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BPOV
May 2010
I watch my feet closely as I try not to stumble across the stage. I just know that I will be the one to fall with everyone watching. I can hear a handful of claps from the audience that are most likely Charlie and a couple of his friends. After what happened between my mom and I, I just don't think we will ever get along again. I sit back down and watch as my classmates go one by one across stage. My mind wonders back across the past couple of months, as Jessica takes the stage to spill her speech.
"This is the last time we will all be together..." Jessica starts.
It just doesn't hold intrest for me. Shes a bitch and I could care less if I see any of these people again. After my day of random crying and laughing in the woods, I took ahold of my life and turned everything around for myself. I now take great pains to be as beautiful as possible. No doubt why half these girls get pissy with me now. I only wear the best clothes, they must be designer or it just won't do. Charlie hasn't said a word other than, "I wondered when the teenager would come out in you." Pfft. If he only knew me. I haven't ever been a teenager! So why start now. Maybe I'm a little more concedded that I use to be, but hey, how many humans can actually get a gorgeous guy like a cullen...aka vampire.. to think they are hot. It has to mean I am all that. Or that is what I have made my self to believe over the past few months.
Tomorrow I will head out of here, and get out of this dank town. But for now I gotta throw my hat up in the air and squeal like the rest of these assholes. But it makes Charlie happy, and as such i feel its my responsibility to give him as many moments as possible. So I do, I spend the whole afternoon with him. He brags to everyone at the lodge how his daughter got into two different colleges with full scholarships. She gets to choose. Yeah, lucky me. Charlie doesn't know I am not going to either, but if it makes him feel better then I choose to let him think I am.
No one knows that actually I am headed for L.A. tomorrow instead of finding a place to live close to campus of my choosing. But hey whatever, noone needs to know all my buisness. I already have a small apartment ready there. And acting classes will start up soon. I also have a job lined up for me to start the following week. If I can just get through this night.
After eating at the lodge with Charlie we head home and he insists that I at least go to one of the graduation parties. That way i can say goodbye to everyone. So i do, and it isn't terrible, but it isn't my cup of tea either. So I head down to the reservation to tell Jacob bye to kill some time.
I pull up in my 2011 chevrolet Camaro, and find Jacob isn't home. Embry and Quill are there however and have to drool all over my ride for a few minutes. So I just take it as it comes and deal with them. Its not that they are bad or anything its just they are teenage boys and I do not have enough patience to deal with them long. So after I make them dry up their drool from my pretty silver car. I take off for home. I pull in behind my old red truck. Yep i still have the old beast. I just couldn't part with it. So Charlie said it could stay here for if I ever decided to fly in instead of drive. That way I wouldn't be completely stranded. I had to put up a fight for it at first. Charlie just couldn't get that it was important because he bought it for me. He thought me having one car was plenty. But I told him he could use it on all those hunting and fishing trips he takes and he finally gave in, it was good to have it around. I'm glad to cause I just don't think I could part with it.
APOV
What the hell has happened to this family? One day we are celebrating my best friends birthday, the next we are in Alaska. Why didn't I see all this shit? It is a disaster. Esme won't speak to anyone, Emmett and Rose are going away just the two of them for a couple years, Paris, France they say. Carlisle is as lost as we are as what to do. Jasper finally takes off and I don't know when he will be recovered enough to return to me. Thankfully I have seen him return better than he is now. Edward from what I have seen has went off to Russia. And here I am trying my best to get our lives back on the right track.
After Edward left I tried to look for Bella though I told him I wouldn't. But I never could see her. I went back to check on her once. She was in the woods at their meadow. She was just sad but on her way to recovering. I haven't checked on her since. I just wish I could see what brings us all back together then I could go about it now instead of later.
I reach into the future or at least I try. Everything keeps getting fuzzy. Nothing is coming in clear at the moment. Though I do still see Jasper happily coming home, and us calling Edward, Em, & Rose to join us. I just can't see when that will happen or why. I just know it does happen, eventually.
Frustrated, I take off out the back door and into the woods. I will check later, I just need a break. I smell a couple moose up ahead. Both are males fighting for their territory, I can smell the blood coming off one of them, so I take off. I watch the stronger one lift his head knowing that something stronger is on the horizon, he takes off like a shot. The other hasn't figured it out yet so I fall from the tree branch onto his back. At first he starts running, and I am kind of enjoying it, that is until he stops abrubtly and rares his head back, throwing me into a goopy mess of mud. Now I am pissed, doesn't he realize now he has to die. For goodness sakes this was my brand new Donna Karan blouse and pants and Louboutin shoes! I rush for forward and slam him into the ground holding onto his large antlers. He is now pissed but not near as much as I am over my shoes. I had to wait on those forever to get here and he has ruined them. I pick him up and slam him down again, and this time I hear his bones crack and pop. Luckily for him his neck broke to, so I finish him off by slicing my teeth into his barley pumping artery.
Half way through I am slammed into by a chaotic vision. Jasper is slamming into a woman with long brown hair, over and over again, and then finally he is drinking her dry. She slumps down onto his shoulder as she dies. Jerking back to reality, I am rolled over onto my stomach. The next thing I know, I am totally controlled by him. Everything I want is him, anything he wants I want to give it to him. I didn't think this would ever happen. Not to me, it wasn't suppose to be this way. But maybe he will come and save me. I can't be controlled by a human killer!
A/N: Wow five chapters in one morning. Over 6000 words. I am so proud of me. So what do you all think. I see quiet a few hits on here and still not even 1 Review :( So let me know if I should continue, and if anyone wants to be a beta reader for me.