his ear, almost sounding as if he was hurt by his brother's constant struggles, before his voice took on a possessive quality."You know that you are already mine. You were born just for me! Mother gave birth to you just for me…"

Ritsuka could feel his brother's lips trailing down his neck, nipping on his young skin and sending panic through his young body.

"Se-Seimei…S-Sto-" Ritsuka choked out brokenly, feeling his brother's free had work on the zipper of his blue shirt, causing more panic to spear through his heart.

What if he sees? Ritsuka shouted in his mind, worry about what his brother would do to him if he were to see the name carved there on his chest.

He began to thrash more violently against his brother, trying to get his voice to work but only getting a few broken sobs to come out. Tears were spilling from his eyes, his eyes swimming with the salty liquid as he tried to convey his feeling to his brother without words.

But Seimei wasn't looking at his face, he was too focused on the skin he was slowly revealing as he unzipped Ritsuka's shirt, showering the boy beneath him with kisses and love bites.

Ritsuka knew the moment Seimei saw the name written across his heart, he heard the intake of breath and the larger body freeze above him. He felt the pressure on his wrists tighten to an almost bruising degree, forcing another whimper to escape Ritsuka's lips.

Ritsuka didn't even bother to look at his brother's face, instead he focused on an entirely different face and cried out with all his might into his mind, GWENDAL!

*~*~*(BREAK:You've made it through!)*~*~*

Gwendal jerked, his head instantly turning toward the left while his legs instantly turned that way and had him shooting down an alleyway.

"Von Voltaire-kyo!" Murata called after him, trying to catch up to the now sprinting General. His breath coming out in even more uneven gasps. "W-What's…wrong…?"

Gwendal spared no glance or words back toward the daikenja, his mind in overdrive as he charged into a street and down another alley, hurling his body over bushes and around identical houses, his heart guiding him.

*~*~*(END CHAPTER)*~*~*

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