Alrighty well here it is another chapter of Wish for freedom.
The disclaimer is the same, and as always I want to thank my wonderful beta reader creotia_flayier, for getting this chapter up for you guys. I couldn't do this without her!
If you guys read my profile recently you should know that Zero's personality has changed more so I hope you all like the story.
"Only one g-goddamn note in 8 days."
"Master Kuran-sama is a very busy man," The butler scolded distractedly. "You should be happy he even had the time to do that."
Zero had been complaining about the same thing for 8 days now and he was beginning to become sick of it. "At least his stutter is beginning to go away, he's gaining more confidence."
Zero had been growing steadily more comfortable around the butler but once anyone unfamiliar or of higher class showed up his slave training automatically replaced the changing boy and he became an emotional wreck once again, only feeling comfortable several hours after the other person left. "This Hanabusa character must have really done a number on him. In all my years I have never seen a slave so broken that he cannot help himself from acting like a common pet."
Zero has spent all day for 8 days with the man and they had grown to be good friends. It had taken time but he had grown at ease because of the man's cheery attitude and loving hugs. He was annoying but he was also there for Zero and although they hadn't spent much time together he had felt like he knew him for years. The kind hearted butler often reminding him of Yuki and he found himself frequently drifting back to thoughts of her, hoping she was okay. He had a feeling she was part of the reason he was saved and feared what Aidou would do to her if this was true.
For now Zero would have to focus on the present problematic matter.
"But it's been 8 days since h-he has even tried to com-municate with me. I'm his slave i-isn't he suppose to be the one telling m-me what to do, Cross-sama?"
The butler gave him an off-sided glare which was the one he often shot the boy when he wanted him to shut up. "He has a lot of things he has to stay dedicated to and how many times do I have to tell you to call me Daddy or at the very least Kaien!"
He grabbed the boy in a death grip hugging him tightly to his chest, excitedly squeezing him. For some reason the strange butler thought that since he was to be the boys mentor and Zero no longer had a father, the obvious choice of action would be to call him 'Dad.' Which was something the boy would never agree too.
"Well, CROSS-SAMA." Emphasizing the name angrily, "I don't u-understand he said he would be back s-soon so what is taking him so long."
The man let go of the boy, his smile dropping knowing he was defeated. He began to shuffling threw papers that showed the list of things he was to do that day, ignoring Zero's prattling, and leaving the boy to his own thoughts as he left the room.
Zero sat quietly on the bed, he was bored. Most slaves around here at least had jobs but when he asked Yagari what he should do he was only told that Kaname requested for him to enjoy himself and relax. Which resulted in him following the annoying butler all day due to his incredible boredom. He looked at the nightstand and glared at the folded piece of white paper…
"This is stupid. I'm eyeing a piece of paper! I blame that idiot Kaname. He so confusing first he's mad then he's happy then he doesn't want me but later he's … he's ..." Images of the kiss they shared entered into Zeros mind and he blushed as he felt his member hardening at the thought of Kaname's tongue dancing with his own. "ARGH! Stupid purebloods."
His face softened remembering those comforting eyes and he reached toward the white parchment. He had read the note so many times he knew he could say the words off by heart but the sight of Kaname's letters made the situation feel more real. It made him feel loved. "Master actually cared enough to write me a letter, so I wouldn't feel like he abandoned me."
Hey Zero,
I had some urgent business I had to attend to immediately so I won't be home for a few days. Just relax, enjoy yourself and please… don't bring Ichiru everywhere with you. You need to learn to go off on your own. Kaien Cross will show you around. I'm sorry I couldn't be there to show you around myself and that I didn't have a chance to say goodbye, but don't worry I will be home soon. Try to get some sleep and be a good boy while I am gone.
Kaname Kuran.
He sighed closing the letter back up and deciding to hide it underneath the dresser. Slaves were not allowed possessions of their own so keeping the letter would have been forbidden but he just couldn't bring himself to part with the note. He didn't want to leave it on the dresser for fear of a maid thinking it was trash and cleaning it up. And if they didn't Kuran-sama would probably toss parchment aside thinking it was a meaningless piece of trash. This small piece of paper was the only written show of care that he had ever been given. Although Kaname had allowed him his bear he was unsure if the man would allow something so … insignificant, well at least it would be to Kaname.
"Last time I tried to hid something Yuki gave me Aidou beat me half to death with a metal pole" Zero shivered at the memory, "Do I really want to try to hid this note as well. I know so little about this master."Zero shook his head, trying to shake the thoughts out of his mind, staring off into the depths of the silent room.
"No. Kaname is n-not that type of m-master." His voice was steady at the sound of those words and he felt that in this quiet room he could finally be truthful to himself. He said them out loud to make the situation all the more real. So that he could maybe believe the words he was saying to be true. "Kaname is d-different. He cares."
A small smile growing at the realization. It may have been an impossible hope but Zero chose to believe it. "Mother always told me anything I wish could come true with time. I wished to be free of Hanabusa and here I am. Why can't I be a little selfish and wish for one more thing… to be loved."
This maid was a sloppy one. He had seen her shrug off her duties many times and knew she never cleaned under the dresser. "8 days of doing bloody nothing at least came to some use."
Zero placed it under the dresser pushing it as far back as he possibly could and prayed that nobody would find it and tell his master what he did. He didn't want to get punished by Kaname even a slap on the wrist form the muscular pureblood would hurt more emotionally than anything Aidou could ever inflict upon him. Feeling loveless, once again, would simply kill him. At least how things were now he could pretend.
He cuddled into the blankets on the bed smelling the faint but prominent scent of the sensual pureblood. Without Kuran around he was plagued by his nightmares every night tossing and turning until he woke up sweating. At first he was horrified. He had just sweat all over his master's bed! And he wasn't even sure if he was permitted to sleep in the comfortable space without his master's presence.
His first night alone he snuggled Ichiru on the hard floor in his boxers, chills running through his body and looking longingly at the cozy bed. The butler had said his master wouldn't be back in a few days and what would be the harm in being warm for one night. He knew it was a risk but the smell of Kaname's natural scent drifted from the sheltering layers and he couldn't help the urge to cuddle up in them feeling as if Kaname was surrounding him. When he awoke he realized he had had a night terror, his face slightly damp and a drip of sweat coming off his brow landing on the bed sheets. Realization hit him. The pureblood would be able to smell him on the bed, the scent being more enhanced now that he had sweat. Dread struck him, and he went to find the butler deciding to beg the man for his assistance to clean the sheets and keep this a secret from his master. Panicked at his own actions, he raced towards the man begging forgiveness for his imbecility explaining the situation.
Kaien only giving him a sheepish look in return.
"Oh, um … well… you see I seem to have forgotten to mention that Master Kuran-sama insisted you sleep in his bed. He didn't want you to become ill. So you don't have to worry about the sheets they will be cleaned at the end of the week as usual." The butler scratched his head his actions saying "MY BAD!" As he chuckled to himself feeling awful for not remembering to tell Zero sooner and giving the poor boy a heart attack.
Zero scratched his head frustrated by the reminder of that dreadful morning.
He wrapped the blankets around him breathing in the alluring warm sheets. He was obsessed with the compassion the pureblood provided him and lusted for more. Thoughts of the man ran through his mind as he drifted off to sleep clutching Ichiru too him. The bear had not yet been fixed. Zero could not manage to leave the bear for even an hour. It was Kaname's gift to him and when it was out of his presence he worried for its well being.
"Yuki? Darling, are you okay?"
Yuki turned a half open eye towards the sound of the voice her swollen face making the figure before her spin before the image of a woman set in place. It was the woman who Aidou had been talking to a few days ago. Or was it months? Time blurred and no longer mattered but it was hard to forget a new face especially when she saw so few. This time the woman's voice was comforting whereas last time she recalled a harsh uncaring one, but she didn't care either way. She looked away from the woman and settled on something in the distance of the room.
"Can you hear what I am telling you?" there was a pause and then the gray haired woman continued. "Aidou's gone right now you can talk"
Yuki allowed her eyes to roll towards the woman taking in her perfect from and lacy black dress. "She doesn't even seem to have a single scar. She knows nothing of pain."
The woman seemed to take that as a signal she could hear and began talking once again. "Aidou really did a number on you eh? You poor girl. From what I think he's been telling me, he's kind of hard to understand…" She giggled remembering his confusing conversations which seemed to be more with himself than anyone else, "You tried to save your friend and that's how you got caught in this predicament."
She looked towards Yuki and gave her a kind smile brushing her hair away from the sore eye. "You can make this pain all go away you no. I can make it better. I'll take you away with me far away from him you can live however you would like in my castle. You will have the most beautiful of gowns and woman to …"
"What's the catch?" She forced the voice from her lips. The raspyness making it sound as if someone else had spoke in the room. Her voice echoed along the dark corridors. She glanced around paranoid that the deceitful woman in front of her may have been lying about Aidou's presence.
The woman looked shocked that she had spoken but smiled down on her, "You are a smart one aren't you. I just want you to do a little favor for me. You see your friend has been causing some problems he's come pretty close with someone who is important and I need him gone. Aidou will spare you if you call Zero here. All you have to do is send him a note. Tell him how much you need him and put a secret word or a specific object in the note so that he will know it is you. Oh and you don't have to worry Aidou promises that if you get Zero to come here he will make sure your silver haired friend is safe. He won't hurt him again."
Yuki looked towards the kind face pulled to resemble a smile. "I know she's lying about keeping Zero safe… but does that also mean she's lying about the rest. I mean… I'm in so much pain I'm neither living nor dead just existing under Aidou's ruling and yet, here's this woman promising me an escape. An escape from hell… how can I not take it? I know I worked so hard to get Zero out of here but… Oh god Zero. How can I put him back in this hell?"
A warm hand began to soothingly caress her cheek and only one thing came to Yuki's mind, "Savior."
"Don't worry Yuki I promise to protect you from now on. You will be safe, here. "She waves a paper and pen in front of Yuki's face. "Just write."
Kaname was bored he had spent all day listen to the meaningless prattle of how his company was booming and what he should do next. He had been in America for more than a week due to a rapid fall in the stocks of one part of his company but it had worked out and once again everything was stable. He was back in Japan, back in his large home, but still stuck in a meeting. As soon as he had arrived he had planned to see Zero. He was worried, he promised to be back soon but the trip had taken longer than he thought. Unfortunately, his secretary didn't share the same concerns for his new slave and whisked him off to another meeting as soon as he got in the door. He looked at the men surrounding them pretending to be interested in the facts they were telling him. All of them rambling about new ideas, hoping he will accept one and they will get a lucky break. The purebloods thoughts kept drifting to a certain pet. "I wonder what he is doing, or how he will react when I come back. Will he still be afraid of me? Or mad that I left him for so long?"
It had been 9 days since he saw the boy and he had thought about his little pet constantly. Picturing his half-asleep eyes hazed over in pleasure as they kissed.
People began rising and he sighed happily, he was finally free form this turmoil. The other business men in the room began to crowd around him hoping for a personal word something to show that Kaname approved of them. Instead, he quickly, but politely, excused himself and raced towards the other room, not wanting to waste more time with things he didn't care about. Although he knew they were important for both his financial costs as well as respect.
He walked happily towards his bedroom excited to see his little pet. Reaching into his pocket and fingering a black velvet box. He couldn't wait to see the boys face when he saw the present he got him. He had bought it from the jewelry store the day they had gone shopping together but by the time his modified version came in he had been away in the states. He chuckled as the picture of the boy blushing madly came into his head. Stopping in the recognition of voices from the other side of the hall.
"Oh, you c-cannot expect me to do T-THAT."
"Well you were the one who said you wanted to help. Make up your goddamn mind child!"
"I s-said I would h-help YOU out. NOT clean the w-washrooms of every single f-floor of this mansion."
"Actually you said…" he gave a knowing look to the boy and enthusiastically stated, "And I Quote, 'Oh! My amazing Father, Cross-sama, I will do anything to assist you because I am such a loving son and truly want to help you out with anything that I possibly can!'" He exaduratedly waved his arms around making actions imitating his odd delusional view of what Zero said.
"O-only in your d-d-disturbing dreams" Zero stated giving him a death glare.
Kaname had watched the way Zero reacted and bantered with the Butler. He treated the man as a close friend and even made snarky remarks towards him. He silently wished Zero would do the same for him. "This is the true Zero. This is how Zero should be acting, not the shell he makes himself out to be." He stepped towards them slowly not wanting to disturb his spectacular event.
Cross opened his mouth to retort back at the statement 'his son' made but was interrupted by the boy.
"No, n-no. Don't even try t-telling me about your d-dreams you creep. I don't want to know w-what you do to m-me in them… Cross" rolling his eyes he turned to walk away, stepping right into the large strong body standing behind him. Practically, yelling in anger at the figure.
"HEY! Watch w-where you're going assho…" He stopped mind working when looked into the figures face. His mouth gapping in shock looking at the chuckling person in front of him.
"You sure are sounding more confident." Kaname smiled down at the boy, cheerful about his carefree attitude. To his demise, Zero stopped as soon as his voice broke him out of his shock.
"I-im s-s-sorry master. T-that was very inap-p-propriate of me. P-please forgive my r-rude behaviour."
Kaname sighed. "I hopped he would act like that around me. I guess I can't expect too much he has been with Cross all this time. Not me. I guess I just hoped that night we spent together would have meant…something more. Would have changed the way he felt about me, the way he acted at the very least."
He put his hand on the boys shoulder as an act of comfort and inwardly felt anguish at the boys flinch in reaction to his move. Removing the hand as soon as he had placed it down. He looked towards Cross whom had been silently waiting for Kaname to address him.
"Thank you Cross-san for all your hard work. You may be dismissed. Please take the day off as a reward and give your work load to my secretary." "That should teach her for making me go to that meeting after my long flight."
He absentmindedly said to the man turning his attention back to the boy whose head was bowed in fear.
"Thank you Master Kuran-sama." The butler took his leave as soon as he spoke the words.
Kaname turned on his heal walking towards the bedroom knowing the teen would follow and hearing the sound of steps behind him confirmed his assumption.
"Close the door behind you," he told Zero as soon as he entered the room. Flopping gracefully on his bed allowing his leg to hang over the edge. Hearing the faint clink of the door shutting and closed his eyes. The nervous steps moved quietly towards the bed and he felt the body kneel by his leg.
He turned his head sideways opening brown eyes slightly to gaze at the beautiful boy. The boy that was all his…
His hand lazily dropped to ruffle his hair startling the boy. He was so tiered his eyes were beginning to fall but this was the first time he had seen Zero in so long and he wanted to spend some time with him.
"Come here Zero" he mumbled sleepily, watching the boy rise to his feet. And enter the other side of the bed laying his head on his master's arm.
"Did you miss me?"
"Y-yes master" Zero instantly uttered.
Making Kaname laugh. "I know he didn't miss me. He is just saying that because it's programmed into his brain and he doesn't want to get in trouble. But it still feels so good to hear even though I know it's fake."
"Your a good kid, you know that Zero?"
Zero stayed silent unsure if his master wanted him to answer that or what he should say. "I know I'm not good. I just insulted my master! Is this some sort of trick question?"
Kaname moved the arm that was still hanging off the bed dropping it on top of the boy and pulling him close so they were nose to nose.
"I missed you… I thought about you all the time. I'm so… happy" His half asleep mind impairing his control of his words and sending a euphoric feeling of being in a dream.
Zeros heart fluttered and he grew a blush on his skin as he felt his masters strong hands move along his body in a comforting non-aggressive manner. His master put his head above Zeros, his face ruffling silver soft hair before drifting off to sleep.
"Did he mean it? Can I believe him? He was so tired, he sounded almost as if he was dreaming when he said those words. Does that mean that they are true or they were just part of a dream? Could he possibly miss someone like me? This shouldn't matter anyways… right? He is my master and I am a pet we could never be anything more. Especially if he is a pureblood. He has to marry another pureblood…"
Questions raced through his mind until the soft sound of breathing lulled him to sleep as well.
Ruka stomped into the room anger seethed off of her form as Aidou gazed at her from behind his cupboard grabbing a glass. He stood up and poured some brandy in before taking a sip. He could tell the woman in front of him wanted to talk but he didn't want to hear her annoying chatter without a few drinks in him first.
"Didn't go well?" She glared at the grinning face.
"Oh no it went stunningly!" Her exadurated tone became eccentric as she threw her arms over her head it frustration. "This was your idea! I don't know why you are all smiles over there. How is your plan going to work if your little 'birdy' won't agree?"
"I never said she needed too. " He sat on the desk swinging his legs slightly as he regarded her with an uncaring tone.
Ruka glared at him once again having no idea what to do in this situation.
"Then why did you tell me to ask her then eh?" When she received no reply from the gulping blond she continued, "Can you believe it? That brat didn't even care about what I had to offer. What's so special about this little silver haired kid anyways! She hit my hand away! I offered her peace and she actually worked up the strength to hit me and all for that … that… ARGH!"
"Awwww… is little Ruka-san mad because she was insulted by a poor slave girl." His voice was monotone as he focused his gaze elsewhere before pulling out a white rose from behind his back. It's petals had withered to a brown colour, well the ones that weren't missing that is, and the stem had almost gone completely black. It must have been a few years old and looked oddly as if someone had tried to press it in order to preserve the fragile flower. He held out the rose as if to give her a gift, his smile growing and she curiously walked towards him and took it from his outstretched hand. She could smell a faint scent of blood on the once white flower. Her eyes rose to Aidou's form confusion evidently shining through.
"You write the note. That will be all the verification Zero needs…"
Kaname looked lovingly at the sleeping boy in his arms caressing his face gently. Drowsy hazed eyes fluttered gently beginning to open.
"Do I get a kiss?" he whispered in the sleepy-heads ear.
"Mmmhm…yeahhh, but then… leaveee mmme alooone." Zero mumbled, slurring his words slightly. Kaname's face opened in shock hearing the heavy breath of the teen laying beside him. "He's talking in his sleep… well this should be fun." He tried to sniffle his laughter as he watched the mumbling boy.
"Are you sure you want me to kiss you Zero?" he teasingly asked the boy letting his finger move across the boys lower lip.
"Nnng… yes, yesss, kiss me Master please…"
"Say my name then, boy."
He waited a few moments. But no response came.
"Zero?" he whispered quietly trying not to wake the boy up.
"Kanameee…" he moaned out hotly under his breath.
A huge smile appeared on the purebloods face as pride ran through him. "He's moaning for me. For my ears only."
He leaned down to the dormant boys lips nibbling gently hearing a soft moan before moving his lips slowly so the slumbering teen could keep up.
Zero, on the other hand, desperately tried to cling to his dream. It felt so nice. He dreamed Kaname had been teasing him with fingertips and whispers. Asking if the high class vampire could kiss him, not just taking the kiss like most masters would. Then his master did it. He was now aware that he was awake but could still felt the pressure on his lips as if he was being kissed. It felt so nice. He wished he could dip down into the dream and look into brown eyes once again but he forced himself to wake up. His master may already be awake and need him. Forcing his eyes to flutter open to awake and see the big brown eyes looking at him lips pressed gently against his own. The eyes closed and he felt the pressure deepen loosing himself in the warm arms surrounding him.
The pleasure was amazing each gentle suck, nip and caress made Zeros heart burst from the amount of love and care Kaname was showing him. He found himself melting and there forms merged as one. Lost in the bliss Zero allowed himself to moan and raised his arms lacing his fingers through his master hair. Pulling the pureblood closer, their tongues clashed wrestling for dominance. Zero's nervous one allowing his master to win easily. He felt Kaname's hand move very slowly from his cheek and down the length of his body letting fingertips fall into ever dip and taking his time to memorize every part of Zero's toned figure finally resting at his hip. He pulled Zero's hips up towards his allowing there erections to brush and causing Zero to let out a long throaty moan.
"M-m-massssterrrrrrrr."
Then it stopped.
It was sudden. Kaname was off of him in seconds sitting on the bed beside him, his body a decent distance from Zero's own.
Zero felt confused. His hazy mind still contemplating what happened. "Did I just imagine that whole thing? No way! WHAT THE HELL!" He sat up baffled and lowered his gaze looking at the pureblood with misunderstanding underneath silver bangs.
"M-m-master?" His timid voice wanting to question the purebloods actions but unsure if doing so would get him in trouble. "I obviously did something wrong. What did I screw up?"
"…" He was met with silence. "Kaname looks deep in thought. Damn, I wish he would just talk. Hell even hit me if you're mad. I just want to know what I did wrong."He pulled his legs up holding them against his chest, chin resting against the kneecaps, his head staring straight ahead no longer looking at the pureblood.
"I-I'm sorry m-master. P-p-please f-forgive m-m-me." His heart lurched he felt so horrible knowing his owner was angry with him. So confused and sad. "I shouldn't have had such thoughts about master, actually liking him, how stupid could I be. I always screw everything up."
Then he felt arms around him fingers lacing through his hair and his head being pulled towards a strong chest. Kaname's chin resting on Zeros head.
"What did you call him?" He questioned his little pet.
"Hmm?" Zero was confused.
"Hanabusa. What were you told to call him?" Zero felt his heart drop into his stomach at the name coming from his owners delicious lips. Fear flared through him as a reminder of past experiences flashed through his mind. He pushed harder into the pureblood chest as if trying to get more comfort from the strong arms.
"I… I was t-t-told to call h-him master…master."
He was met with silence once again.
"M-master?"
"Don't call me that." His voice was harsh and his arms squeezed Zeros slightly tighter, but it wasn't in an angry way. More like how a child would act if they were holding a toy trying to get more reassurance from it. Zero was confused but did not question him and was thankful when Kaname chose to explain himself.
"When it is just you and me… when you are in my home and away from the world… don't call me by the name you called that… that… basterd. I don't want to be seen as the same level as him. I don't want to hear you moan what you would call him when we are kissing. Call me Kaname."
Zero decided to test it out trying to please his master carefully rolling the words off his tongue testing the feel and how they sounded.
"K-Ka-na-me." "It feels nice to call him by his first name out loud."
Kaname put his hand beneath Zeros chin pulling violet eyes to meet maroon ones, smiling adoringly at him.
"I'm sorry I pulled away that was silly of me. How about I make it up to you?"
Puzzled eyes looked forward and simply blinked at Kaname. His smile brightened and he placed a chaste kiss on Zero's lips. Digging his hands into the jacket pocket of the clothing he still had on since yesterday, he pulled out a large black box. Placing it in Zero's hands.
"Open it." He moved so that Zero could sit up properly. Positioning himself so that he was sitting behind his pet, his arms surrounding the boy. Nudging the teen as a way to silently urge him to hurry up. With one last look at his owner Zero moved his fumbling hands to the box. Opening it to find a beautiful white-gold collar. It had large diamonds that looked like spikes hanging out of it to show of Zero's snarky personality. A tag hung from it. His name written in, what he knew was Kaname's own hand writing. A smile grew over the pets face. It was beautiful and delicate matching his pale skin and hair so it would not dominate his natural features but enhance the length of his neck. "It must have cost a fortune!"
"I-I don't deserve this mas… Kan-ame. It's so… B-b-beautiful." He was staring at the collar as if it was the most beautiful thing in the world.
"Your right, you deserve much more then this for everything you have been through and beauty is in the eye of the beholder Zero. I think that it will only be beautiful once it is on you."
Zero blushed madly at that comment earning a laugh from his master. He liked seeing any sort of emotional effect on the boy. It wasn't very often he could surprise Zero enough to knock him out of his shell.
"May I?" Kaname beckoned towards the collar. Zero gave it one last look before giving it to the brunette.
He placed the collar around Zeros neck so it would hold like a choker. He let his hands linger longer than necessary as he began dragging his fingers along his pet's collar bone.
The sounds of church bells rang in the distance…
"Oh wow is it that time already! Go look in the mirror Zero and tell me what you think … I'm going to have a shower." He hopped out of bed and walked to the washroom.
Zero slowly got out of bed looking at his full image in the mirror. Touching the sparkling gift. "I defiantly don't deserve this. But I guess I am the pet of a pureblood he wouldn't want me having some ratty old one. He would need to show me off."
"So you like it or what?" The voice brought him out of his thoughts. He smiled turning to look at the man nodding. Kaname stood there nude with a towel coving his lower region. Distracting the poor boy as his eyes uncontrollably trailed across the elder's body. His master watching his gaze, chuckled and bent his head down. Letting the tresses drape across his face in the way Zero usually did and swayed slightly as he slowly walked towards Zero his eyes looking under his bangs lustily at the boy. Zero's breath hitched and he took a step away from the sexy looking pureblood. Kaname would let his foot slowly lift off the ground swaying his hip to the other side to hold his weight, letting the towel around his waist slowly loosen showing a bit more skin with each step.
"What. Are. You. Looking. At. Zero?" Kaname let the words roll off his tongue slowly; each word dripping with sensual promises if Zero answered correctly. The teen's voice caught in his throat at the sight of his desire standing right in front of him and Kaname laced his arms around the boy. Moving his lips to his pet's ear and whispering words only for Zero to hear.
"Why are you looking at me like that Zero? Is there anything you would like?" The pureblood teased, smirking at the light blush that had begun to spread.
Zero's body felt like it had a mind of its own. He felt as if his true form had a nose bleed and passed out from the view of the lustful pureblood in front of him. He watched himself from a place above his own body unable to stop his body from pulling away enough to look into brown eyes yearning for him. Then Zero moved clashing his lips against Kaname's own. It was not soft and sensual like Kaname usually gave him, but forward, full of want and need.
The pureblood quickly got over the initial shock of Zero being the one to instigate the kiss and deepened the sensual dance. Kaname led them towards the washroom. Their lips pushing roughly and moving rapidly desperate for more. The kisses deepened as Kaname pulled Zero close to him rubbing their arousals together making Zero moan once again.
"Kana-Kanameee" He practically shouted when he was able to breathe again as the pureblood moved to nibble on his sensitive neck above his collar, leaving his mouth open for air at the time being. They leaned against the wall for leverage to keep them up in the passionate moment forgetting the world around them.
Kaname nibbled on the boy's ear loving the full volume of moans escaping the teen when his mouth wasn't there to muffle them. He moved his hand down to the teen's jeans; Zero also hadn't changed from the night before, and began to undo the button pulling them off.
Zero whimpered in fear as the steady hand began removing his pants his mind snapping into focus as he grasped the full situation and the realization of upcoming events hit him full throttle, chilling him to the bone . "I'm not ready for this. I don't want to do this now. It is too soon But… but I can't refuse him. He is my master and that would be inappropriate. Even if he wasn't though… He's done so much more for me then he already should have. And this collar, I… I have to. Hell! I instigated the whole situation! It's all my fault I should have been able to control myself… kiss lighter next time or something. Now he's all… horny. It's the least I can do. "
Zero pushed away his fears and his pants and boxers were pulled down. Closing his eyes, he no longer wanted to see Kaname's lustful gaze he just wanted this to be over with.
Kaname, on the other hand, thought he was closing his eyes in pleasure and hotly whispered into his pet's ear, "Zero, raise your arms so I can take off your shirt. I want to see the stunning body underneath."
Zero did as he was told moaning slightly as cold fingers examined every inch of his body. The pureblood pulled the boy into the shower turning on the water before ditching his towel and getting in himself. The water lavishing them with warmth as he push Zero agaisnt the tiled wall kissing the bruised lips softly once more. His eyes were crimson filled with lust and Zeros whimpered once more knowing what those eyes meant, but this time it didn't go unnoticed by Kaname. He instantly stopped and examined the boy noticing how tense his body was. He backed away…
"I-I'm so sorry Zero." He moved to get out of the tub immediately. But stopped when Zero reached out for him.
"N-N-NO! P-please…"
His words drifted off.
Kaname looked at HIS boy, he looked desperate. Not needy. Not for any sexual pleasure at least, but for love and compassion. Such things that Kaname could only give. "Zero was going to give himself to me because he didn't want to be alone. He was afraid I would leave him, hurt him, if he refused." The comprehension of the circumstances hitting him hard.
Zero stood there slowly letting his arms drop as Kaname gave him an unreadable stare.
Kaname was half out of the tube his arm holding the curtain, water spilling all over the magnificently styled washroom. Simply looking at Zero who was dripping with water soaked locks sticking to his face in his usual downward gaze. His eyes begging for Kaname to come back. Promising that he would do anything if only his master accepted his wish. Finally the arms fell to his side and he dropped to the floor of the bath tub saddened because he had done this a million times, but the one time his KIND master actually wanted this he couldn't silence himself and do it. "He's done so much for me and I whimpered at his advancements. I actually WHIMPERED. I'm so stupid I never even whimpered when Aidou took me, screamed sure but never… ARGH! He must hate me."
Then he felt warm arms surround him.
"There there Zero, it not your fault. This is all my doing. I cannot believe I tried to do that after all you have been through. Do not worry your head over this." He drew Zero's gaze to meet his own smiling at the boy; then pulled Zero up so that he could stand in front of him. Grabbing the shampoo he began to lather the teen's hair humming a melodious classical tune. Still smiling as a way to comfort the boy before gently leading him back towards the water and running his fingers though the silver hair to get all the suds out. He then handed Zero the soap bar nodding his head to allow Zero to proceed with washing his own body as Kaname washed his own hair. It was a very domestic moment and Zero found himself smiling as the shuffled around the bath tub humorously switching to get under the water and keep warm.
It wasn't until they both got out and began to towel dry that Zero noticed the change, "He's not looking at me. He won't look at my body anymore. He's afraid to scare me. Dimmit I've made such a huge mess out of all of this."
He hesitantly reached over to touch the purebloods arm not bothering to wrap himself in a towel and noticed that as soon as Kaname glanced over and noticed the nude form he looked away, pretending to pay attention to wiping a random spot on his body which just didn't seem to want to dry.
"Is everything okay Zero?" He questioned the touch, but when Zero didn't answer he made no move to look over and see for himself what was wrong with the boy.
Zero shrank away from the pureblood. Bowing his head and turning back into full slave mode. He looked over at Ichiru lying forgotten on the floor but did not bother to move towards the bear although he desperately felt the need for its comfort. Instead he settled for following Kaname three steps behind, waiting for a command…
I have decided to do a new thing. It's sorta like a question and answer thing or comments that I think should be discussed. So that not only the people who wrote the comments know my answers but All of you do now too. It also gives some hints for future parts but not everything is set in stone i just write the chapters off the top of my head so although i might say something now that could change at any time if i get a better idea in the future.
Lately a lot of people have been saying they want a change in the stuttering so you should all no it's coming ... slowly but shurly hahaha so be patient.
In regards of:
PrettyPeiceOfFlesh, Hmmm... I'm not sure if Kain will fit into the upcoming events I have planned for this story but I will do my best and try to figure out how(and if) I can make him fit. I love Kain too he's so cute, so that is a super great idea.
Love332 & Irmina... well I don't want to give out what's going to happen but don't be looking forward to a painless Zero for all the chapters in this story, sorry guys. Hahaha it has a good ending though so don't worry (which I randomly finished, so I should know :)... I was thinking about it at work.)
Luna Moonshimmer I actually really like Aidou as insane I find him more fun to write about and play with but it's good to know all sorts of opinions so thanks for letting me know! :)
Now, if I commented on all of your great reviews this would never end hahaha. Thank you so much for all of your reviews. They honestly are what pushes me to write... especially for long chapters like this. I truly do take all of your comments into consideration and if you ask for something I try to get it to fit in with the story line I have in my head. (Also the more stuff you want in it the more chapters I have to put up to comply with your wants hahaha!) Have a great day!