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The next morning when I woke, decide to a take shower so I got myself in my wheelchair and rolled myself into the bathroom.
Taking a shower was hard but I managed to get myself on to the little bench that was in the shower so that taking one would be easier. Once I was done in the shower I made my way to my room.
Finally I was dressed and ready I was wearing some jeans and plaid shirt when I was done in my room I rolled myself into my kitchen where I had some cereal for breakfast.
So I rolled myself to where I kept the cereal I grabbed the box and poured some in a bowl and I grabbed some milk and poured it in and I started to eat my breakfast when I was done I washed the bowl.
Once I was done I grabbed my jacket and made my bag and went to school and that when I remembered Bella had no class on Friday I wheeled myself into class room where I sat next to the empty spot.
The whole day went by super slow and not to mention that when Bella was not here I really missed her smile and her laugh but I would see her tonight at Alice house and I couldn't wait to see her.
While I was in my history class, the professor was going over stuff that was going to be on the exam but it was as if I could not focus. My mind drifted back to yesterday at lunch when Bella had asked me why I stopped playing the piano.
I did not tell her the reason why I stopped was due to the accident and it made me very depressed I had planned to go Juilliard and studying music and being a music teacher but due to being in the accident I did not go any more
Every time I thought back to that night I felt the tears come to my eyes so I shut them and thought about Bella and her smile and I felt better so I tired to foucs on the class which time I was able to due very easily.
Finally the class was over and I was able to go home and relax when I got home I threw my bag whit my books in my room then grabbed my laptop I waited for it to load once it was finally I checked msn and face book but she wasn't on.
So I shut off my computer and wheeled myself into the kitchen where I grabbed some chips I was feeling kind of hungry and I went back into the living room where I turned on the TV,
I was flipping through channels until I found some more law and order espoides and I started to watch them.
During the TV show I wondered why Bella wasn't on usually around that time she would be on maybe she was busy whit something I kind of was upset that she wasn't on I really wanted to talk to her.
I don't why but I really liked talking to her or just hanging out whit and there we go again every time I think of her I get that feeling its like as if I have butterflies in my stomach and I wondered what is was.
I went back into the kitchen to grab a glass of water and that when I decided that I would change my shirt for tonight and put something a bit fancier on so I wheeled myself into my room where I went into my closet.
I went back into the living room and waited for Bella to come.
Turing on my laptop and I saw that she was online and I messaged her.
"Hey Bella how are you ?"she responded right away.
"Hey, Edward Im doing fine how are you doing and how was school? " I just ran hand through my hair.
"I'm doing fine school was boring like always so what are you doing? "
"Oh, not too much just watching TV what about you? "
That when I saw she wrote back "just watching some law and order espoiedes loll: P "
I could not help but laugh, "I told you it's a good show "she just sent back a smile face and it said, "Ok, so what time do we needed to be at Alice house".
"I think she said for five "I sent the message to her.
"Ok, I will be down at your place in like ten minutes so be ready Edward see you soon "and she logged off.
Shutting down my laptop and went to put it in my room and I grabbed my jacket. There was a knock on the door I wheeled myself to the door. When I opened, it and I saw Bella standing there with a smile on her face. ""Hey, Edward you ready to go? "
"Yeah, Bella lets go "she moved out of the way so I could move and I closed my door and we were both there and we went to her truck.
Once we in front of her truck she opened the door and I moved myself near the door and that when she came near and I wrapped my arm around her shoulder and she wrapped her arm around my waist.
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She came around, got in the drive seat, looked at me, gave me a smile, and started the car and we made our way to Alice building in which she lived in.
Bella parked the car and helped me get out and into my chair I was amazed how Bella could lift the wheel since she was tiny and that when I was curios
We went in the building. On the evaluator, I turned to her "Bella how can lift my wheelchair up so easily isn't heavy? "
She just shrugged her shoulders " it's a little heavy but I held heavier things than that " she smiled at me sweetly when I saw her give me that smile I felt the butterflies in my stomach and just gave her a shy smile to her.
We arrived on Alice's floor, we were standing in front of her door, Bella knocked, and Alice answered the door
" hey guys how are you Im so happy you're here come in " she moved out of the way and let us and that when I saw this guy he was standing in the kitchen he was quite tall and skinny and had blonde hair .
Alice closed the door behind us and she went up to the guy and she looked at us and said "Bella and Edward this jasper hale my boyfriend
He just cleared his throat and said "its pleasure to meet you "he had very thick southern accent.
" so are you guys ready to eat " Alice said and looked at us and we said " yes " so we went into her dinning room Alice was sitting next to jasper and I was sitting next to Bella
That when Alice started talking "ok, so how was school Edward "I just nodded
" it was ok how about you " she sighed " it was boring " I saw jasper put his arm in back of her chair and I looked at them and I cleared my throat and that when started to speak " so jasper what do you "
He just sat a bit straight "I'm taking some courses about the civil war I want be a historian. "
Bella was shocked " oh wow that sounds very interesting " he just smiled when Alice got up and shot a look at Bella when she said " Bella that top look amazing "
I turned my head and then I finally really looked at Bella. I saw that she was wearing a very pretty top it was a blue blouse, I could not stop starting at her.
And also she was wearing make up which hardly ever did in the time I ever saw and I thought she was beautiful and that when I felt this funny feeling every time I was near her and she turned to look at me
Whispering to her, I said, "You look beautiful Bella". She just blushed and said "thank you Edward. " 'When Bella was blushing, I felt myself feeling very shy all of sudden. I do not know why but she makes so shy and nervous all the time.
She got up and went to help Alice in the kitchen and I saw jasper looking at me funny when he cleared his throat
That when I laughed and sensed jasper was nervous and I looked at him and said " jasper relax Im not going to hurt you for going out whit my sister but if you hurt I don't say I didn't warn you "
He just gave me sheepish smile "ok, thanks for the pep talk Edward and I will never hurt her so don't worry. "
Alice walked out and served us dinner and we had roasted chicken with some baby-roasted potatoes.
"This, so good Alice it tastes just like mom's "Alice looked at me "thanks Edward I really tired to make it like mom does "
"No trust me Alice it's really good "that when Bella said, "yeah Alice this is amazing can I get the recipe for it. "
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"Sure Bella "Alice told me and I went back tot waiting and that when I nocited from the corner of my eye Edward was looking and I felt myself blush and I turned my head and gave him a smile
He saw me and began to blush and he went back to eating once we were done jasper just put his hands on his stomach and looked at Alice " that was very good my darling "
Alice giggled and leaned over placed a peck on his cheek that when Edward cleared his throat and jasper and Alice looked up and laughed.'
I just grabbed my glass and took a sip of water and that when I turned to Edward "hey, so did you finish the project for sociology yet?"
"No, I didn't what about you "I just crossed my legs under the table and looked at him "no but Im close to finishing. "
He took a sip of water from his glass, looked back at me, and just ran his fingers through his hair.
That when Alice started to get up and clear the table I was getting up to help her and I started to take away some of the dishes.
When I went into the kitchen Alice was leaning against the counter and was smiling at me "so, Bella what do you think of jasper?"
"He seems nice but very clam "she laughed.
" yeah that what I like about him " I went near the sink and turned it on when she came next to me and started to dry the dishes that I had began to wash .
She sent me a smile my way "Bella, what are you doing tomorrow?" Nothing much I was just going to study at the library with Edward tomorrow. Why, what are you doing?"
"I'm just going over to jasper place "she waggled her eyebrows at me "eww, Alice please I don't know want to know. "
She was laughing and I began to laugh and we both came out of the kitchen we saw Edward and jasper talking about something that was history related.
I sat down next to Edward he looked at me and smiled for the first time to night I had butterflies in my stomach and I wondered why.
That when I heard Alice told them both " look who cares about who won and why the other side should have won ok why don't we go into the living room and play sing star "
I looked at Alice and she looked at me and smiled we made our way to Alice living room I sat on the couch and Alice and jasper sat next to each other and I saw Edward look at the couch
I saw him look at meshed Edward do you want to sit on the couch I could help you? "
He looked so happy when I asked him "please, if you don't mind "I got up and while Edward rolled himself in front of the couch. Placing his wheelchair next to the couch, I was not sure how I was going to do this.
"Ok, Bella it's like when you help me get into your truck. I leaned down while Edward placed his arm around my shoulder and I placed my arm around his waist and I lifted him up and he leaned of his weight on me.
I moved him so that he was facing me and walked me backward and I placed him gently on the couch when he was on the couch sitting he looked at up and he was shy he just said " thanks for helping me Bella"
" its no problem Edward " I sat right down next to him and he looked happy sitting on the couch he leaned his head back and closed his eyes and he looked very relaxed he lifted his head and looked at me
"Comfy "he gave me a big smile "you, have no idea how comfy it feels to sit on couch Bella thanks so much ".
" like I told you Edward its no problem ok " he just laughed that when Alice said " ok guys what do you want to do we can play sing star or we can watch a movie or even better we can play rock band "
I deicide to be brave and say "hey, Alice lets play sing star "and Edward looked at me and said "Bella you like karaoke? "
"Yeah, I love karaoke its fun you know just to be free and crazy and have fun "he looked at me "ok "
"What you never done karaoke "I asked him shocked
" no I never done it but I guess I will try it " Alice was setting up the ps3 when she came back she looked at everyone. " ok guys who wants to go first " I looked at Edward and at Alice and jasper he was smiling at Alice .
"I will go first "everyone stopped and looked at me and Alice was laughing she handed me the microphone and that when I said to her "hey Alice give Edward the other microphone and he said to Alice "no Alice I don't want to sing and I can't sing"
I turned toward Edward " don't worry Edward I cant sing a tune to save my life just go whit and I have fun your going to love it trust me "
He was looking at me and shaking his head and he was blushing so bad and Alice handed him the microphone and then she turned on the ps3 and the menu option came and she gave me the controller.
"Ok, Edward what song do you want to sing there hey yeah by outcast, cool by Gwen Stefani, oh look there just dance by lady gaga want to sing that one?"
"Sure.
That when I hit the ok button, the song started, and it was my turn to sing so I sang the opening lines
And we both started to sing and I started to get really into the song and I looked over at Edward and he was signing and he was looking like he was having fun and I nudged his shoulder and he gave me a smile.
When the song was over he looked at me and said "your right that is fun I never knew it could so fun to make fool out of yourself"
I was laughing "yeah that why I love it "he looked at me joined me in my laughter we both on the couch laughing like idiots when jasper and Alice were signing they trying to sing love hurts
However, Alice got mad at jasper because he kept messing when they done sighing she shut off the game "ok, enough with sing star" she went back next to jasper when she said
" hey guys do you want to watch a movie " we all said " sure Alice " she got up and came back whit three movies " ok guys the choices are Julie and Julia or across the universe or Blackhawk down"
Edward and I looked at each and at the same time said "across the universe ".
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As Alice put in the movie I was sitting next to Bella during the movie I would watch Bella I nocited that she was very pretty and her lips looked very soft and I felt those butterfly feelings I felt every time I was near Bella I just shook my head.
Once the movie was over Bella told Alice that she and me were going home and that she would talk to her tomorrow. Bella helped me into my chair and we made our way to her truck.
She helped me get in and then she put my chair in the trunk of her truck and came to start the car on the way home their was comfortable silence when Bella broke the silence
"Hey, Edward what time do you want to go to the library tomorrow at "I ran my hand through my hair. "We can go at 1 in the afternoon if you want"
"Sure, that good well if you want we can still have lunch or even better why I don't make something for lunch."
It sounded good but I wasn't sure I didn't want Bella to have go through the trouble of having to cook " no its ok Bella lets go out for lunch its fine I don't want you to have to cook for us "
She just sighed and pouted " please Edward I really want you try it and also I miss cooking a little " I don't why but I finally agreed " ok fine "
"Ok, good so I will be at you house at twelve with lunch ". We reached the building we lived in and Bella stopped the car and went to go my wheelchair out of her truck trunk.
She came and opened the door for me and put the chair right next to the door and she helped me out of the truck and into my chair once I was in my chair we went into the building where Bella walked me to my door.
I reached into my bag and grabbed my keys and opened my door and that when Bella said "ok well Im going to go now Edward so goodnight" she leaned down and gave me hug at first I did not know what do.
Put I slowly put my arms around her and held her close to me and she felt so good being that close to me I just held on to her tighter. That when she whispered in my ear "I'm happy you had fun Edward it was good to see you smile like that. "
Bella pulled away and I saw that she was blushing and I felt myself blush.
I cleared my throat and she just looked at me and gave me a shy smile "thanks, Bella I had nice time see you tomorrow ok. "
She nodded her head and walked away and I wheeled myself into my apartment where I shut the door and wheeled myself into my room where I got ready for bed.
When I was lying in bed that I thought about tonight Bella looked pretty. Every time I thought about her, and I felt that feeling in the pit of my stomach.
What is that feeling Im always feeling Im so confused about these feeling I have whenever Im near or whit her but tonight when she hugged me I think those feelings might have gotten more intense I don't get it and I was beginning to give myself a headache and I finally tried to get some sleep.
The next morning when I woke up and I couldn't believe the dreams I had about Bella and me lets put this way I think I would need a cold shower this morning .
I sat up in my bed and ran my hands through my hair and I didn't know what was wrong whit me I shouldn't be having thoughts like this about Bella it not right.
I got of my bed and got into my wheelchair and got dressed I was wearing some jeans ,a simple whit t-shirt , and I rolled myself to the kitchen .
When I was done, I cleaned up the kitchen a little and went to the living room where I turned on the TV to watch the news during halfway through the news nothing to much was happing so I shut the TV off and went to check my email so I grabbed my laptop and turned it on.
I saw I had an email from cousin Emmett and I clicked it I saw that there was an invitation to his wedding I hadn't seen my cousin Emmett since last Christmas where he got sick from eating to much mashed potatoes I laughed at the memory.
I read the invite and it said that he was getting married on June 30 in forks his hometown to his girlfriend Rosalie I just shook my head I couldn't believe he was getting married it said that I had until may 5 to reply back to the invite to say if I was going or not.
While I was debating if I should go that when my phone rang I wheeled myself into the living room and saw it was my sister what could she want at this time so I picked
"Hey, Alice "she replied
"Hey Edward did you get an invite to Emmett wedding?"
"Yeah, I got it this morning are you going to go ".
"I'm going to go what about you Edward is you going to go or not "I didn't know what to say back to her.
"I don't know Alice Im still thinking about it, so how are you today.
"I'm good anyways Edward I have to go out but I will call you late ok "
" yeah have fun bye Alice" and I hanged up the phone I saw that it was only 11 and Bella would be here soon an I couldn't wait to see her so I watched some TV until there was a knock at my door I rolled myself to the door and I opened it and I saw Bella standing there .
"Hey, Edward how is you?"
"I'm good Bella how are you? "She, just smiled and followed me into the living room where we both just looking at each other. She cleared her throat "umm I made some Mac and cheese "
"Oh, right let me go get some dishes" she looked at me.
"No its ok Edward let me help you "she followed me into the kitchen and, put the Mac and cheese on the counter and went through my cupboards and saw that I had no plates in them.
"Edward were are your plates" I just laughed
"There in the bottom self by the sink "she turned and looked at me "right ok let me get them. "
She bent down by the sink and I could not help but stare at her butt. She looked at me and smirked .Bella just caught me checking her butt out.
When she found the plates she looked at me and said "Edward where are the forks and knives? " I told her where they were and she got them.
She cut me a placed a piece of Mac and cheese on the plate and handed it to me and she grabbed herself one as well and we both went into the living room where she sat on the couch and I sat next to her in my wheelchair .
I took a bite of out of the Mac and cheese and it was really good "this is really good Bella"
She looked up at me "thanks Edward, "and she took a bite out of her while we eating Bella was looking around my apartment when she swallowed her last piece of Mac and cheese.
"Edward, for a guy your house is pretty neat "I looked at her and laughed.
"Yeah I'm of neat freak like that I hate messes and disorganization.
When we were done, Bella asked me "Edward do you want to study here instead of the library? "
I moved my chair a little so I was sitting closer to her " sure if you want " she just nodded her head " ok that good so what have you been up to ."
"Oh, nothing much I found out my cousin Emmett is getting married in June "she crossed her legs and sat Indian style on my couch.
"Wow, how old is he "I ran my hand through my hair?
"He is 25 but, he is the biggest goofball you will ever meet he is a really life of the party "she gave me a smile.
"He sounds funny, "I laughed and then I wanted to tell Bella about the time he was 14 and thought it would be cool to stand on this plastic table.
"Yeah, he is really funny I remember one time he came over to my parent's house and they had this little plastic table so I and Emmett were outside. " I saw Bella and she was trying hard not to laugh.
I chuckled "so anyways Emmett thought it would be really fun if got on the table, so he got on it and then he started to sing.
Bella had hand over her mouth trying not to laugh and I looked at her and she was cute "
So anyways he started to get really into the song and I told him em that table isn't as sturdy as it looks"
"Next thing you know the table breaks in half and, he most impaled him self to the metal pole that was in the middle of the table "Bella eyes were wide in shock.
"Oh, my god Edward did he gets hurt?" " no Bella he was fine but my mother came outside and so did his mom and he was in so much trouble after that " Bella started to laugh and I just laughed and that when she said " that so funny I cant believe that happened"
"I know at the time I was just watching and saying to myself he is so lucky that he didn't get hurt "Bella just nodded her head.
" yup " she leaned back against my couch and looked at me " Edward Im going go upstairs and get my books I will be back in a minute ok "
"Ok, sure Im just going to clean these dishes "she got and stopped me.
"No Edward leaves them I will wash them after I come back ok "I just looked at her.
"Ok fine Bella but don't be too long "I winked at her and she giggled.
I rolled myself into my room where I grabbed my book by time I was coming out of my room she was there sitting on the couch she smiled at me and rolled myself to where she was .
I looked at the couch and I wanted to sit next to her but, I did not want to bother her for help that when she looked at me, and said "Edward do you want to sit on the couch with me. "
I smiled sheepishly at her "ok Bella" she just got off the couch and helped me on to the couch next to her and she sat back down next to me.
Soon after we were both studying and I nocited whenever Bella was really into what she was reading she would bite her lip and she looked at me and she smiled at me " how's the war of 1812 going"
"Its going "she just laughed and went back to studying after a while I needed to use the washroom. I looked at Bella and I cleared my throat "Bella, do you want to help me onto my chair I have to go the bathroom? "
" sure " she got up and helped me get into my chair once I was in I went to the bathroom when I was done in there I came out and I saw Bella standing up and looking at some pictures of me when I was in high school.
She had one in her hands and I knew which picture she was looking at it was the picture of me and my parents and I rolled up next to her and she looked up and saw me looking at her she placed the picture back.
She moved some of the hair that fell in her face "is that your mom and dad in the pic "
"Yeah, it's my mom and dad it was taking right before I went out for my birthday" she looked at me "how old were you there?"
The mood changed it went from care free to very sad " I was 16 " I felt myself get sad that picture was taking right before I went out to Ben house were I got drunk and changed my life forever.
Bella nocited something had changed in me she looked at me "Edward, are you ok? "
I felt my eyes I have tears in them "yeah, I'm fine Bella its just looking these pictures bring some memories that hurt to think about. That when Bella had a confused look on her face she looked at me and took a deep breath and said in a very soft voice " Edward I want to ask you a question and I will understand if you wish not to answer it "
I took a deep breath and looked at her I knew the questions she as going to ask she was looking at me
She cleared her throat "Edward, what happened?" she had a sad expression on her face.
I just took a deep breath and felt the tears come to my eyes.
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A/n thank to everybody who left a review it means a lot to me so I hope you enjoyed this chapter. Hey guys sorry about not updating sooner just between school and real life its been hectic lately, but don't worry updates are going to happen but they might be slow , also I wanted to tell everyone that I will be updating my other story Broken Lillies soon maybe next or the week after.