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BPOV
I sat on my blanket quietly drank my water and ate what Char had packed me mechanically. I listened to what Jasper and the other men where saying. I was so relieved when he didn't actually make me dance for them. I kept one hand on him almost at all times. For some reason it just kept me centered in what I was doing. I can count the times I've been nervous while dancing on one finger, and I really don't do well when I'm in an uncomfortable atmosphere. But closing my eyes and imagining that it was only Jasper helped tons.
"Pet...Change...Aro...indebted?" Oh shit, he didn't say anything about that to me. Does he think he is my God and he can do whatever the fuck he wants? I'll have that fucker know I don't want to be a fucking gold eyed freak. I want to live my life, I want to dance around, and drink as much beer as I can before I die, and I don't fucking mean before I change. WTF? Oh thank the heavens they're leaving.
I just sat there with what I am sure was a zombied look on my face. I didn't want to say anything till someone else did. You never know when vampires are actually in range. Even when they aren't even close they hear every fucking word, and I really didn't want those two coming back. And more than that, I didn't want to have to live with them. Cause as bad as it could get between Jasper and I, I thought it could probably be worse with those two. They are the vampires that make your instincts go, "Warning, warning, get the fuck away, Creepy assed men near!" And I did not want to be any where near them at fucking all.
"That went better than expected," Char said.
"Yeah, now we just got to wait on the verdict. Hopefully, Aro won't take his sweet time getting back to us," Jasper said.
"What the fuck was that Jasper? You are planning on changing me? I thought you said I only had to wait till this shit flew over, not that I would have to be changed into a fucking vampire!" I stood up in his face. Which was probably monumentally stupid, it hadn't escaped my notice that Jaspers eyes were not the bright red I had grown use to but pitch fucking black. No white was visible, and I should have known somthing was up.
"You need to remember who your talking to, Pet. When I ask for your opinion I expect an answer, since I didn't, I expect you to sit down and shut the fuck up! I am the fucking God of War and no human bitch is going to talk to me in that way!" I couldn't move. Fuck, did he really just tell me to shut the fuck up?
"I said SIT!" Jasper roared. My ass immediately made contact with the ground cause, hey, just now he is scary as fuck, and maybe just a little more than fuck-hot all out of control.
"Now it is time for you to learn. You will call me, Major, and answer accordingly or ask accordingly, as in, Yes Major, no Major. You will show some fucking respect to me, and enough of the fucking glaring. You are not a vampire and there is little you can do to me. Be pissed, fine, don't give a flying fuck, be sad, still not giving a shit, but you will always feel respect when you look at me, Understood?" He was sending a fuckton of fear and respect towards me.
Shit, sad Jasper, okay, happy Jasper, okay, pissed Major, definately not o-fucking-kay. I had only seen him act like a vampire once before, and even then I guess I didn't truly see this side of him. Just snapping teeth. Now though, he puts all other vampires I have ever encountered to shame, cause they got nothing on him. I almost want the other two come take me away at this very moment. But then think Jasper might be a scary fucker, at least he isn't creep-tastic like the others where.
"I said Under-fucking-Stood?" Jasper roared!
"Yes, Major, understood, sir." I know he had to be feeling my fear, hell it felt like he was circualating it back into me.
"Major?" Peter barked out.
"Yes, Captain." Jasper turned to him.
"You should probably check the perimeter, my radar is going a little crazy at the moment, they may try to come back." Peter informed him like a soldier reporting to thier officers.
"You go east, I'll head west. Char you will take her back to the house. Peter we will meet in the middle before meeting them, any trouble, take care of it!" The Major gave orders like it was second nature. I think I might have even wet my panties a little bit.
I don't know whether I should be scared for my life or horny as hell. Char stands me up and at vampire speed gets all of our stuff together. I don't even see her grabbing me. One second I'm standing there watching little wisps just outside my vision, the next I am looking at Chars ass, cause she has thrown me over her shoulder and I would guess taking me back to the house. When we get back she tells me to go get dressed and come back down.
Jumping in the shower, I quickly take care of washing the lake water off of me. I don't waste any time drying my hair, I mouse and scruntch till it slightly curls and allow it to air dry. Slipping on a pair of my short, shorts, and a low cut, tight black tank top with my red bra barely peaking through the top. Gathering my make-up bag I add some deep purple eye liner and a little bit of lip gloss and figure thats as good as its getting right now. I head back downstairs to see if Char is dressed and ready too.
She is sitting on the sofa and smacks the cushion beside her when she hears me get close enough to see her. "I know you got questions, so try to ask them while the Major is out, ok?"
"What is up with that first off?"
"Freak you out did it, when he started refering to himself as the Major." she laughed. "Did Assward ever tell you Jaspers story?"
"No, he only ever told me his and Carlisle's. Was it really bad?"
"Harder than anyone i know of. When he was changed it was by a woman named Maria. She is one of the viliest creatures I have ever met. She creates newborn armies to keep those who would take over her territory away. But before that, thats when we knew her. Back then, she just hungered for something to push the boredom away, gain territory, and money. She created armies, and when she found Jasper, it was on then. Jasper having the gifts he does, she used him to control her armies and to give out orders when needed. He was.." she thought for a moment, "he was very good at what he did. Maria rewarded him with whatever he wanted. Sex, money, blood, anything he desired she gave it to him. His inner vampire mostly stayed in control of him for the first half of his life or so.
Most that know him would tell you thats why he is so cruel. He let his vampire self take over everything. When Jasper goes back to his Major mode it is crutial that you be respectful at all times, and if you can just avoid him all together. When he is the Major, nothing matters to him but sex, or blood and sometimes both. Hopefully when they return he will be back to his normal self, if not please do what he asks no matter what it is. He doesn't joke around when he is like that, and there would be sadly nothing Peter or I could do if you pissed him off. And he will not allow anyone to change you if something was to happen while he was like that, because the Major is nothing but an honorable man. And he will honor his agreement to not change you. Do you understand?"
I can't even speak so I just nod my head up and down. Didn't expect all that, but sure does make things alot easier to understand. Char popped us in a movie to take some of the tension out of the air. It didn't take long until I felt the day wash over me and I was so tired I could barely hold my eyes open. Char threw an arm around me pulled me down into her lap. She stroked my long hair till I finally fell to sleep.
I woke up when cold meet the back of my thighs. Jasper was laying me down in the bed. Instantly waking up I jerked away from him in fear.
"I'm not going to hurt you. I was just taking you to bed. You looked awfully uncomfortable down there." Jaspers eyes were back to the bright red I was quickly falling for. I could feel him working his magic sending me some calm.
"Sorry, just a normal reaction to waking up with someone other than who you went to sleep with, not that I've ever done that." I give him a nervous chuckle. I layed back on the pillows half propped up and just looked at him. He was astoundingly handsome. Standing there with a sad look upon his face, looking at the floor like it might soon attack and he'd have no way to deal with it. I thought of him palming his hard cock earlier when he stood before me, and my body betrayed me and a flush of fluid dampened my panties.
He instantly raised his head to look at me and cocked his head to the side. It was then I became embarassed for the first time in years. Crap, I was probably glowing bright red. I had forgotten about their enhanced senses for a moment, but when he jerked his head up, I thought he was probably smelling my arousal as well as feeling it. Shit!
"There is no reason to be embarassed, Isabella. I was made to draw you in with my appearence. I would think you would know this by now." So, so, sooo glad he his giving me an out right now. At least thats what I think it is, cause I certainly don't feel this way when I look at Peter.
"I know," I smile at him.
"I wanted to talk to you about earlier, if you are awake now." Dang I was hoping he would just forget about that.
"Sure, whats up?"
"I won't apologize for my earlier actions. I have done more for you than I would for most, and certainly more for you than others ever have. For that I am not sorry, however, I am sorry you feel you can treat me with such disrespect. That you feel you should glare and in general feel like I am something to be scraped off the bottom of your shoe. You will stop or I will hand you over to the Volturi. I wish it could be another way, but I will not tolerate it any longer.
I saved you from a certain death, I give you shelter, buy you anything your heart desires, and still I am nothing to you. Thats fine, but I deserve your respect for the very least of saving you from horrors you can only imagine." Jasper was putting his foot down all over today it seemed.
What he was saying was true. I threw my head back into the headboard with a resounding thud. Thinking back, I decide when it was I started feeling nothing but disregaurd towards him. It was probably when I was robbed of my revenge on V. But that seems like ages ago. He has treated me very well compared to what most would have already done to me. Shit, I know I had to spend at least 25,000 dollars the other day, maybe even more than that. He has protected me and done everything he possibly can, and I still treat him like a bitch. Hell I even got him all hot and bothered knowing I would never follow through. I am so not that girl. Well maybe when I am working, but that is the job, and they know that before we ever start. Damn, I did treat him like gum on a shoe.
Shit, here goes nothing, "I am sorry Jasper. I shouldn't have treated you that way. I am just so angry about V. I didn't get to set a single hair on her head a fire. And I wanted to ask her why, and you took that away from me when you torched her. I had questions I needed answers to, but now I will never know. And I just don't know if I can forgive you for that. But I most certainly will start treating you with respect. I guess I just went into bitch mode and didn't think of what I was doing really. And Thank You Jasper. I am so glad that out of all the vampires that I know who could have been there, you were." I jumped up off the bed and hugged him for the first time ever I think.
His arms wrapped around my waist, and he picked me up my legs automatically wrapped around his hips. I raised my head and gave him a peck on the cheek. "I am sorry, and thank you for being there even when I thought I didn't want you to."
His eyes widened at me, but he replied, "Your most certainly welcome, now i know there are a few other things you are wantin' to ask me so lets get on with it."
He slid me down off of him to the floor. Sitting on the edge of the bed I patted the spot next to me. "Why did you ask if I could be changed?"
"Because I don't think this world should live without you in it. You make everyone you come in contact with smile and brighten their lives. One day you will make a very gifted vampire, but more than that, you bring my coven a completeness that I didn't know we were missing."
"That the only reason why. You think I will make a gifted vamp, and Char likes having me around." Damn I thought he actually liked me there for a minute. I hung my head down thinking about what he said.
"Isabella," he lifted my chin with a finger tip. "Isabella, that is not what I said." He brought his lips closer to mine, I could feel him pulling my emotions away from me in some way. I thought maybe he was trying to figure out how I was feeling about this.
I glanced down at his lips not a hair breaths away from mine and when I looked back up to him I got lost in his hooded red eyes. He finally broke the tension between us and pressed his lips lightly to mine before pulling back to look at me again. Not sure what I was sending him, but his lips came back down to mine a second then third time. He licked my bottom lip and I gasped into his mouth, when my mouth opened he plunged his tounge into me. Our mouths swirled and fought and he sucked my tounge into his mouth lightly. When he let go he pulled my bottom lip in between his teeth and bit into it just enough to make me moan, and bring blood pulsing to the outside. He sucked on it just a little longer till I felt him lick at my lip and my mouth had a hint of whiskey flavor fill it.
I moaned when I tasted the sweet bitterness of it. I dove my tounge into his mouth where the taste permeated his whole mouth. He pulled back giving me a ton of little pecks on my lips. I think that is the most erotic kiss I have ever recieved or hell even heard of. My panties now have no dry spots, damn I couldn't even imagine what he else he could do with that tounge of his. Fuck!
Leaning back away from me with one last peck he says, "That is not what I said, Isabella. I said you make our coven complete. You bring something to our little family that no one previously has. I'm not quiet sure what it is, but you make us happy having you around. That is why I want to change you. That and with the amount of gaurds they sent today, they will be keeping a very close eye on us. I am afriad you won't be able to return to your previous life. You will be stuck here."
"What do you mean the amount of gaurds there was only two of them. Surely that isn't enough to worry about me returning home, Jasper." I was on the verge of tears cause I missed my girls, and I just wanted to go home.
"There were two in front of you, yes. But there was also six others surrounding our little spot on the lake. I couldn't see them either, but I did smell them when the wind blew just right. I made an agreement and they are planning on making me follow through with it. I knew the only hope was to get them to let me change you. Hopefully, Aro won't take to long, but he has been known to wait a year or longer to answer someone." Jasper was trying to send me some calm while talking to me.
I sniff cause, my life was essentially over now. I would be with vampires for as long as I lived and there was no changing that fact now that the vamp kings were involved. I finally gave in and let the tears come. I couldn't help it, I had dreams, I was going to make it in this life. Maybe stripping wasn't a 'career' most would have chose but I did. It was something I loved to do. It kept me fit and healthy and in the spotlight, where I had become accustomed to being the past couple of years. Jasper drew me up into his lap and just stroked my back and hair and let me cry it out. There wasn't anything else he could do, but deal with my loss.