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This chapter is dedicated to everyone who reads and/or reviews. Thanks for your support ;) Next chapter. These are fun to write tehe XD I've decided to give Bella another power - the ability to move objects with her mind (I think that's called telekinesis but I can't remember) because it fits in with my story.

Chapter 2

Bella's point of view:

I sat in my room sobbing tearless sobs. I was so confused. I wanted to see Edward so much but I couldn't help the surge of hate I felt for him. He never tried to find me once, left me all alone, and then he goes and hugs me like he expects it just to be okay again! I started rocking back and forth. I was curled up in a ball in my room, leaning against the nearest wall to where I had collapsed. I buried my face in my knees, shaking it back and forward, when I heard sounds of arguing outside.

'Let me see her, Alice!'

'No! I know what your going to say Rose and it's so harsh. No matter what she did to Edward you can't do this to her!' What I did to Edward!?! What the hell was Alice on about. Then a shape came through my window, landing on the ground in front of me. 'Rose, no!' Alice called from outside. I looked up and Rosalie was standing in front of me her beautiful face a mask of fury.

'What the hell are you doing here!?!' She growled at me.

'I live here. This is my house.' She glared at me.

'That's not what I meant! How dare you come back after what you did to him. What you did to us!' I didn't understand. What did I do!?!

'Wait. What I did? What did I do!?!'

'You ignorant little cow! You told Edward you didn't want him and made us leave! All because you couldn't face seeing him if you broke up with him.' She had her story seriously wrong. He left me! I didn't make him go!

'Who told you that? I didn't make you leave and I didn't tell Edward I didn't want him! He turned around and told me he didn't love me anymore that he didn't want me!' She hissed.

'Your lying! Why would Edward lie to us!?! Tell me that!' I was getting annoyed.

'I don't know why he lied to you do I! Why don't you ask him instead!'

'You little bitch! I can't believe you! You stand here denying everything! Blaming it all on Edward! None of it was his fault it's all yours!' I screamed unintelligibly at her and stood up to run out of my bedroom door but she was already there. 'Where are you going!?! Don't you wanna play a little more!?!' She taunted me. I grabbed her by her throat and pushed her up against the wall.

'You don't know anything. You don't know what it's like to have everything you love taken away from you. You don't know what it's like to spend hundreds of years on your own. You think you hate this life. Try living on your own for 200 years when your hearts been torn to shreds and all you feel apart from pain is emptiness. Now get out of my house.' I threw her back out the window and heard her hit the floor. I walked downstairs to the piano and started playing again until it was time for school.

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I drove to school and jumped out the car. I was in a viscous mood, ready to kill anyone or anything - especially Rosalie. Edward appeared by my side. I huffed in annoyance.

'What do you want?' No matter how much of a bad mood I was in I seemed to fill with even more hate at the sight of him. He looked a little bit shocked. Or a lot shocked.

'What did I do!?!' He cried indignantly.

'Hmmm ... let me think about that one. Do you want a list?' I said sarcastically. Pain crossed his face.

'Give me a break Bella.' Did he not understand what he'd done? Was he that stupid?

'And I thought you were the sensitive one. Why should I give you a break? You left me! You told me you didn't love me and that you didn't want me! I've had to spend the past 200 years on my own because of you. With no-one at all. Imagine how painful that is! How lonely it gets! But you know the worst thing? You told your family that I left you and made you leave! Why the hell'd you do that Edward!?! You blamed everything on me! Princess Perfect over there,' I gestured to where his family stood. 'Paid me a lovely visit last night. Just about put me back in my catatonic state! I can't believe you. Just expecting things to be the way they were. Well it doesn't work like that Edward! Not anymore.' I sighed and walked into school. Thank god I had no lessons with any of them until PE and seeing as it was Jasper that might just be welcomed.

I tried to think why I was so glad to see Jasper and it took me a few minutes to work it out. It was because he didn't hate me or blame me like Rosalie did, he wasn't too excited to see me like Alice or Emmett and he certainly didn't make me as confused as Edward did because I wasn't constantly trying to work out whether I loved him or hated him. He was just a friend. He felt guilty enough about my 18th still to not be angry at me and as we weren't particularly close when I was human he was only a friend, not an over-excited hyper best friend.

'Bella!' I heard someone running after me but I ignored them. 'Bella! Wait!' A tiny hand wrapped around my wrist and I realized it was Alice that was chasing me. 'Is what you just said true? About what Edward told us? That you'd sent us away?' I nodded. 'Why the hell'd he do that!?! Why did he lie to us!?! I'm sorry Bella. That I - no, that we didn't try to find you. You have every right to be angry at him. Wow, I never thought the day would come when I'd be so angry at him! I mean pissed or annoyed sure! But this angry. What a twat. What a lying twat.' I laughed at her. 'I'm going on, aren't I. Sorry! Tell me what you've been doing in these past 200 years.' My smile faded a little at that.

'Well ... ummm ...' I paused and she looked at me expectantly. 'I don't feel quite ready to say yet. How about I tell you later?' She nodded slowly then her eyes light up and her head snapped up.

'I know! Come round later! Esme and Carlisle would love to see you and you could tell everyone your story instead of having to repeat it about 5,000 times.' Great. They probably hate me now as well because I "made them leave".

'Sure. And kick Edward for me please. And tell him "From Bella with love" but make sure he knows the with love is sarcastic.' She laughed and walked back to them. Just before I got into English I heard a crash and Edward shouting at Alice.

'What the hell was that for Alice!?!' He cried lying on the ground clutching his stomach.

'It was "From Bella, with love".' She made sure that she said with love in a sarcastic tone. Then she kicked him in the stomach again and I couldn't help laughing.

'What was that one for?' He whined.

'For making me hate my best friend by telling me that she made us leave.' Her face was hard and cold and the rest of the Cullens were glaring at him.

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I got changed for PE and ran out on to the field again. The teacher announced there were still some rules of volleyball he didn't go through last week so I went and sat next to Jasper again.

'Hey Bella.'

'Hi Jasper.' He was silent for a minute just staring across the field. I guessed he would say whatever he wanted when he got round to it.

'So you didn't make us leave?' I shook my head and he laughed. 'You know Alice went insane on Edward this morning. I mean I know you saw the first two kicks but after that every time he stood up she'd kick or punch him down again. He was actually begging her to stop.' I laughed. Revenge was sweet. 'Do you forgive me?'

'Awww, Jasper! I was never mad at you! You were always forgiven. Do you forgive me though?'

'Thanks Bella. For forgiving me. And why do I need to forgive you?'

'For starting everything. If I had been more careful I wouldn't have got that paper cut and you wouldn't have tried to kill me.' He laughed.

'You were always forgiven as well.' He pulled me into a hug and I leaned my head on his shoulder. Then randomly he spoke up. 'Edward.' Just one word and thousands of emotions reared up in me. The strongest was hate then anger, rejection, depression, pain, sadness and others, but one I felt - and it was almost lost under the others it was so small - shocked me and scared me. Love. 'I thought so.'

'What? Oh! Jasper! That's evil how could you! You just wanted to know how I felt about him! That's really harsh!' He laughed. 'Thanks.'

'What? Why are you saying thanks?' He didn't understand.

'For making me realize. That I still love him a little bit. Actually scratch that. I now hate you eternally because I'm in love with him still but he doesn't love me! I really hate you now Jasper!' He looked frightened at my outburst.

'I think you're wrong.' He muttered eventually.

'Excuse me?' What did he mean I was wrong? Edward didn't love me anymore.

'I think you're wrong.' He said louder. I was about to interrupt him but he held up his hand. 'When we left whatever house we went to for the first 100 years he didn't do anything. Just sat in his room holding photos of you curled up in a ball on the floor. Just staring at them. Staring at you. He wouldn't even hunt. Emmett had to bring him food. Then after a hundred years when we were moving he just stood up and started to move. We had to pack for him before, had to drag him into the car. The only real contact any of us had was the first time we moved and Alice tried to pack the photos he was holding. He went crazy. Snarling and growling until Alice just left him with his pictures. Then we hit 100 years he came downstairs carrying boxes of stuff. He didn't talk for awhile but when he did the first thing he said was "it's been 118 years since she was born. She's dead by now." and I swear the way he sounded. It was terrifying! Totally monotone. Lifeless. No emotion what-so-ever. The only emotion I ever felt from him was pain or depression or nothing. Emptiness. And since yesterday. Well, there was a lot of confusion but there were others. Happiness. Love. I think you should talk to him. And I mean without getting angry. Just listen to his side of the story. And you should come over later.' I was shocked, just sitting there staring at him, mouth agape. Then the teacher announced it was the end of lesson and Jasper had to hit me a few times to get my attention.

'Bella? Come on. Go get changed I'll wait for you outside and eat lunch with us today, don't run off like yesterday.' I nodded and went to get changed. I had dressed according to my mood so, naturally, I had a black tank top that ended just above my belly button, black skinny jeans and black converses. As I was walking one girl, Madison the head cheerleader, started shouting.

'Everyone hail! Here comes queen of the emos!' All the other cheerleaders laughed and I cracked my knuckles. 'Ooooh, tough. I thought emos were meant to be really depressed.' I grabbed her neck and shoved her against the wall so she was dangling at least 1 foot above it.

'I suggest you shut the hell up.' I said in a cold hard voice.

'Or what?' She challenged but her eyes were wide with fear and her voice shook a little bit.

'Or I'll break your fingers. One. By. One.' I grabbed her hand and squeezed her finger until she screamed (but I made sure it wasn't broken) then I dropped her and walked away.

'You'll suffer for that! I will make you pay!' She yelled after me and I laughed, what could she do to hurt me? Then Jasper caught sight of me.

'Everyone hail! Here comes queen of the emos!' He said when he caught sight of me and I whacked his shoulder.

'I'll break your fingers as well. Actually I might snap them off and burn them so they don't heal.' He laughed. 'Maybe I shouldn't talk to Edward right now. I'm really angry.'

'I can sort that.' he said and I felt calm all of a sudden.

'Thanks.' I said gratefully.

'No problem.' He smiled and we got lunch and walked over to their table again. Alice and Edward were already there as well as Emmett and Rosalie. Jasper sat down between Alice and Emmett making me sit between Rosalie and Edward. Suddenly Rosalie was hugging me.

'I'm so sorry Bella! I didn't know! None of us did! I didn't mean any of it! I'm sorry I called you an ignorant cow and a bitch and I'm sorry you had to spend 200 years on your own. Please say you'll forgive me. Please say we can be friends.' She was almost crying.

'I forgive you. And I'm sorry I shoved you against a wall and threw you out of the window! I was really confused and I didn't know either! Will you forgive me too?' She nodded at me.

'Of course I will Bella! I forgive you totally!' Then we started laughing at each other until I remembered who was sitting on my other side. I spun around to face him.

'You and me have to talk. You have a hell of a lot of explaining to do.' He nodded.

'Now?' I nodded. 'Come with me then.' He stood up and walked out of the canteen. I turned to Jasper quickly.

'You sure as hell better be right because if you're not ... Well I wouldn't be worried about just your fingers.' He laughed and I got up and followed after Edward.

He walked to the edge of the forest at the back of the school and paused, waiting for me to catch up.

'What do you want to know?' He asked in a bored voice.

'I want to know why you left me and why you told your family that I sent you away.' He looked over my shoulder then darted into the forest. I ran after him, catching up quickly, enjoying his surprised expression as he realized I was able to keep up. He froze suddenly and I stopped a meter or so after him. I was expecting more of his bored indifference but when he looked at me his entire face was lit up. He grabbed me in another hug. I pushed him away.

'Nuh-uh. You can't just hug me and expect everything to be okay. I still want an explanation.' His face dropped slightly and he sighed.

'I do owe you an explanation don't I? I just left you. Well. I lied.' My face screwed up and I gasped, a little voice in my head chanting I told you so over and over again.

'I knew it. It never did make sense. You never did love me did you? It was just my blood. You loved my blood not me. Jasper told me about how you lay curled in your room and it doesn't make any sense. If you didn't love me why did you miss me so much?'

'No! Bella! That's not what I meant! Not what I meant at all! I lied when I said I didn't love you. It was such a terrible thing to say. But you weren't letting go and ... I had to say it. If you believed that I thought you would move on easier. That it would save you from this. I didn't want to take your life away. I didn't want to take your soul.'

'Are you saying I don't have a soul Edward?'

'Ye-No! Of course you have a soul Bella!'

'But you just said vampires don't have souls.'

'Ye ... N ... But...!' I laughed at him. He was so easily confused. 'Your laugh is beautiful.' He sighed. Which of course shut me right up.

'Why did you tell your family that I'd sent you away then? That's the worst part of it Edward! You made Alice hate me! Rosalie hate me even more! I don't know about anyone else but still! I had too spend 200 years on my own wrapped in a little cocoon of depression, rejection and pain. I nearly killed myself. 198 times.' Pain broke out on his face.

'What?' He whispered.

'Every year on the day you left me. I lit a fire and stepped in it. But for some reason I always pulled myself back out, put the fire out and went hunting so I healed quicker. Until last year. Last year I decided it didn't matter anymore, that you had left me and I shouldn't waste my time grieving over you.' He sunk down onto his knees.

'I left to protect you. To keep you from this life. And here you stand. A vampire but even more vulnerable than ever. I really screwed up.'

'Yep. You did. And you still haven't told me why you told your family I left you not what really happened.' He got back up.

'When I got back they asked me what had happened and why I was in such a state. We'd had the whole leaving discussion before and everyone apart from Rosalie said we should stay. I couldn't face her whole hypocrisy thing and the rest of the families anger or grief or whatever. And the words just came out before I thought. Before I could stop them. You've had your explanations now. Happy?' His voice was to full of emotion for me to truly be offended at his last few sentences.

'Very. Can we go back now?' He nodded and we ran back together.

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