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I had a hard time with this chapter, tell me if it is what you had hoped for, or if it has loose ends I didn't fully explain.
BPOV
I'm not sure how I am feeling at this very moment, well to be honest I got so much going through my mind at the moment I don't know what end is up. I am estatic that Major and I talked over some of our issues. But I am pissed cause he brought Dickward here. Shit its just to much for one day. And on a hangover no less. Shit I just want to crawl in a warm bed and snuggle up to my Major. We are headed back to what I now call our spot next to the lake. I just needed to move around a bit to get all my food to move. I ate way to much.
"So, what are you thinking?" He asks.
"That I ate, way to much." I laugh at him.
He chuckles at me, "I figured as much, you went to town on those noodles. I don't think I have ever seen you eat that much in one sitting."
"Thats cause I never do, hence I ate way to much." I snark right back at him.
He starts swinging our hands back and forth between us as we walk, "Do you think you can deal with Edward being here. If you can't we can try to figure something else out."
"I am not sure, really. I guess I'll just have to wait till I see him, to be completely sure, ya know." I got alot of stuff going on in my head. Like, no matter what he has done he doesn't really deserve what the Voluri were planning for him. No one deserves to be treated like that, well maybe child molesters, and sex offenders in general, but for what he did, no. I would love to tear off that dick he never uses, and slap him with it a few times though. Just so he knows that he shouldn't fuck about with me. But, for now, I can't, "sigh".
"What's got you so down, Baby?" Jasper looks at me worriedly.
"I was just thinking that Edward doesn't deserve what they were planning for him, but I sure would like to get ahold of him for a few minutes. Not that I could do anything to him, but it was just a thought."
He chuckles, "I am sure Edward will probably want to go back to Volterra if he finds what you want to do to him. I can only imagine."
Evil smiles from both of us tell me he is on the right track with whatever he is thinking. I wonder if it is worse than my thoughts so I ask him what it is.
"Oh, I was just imagining what you would do to him if you were one of us." he laughs.
"Tell me what you think I would do?" I grin at him, he is a man after my own heart after all and we are both more than a little fucked up.
"I was just thinking you would probably remove his dick and shove it in his mouth, then remove his arms so he couldn't get it out for a day or two." I can't help but snort and laugh out loud, cause that definately sounds like something my mind would come up with!
I batt my eyelashes at him, grab his arm with my free hand and pull him close against me as I look up at him. "Oh Major, I truely love your twisted mind."
"I hope that ain't all you love me for, Darlin'." He wiggles his eyebrows at me and I can't help but to crack up. It's like we were just made for one another. He laughs right along with me.
We continue walking for a few minutes in a comfortable silence. I feel so happy and carefree. I don't know why I thought that he would manipulate me like I did. But I was glad that I couldn't feel that blanket over me that had been here before. I don't know maybe it was just my own mind playing tricks on me. I should have known he would never do that to me. Besides everytime he has pushed emotions or taken them from me I have been able to feel it right then.
"I hate having to tell you this, but we need to go ahead and get it out of the way. Its gonna' hurt you and I'm not sure how you are going to react. I just hope you can put some faith in me, and believe I am not gonna' let nothin' come 'tween us. Okay?" Jasper tells me in his soothing velvet voice.
"I will try to keep it together this time around," I chuckle. "Seriously, I know I have been a bitch about some things, and I am going to work towards listening to things first before I go off half-cocked. You were right earlier calling me out on starting to act like an adult. And I think for the most part that kind of snapped me out of my 'phase' if you will. I need to start thinking, and dealing with things like a normal person. So I will not be going crazy again, or at least I hope I don't."
I think sometimes everyone needs someone to call them on their bullshit. I was pissed that Jasper did earlier, but, after thinking about it some I come to the conclusion some one was going to have to be the bad guy to get me to see some sense. I am glad it was Jasper, cause I don't think anyone else could have actually got me to thinking about the way I was treating others and acting.
"Aro is starting to get bored. When vampires begin to get bored things can and do turn dangerous. History would have you believe that many wars came from others attacks, or for slavery, or money, and some of them have. But at the base of most wars are vampires.
I know when the Anglo-Spanish war started it was mostly because of Maria and I. She wanted to further her territory into the Ashwin territory. We were up against the coven Allnatt. Two mated couples and two unmated females. They were a older coven that had been bugging Maria for years. Maria actually came from Spain. She changed me right before the war started. Back then you were 21 or older before you became an 'adult' male. So I was at the right age to move around and get things done. Ships were attacked for monetary value, and the countries went to war over it thinking the other had siezed their ships. We did win, by the way." He grins.
"But when vampires get bored, either humans go to war, or lots of them die for no good explanation. It is much easier for them to think someone else has attacked them, then to think that a ghost did it. I am getting off track though. What I am trying to say is, Aro wants a war."
He paused for a minute to watch me. "When he called me to Volterra, he set us up for either attacking or loosing respect within the community. And if you lose respect in the vampire world, you have also lost your life. No one will stand up with you, and most of your coven will abandon you, especially if they are mated. So there is no way for us to get around this. We will be going to war after I have changed you and you are ready for battle. We will not be rushing into this. As a rule, we bid our time and strike back at those who have wronged us, after we have contacted our coven members, and trained. I have known some to actually wait 30 years or longer. We however, will not let this go on that long. We will strike back as soon as you and the rest of our coven is prepared to do battle."
He sat quietly for some time by my side as I thought it through. This was not good. I had never been in an actual fight in my life. It is a little worrisome at the moment though. I am sure that between the Major, Peter and Char they could get me up to par though. But I just think it is stupid to get bored and want to start a war. Vampires are so strange sometimes. All over one silly boy.
"So, Aro caught Edward ready to expose vampires, and so he called you to get you to come, so he could start a war?" Its just a tad confusing.
"Not exactly, no. Aro, called me there to say he had something that belonged to me. He was essentially saying he knows that everyone is not standing with me any longer. That someone in my coven has been reporting to him, instead of me. The coven he was refering to was Carlisle. The Cullens' are essentially under what you might call, my protection. I have lived along side them for a few years, and anyone that messes with them is basically messing with me. As I am called the God of War, most will never do that. However, the Cullen leader, 'Carlisle' was removed as leader. Someone in my coven has taken over.
Garrett, who I have found has taken over, virtually said it didn't matter who was under my protection, and decided for himself to take over. Garrett was one of my best men, he trained under me for many years, and knows what he has done. He will be ready to do battle with me. I do not yet know, however, how the other Cullens' or now known as Olympic Whitlocks' are dealing with him as leader. I will have to deal with this in the next couple of days. "
Shit, it was a lot worse than I thought. Battles and wars! I don't know how to deal with all of this. I hope the others are okay, I don't wish any actual harm to come to them. I wonder how Carlisle and Esme are doing now that he is no longer in control. And how Em was, surely he hurt him, Em is so sweet but always looking for a fight. Why would this guy, want to take over their coven anyways. And how did he?
"Isabella, this next part is probably going to be hard on you. But when a new leader takes over, he normally does this by killing the old one. Carlisle is no more." Jasper tells me in a somber voice.
Well, fuck. What am I suppose to do with that. I am still mad as hell at the Cullens' but to hear one of them has actually died is pretty depressing. I loved Carlisle for alot of things. But mostly that he took care of me. He was always bandaging me up or talking with me as a man would do his teenage child. Carlisle always just made me feel better, now he was gone.
I sit her numb for awhile, cause I can't decide how badly I am actually grieving for me, and how much I am grieving for the family. I think most of it is for the family, because I had let a large chunk of my anger, and love for them go already. Don't get me wrong, I feel awful about his passing, but to actually be in tears, I am not. He left me, and obviously he cared for me at some point, but he had let that go when he left. So I am not sure how I am suppose to feel, and I am sad that he is gone and his family will miss him. But strangely enough I am not heartbroken about it all.
I look over at Jasper and he is sitting as still as a statue. I am probably giving off signals like a severe bi-polar woman in menopause, " Its okay, Jasper. While I am sad he is gone, I am not heartbroken. I do feel extremely sorry for the others though. Do you think everyone else is okay?"
"As far as physically, yes. More than that, I do not know."
"I am strangely okay with that. I am getting really tired though. You think you could take me home so I can sleep for awhile? I will let you watch me while I sleep." I laugh.
Vampires have this wierd obsession with watching people sleep. I don't know if it is because they can't any longer or we are just that funny to watch. That is one of the things I plan on doing when I am changed, just sitting with a human and watching them sleep all night. I never could figure out the facination of it all.
"I'd like that, Baby. But only if you let me hold you." Jasper smiles.
"Hmm. I'll have to think about that, it wasn't in the previous contract, you watching me sleep." I laugh at him.
He grabs my sides and starts tickling me. I laugh till I am ready to cry before he lets me go. He then picks me up on his back and starts toward home. "Wait!" He twists me around until I am pulled to his chest.
"I want to go straight up to my room, I am tired and please don't make me face him today. I just. Its just that. Well hell I've had all I can take, and I don't want to even look at him today. I just need a day to wrap my head around this. And I don't want him to talk to me right now. I just don't think I can deal with him today, PLease." I've had all I can take today, and having to face Edward right now. I just don't think I would be able to deal with it. I need to rest and reset my brain.
"Isabella," I saw his eyes darkening. "I already told you, Edward does not have permission to speak to you until you say. He knows there will be trouble if he even looks at you wrong until you speak to him. I will not let Edward harm you in any way. He would certainly pay with his life. You are concern number one, and I will take care of you. Do you trust me to take care of you, Isabella?"
"Yes, Major," I breathe out, thinking how sexy he is with his eyes completely black, exuding complete confidence and just seeing him beside me filled me with such a completeness.
He bent forwards and sucked in my bottom lip, pulling me forwards till our chest were as close as they could get. He pulled me up into his arms Kissing down my cheeks, neck and collar bone. The wind was blowing my hair towards our faces and he gathered it back at the nape of my neck and wrapped it around his wrist and held on to the end and scalp of it.
I could feel him slow, the wind didn't move around us anylonger. The Major threw open the door with, "All of you Leave, NOW!"
The next thing I know he is laying me down gently on my bed. I can't help but smile into the Majors mouth. He is so sexy when in control. He continues kissing my lips and moves down to my collar bone and sucks the skin into his mouth. Raising me up, he lifts my shirt off, only to descend back to where he was and kisses down my chest till he has covered me with them. He pulls my bra off, throwing it to the side he looks and me and growls. I am pulled into his lap with my legs over his, he leans me backwards and flicks, nips and sucks on my nipples. I shiver from the feelings running from my breast to center.
"Mmmm. Major, feels so good." I groan out. He lies me the rest of the way back and gets out from under me. He then has both our pants off and his shirt. Starting at my knee he licks his way up to my hip bone, stopping there to suck in the skin. He pulls me further into the bed and lay between my thighs, before slipping his fingers inside while kissing my abdomen and hips. I can feel a gush of arousal, as the Major sounds as though he is growling and purring at the same time.
He flicks his tounge over my aching bud, and growls out "MINE". I can't help but to get wetter than before. I can feel my wetness running down my thighs and ass, he continues working his tounge back and forth, and his fingers in and out. I feel so ready to burst from within I let out a growl-groan of my own. The Majors fingers then push into me hard and start wiggling inside of me, feeling every pulse of his fingers, he pulls my clit into his mouth at the same time and takes short burst of hard sucking. I can't help but fall over the edge screaming out "Major!"
He pulls me up and wraps me around his front while standing, tounge forcing its way inside my mouth. I moan tasting myself on his tounge mixed with his whiskey taste, together we taste like pure ecstasy.
My back hits a wall, and one hand is holding me up while the other is still circling my already sensitive clit. "Tell me what you want."
"You, Major." Its all I can get out as my eyes are closed and my head is against the wall. He makes me feel so good, I can't think.
"Tell me, Isabella, what do you want." His fingers slow to an unbearable tormenting pace. Just enough to keep me so horny I can't get fall over the edge, but just enough to keep me there.
"I want." as I look into his black eyes, my own eyes roll back but I try my best to continue through pants "You" I breathe, "inside of me."
"Thats right, Isabella, because Only I can make you feel this good." He thrusts inside of me in one push. He doesn't stop or slow down he just keeps pumping in and out at a steady pace. Its almost as though he is hitting the exact right spot just not touching me for long enough there.
"You feel so good, Isabella. Your tight pussy, just aches for me to stay inside doesn't it?" Damn how does he know.
"Yes, Major! Stay. Forever. Mmm so good. Ung."
He keeps pumping never slowing or losing his beat. In, deep breath, out, mmm, In, out. He feels like he is filling a spot inside me I never knew was there.
"Who makes you feel this way, Isabella?" He growls out at me.
"You Major, Only you." My voice is dry, I believe every bit of fluid I have is now drained downwards. Our skin slaps together in his hard thrusts. The sound is like a beautiful song I have never heard.
"Thats right, Baby. Only I can make you feel this good." His finger and thumb roll my nipple and slide over to work the other but he never falters in his pace. He continues to just barely hit that one spot inside of me.
With one final hard thrust he stays inside of me, "MINE!" he growls out as he holds himself in that one spot I have ached for him to rub. The pulsing of his cock in that place deep within me sends me over the edge. "Yours, Major!" I scream as he gives me another thrust in the right spot. I can't contain the scream that bubbles its way out of my throat.
The Major continues to hold me against the wall both our heads resting inside the others neck. I don't ever want him to let go. Never.
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How do you think this chapter was? Need more info on anything or is everyone pretty much figured out what is going on. Just want to make sure I didn't leave out anything you may have questioned. Still lots more to go.. Try to post more tonight or tomorrow.