Disclaimer : I don't own Skip Beat!
Warning : Slight lemonade ! Not explicit!
This chapter is the continuation of the Prologue. So if you found it confusing after reading the Newlyweds Chapter, you should go back and read the prologue again then read this chapter after that. :)
Chapter 12 : You Are All I Love
He had a nice sleep from yesterday. He dreamed of making love to his lady love. He could feel himself getting aroused. Argh! Damn! Why this… eh someone is crying? He could hear someone was crying. It was getting clear when he had gathered all his thought. He opened his eyes slowly. He turned and found Kyouko beside him. She was sitting with blanket around her body and it covered up till her neck. He blinked hastily and rubbed his eyes. Why is she crying? He sat up slowly, not wanting to startle her. He was about to reach for her when he realised he was topless. I didn't put on clothes? I am naked! He thought when he lifted up his blanket a little. No wonder… I… He turned to the crying girl again. Did we…? Shit! Yes, we did that last night. Oh this is the worst! She's going to hate me… His heart clenched tight when he saw her tears kept flowing down her cheeks. She was sobbing softly. It seemed to him that she tried to suppress her voice. It's my fault. I did that to her. He wanted to hit himself. He composed himself and decided to…
She was still sitting and thinking. Tears were still rolling down her cheeks. She looked down and a sparkling thing caught her attention. She laughed ironically in silent. He even got a ring? What a perfect actor. He thought of everything. Think, Kyouko! she told herself. Okay, I have to get off the bed and prepare breakfast or something. The roles are still… "Kyaa…" she let out a squeak when she felt her body being enveloped by strong arms. She stiffened.
"Why are you crying?" Kuon asked carefully. He knew why she was crying, but decided to ask nevertheless.
Kyouko turned and her eyes widened. No! He caught me crying. She tried to break free. "No, I am not. Let me go, Corn!" She struggled but he didn't budge.
"Don't lie to me!"
"I have to go prepare hmmph…" she tried to say. He silenced her with a kiss. She tried her best to push him. She was scared. "NO!"
"Kyouko, please calm down!" he said and his hand stroked her head softly. "Please… I need to…"
She stopped and stared up at him. Then, she cried out painfully and buried herself in his chest. She cried and cried till she felt she could cry no more. Kuon hugged her tightly and stroked her back softly. His heart was aching. He realised that he had made his most important woman cried because of his stupidity. He cursed himself for giving in into the temptation. I'm such a jerk. I should be shot to dead.
"I'm sorry I made you cry. I'm such a jerk."
She stiffened. "No, we were playing roles. It's…" she started and she felt her tears rolled down again. "Let's just pick new one?"
"No, I don't want to," he said. "How could you be so… calm after I did something unforgivable to you? I took your virginity whilst we… NO. It's not the game." He pulled away and lifted her chin up, made her stare up at him. Her eyes turned away. "Look at me, Kyouko!"
She turned her eyes and looked into his eyes. He looked painful. No! Oh… if that girl knew… then… "Corn… I… I…"
"I love you, Kyouko," he said, hoping she would finally understand.
Her eyes widened. How could he say so? He has someone he loves… Is he still playing role? "No, Corn. You don't love me. You have a girl you love, remember?"
He froze and then recovered quickly. "Whoever told you that?"
She pursed her lips tight and didn't answer. He would kill me now. He…
"The only one I told about the girl I love was a rooster guy," he said sternly. I will kill that rooster guy. How dare he went around and told people lies. I didn't even tell him the girl's name. And look, she got it the wrong way. I have to explain to her that the one I love is her, not some random girl.
"It's not important. If you love that girl, why did you sleep with me?"
He sighed. "Why do you think I sleep with you if I really have someone I love then?"
"For the roles?" she answered in a low voice.
He was stunned. He blinked. She really thought that I will sleep with someone for roles? She was the first woman after all these years. And damn… she felt so… No, it's not the time to think how wonderful it was when she was under me, writhing and crying out my name. Great! I'm a big pervert! "Can't you see that the one I love is you?"
"No, you said that you are dating someone and you're in first base with her. There's no way you love me," she argued. Her heart ached. It hurts…
She even knew about the first base thing. I'll really kill that rooster the next time I meet him. What did he exactly tell her? "I don't know what had you heard from that rooster guy, if he was the one telling you about the girl I love," he said. He tried to tone down his anger. He was holding a knife and threatened the said rooster in his mind. He could see Bou ask him to spare his life. You wish, rooster! You told Kyouko a lie! You have to pay! "But it's not true."
"I didn't hear it from a rooster guy because…" she stopped and gritted her teeth, gathering all her courage. "I was Bou. So, you tell me, what's not true? You told me yourself!" she shouted.
His eyes widened. "You were Bou-san?" he asked incredulously. Bou and Kyouko's images lined up in his head. He couldn't believe it. Then I practically confessed to her, and she still didn't get it? Why?
"Yes, kill me or whatever," she said, pushing him away. "Let's pick new roles! Quit playing husband, will you?"
She hates me now. I have to explain. I don't want her to get the wrong idea. "Kyou…" he began.
She glared at him and he shrank down. She reached for the table beside of his bed and took the glass. She poured the content and said, "Pick one!"
He hesitated. "Can you please listen to me first?"
"I said pick it!" she said sternly.
He sighed and gave up. He picked one of the papers and handed it to her. She opened it quickly and her eyes widened. "Not this one! Pick another!" He knew he couldn't against her now. He complied and picked another. She opened it and, "NO! Take it again!"
"All of the roles I written were couple roles," He elaborated and she froze. "You know yours, open it all!"
"Why did you even write these roles?" she asked, frustrated when she had opened all the papers. She glared daggers at him.
The remaining roles which were written by him were husband and wife with children, middle age husband and wife, and old age husband and wife. Her remaining written roles were best friends, master and her pet.
"I tried to make you to see me as a man."
"You are a man," she said sternly. "Even children know that."
He growled in frustration. "It's not that. Everyone knows I am a man. I meant, not about gender."
"Then what it is?" She tilted her head to right, asking for some explanation.
"I meant I was trying to make you see me romantically."
She gaped. Why? Then what about the girl? "Romantically? You have a girl you like, for God's sake. Why do you want to do something with me?"
"Cause I love you. YOU are the girl I love."
"No!" She shook her head. "You lied! You're the most desirable man in Japan. You can get any woman you want. There's no way you can love me," she screamed out her frustration.
"I'm the biggest failure in relationship because I didn't know love… till I fell for you. I'd got so many NGs when I played Katsuki. You knew that too."
She nodded. "You told me, sort of…"
He nodded and continued, "Remember the kitchen incident when I asked you whether you had ever kissed?"
She nodded again.
"I was myself. I almost kissed you but YOU… played your part really well and told me to come back to my senses. Someone told me that love will make someone lose his cool and composure. YOU made me realise I lose myself that time. I had never lost my composure before."
She pursed her lips tight. "But the girl…"
She's so persistent. The girl is her. There is no other girl. Kuon sighed deeply. He was frustrated. "Kyouko… listen to me really well!" he sounded stern.
She stayed silent. She was waiting.
"I love you, why did it so hard to comprehend for you? Without roles, you won't even see me. You hate the idea of love after that guy broke your heart brutally. When he was around, your mind was occupied with him. I was frustrated. I want you to see me. I don't know why you think that I love someone else. You are all I love. We… I lost control, I had to admit. It's not even an excuse. I'm a jerk. You can grill me, kill me, chop me or whatever you want but please… can you start to see me as a man?"
She froze. He loves me? But he said he was dating her. Her heartbeat sped up. She felt her heart was getting warm but she still have a doubt. "But you said that you were dating her."
That girl again. She's not listening at all. "Yes, I was sort of dating you at that time, wasn't it? I liked it when I said it. It felt real for me and never once I thought that I was the one misleading you, and made you believe I love some other girl. The girl I told you is… you. Funny isn't it? I practically confessed to you and you have no idea?"
"I... but… you can't possibly love…" she stopped. "…me?" She was confused.
"Why? After I went all the trouble to get those papers for marriage, you still didn't get the idea that you made me fell for you hard. It hurt me that you didn't see me and that you did all this for roles." He stared at her.
She blinked and her tears rolled down. "Because you said we were playing roles. It was just a game for you… no… us. We agreed on that."
"Will you sleep with someone because of roles?"
She shook her head.
"Good! I won't either."
"But what about your actor rule of heart?"
He sighed. "That's something I made up to cheer you up. You were really disturbed back then after he… kissed you forcefully," he said slowly, trying to suppress his anger. At the same time, he didn't want her to remember it again. He could almost sense Mio was appearing. "And I won't sleep with someone because of roles. No one should. Maybe there were bed scenes in drama or movie but… it wasn't real. And I haven't got to that kind of roles yet. If you don't want me to do it if ever, I'll listen to you and reject that kind of roles."
Her eyes widened. She found it surprising. "Um… why?"
"I told you. I love you. I'll do anything for you and I'd rather lose my job than losing you. Then I have to tell you that even though I lost control, I was myself last night. It would be a lie if I said I didn't dream of touching you and making love to you. You occupy my mind all the time. I secretly hoped that the matrimony last night in the chapel was true. I'm getting greedier the more we get closer. I didn't want to end the boyfriend girlfriend roles so fast. I was disappointed when you said to pick another role. I want you as girlfriend and I want you more as my wife. I wasn't joking when I said if only I could get your koseki tohon and your mother's consent," he released all his frustration, stating everything slowly and clearly. He didn't want her to misunderstand him for umpteenth times. He felt really tired.
She stayed still and tried to digest his words. He loves me and he wants me to be his… wife? She blushed at that thought. She looked down and saw the ring. "Weren't we playing game? I don't understand."
"It is NOT a game for me. I'm serious, Kyouko. Was last night a game for you? I heard you, you know." He smiled.
She tilted her head, didn't understand what he meant. "Heard what?"
"You said you love me," he said bluntly. "I was really happy when I heard that. Did you mean it?"
Her face blushed brightly. "Um… I meant it. And no, it wasn't a game for me too. I…" She blushed brighter. "I love you, Corn." Her heart felt warm. She felt really happy. She had never thought that the girl he told Bou was her. She laughed at herself for being stupid and blind.
His face lit up. He was really happy when she confirmed it. He pulled her into his arms and hugged her tightly. "Thank you, Kyouko. So, are we okay? Dating or should we just get married? Whichever you want."
"Corn…" She wrapped her arms around his torso. "We can't get married now. I'm underage even though I am eligible. You need her consent for that. Let's just date for the mean time."
"I'll find her if you want. I can't stand the thought that I defiled you when we haven't got married yet. You mean a lot to me," he said whilst rubbing her back softly. "I'm sorry I was being such an arse. Is your body okay?"
She nodded. "It hurt at first but… I felt good too. Um, you don't have to find mother. I can wait. We don't have to get married now."
"You felt good?" he teased. He saw her nodded and blushed at the question. He knew it well. She came twice. He chuckled inwardly then gasped upon a realisation. He looked at her and sighed in frustration. "Actually, I just remembered that I…" he hesitated, "didn't use any protection at all. If you got pregnant, and we haven't got married by the time he/she was born then… it wouldn't be good for our child."
She froze. She pulled away and stared up at him. She was horrified at that thought. "Child? But I… don't want any children."
"I want the child. I honestly don't want you to... discontinue the pregnancy, if ever," he said with serious face.
"It's not that I'd consider to discontinue it IF ever, because it's your child too but... I'm scared. What if I am being cruel to her/him? What if I…" she rambled out her reasons.
"Kyouko, I'm not a father material as well. I was a brute and you know that I struggled a lot as a child. But if it's with you, if you are by my side, I think I'll be able to be a good father."
"You will be a good father. I could feel it when we played that father and son roles. As for me… I… I don't know how to be a good mother. My own mother threw me away. I'm really afraid that I…" She shook her head.
He said slowly. "Kyouko, you are not your mother. You're you. You are caring. You can cook a lot of delicacies. I'm pretty sure that our child will be well fed. You're naturally a born nurturer. I'm sure you will love him or her once the baby is born. You WILL definitely be a good mother."
"You said the same thing with Hizuri-sensei. You're really father and son."
He frowned. "Well, it's my personal opinion. But guess you can say so. He's my father anyway." He kissed her soundly on her lips. "And I believe that you won't do something bad to our child."
"You think so?" Her eyes were gleaming. She still looked not sure but she felt hopeful.
He nodded. "Yes, just like you believe I will be a good father. Let's just get married, okay? We'll find her."
"Okay." She smiled and then frowned.
"What is it?" Kuon asked when he noticed her frowning.
"Your image. I don't want to ruin your image," Kyouko said. "You can't marry me."
"Kyouko, I've told you, I'd rather lose my job than losing you. It's nothing if it compared to losing you."
"But…" she tried to argue.
"You won't ruin my image. You're popular as well. It's me who should be afraid ruining your image."
"Eh, why?" she asked. "I'm not as popular as you."
"You're rising but you're a girl. Men are more easily forgiven but women aren't the same. That's one of the reason I want to marry you soon. If you got pregnant out of the wedlock, your career will sink and I'll feel very guilty. You love your job after all."
She bit her lower lip and nodded. "Thank you for your thoughtfulness, Corn."
He chuckled. "That's my fault for getting you into this at the first place. You shouldn't thank me. You should have killed me, grilled me, chop my head off or something like that."
"But… I don't think any man will be as thoughtful as you."
He smiled. "Thanks for your compliment then. Let's clean up! You might want some breakfast?"
She smiled. "You remember breakfast? I feel that I was just bribing you. I decided that… hmmph…" she was silenced with a kiss.
"I'll be the one responsible for that, honey."
"Why are you camping at the corner of the tub?" Kuon asked with a sly smile on his face.
The two of them were getting into the bathtub together. They wanted to stay close to each other especially after they learnt about each other's feeling earlier the morning. Kyouko was at the end of the bathtub with blushes on her cheeks while Kuon sat leisurely with his head and upper body leaning against the wall at the other end. Even though they had slept together once, she still couldn't feel comfortable being seen naked. She tried her best to cover her body with her hands. Thankfully, the bathtub was filled with bubbles.
"Um…" she tried to answer but instead she blushed brighter.
He chuckled. "I've seen you and you've seen me," he teased.
She fidgeted in her place. She turned to see him and saw him smiling at her. "I have never got into a bath with a man," she stuttered.
"I reckon so. This is my first time getting into a bath with a woman as well. It will be the second time if last time you agreed to get a shower together." He reminded her. "I was really surprised back then."
"Eh? That was… Setsu, not me. I was surprised as well. I really think you were sleeping inside the bathtub." She said. "I didn't mean to... I was so ashamed and…"
He laughed softly. "Heh? So you got flustered too and that time I was really disappointed that you kept your calm façade on."
"Setsu wouldn't blush," she reminded him. "She's got ani-con."
"Ya, I know." He smiled meaningfully. "Come on here, Love. I won't do anything to you. I just want to hold you close." He held out his both hands.
She looked hesitant. She bit her lip and then slowly moved closer to him. He pulled her into his arms and turned her over. He hugged her tight. She leant her body against his chest. She blushed when she felt his manhood against her lower back. She felt comfortable in his arms even though she was feeling weird around her lower body part. He kissed her head and ran his hands on her arms, rubbing her softly.
"Corn," she called out to him. "Can I ask you something?"
"Hmm?"
"What did you mean with perfect talisman?"
Kuon was startled at the question. He chuckled. "I didn't understand that at first. Boss was the one who said it but I have to agree with him. You're my perfect talisman."
"Why?"
"You saved me with your voice when I was sinking so deep into my darkness. Boss said that you'd pull me out of the darkness when I felt that I couldn't move."
"He said so? That's… surprising," she sounded surprised. "You said I saved you?"
"Yes. Countless time… with your voices. When I heard your voice, I was brought back to my sanity and my senses." He smiled and kissed her head again. "You see… I need you, my perfect talisman. "
She blushed. "If you think so. I wanted to help you. I couldn't stand seeing you struggling."
"Really? Thank you. I used to hate myself. I'd rather being Ren than Kuon. Kuon was a monster. I told you about Rick remember?"
"Yes. So, what about now? Are you still…"
"Sometimes yes but I have you as Setsu, and now I have you fully for myself."
They sat still. Kuon was still rubbing her arms softly. He felt himself getting aroused. He was sure that his hardened member pressed hard against her back. He tried to stay calm. He didn't want her to freak out. His hands started wandering down her body and he heard her moan.
"Corn… your finger is touching my… ah…" she moaned sexily and excited him more.
"Your what?" He asked and kissed her neck.
"… Ah…" She felt his finger slid into her body.
He chuckled. He slid his finger out of her core and took her right hand. He led her hand down her body. He made her touch herself. "Have you never played with yourself?"
"Play? What do you mean?" she asked between moans. She felt her own finger was grazing her throbbing nub.
"Pleasuring yourself… like this." He made her finger circling around her engorged nub and he could hear her moan louder. Her voice echoed inside the bathroom. He led her lower, trailing along her core. He held her hand firmly and one of her finger entered herself. She closed her eyes, enjoying the feel of her own finger inside herself. He made her slid her finger in and out her body. She moaned louder and she felt something came out from her body when she finally climaxed. She panted hard.
"If you get aroused and I'm not there for you, you can play with yourself." He chuckled.
She blushed. "I felt something came out from… um…my body when I..."
"It's the proof that you feel good. You'll feel wet when you're aroused. And… when you came, you'll think you wet yourself as well. You don't have to feel ashamed."
"Then I didn't wet my pants last time," she said in a low voice and he heard it.
"Eh? You what?" Kuon asked.
She told him with red face about the time when he squeezed her butt. He was beaming and grinned slyly.
"So, you have no idea you got aroused?"
She nodded.
"I have a confession to make as well," he said and continued, "That very same night, when you asked me what you can do for me, I was…" He whispered it in her ear. Her eyes widened and she turned around to face him. She saw him slightly blushing.
She suppressed her laughter. "You were pleasuring yourself and did it again in the bathroom? Oh! I'm sorry that I…" she stopped. "made you feel that." She giggled.
His expression changed. She could see Emperor was surfacing. She squeaked when she felt him take her both hands. "What are you doing?" she asked nervously.
"Getting your help," he answered. He made her gripped him and made her hands moved up and down his shaft. While she was at it, his hand went to her lower part and he slid his finger into her. They pleasured each other. Their moans and groans echoed inside the bathroom. They cried out each other names when they came. They kissed each other softly afterwards.
"Thank you for helping me," he said seductively.
She blushed prettily, "Ah, um… maybe we should…"
He smiled, noticing her flustered state. "Let's clean up and get out!"
They took a quick shower afterwards. Both of them tried to hold themselves from jumping each other. It was especially hard on Kuon. They were finished in a mere minutes. She grabbed a towel, covered her body and stepped out fast. Kuon did the same and stepped out of the bathtub. He noticed fresh blood stains on the floor. He followed the stains and saw blood dripping and rolling down Kyouko's thighs. He pulled her to him. She squeaked in surprise. "What is it, Corn?"
"Are you hurting or…?" He ran his hand on her left thigh. "You're bleeding? Did you get hurt somewhere?" He looked at her exposed legs, trying to find the source of the blood.
Kyouko was stunned then looked down. She saw blood on the floor. She reached her hand to her lower body part. She looked at him with red face. "Um, Corn… I think I am having my period."
"Eh?" He blinked. "Period?"
She chuckled. "Sorry but… you can leave the bathroom first."
"Um… are you sure you don't need my help? Maybe I can get you sanitary pad or tampon or something?" he offered.
"No," she ushered him to leave the bathroom. "I'm okay by myself. I got it in here."
"O…" the bathroom door was closed before him with a loud thud. "kay…"
Later the night, Kyouko went to Ren's apartment. They agreed to stop playing the roles. He didn't need the role any longer. Kyouko was his now and his lady love had agreed to marry him. He was worried that she would change her mind. He would have to talk her into it again. He would have to go out of town tomorrow and for several days for his R-Mandy photo shoot after all. He had to clarify it fast.
Kyouko ended up staying over at his apartment. They settled themselves in his huge bed. They had a little talk before they slept. Her head leant against his shoulder. He rubbed her arm softly, comforting her.
"Are you okay?"
Kyouko's face was a little pale. "I'm fine, Corn. It's a monthly thing. Don't worry!"
"Hmm… you don't look really fine."
She nuzzled into his arms and put her arm on his chest. "I'm fine really."
"Kyouko," he began. He sounded nervous.
"Yes?"
"Pregnant or not, I'll still want to marry you. Is that okay with you?" Kuon said. He didn't want her to think just because she didn't get pregnant, he would cancel the plan. She tends to think negatively. I'll have to assure her about this particular matter.
She looked up to him. "Yes, Corn." I thought he'd cancel the plan. He's really serious about me. She felt happiness enveloped her body and gave her a warm feeling.
"So, I'll still proceed with my plan. Find your mother and ask for her consent. Later, we will have to tell my parents too."
She frowned. "Um, Corn, your parents… what if they don't like me?"
He noticed her uneasiness. "Don't worry! You got along well with Dad, right? And I'm sure mother will love you. They knew how I feel about you and nagged me to marry you when I called them. I thought that they were crazy for suggesting that. I haven't even dated you back then. But when we were at the chapel and were exchanging vows, I wanted it to be real." He took her left hand and kissed the ring on her finger. "I'm glad that you like the ring."
"I like it, but… I can't wear it in public," she said regretfully. She put the ring along with her Princess Rosa when she wasn't wearing it.
The rings they wore were wedding rings. When he bought the rings after he got his hair dyed, he initially planned to buy couple rings. He changed the plan when his eyes caught the wedding rings. Even though they used it for their fake wedding, he asked her to keep wearing it whenever they were in their disguises.
"You could when we married legally later."
"Are you sure you are okay with me?" she asked incredulously.
"That's my question. Are you sure you are okay with this kind of me? Kuon and Ren are different. I feel like having multiple personalities."
She laughed. "Kuon, Ren, Corn and Cain, you meant? But they are all you. You are all I love," she said and blushed brighter.
He chuckled. "Thank you, Kyouko. I love you."
A/N : I think I fulfilled several thoughts of the reviewers. More lemon (or is it lime? It's still a lemonade for me), done. Have Ren educates Kyouko regarding sex, done. Did you find any of your rambles in this chapter? I never thought it will go very long. :D Some of the reviewer asked, they did not use any protection? The answer is NO. Will she get pregnant? There, I gave you the answer. IMHO, I think getting pregnant with just once doing it unprotected would be like a gamble unless she was on her ovulation peak. ^ ^ By charting BBT, women know when is the safe day and when is not. So, doing unprotected sex doesn't mean she'd most likely getting pregnant.
I planned one more chapter and one epilogue. Thanks for bearing with me till this timeline. Thanks for reading. Review if you'd like to tell me what you think.
A/N 2 : MEMO OF UNDERSTANDING
To all the readers, since someone had been saying something considering abortion in review (you know who you are :)). I apologise if the topic (which wasn't important here) offended some of the people. It was kind of a moral message from me but if it offended someone, my deepest apologies. In my country, abortion is ILLEGAL. The doctors in here got medical ethics which forbid them to do the abortion practice, even some of the doctors here is not going to help with putting the IUD for birth control. ^ ^
In most school, in sex-ed, teacher's required to show the abortion process, in a video and/or slide presentation. It was CRUEL. I threw up after seeing one. It burned onto my brain till now although it was about 11 years ago. I watched a Korean Movie 'Sex is Zero' which got the same issue and saw how the heroine suffered after that. I cried after watching that. I kind of quoted from manga "Bara no Tameni" as well regarding 'not good for body'. I knew that one type of abortion was legal medically (even in here in my country) if it's considered harming the mother's body. A whole lot of letters of understanding will be required if this kind of medical procedure is going to be conducted. I kind of write this slightly here because this was an M Fic which required more mature people to understand it. ^ ^
And once again... IT IS NOT A MAIN TOPIC, okay? Just a passer by. I'm sorry once again.
Change something there in the fic to prevent offensiveness. Even though I personally think it's not a very big sensitive issues (no offence), there's almost always that issue in Josei Manga I read and the statements were harder than mine I think. Some manga for reference : Bara no Tame ni (Yoshimura Akemi), Clover (Chiiya Toriko) - the one I recently translated so it was still fresh in my mind, coincidentally the chapter with that issue too, 17 years old (I forgot the author). Some movies/dramas for reference : Jigoku Shoujo (forgot which episode it was), Sex is Zero (Korean movie) . It disturbed me if I was considered writing something sensitive and offended while I didn't mean that to sound like that. *sigh for umpteenth times*
I need to say, it would be very Ren to say that. Ren was a responsible man, and he would feel guilty. He was at fault after all. Yes, they lost control and it wasn't planned. They just got carried away. He knew Kyouko was the type easily disturbed and feel guilty even for something that wasn't her fault. So he would think that Kyouko will blame herself it that happened. Apparently, Ren's character was alike with Kyouko in this aspect. I'm not trying to lay some guilt on anyone. I offered my deepest apologies once more since I wanted to have a peace of mind.
And I just answered the reviews here for this chapter, since I got something to do, so the next chapter will take time. True that pregnant woman sometimes had bleeding that can be mistaken as period. A woman could be pregnant or not was depending on their ovulation cycle too. So there's no guarantee there's any 'safe' day actually. I took the most basic thing and put it in here. :)
Note on Japanese term:
Ani-con : Brother complex
