(a/n) This chapter has my 3rd favourite Mamma Mia song… So here it is! And thanks for reading it people! I'm getting so many people following my story now … it makes me smile ^ . ^
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Chapter 7. S.O.S.
"Emmett… I don't know what to say…" I gasped.
"There's nothing to say about it." He replied quietly.
"Why…Why did you leave Mum?" I asked slowly.
"Because I didn't want to hurt her. I knew she was just using me. You could tell she was besotted with Edward and she would never change. I didn't want her to have to be the one who said goodbye. I saved her the task." He sighed.
"Em…" Edward had been listening.
"No it's not you fault Edward." He sighed.
"Mum thought you left her to hurt her." I murmured. Emmett sighed again.
"I know. But she will never listen to me now. I know I should've kept in touch. But I didn't want to let myself go like I knew I would if we met again." He replied.
"Do you now?" I whispered.
"No. I guess I'm kinda immune to it now…" I smiled sympathetically.
The afternoon sped by. I spent the rest with it, mostly talking to Edward. He showed me some hilarious pictures of him and mum from, 'Back in the days…' We also drew together. He leant over my shoulder to see my sketch. It was of him.
"You're a good artist Nessie." I blushed and giggled. "No I'm serious!" He continued. "You should be off in the mainland selling this stuff Ness! You've got talent."
"Yes but what about Jacob and…" I protested.
"…And Bella? She should be encouraging you, not holding you back, like she has your whole life! And why get married? What's the rush?" I felt myself snap.
"What's the rush? I'm in love that's the rush! Where you in that much love with Tanya that you could leave my mother to fend for herself? Jake could be doing that right now for all I know! But he wouldn't because he's not a heartbreaker!" I saw each sentence I spoke punch Edward over and over. A tear ran down his cheek.
"You made me paranoid of… Of people like you!" I exploded. There was a long silence. Jasper looked shocked senseless and Emmett looked as if he wished he wasn't there.
"Nessie! I didn't marry Tanya! I went back to break the engagement not to marry her! I tried to tell Bella but she refused to listen. She never spoke to me again."
The truth of it all blew me away.
~The Next Day~
BPOV.
After a very difficult nights sleep I finally woke up to the early morning sunlight. I glanced at the small clock at my bedside which read, 6:23 Am. I flopped back down onto my bed in a sudden rush, all the happenings of yesterday re-inhabited themselves in my mind. I sighed. They were long gone now. The pain, which was now widely opened, began to slowly stitch itself up again. I felt like a zombie as I got dressed and trailed down the stairs. I steadily made my way to the broken front door and I nudged it open silently. As I made my way out I felt my foot catch on something. I prepared myself for the fatal smack, when I hit the floor. But I felt strong arms whip underneath me so they could catch my falling body. I slowly opened my tightly shut eyes to see a pair of glittering emeralds of eyes watching me. Edward had an amused smile playing on his lips. In other words, my favourite crooked smile. I gasped as I felt the pain rip open and engulfing me with burning agony. Compose your self Bella. I carefully stood my self up and I span on my heel to face him.
"I'm going to close my eyes and count to 10. When I open them you will not be here." I didn't wait for his answer, I just squeezed them shut angrily. Somewhere deep down inside me knew that I didn't want him to go. I tried my best to the flick the anxious feeling away. When I finished counting to ten I flashed opened my eyes. He was gone. I sighed with relief and shamefully, sadness. I missed him already. Suddenly I felt someone's hand resting on my shoulder. I whipped around and surprise, surprise it was Edward.
"Why won't you leave me?" I groaned.
"Because you don't want me to." He chuckled.
"Yes I do." I lied.
"Why won't you listen to me Bella? Why won't you listen to my reason?" He was deadly serious now.
"Your reason? Don't you mean your excuse? Oh by the way, how is Tanya? You don't talk about her very much." I snarled.
"Bella I'm not married!" He nearly yelled.
"Divorce? Well that's no surprise, if you're the case!" I replied bitterly.
"No! Bella I didn't…" He began.
"No Edward I don't want to hear any more of you pathetic little lies. If you want to make me feel better. Well you being here is making me feel worse." I stalked back inside
Later, I discovered what I'd tripped on. It was a large brown paper parcel, tied with string with a blank white envelope slipped inside. I went upstairs and sat on my bed as I opened the package. I decided to read the letter first.
Bella
I don't know what to say other than this. My heart is yours and yours only. I wanted to tell you everything in this letter. But I wanted to say it face to face.
Look after my heart. It's been broken you see.
Yours only and forever
Edward
I couldn't help but weep over the words he'd written how such a selfish liar could want to hurt me even more than he already has. But I couldn't help but love him for the letter.
I couldn't help but love him full stop.
I'd spent most of the day with the villagers doing the 'day before' preparations for Nessie's wedding.
"Bella!" I heard my favourite voice call.
"Edward don't start this again…please?"
"Bella I can't help the truth…I love you!"
S.O.S.
Edward: Where are those happy days?
They seem so hard to find
I tried to reach for you,
But you have closed your mind (a/n) how true is that?
Whatever happened to our love?
I wish I understood
It used to be so nice
It used to be so good
So when you're near me
Darlin' can't you hear me?
SOS!
The love you gave me
Nothing else can save me
SOS!
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on?
When you're gone
Though I try, how can I carry on?
Bella: You seem so far away
Though you are standing near
You made me feel alive
But something died I fear
I really tried to make it out
I wish I understood
What happened to our love?
It used to be so good!
B/E: So when you're near me
Darlin' can't you hear me?
SOS!
The love you gave me
Nothing else can save me
SOS
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on?
When you're gone
Though I try, how can I carry on?
So when you're near me
Darlin' can't you hear me?
SOS!
The love you gave me
Nothing else can save me
SOS!
Bella: When you're gone
How can I even try to go on?
When you're gone
Edward: When you're gone
B/E: Though I try, how can I carry on?
Bella: When you're gone
How can I even try to go on?
When you're gone
Edward: When you're gone
B/E: Though I try, how can I carry on?
(a/n) God I love that song ;) I think the S.O.S lyrics are so coincidentally true to Edward's actual Twilight character! Anyways… I don't know why, but I really enjoyed writing this chapter! And I'm proud of myself, I updated pretty quick! But like I said earlier, review…. Especially for me! And your opinions please! Weather they are good or bad, I just want em ;)
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P.S. Oh yeah, I forgot to mention but on Edward's letter, I'm sorry it's not very … 'extravagant' But I really had no clue what to write for that part… But I thinks it's quite good his note is short because in the actual saga… his notes to Bella are short so … yeah ok I'll stop talking now BYE … *REVIEW*.