A/N: there's less happening in this chapter but I guess it's sort of something I'd like to see happen in Glee, hate me for it or not it's up to you.

Warning: no miniscule violence in this chapter yays! But it will frustrate you, like soooo much. Or will it? Who knows, read on and find out...


Kurt knew Blaine would have given up and left already. He had tried to contact him but janitor's closets weren't particularly known for their good reception. As soon as he could, Kurt had phoned Blaine apologising a thousand times that he wasn't there. Karofsky had just stood beside him, watching intently, his arms crossed and frowning at Kurt's distress.

"Why didn't you tell him the real reason you were late?" Karofsky asked Kurt. Karofsky had decided the best thing to do was to take Kurt to the Lima Bean and find out what on earth was going on. "In fact, why did I find you in the closet?"

Kurt sighed. He didn't have anyone to talk about his situation with and maybe Karofsky was his opportunity to let it all out. "Not that I wanted to jump back in the closet, because I think I'm way past that," Kurt laughed weakly. "It was the hockey team, I may or may not have commented on the captain's hair and ever since then they've been after me."

Karofsky looked slightly guilty. "I'm sorry Kurt; I mean after the football team and what I did to you, it just doesn't seem fair."

"It doesn't matter, besides, that's not what's bothering me the most at the moment." Kurt admitted.

"Has this got something to do with Blaine's new friend?" Karofsky looked as if he were ready to kill.

Kurt's eyes widened. "How do you know?"

"I listened into what Blaine and that guy were talking about the other time I was here, and that guy is incredibly shifty Kurt, I'd watch out if I were you." Karofsky warned.

"I know, but no matter what I say to Blaine he won't listen to me! And now we're not even together anymore."

Karofsky almost choked on his coffee. "You what?"

"Blaine thought I didn't trust him and said maybe we need to think about our relationship. But then when I was sick he came over and we almost kissed but he suddenly stopped as if he had made a mistake." Kurt put his head in his hands instantly depressed. "Dave, what do I do?"

Karofsky shook his head. "There isn't much you can do. As long as Sebastian is still on the scene he's going to keep manipulating Blaine. But it seems he still loves you Kurt and you just have to push through the brick wall."

"I'm trying, I've made friends with Sebastian just like Blaine wanted me to, and that got a good reaction. I was supposed to help him with his French after school and ask him about that almost kiss, but then those Neanderthals got in the way!"

Karofsky smiled. "You know that was my nickname, you can't go giving that to someone else now I've left."

Kurt blinked, and then returned the smile picking up his coffee. "You've changed, Dave, in a good way."

"How so?" Karofsky raised an eyebrow.

"You're a lot calmer, a lot more open, more... mellow ever since you've transferred."

"Well, I guess I'm finally realising who I am, and I have you to thank for that. But seriously Kurt, why don't you tell the others the hockey team are after you, and about Sebastian?"

Kurt turned to look out the window. "Because they also have the hockey team to deal with, me more than them obviously. Plus, I don't want Blaine to find out. He'll feel so guilty and blame himself seeing as I was standing up for him when I threw my text book at that jerks head. As for Sebastian, the entire Glee club thinks the sun shines out his bum."

Karofsky put his hands up. "Whoa, slow down Kurt! You threw a text book at his head?"

Kurt blushed. "I may have done."

Karofsky smirked. "If only you can throw something at that pompous upper class, head up my own ass, kid."

"Oh, I can think of more than just throwing text books at him."

Both boys laughed together, once enemies, now becoming friends.

"So what about you, how's life been treating you?"

"A whole lot better. I'm doing okay at school my grades have improved, and I've got some new friends maybe even, a lover?" Karofsky became shy, looking down at his hands.

"Oh Dave! That's so sweet! I'm so happy for you! Is he in the same form as you or..."

"No, they're in my English class. We've partnered quite a few times and well... maybe there's something more behind it, I don't know."

Kurt could see Karofsky's slight discomfort so, smiling, reached across the table and took his hand. Karofsky looked at him in shock.

"Don't worry Karofsky, keep going I'm sure you guys will be fine."

"Yeah." Karofsky nodded.

"Kurt?" Kurt looked up in surprise only to see Blaine standing over him.

Not good. Kurt thought as he took his hand away from Karofsky's.

"So this is the reason why you couldn't help me huh?" Blaine frowned looking really hurt.

"No Blaine, it isn't... I..."

But Blaine was already heading for the door.

"Go, now!" Karofsky told Kurt.

Kurt didn't have to be told twice, he rushed out the Lima Bean catching Blaine by the wrist and turning the smaller boy round to face him. The feeling of déjà vu couldn't be shaken off, despite the switched roles.

"Blaine, listen to me!" Kurt sounded exasperated. "We were just talking, I mean, it was after I told you I couldn't be there, I mean, I would've called earlier but I was... stuck." Kurt's voice faltered.

"You mean stuck in your secret meeting with Karofsky?" Blaine all but shouted.

"No Blaine, he just helped me out after..." Kurt trailed off.

"After what Kurt?" Blaine insisted.

Kurt looked at his feet, his voice becoming a whisper. "I can't tell you."

"Honestly Kurt, I don't know what's going on with you anymore!" Blaine cried, slapping his arms down at his sides.

Kurt started to become angry. "Well maybe you would know if you didn't spend all your time with Sebastian!"

"Kurt! We've had this conversation before. I don't like Sebastian!"

"Could've fooled me, what with your laughing and flirting every time he called you sexy! You know what? The thing that was going on with me and Karofsky is exactly what is going on with you and Sebastian. Happy? And besides it doesn't matter because me and you aren't going out anyway!"

Blaine suddenly grabbed Kurt by his arms and pulling him in roughly, crashing their lips together. He wrapped his arms around Kurt's waist as he deepened the kiss, momentarily sucking on his bottom lip. Kurt placed his arms around Blaine's neck, accepting the kiss for all its desperation. But then Blaine stopped and pulled away.

"I shouldn't have done that. Kurt, I don't want to hurt you... I... need to think about this."

Kurt went to make a grab for Blaine but his fingers just closed on empty air. Before he knew what was going on, Blaine was gone.


Stupid, stupid, stupid! Blaine said to himself as he face palmed several times. I am so stupid! How could I do that to Kurt? I forced that kiss on him and now he probably hates me. And Karofsky... first kisses were always special to people, maybe Kurt had realised that now Karofsky had changed... now that they were able to meet up as friends...

Blaine growled in frustration. How could he so stupidly put their friendship on the line without even telling Kurt that he loved him, and that he had made a mistake? Kurt had even said they weren't going out as a way to say that Blaine shouldn't be upset about Kurt being with Karofsky. What if that was Kurt's way of telling Blaine he had gotten over him? But Kurt had kissed him back hadn't he? But what if he had done so in the heat of the moment? Blaine was so confused.

"You know no matter how hard you try to kill off your brain cells you'd still have that sex god bod of yours." Sebastian came and sat down next to Blaine commenting on the way Blaine was sat hitting his forehead with his fist.

"Oh, Sebastian, it's you." Blaine barely registered his presence.

"What's up? Finally realised you should be with me?" Sebastian said, making it sound like a joke.

"I kissed Kurt." Blaine said bluntly.

Sebastian's face fell. "What was his reaction?"

"I don't know, I was too scared to stick around."

Good, Sebastian thought, I can get this to go in my favour. "Do you think he took it well?"

"He was with Karofsky at the time and then I caught him and then we were shouting at each other and I just grabbed him and then kissed him. He probably hate's me!" Blaine was extremely agitated.

"Maybe you should let the heat die down before you talk to him. Try and avoid him at school for awhile, just in case."

Blaine nodded. "Just in case." He murmured.


There you go, not much happened in this chapter but I know we can all safely say we hate Sebastian and really want to shout at Blaine to stop doubting himself and stop being a total spak. Yep I meant to put spak. I'm debating on whether to have Kurt sing soon but I'm not sure if I should put lyrics in. I've found the perfect song so... What do you guys think?

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