~ I Do Not Own Danny Phantom or the Teen Titans ~
Chapter 11 ~ Bad Memories
Danny's POV
When I arrived at the Tower, it took me a moment to find the window that belonged to my room, but I did and quickly phased inside and changed back to my human form before landing on the ground softly. I walked over to the bed and sat down on the edge with my elbows on my knee's and my head hanging down, my eyes closed.
I wish that there was someway to show them that I never killed anyone...I want them all back so badly. I thought as grief tore at my heart. I fought back the emotions as they raged though me. It was all Skulkers fault...he's the one that fired the fuckin' missiles. Not me. I raised my hands and buried my face in them trying to fight back tears.
Why me? Why am I such a freak? I thought taking a deep breath trying my hardest grab the rains of the emotions that flooded through my veins.
All of them just going through a large cycle. Rage, sadness, loneliness, regret, and most importantly, Love. I loved all of them so much, in different ways.
I loved my family, Mom, Dad, and Jazz, because they were the ones who raised me and helped me though my life. Back before I became half ghost, we did everything together. Now I regret that I didn't spend as much time with them. And I'll never have that chance to anymore. I felt my body tremble with the effort to fight the tears from spilling over.
I loved Tucker, my best friend in the world. We had known each other since we were like 5 years old and we shared everything together. Secrets, sicknesses, and even games that we bought. I took in a deep shuddering breath.
I saw Mr. Lancer as a great teacher. He was my favorite teacher cause he was the most understanding. He was strict yes, but that was because he was concerned and cared about my well being.
And Sam...oh god Sam. I bit my lip as tears slid down my face when I though about her. Sam. The only person I loved more than just as a friend. And I was too much of a coward to tell her that before she died. I don't know what it was the pulled me to her like a magnet. I might have been her smile, her laugh, her eyes, her individuality, or maybe it was just that we had been through so much together that pulled me to her.
I felt the tears running down my face as sobs racked my body. Why is all of this emotion hitting me like this now? I thought miserably as my body shook from my crying. I wiped at the tears with my hands trying to wash them away, but new ones quickly replaced them. And I cant seem to stop it.
I open my eyes and walked into the bathroom that was attached to my room. I turned to the sink and turned the water on, ice cold. I stuck my hands under the freezing water and splashed my face with it. I waited for the sink to fill up with the water before I dunked my head under and left my head there, forcing myself way past my comfort zone. When I finally could not hold my breath anymore, I pulled my head up and gasped for air. I felt the ice cold water drip down my face back into the sink. But I still felt the tears streaming down with them.
"DAMN IT!" I snarled and lashed out with my fist, punching the wall of the bathroom with so much force that my fist went strait through the wall. I pulled my fist back and looked at the bleeding cut left on it.
Only then did I realize that I was no longer alone.
~There is Chapter 10 for you. Im not very good with sad and mushy stuff but I tried my best ^^ I hope that it was good. And I bet your all wondering who that is at the door. I'll give you a hint. Their name starts with and 'R' lol that narrows it down to 2 people lol~