YAHOO! AM OVER THE MOON!thnx a lot for the reviews! and the birthday wishes! I LOVE U ALL!
This chap is dedicated to:
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Well here is chap 9!
There are many negative points of having Macey, Bex and Liz as your best friends. But the one am suffering from at the moment is that they think am some sort of Barbie doll who they can dress up.
So that is why I am currently sitting on a chair with me hair being pulled at and made into angel curls and my face being caked with makeup.
When we were done, I was wearing a white dress that hugged my chest from the top then flowed out to just before the knees with white gladiator sandals. I had a gold charm bracelet and a gold chain with a heart and heart hoops for earrings. I had white and gold eye shadow and pink lip gloss.
Macey was in the same outfit except she had a navy dress and sandals with silver accessories.
Bex was in the same outfit except she had a purple dress and sandals with gold accessories.
Liz was in the same outfit except she had a pink dress and sandals with silver accessories.
We looked good but it was expected when you have Macey as your stylist, Liz as your hair stylist and Bex as your makeup artist.
I told the girls that they can go ahead and I'll catch up later because I had something to do.
They asked me what but I just said it's a surprise.
When they left, I grabbed my car keys (did I mention we get cars too?) and my guitar and drove to the nearest Ben&Jerry's.
I always had a habit of eating ice cream when am sad or when I needed time to think. It helps me cool down.
After stuffing my face with cookie dough ice cream I paid and went to meet the guys.
When I got there it was dark with only the spotlight on the person who was performing. I don't want to sound mean but whoever it was was horrible! I mean I'd rather listen to nails being scratched on black board!
When they finished some people clapped politely while DAILLON WAS SHOUTING OUT MEAN STUFF! I gulped; I really hope they won't do that to me!
As it was dark and me being the chameleon I managed to get backstage being unnoticed.
When the person left the stage I put my guitar on and slowly went up the stage.
I looked at the crowed and took in my friends confused looks, Zach intense stare and Josh's interested face.
There were whispers and the ones that stood out the most were:
"What the hell is she doing?"
"Since when can Cammie play guitar, that is if she can?"
And many more but I just ignored them and started playing notes on my guitar and the audience quietened.
I started to sing:
I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time
These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call
Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right
I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand
This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time
Half way through the performance Zach left. For some reason it hurt to see him leave.
I played the last notes and was met by silence. Shit. Was I that bad that they couldn't say a word?
After 23 seconds people started clapping like crazy and some people even whistled! I took a quick bow and went to were me friends and josh, Dillon, Dee Dee, Grant and Jonas but no Zach.
"I didn't know you can sing!" Dee Dee gushed.
"Yeah neither did we" Bex said through gritted teeth.
Oh boy was I in deep trouble. I sent them an apologetic look and turned to Josh.
"I don't want you to misunderstand the lyrics, don't worry am over you but I just wanted to apologise for how we ended it. As Carrie Underwood would say 'I'm not sorry that it's over but for the way we let it end'. I hope you understand" I said then walked away.
I didn't know were I was going but I wanted to go get some air. I found a door that leads to the roof.
Someone was already there. It was Zach. He's always in places that I never expect him to be. He was leaning on the railing looking over the town. The moonlight shone over him making him look so dark and mysterious like a shadow. Its like his following me and no matter how much I try to runaway from him, he will always find me. Just like he always finds a way to enter my thoughts.
I went over to him and leaned on the railings beside him.
We were silent for a while then he broke the silence.
"So your still not over Jimmy huh?"
"What? I am over him! And it's Josh and you know it."
"Whatever, but don't worry you will be. I'll make sure of it" (Am not sure what he said in the book something similar maybe?)he said then he disappeared into the shadows.
Huh? What does he mean I will be over Josh? This guy and his stupid mind games! Does he know how much he confuses me? That is really bad for a spy.
Well I gotta get home and face the devils children.
why oh why does my life have to be so complicated?
thnx again for the reviews and can u plz review again? xxx