Stephenie Meyers owns all thing Twilight.
A/N: This is double legnth of what my chapters normally are, hope you enjoy.
BPOV
What the hell had we done last night? We missed our flight about 2 hours ago. I guess if the police hadn't gotten ahold of Jasper yet, he knows something is wrong since we didn't get off the plane.
I remember feeling freer than I had in a long time last night, like some type of blanket was pulled out from in front of my eyes. Peter and I had went to the club to meet up with Lollipop, and things start getting fuzzy from there. I remember flashes of playing truth or dare. We were all blitzed out, and kept on drinking, and drinking. Hell its a wonder none of us have alcohol poisioning. Shit some of them may have.
Then we were dancing on the stage, and Oh-My. We caused all those poor little boys to be taken in for having a little bit of fun for a bachelor pary. Shit, I bet his new wife has a fit. Okay, think, think. Hmm, oh yeah we had a whos got the hottest body for the guys. Peter was so upset he didn't win. I laugh and the other women in here think I am crazy. Lolli is still passed out on the cot. She woke up once, but it was only to hug up to the all 'powerful porcelin king'. I had to ask one of the other girls to come help me drag her back to a cot.
Lets see, there was the titties contest. And the who's got the best virgin story, I am not sure that is in the right order though. I wonder if Jasper is on his way yet. I bet he is gonna be so mad. But I just felt so good being back in Vegas. I don't have that constant...
"I'll be Fucked!" If I thought everyone was looking at me funny before, it is nothing compared to now. I can not believe Jasper has been manipulating my emotions with all that damn false happiness. Shit I should have known. I am almost always happy around the whole bunch. And, even though I was pissed as hell about V, I still got over it. But I would have probably done that eventually anyways. I don't know I am kind of confused.
I am going to have to monitor this situation for a few days and see if I can feel him sending me some happiness. Fuck, I know something is up, but what. I am not sure cause I usually feel Jasper giving and taking. Could he really be doing that to me. If he did, what does that mean about our time by the lake? Damn!
PPOV
The officer came back and told me they had gotten ahold of Mr. Whitlock, and he was on his way to pick us up. Shit! I was hoping Char would come and get us. Crap, wonder what he is going to say. I hope he isn't totally pissed.
JPOV
"I am here to pick up my friends and a card someone took from my brother." I tell the woman sitting at the desk.
"Okay, do you remember who you spoke with, when you talked to someone."
"No, he never gave me his name."
"Who are you here to pick up?"
"Peter Whitlock, and Isabella Swan."
"Fill out this paperwork and I will see who you need to talk to."
I hand it back into her after filling out the papers and she calls a officer to come call me back.
"I'm glad someone is here to take these two home. Do you want to get the rest of their party out as well?"
"The rest of their party? Can you tell me exactly what happened?"
"Yes, sir. The two girls were dancing for a private party in the back of the club. Apparently, they all had a little to much to drink and the whole party came out of their lounge and tried dancing on the stage. Alot of the customers walked out, Mr. Whitlock, did try to pay for all the damages, and lost profits. But the owner insisted they learn their lesson. The party was then brought down and booked." He said all of this with a straight face and I really don't know how, cause I am about to laugh my ass off.
"It isn't near as bad as some of the things I've seen, so you might not want to get to upset with them." I could still feel his amusment at what they had done. So it must be kinda high on that list. I can truly only imagine what all he has seen in this city.
"Yes, go ahead and get the whole party out. I will fill out the paper work and pay their bail when I get my card back." I laugh.
I ask him to bring Peter to me when we get close to Isabellas cell, but not close enough to see well. "Peter, what the hell have you been doing? You should know better than to do something like this. How to you think Char is going to deal with you, dancing around in your underwear."
He grinned at me, "Shes gonna be pissed!" he says in a sad voice.
"What do you think your punishment should be. Not only did you let my girl get in trouble, but you did to. What if something serious had happened to her?" I barked out and sent him a dose of fear and a feeling of apology.
"I'm sorry, sir. We were only trying to have a little fun. I guess we got carried away."
"Your right you did! You are in trouble over this, and there will be a long time before you get my card back. How much did you manage to put on it?" I said hatefully.
BPOV
Damn I could hear Jasper tearing into Peter, and it was not good. Fuck, why couldn't Char be the one to come get us out. I really don't want to deal with the Major right now.
"Isabella, someone is here to get you and your friend out. Normally I wouldn't let her out till she was sober, but I think I'm going to let her go with you so that she doesn't wake up freaked out about where you might be." I went over and half-way got Lollie woken up. I put a arm around her and pull her up to my side trying to help her walk.
"Come on Lollie, we can get out of here." She nods her agreement and stumbles forward. Damn shes heavier than she looks. We came out of the cell and turned the corner and Jasper and Peter were standing. Peter looking throughly chastised and the Major pissed off.
"Peter carry her, Isabella is only in a little bit better shape, you got 'em drunk, you help her out!" Jasper is mad as hell.
Peter comes and lifts her up easily and we stop at the front for Jasper to pay our bail and fill out some paper work. He gets his card and puts it in his wallet before we head out. We get Lollie to her house and I help her in the bed.
"Leave her a note, Isabella. We got to go." Jasper says.
"No, I'm going to bed, if you feel the need to wait for me, wake me in about 5 hours! "My eyes feel as though they are falling back in my head. I don't want to move I just want to lay down so my world will stop spinning.
"Isabella, wake up!" Damn he still sounds pissed. Fuck, I was hoping I wouldn't have to put up with this shit.
"Isabella!" he shouts right in my ear. I jerk my eyes open, and go to lift myself up off the bed, but about halfway there my lips were meet with his cold ones. "Ummm. I told you I would try to comply with your wishes of waking up."
My heart gives a little flutter, that is just too sweet. He grabs my back with one hand so I am not leaning in such an akward postion, and places the other behind my head to hold it. Before he leans back in and his tounge darts out to open my mouth.
"Mmmm, you remember." I moan out.
He chuckles, "So you all had a grand time last night I hear. Are you feeling better?"
"Yeah," I laugh, "at least the room isn't rotating anymore."
"Come on get up, Lollie is about to wake up and I don't know how well she is gonna deal with two stranger men in her aparment."
"Mmmkay" I groan as I sit all the way up and start stretching out. I go to the kitchen to find me and her some tylenol and something to drink. My stomach feels better now, just my head is acheing slightly.
I get my tylenol and water down, and feel much better. "Hey aren't you mad?"
"Yes, I am, but I am glad you guys had fun. But we do NOT get arrested Isabella, ever." I think this over for a moment before I see his point. Hell they live forever, and if their fingerprints pull up 200 years from now, I could see where that would get just a bit sticky.
Not really much to say to that so I just keep quiet. I still had a bone to pick with him, but for now I wait to see what happens.
"We are going to have to get out of here pretty soon, Baby. I know you haven't gotten to spend alot of time with your friend, but we will be back next month and we will stay a whole week. But for now we got to return, there is much i have to tell you about."
"Oh, how did the Volturi visit go?" How could I have forgotten about that. Duh, thats why I was here in the first place. Sheesh I swear I have adhd, i got an attention span for shit.
"We will talk about it later, Lollie is about to wake up, and you need to say your goodbyes. And take her something good, cause her pain is pretty strong." I shake my head at him and put the tylenol back up and see if she has anything prescription stregnth. I know we use to keep something all the time for shit like this. I found some hydrocodones and got a cold bottle of water out of the fridge for her and took it to her room.
"Hey, waaakeey uppy." I say in a sing song voice. She stirs a little bit and flutters her eyes. "Loolliiee, waaakeey uppy."
She opens her eyes to immediately groan and close them again. "I got something to help if you get up."
"Go away, Sugar!" her voice is dry and gravelly. She lays there for a moment.
"Wake up, Lollie!" I whisper yell at her.
"SUGAR?" She pops up out of the bed I guess just figuring out I am actually here. "OW!" she grabs her head.
I get her up and get the pill and water in her. I then tell her a what a wonderful time was told by all. And then tell her I will call her in a few days. And how happy I was seeing her again. I tell her Jasper and I should be back next month sometime and i will see her then before hugging her again, and locking up on my way out. It's so sad to say bye to your friends, it doesn't matter if you are only going to be gone a few days or a few months, and I hate it, but pull myself together. We return the car and Jasper runs me back home with Peter following us.
We stopped when we got to our lake and Jasper sat me down on a rock. It was about midday by now, and I wasn't terrinly tired, but not totally up to par either. I watched Jasper pace back and forth for a moment.
"Peter, you can head on back to Char now. Isabella and I will be there as soon as I tell her about the trip." Peter took off on our beaten path to the house.
Jasper started, "It was a very difficult trip, Isabella. I am not totally sure how you are going to react to this, please try to stay calm until the end, if you can."
"Was it that bad, did they say no to me being transformed?" Damn, I was hoping they would say yes, guess it didn't go good at all if Jasper is reacting this way.
Jasper continued to pace with his shoulders back, head somewhat at a downward angle, with his hands grasped behind his back. He looked like a 'Major' in the army right now. I almost chuckle, cause he is kind of cute right now. I rarely ever see the Major worried about anything. Pissed, yes, but worried, never.
"When Char and I arrived at the castle, we found Aro had saved us a 'gift' as he called it. I didn't have a whole lot of choice in the matter. Apparently alot of things have changed within the Cullen Coven. Some guards found something and brought it to him, as it was close to exposing our kind. Aro, said it was either me taking this 'gift' or he would punish it till he saw fit. I couldn't in good concious leave it there. And I don't know how well you are going to appreciate what I have brought home."
He sneered at the word gift everytime he said it. He seemed irritated, pissed off, and sad all at the same time. I assume the gift is a person, but I am kind of confused at the moment. I just wait on him to finish, I know he is just letting me run this through before he continues.
"Isabella, the gift was Edward Cullen."
"What?"
"Edward Cullen."
"Huh?"
"Isabella, look at me." He takes my chin in his hand and looks into my eyes. "I had to save him. I know he has some problems and he treated you in an awful manner, but, Isabella, no matter what, I still do consider him my brother. And I could not let Aro torture him. I brought him back with me. He has to stay with me until he is in a good enough mind to do as he desires."
Never, ever, ever. Never had I in a million years thought I would have to deal with this when Jasper came home. What the hell am I suppose to do with this? I didn't think I would ever have to face him again. Or at least not this soon. Is he going to talk Jasper out of changing me? What if he decides I am still his play thing, will Jasper allow him to treat me like that again? Hell, what if he still wanted to drain my dry and Jasper is on a hunt or something.
I start sucking in air, I feel like there is no air. Where the hell did they hide the air. Why is he just standing there I need air, I can't fucking breathe! I stand up and everything gets just a little bit fuzzy, then there is blackness coming at me in all directions. Fuck I can't see, I can't breathe, Maybe Edward is draining me now!
I open my eyes to Jasper cradling me like a small child. I feel so warm, loved and calm.
"NO!" I scream.
Jasper just stares at me like I have lost my mind. "Get your feelings off of me!" I struggle to get out of his hold. It doesn't really help, but Jasper sets me to my feet.
"Are you okay, Isabella?" He is looking so worried.
"No I am not, I do not want you to cover my feeling with your fake ones. Don't do it again unless I ask you to. I will not be treated like a child whos hand needs to be held. If you would rather have Edward here, keep him, I can return to my life!" I scream out at him.
"Can we just please sit down and talk about this?"
"I am done talking, if you want Edward here that is fine by me, but you don't get to keep us both! I will never bow down to that son of a bitch again. And if you expect me to, you have lost your fucking mind! He is nothing but a lying coward, and I will NEVER be his damn pet agian! Do you UNDER-FUCKING-STAND ME MAJOR?"
If he thinks I am going to roll over like a well trained dog for Edward he doesn't know me at all. I will not be his pretty little pet again, I would ratherer die than to play that game again. I didn't know the Major bought me for his brother, but now I understood. Break her down, calm her down, fix her up, set her straight, then give her back!
"Fuck All Of Y'ALL!" my voice getting stronger as I went. I turned my back and started marching to, well I don't know where the hell I am going but it won't fucking be back to Edward.
I got just past the tree line before the Major was standing right in front of me. He pushed my back into a tree and locked me in with his hands on either side of me. He didn't say a word, and I couldn't do anything but hurt myself so i just stood there with my arms crossed looking into his pitch black eyes. I don't give a fuck if he is the Major at this moment. The God of War can 'KISS THIS' as in Isabella Swans' white ass. I will not fucking bow down to them just because they are stronger than me. So fucking what, at least I get to choose the way I make it out of this fucking world.
The Major continues staring at me ever so often sticking his tounge out to taste air. I didn't know what his fucking problem was. "If you aren't going to fucking drain me, let me the fuck by!" I tell him in an even deadly voice.
"Now, now, Isabella. I stood here and took all your hate filled words, and so now you Will listen to Mine!" He hissed out.
"First of fucking all, you will be no one fucking pet ever again! Second, over my dead body will I ever let Edward Fucking Cullen even look at you the wrong. And third, you are MINE! In a couple more months you will be changed and you will belong in MY coven! Do you UnderFuckingStandMe, Isabella. And Four," here he paused in his death glaring rant, and looked into my soul, "and four, I. Love. You. and This is Why you are Mine."
Hell I think I might have just creamed my panties. Nothing like a Major in control tells you for the first time he loves you in the middle of a fucking rant. "Piss off, Major!" No that shit didn't hurt my feeling at all. I'm fucking steel.
He throws up his arms and paces back and forth again. "FUCK!" he roars out. I swear he scared every living thing within a hundred mile radius.
"I am sorry, Isabella, but I do love you, and maybe this isn't the time, but hell, its been a fucking emotional rollercoaster for me, for three fucking days now. And now this fucking shit with Edward. And I wouldn't have brought him here to fuck with what we got started, but hell I couldn't just leave him there to be tortured for years on end.
Do you know how fucked up someone gets when their head is detached for a year, imagine an eternity, living in a box, never eating, never commuticating, never doing shit but watching the air around you move. You think Edward fucked you over. I understand that, but get the fuck over it. I don't mean to discount your feelings but you never look outside of yourself anymore. You use to see others and what difficulties laid in their past, or present. Now you are more like a spoiled little child.
You can't even imagine the horrors I have came endured. Or even the tortures I have handed out to others. You want to throw a damn pity party, .. Get mad, get so fucking pissed you want to scream and then do it. But don't fucking stand there and act like it is the end of the fucking world because you have to deal with an ex boyfriend!"
I started crying at his harsly dealt words. I couldn't even see straight. I stumbled around trying to find the rock I was sitting on earlier.
"I'll be back in a few minutes I think we both need some air right now." the Major says as he is walking away from me.
He was so fucking mean. Yeah, I know people get dumped every day by a so called love one. But the Cullens' were more to me than that. It wasn't just Edward I had lost that day so long ago. I had lost everything but my father. And I know Jasper doesn't see that or understand, but fuck him for assuming I was upset over just a boy. I lost everyone I had grown close to. Doesn't he understand that I had no one else.
I always took care of my mother. Hell I had to make dinner for her and her boyfriends. I never had a family to speak of before they all barged into my life. Hell I don't even think I had a true friend before I meet them. And when I did, they completely broke me. Not only the only two real parents I've ever had, but my only best friend, and my only boyfriend. The people who I thought would stick beside me forever were the ones that left me the most heartbroken. Of course I had my father, but even he got sick of my shit, and threw me out of his life.
What the fuck did he think I was anyways, he manipulates me into a happy calm life and I will just sit here and be a fake happy. He doesn't know me at all. I'd rather be dead as to live with people who pretended to care for me again.
I walk over to the water and lay down in it. Enjoying the rush of water over my face. It felt like it was washing away all my hatred, it calmed me. I thought about what the Major had said about me and decided he was half right. My face came up for a breathe of air before I immediately dove back under.
JPOV
Fuck, why the hell did I have to let the Major take over. I knew that one day he would go to far with my girl. Shit, how will she ever forgive me for this? I didn't know of any way to make things right with her. Maybe when we both calm down we can talk about all of this. Hell, I knew before I started things weren't going to go good. You didn't have to be a fucking phsycic to see that far into the future.
Damn why did I have to choose now to tell her I love her. Fuck! I can't deal with this right now. With that last thought I run towards the closest town. I grab the first person I see and drain them. I then go after a second, and then a third. I dispose of their bodies out in the country side.
I need to get back to Isabella and see how she has faired. I hope for both of our sakes she has calmed down. I run back to our spot on the lake and look around for her. I don't see her anywhere. I rush over to the rock she was sitting on before I left and see if I can get the last scent trail off of her. I follow it in loops and paths before I end up at the edge of the lake.
I see her head bobbing just beneath the surface. Not even an inch over her face. She is lying lifelessly there with her eyes closed. I can't stop the sobs that come up out of my chest as I pull her up to me. I don't think the pain will ever end. I loved her so much, how could she do this to me. I know I was harsh but this was just a little to far I pull impossibly further into my chest as i sob.
"Mmphmr mmmphmmph, mmmphmm mmmmmphmmmm." I feel beating on my back and I slowly turn around hating whoever is here to steal my last moments with Isabella. There isn't anyone there. I guess you can mate with humans and it is true you go crazy if your mate dies. I sob again kissing her beautiful long hair.
I am jerked backwards, and Isabella is ripped from my arms. I break a two trees with my landing and am immediately up ready to end whoever has done this.
"Major," cough, cough, "Dramatic enough are you Major" haha cough, ha, cough.
Isabella is standing in front of Peter trying to cough up a lung. I just stand there and look at her like my world has come back to life, well, because it had.
"Damn, I wasn't trying to kill myself, Major. I was just relaxing and trying to think things through! No reason to sob and squeeze me to death. If I got to go at least make it memorable." She is trying to laugh, be mad, and cough all at the same time.
"Then why were you under the water like that?" I am thoroughly convused.
"You ever heard of human women taking a bath to relax," she pauses, "this is like one giant bathtub. I was just thinking some things over while my body swayed around relaxing."
"Well fuck!" Its all I can say cause I feel like an ass right now. Hell if it hadn't been for Peter, I would have suffocated her to death. Remembering he is there I turn to him.
"No thanks needed, Major, who else is going to get locked up with me?" He laughs while looking at me then Isabella.
She grins back at him, "Who indeed?"
Peter takes a step back so that we are both in his line of vision. "You two need to talk to one another about things and stop letting what happened in the past affect your future. You both know down deep who the other is, and also know what that person truely feels. Its about time you both started acting like the grown ups you are. And as such you will face your problems head on and together. There is still alot of bullshit that is headed your way, and both of you are going to be hurtin' and your going to need one another. Now I am going to head back in. Get your heads right before you start a talkin' agian."
We both cock our heads to the side at the same time and look at Peter with confused expressions. I know as long as I have known the man he has never been 'grown up acting' as this moment right here. He runs back towards the house and as soon as he is gone we look at one another and start craking up. Hell if Peter is being reasonable and is scolding us, we got a lot of fucking problems and we know it.
We both sit there for a while neither one of us saying anything. I finally broke the silence. "I didn't mean what I said earlier. You have the right to grieve your relationship however you see fit. And I shouldn't judge you on that. Hell I am no expert on love and I am an empath, who am I to say how you should or shouldn't feel when it is over."
"Jasper," this is the first time she has called me by my given name in months so I am a little shocked, "I know I shouldn't be upset over Edward from your point of view. But from here it looks a lot harsher. I didn't just loose Edward when he left. I lost all of the Cullens', and I know that I wasn't that close to your or Rosalie. But I had a family in Em, Carlisle, and Esme, and Alice was the only real friend I had ever had. I lost all of that in one fell swoop. Everyone I had thought my life would be spent with left me, because i was nothing more than a pet, a plaything to pass off when they got bored."
I thought on this for a moment before replying. "Isabella, I don't know where you got that you were just a pet or plaything for the Cullens' but they did love you. Maybe not in the same way as you loved them, but in a way that a vampire would. And even when I left you were all they could think about. Hell, when we were in Volterra Edward tried to kill me because Aro gave his blessings for your transformation. He still wants you to have a human life. And despite whatever you may believe he does still love you in his own way."
Her head snapped up at all of this and she was breathing deeply trying to calm herself. "Edward never loved me! He didn't then, he doesn't now!" She breathes out deeply.
"Why would you think that, Isabella?" She is still trying to reign in her anger.
"Because he told me! HE told ME I was NOTHING! I was just a pet, and that you all needed to move on without me. I was growing to attached for you all. That I would never be good enough to be consider part of the 'family'!" She roars out at me.
I am momentarily stunned by this revelation. Then I think back on it and decide that is just something Fuckward would do. "give me a moment" i ground out between my teeth. I run through the woods and desecrate everything in my path. Why the hell would he break her in that way. Why would he make her want to feel like she was nothing.
After I cool off for a few more minutes I head back towards her. I swear, I can feel her so strongly her emotions get the best of me at times. And I am pissed enough without her anger piled on top of mine. I walk back and sit next to her.
"I can assure you, Isabella, that none of the family felt that ways toward you. Not even Edward. That is not what he told us, and even Rosalie would have torn him apart for treating you in such a way." I tried to explain to her.
"It doesn't matter, Jasper. It doesn't matter how they felt. All that matters is they left without so much as a fucking word to me. They couldn't have truly cared, or they would have at very least told me good-bye without just disappearing on me. And maybe one day I will get over that, but that isn't today, and probably won't be for some time. It's just hard to deal with at times."
"I know, Baby. It hurts when someone has betrayed you and not listened to you or lied to you. And we all did that to you. For that I will forever be sorry. Sorry, that we tore you apart like that." Fuck, I can't believe I said all that shit to her earlier, no wonder she was so hurt by it. Now I bring him back for her to have to face. Damn.
"You know, I would trust you and Rosalie, before any of the others now. You never lied to me, and you never tried to get close to me only to run away. Of course the past few months have given me the chance to get to know you, and I am glad that you never tried to befriend me then or I wouldn't have been able to get close to you. Ya know for a short period of time I was so pissed off at you for ruining everything for me." She slightly laughs, "then one day I was playing it over in my head, and I realized that you were the most likely to break." I turned my head to the side, what does she mean?
"Well if it would have been anyone it was you. I mean you are the one that had several 'slips', plus you are an empath, I bet if you think back to it, you would remember feeling all of their bloodlust as your own. I doubt any of them could've withstood that feeling of bloodlust and not tried to lunge. But you were always honest, and at least you tried to seperate yourself from the human." I can't believe she gets it. I swear she just gets me like no one else.
Giggles come up her throat, "Besides, I haven't meet a vampire yet who hasn't told me how good I smell. I mean, come on, I got to be a tastey morsel."
I pulled her over into my lap and laughed with her. "Mmmm." kiss, "You are," kiss,"very tastey!" She broke out into laughter. I couldn't help but love the smile that was on her beautiful face. There is nothing I wouldn't do, or give this little girl.
I changed the little pecks, and flicked my tounge across her bottom lip and then slipped it inside her hot mouth. She always tastes so good. I could never get enough of her. I pulled her legs over mine so we were facing chest to chest. I continued kissing her for a few minutes, I don't think I will ever get enough of her.
Pecking her lips one last time, I pressed our foreheads to gether and looked into those deep brown pools. "I do love you, Isabella. There is nothing in this world I wouldn't give you. And I hope that you know that. I know at times I can be an asshole. But I hope that you can overlook that part of me and love me to one day."
"Major, I could never overlook that part of you." I am more than a little bit surprised, because I thought we were making headway in our discussion. If I were human I think tears would be falling from my eyes. "Jasper, I love each part of you. Sometimes you are hard to deal with, but you wouldn't be you if you didn't have a hard side. I love all parts of you, I may not always like you," she smiles, "but everyone has a bad side. Sometimes people tend to overlook that. I would prefer to never overlook any part of you. All parts of you make up the Major I love. And without that one part of you, I don't know if I could have fallen for you. Because angry, sad, pouty, happy all of those make up you, and without them you wouldn't be who you are. So Major or Jasper, I love you too."
I don't know what to do with all the emotions filling me so I just send them out to of my body so I don't explode. Everything feels new. I feel like someone has just lit a fire deep with in me and I am burning inside out. The feelings going on inside me are devouring me. I send out all of them to Isabella. I hear her gasp at the potent emotions I have sent her.
"I love you, Isabella. I hope you always feel that around me."
"I do, Major, and I love your to." She sends me a wave of strong love. She kisses my lips once and then lays her head on my shoulder in contentment. We sit there until her stomach starts to rumble.
"As much as I love just sitting here with you we should probably go get you something to eat." I smile at her and tap her nose with my finger.
"I don't wanna, give me just a few more minutes." I pick her up and start running through the woods away from the house, we aren't ready to deal with any of them yet, and what can I say, I am a selfish bastard I want more time alone with her. I run us until we are just on the outskirts of Amarillo.
"Baby, where do you want to eat?" she mumbles something i can't even understand.
"Issabellllllaaa." I sing in her ear.
"I said a few more minutes!" Hmm. I think she may have fallen asleep on me or at least got pretty close.
"Baby, come on you gotta get up so I can feed you. Where do you want to go?"
"Mmm." she kisses the side of my neck where her face is nuzzled. "Chinese."
I let her down and grab her hand. I don't ever want to let go of her again. We walk down the street till we find what she is looking for. She goes in and orders some plain lo mein noodles with black pepper chicken. It smells disgusting, but I sit with her while she eats and hold my breath between talking.
"I am really sorry, Isabella. I will not let Edward so much as speak to you. Unless you ask him a direct question he will not even look at you. I have already told him that."
"I just don't want to have to deal with him. I know you had to do it and I probably would have done the same, why didn't they just send him back to, Carlisle though. Why did they make him come to stay with us?"
Damn I was hoping we could avoid this conversation till I knew exactly what was going on. But we will know soon enough, I plan to find them in the next few days, and then make arrangements to meet this 'Whitlock' that thought he could kill someone within my protection. It will not be pretty.
"Baby, I will tell you just not right now. Now you need to eat, we will talk about all this later." She finishes up and we head back to the lake where we were before.
Disappointed~Happy~Glad~Sad
As always tell me what you think. Remember this is my first fanfiction story and I would love to hear what you think about what goes on in my demented little head.
Bella is coming up next, see what she has to say to Edward,
And what does she think about Carlisle?