inuyasha : Kira

Inuyasha : The Kagome: the true heart with in

"Your useless with out me!" shouted Inuyasha .

"Useless?! I beg to differ ! I can take care of my self!," Kagome screamed .

"Yeah, right!" he went on "You couldn't survive without me in this world or your world!" he screamed , telling the truth .

"Inuyasha!" yelled Kagome "Si-" she cut her self off . She said sit to frequently . She grew silent and considered the truth . She felt abit cold in her chest .

I really am useless without Inuyasha . All I really know is the bow and arrow , unlike everybody else . Even Shippo can protect him self . I'm not strong like Sango . Or smart like Miruko . The only thing I bring to this mission is trouble : me getting kidnapped or having arguments with Inuyasha .

Sighed . Walked towards Inuyasha and bowed her head . "I'm sorry Inuyasha . Your right will you please forgive me?,"

"Y-yeah , s-s-sure," he stammered , half shocked he wasn't forced to sit .

I have to be nice to him after all he did safe about a hundred times .

She walked into her hut and collect couple of things from her bag . She walked and turned to Inuyasha . "Inuyasha may I please go to the lake to collect some water?," she asked , her voice sounded sadder and the same time more silent .

"Sure," said Inuyasha , scratching his ears in disbelief

Could this really be happening ? Is she actually asking me for permission? - he thought to him self .

Kagome handed Inuyasha the jar of jewel shards . "Their safer with you than me," she admitted sadly , her voice still distance . She tailed of to the Southern lake .

Inuyasha still stood by the camp fire , amazed , dazzled , stunned by what just happened . "Did she just,…" he tailed off , speechlessly . "I'm not imaging things am I?," he asked himself . Sango and Miruko were behind the barn watching everything .

"What just happened?," asked Sango , confused .

"Kagome , gave up," he said , amazed .

"Wow," she said . No other words could describe the amazement.

Inuyasha turned over to face them . "So I'm not the only one who saw that?," Inuyasha asked confused and dazzled .

They all nodded silently .

Back to Kagome :

She scooped up the water in her plastic bottle and drunk it all down .

Useless . Too impendent on Inuyasha : can't even take care of my self .

Took out two other bottles and scooped the water bottle in the lake . "For Miruko and Sango" she twisted the lids on both of them . She took out an 2300 millimetres water bottle and scooped up gallons of water up . "For inuyasha" she claimed . The last one was for Shippo it was 400 millimetres and screwed the top on . Flung the heavy bag over her back and walked back to Inuyasha and the group .

-"What do you think happened to her?"

- "I don't know maybe she just changed"

- "What , so instantly , nah! Maybe she just was insulted and took the argument in"

- "I wonder if she'll tell us ?"

- "Probably not "

- "True , she most likely doesn't want too talk about it"

Kagome entered just that minute , her eyes were darker than before . While she was walking the main phrase that popped up in her mind was 'Useless' . She compared her self to Kikyuo all the time . Not matter how many think she can do Kikyuo could do more and better . The only thing she could do better than Kikyuo was piss Inuyasha off more .

He loves her . Even if she is dead . I'm just a substitute of her . And bad one at that . I could never be as great as her . As strong as her . She never cried , I always do . I'm weak and pathetic . The only reason Inuyasha is keeping me her is the fact that I can find the jewel shards . After I found them His just gonna send me back home .

I might as well except that he'll never love me . I'm useless and troublesome . A typical useless , dumb , weak girl . Unlike Kikyuo or Sango .

Inuyasha only saves me because I can detect the jewel shards and that's it . No emotion lays in for me . Only the mistaken thoughts of Kikyuo . His one true love .

"Hay , you guys I got you some water," she said chucking the water at her friends . She sat by the fire , her legs tucked under her chest . Staring into the fire . The only thoughts that came across her was :

Useless . Stupid . Weak . Kikyuo..

Her friends watched her stare into the fire , she seemed vacant but at the same time full of depression . Sango couldn't take it any longer : she jumped over the barn and joined her friend .

"Hay … how you doing?," she asked in her soft voice .

Kagome didn't answer , her thoughts were wrapped around her .

"Kagome?" she called "Kagome?"

Kagome snapped out of her trance : "Sango? When did you get her?" she asked , not facing her friend .

"How you doing?," repeated Sango in a nicer voice , getting more concerned about her friend .

"Fine," she squeaked . Her eyes focused on to the fire .

"What are you thinking about?," Sango asked , worrying .

"Dinner," said Kagome flatly . "I have to make dinner," she walked into the hut and took out her fishing equipment , once again asking Inuyasha for permission to go to the lake . He said yes and watched her go to the Eastern lake .

She hooked the worm on and flung rod into the lake . Two seconds later she railed up and large fish . She stabbed her knife in it , hooking another worm on . The process continued until she had six fishes .

Hooked each of the fishes mouth on her hook and walked back to the group .

The fish sizzled on to the pan . Forty minutes later everyone was chewing on fish of their own . "Kagome , you didn't have to do this you know?," asked Sango , taking a huge bite out of her fish .

"I know," she said nibbling a bit of her fish .

I have to make my self useful .

"Kagome , this fish is delicious!" exclaimed Miruko .

"Thank you," she said .

At least I'm good at something.

When everyone hand finish they gathered around the camp fire .

"Kagome , time for bed," said Inuyasha .

Everyone worried about Kagomes reply since all the other times she would start a fight with Inuyasha about one thing .

Kagome nodded and unravelled her sleeping bag and went to sleep .

"Wow," Sango said .

"Yeah," agreed Miruko. After everybody went to sleep .

End of chapter one

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