Erm... I' still kinda nevous... but I hope you like this cahpter. It's going to be the turning point of this fic.
Chapter 4
It hurts... inner... what? Huh... Mmmm...
And then it all came back to her, their hands on her body, the pain... wait, she couldn't feel anything...
Sakura... come back and sleep... sleep... then you won't feel the pain anymore...
"MMmm..."
And so, she fell asleep.
Sasuke POV
Sakura was now in the hospital. Unconcious with no injuries, except for the ones that she had gotten by falling down, she was fine.
When they had found her, she onlyhad bruises, but for some reason, there were tears on her cheeks
It was ridiculous. It had been two and a half days, and she was still unconcious. Tsunade-sama had already said that there was nothing wrong.
They had even tried getting Inoichi to get into her mind. But afte less than two seconds, he came out in cold sweat, panting and pale. He even vomited and fainted. When he came to, all he recalled was the wave of suffering and self-loathing that had nearly killed him in her mind.
Just what had happened?
Sakura... Sakura... Wake up, I-i'll b-be here for you... kay? Don't be afraid, okay? N-no one would hurt you.
Inner, y-you felt it too?
H-hai... N-no matter what, I'll be here for you ... Okay? I-i'm sorry... f-for not protecting you, I-
Shush... inner, it's not your fault, we both couldn't take it, i'm the one that's weak. Promise y-you'll stay with me?
Promise, well, if i don't, where else can i go?
Inner could joke, it lightned her up a little... Emm... someone was touching her shoulder.
She opened her eyes, after adjusting to the light she saw Tsunade looking at her.
"Sakura, you've finally woken up, are you okay?"
"H-huh?" She felt so tired
"Pff... pathetic"
Her eyes widened. That voice... She turned to where the voice came from and saw Naruto, Kakashi and Sasuke.
*GASP*
NO!NO! GET AWAY FROM ME! GET AWAY! PLEASE! NO!
Her head hurt. She grabbed it and tried to hide beneath her blanket.
A hand landed on her shoulder.
"Sakura"
It... it sounded just like... like...
Flashback
"Sakura, Sakura, beautiful" The snake as Sasuke said and licked her ear"
His hands roamed her body, tracing her curves and cupping her. he tasted her, scaring and shocking her with his cold snake-like tongue.
Sasuke POV
"GY-YAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH" She screamed an ear-splitting scream that was full of agony. She writhed and turned and screamed until finally she looked at them.
He was shocked. Her eyes were red and teary and her face was contorted in such away, it seemed inhman. Agony an suffering were displayed on her face.
She breathed heavily, turning from side to side, eyes flittng from left to right.
After thirty minutes or so, she suddenly went still. tears streamed from her eyes and the atmosphere became cold and frigid.
And she laughed. It terrified him. It was cold and sickening and evil.
Finally she calmed down after a while. And then she fainted.
She was scared, so so so scared, the Sasuke here seemed so much like the cruel Sasuke from the Genjutsu, she couldn't help it. Inner had tried to be brave and help her, but even she felt scared. After some time, she just stopped. She was so scared that she went numb. Inner promsed to protect her, but it was no use, that little inside part of her. Deep, deep down, it was shattered, frightened, and now just barely glued back.
But she had to protect inner, just as inner had tried to protect her, to keep her safe. To protect themselves, but to do that... how far did she have to go... she was willing to go as far as she had to... she was just scared... so so scared of men now... It seemed as if they were all going to hurt her...
And then, she just stopped. She stopped thinking with a purpose. It just came. The iciness. The promise to never love anyone. To live to hurt, to live to hate... and nothing could stop her. Not even Naruto.
She smiled... and laughed out her bitterness. She promised again, to protect her and only her... who cared if love got in the way? She would become the mother of darkness. The favor of death. Cruelty's favored and cherished. None would harm her, the only thing that would hurt her was herself...
She promised herself once again, that she would overcome her fear, and become strong.
She was discharged from the hospital after two days, she went immediately to train, but she couldn't. She was terrified of being near her teammates, terrified of what might happen. When she went to the the training grounds, and saw Sasuke, she became terrified, before pushing it down to determination. She had to do this. She had to do this.
She had to fight Sasuke... she felt afraid... of what might happen... of what could happen...
He was smirking at her... he thought she was weak... nevertheless, she had to do this. If she never overcame her fears, what could she do?
She stood in front of him, when suddenly, a horrible kind of feeling overcame her... she needed to take revenge... for the so called weakness that he saw in her... when she had overcome this by herself... she would take her revenge...
"Okay, Sakura, Sasuke, the both of you fight," Kakashi said.
She raced to him, all the while pumping chakra through her arms and legs. Preparing to strike.
It happened too fast. One minute, she was running in his direction, ready to land a blow on him, the next minute, she was against the tree, with Sasuke behind her holding her arms behind her back and his face near her ear.
"Give up Sakura, you can never win against me,"
"P-please..." She was scared now.
He wouldn't, would he? Not in front of them...
"Keh... Pathetic, asleep for two days while there was nothing wrong with you..." And he pushed her down, so that her back was on the floor, and he was on top of her. His knee was close to her crotch now... that very same place that they had touched her...
His hands were on either side of her neck. She panicked.
Inner... help me... please... he...he..
Her heart's subconcious was going crazy, they had to fight... they had to be strong... HE COULD HURT THEM! He... he... he might... her... again...
Something flashed through her, like a bolt of electricity, only it was warmer, but, at the same time, it was hot and cold, and full of anger.
How dare he... how dare he call her weak... after all that pain... and humiliation...
Her eyes narrowed... he was weak enough, she could take him on...
It was like she was a whole different person, inner could only watch through the red haze that Sakura was seeing through. In a despearte attempt to save herself from pain, the other parts of her, the chaotic and shattered part of her was mixing through her...
Sakura had used her head, literally, and had knocked Sasuke hard, making fall from above her to a nearby tree, his kunai leaving a mark on her neck.
She got up, and when she felt the wound and the blood trickling down her neck, down to her collarbone... it all went downhill...
So he would really do it huh... he would really hurt her... heh
"HAHAHAHAHA!"
She laughed out, smiling with narrowed eyes... so he really wanted to hurt her... hah...
She cracked her knuckles, time to die... Sasuke-kun...
She lashed out at him with an awful chakra, her anger propelling her faster and faster at Sasuke. Unknown to her, she was taking energy non-stop from some source, and was throwing all that energy at Sasuke.
When he finally could not keep up with her and turned his Sharingan on, she somehow got inner out of her via chakra and turned his Sharingan off.
She leapt toward Sasue and punched him as hard as she could. The bloodlust was getting to her. The need to hurt and maim this person who called her weak, until a hand landed on her shoulder.
A hand that led to a source that was more powerful than her...
She turned around to face Kakashi, well, that was what she should have seen, instead, she saw something that scared her, she saw his eyes... those red eyes...
Sakura-chan... Sakura...
She could only see those red eyes... the long black hair...
She could feel that snake-like tongue... the slimy hands, probing and touching her body...
She panicked.
NO! NO! He...he... he's helping him... he's going to hurt me... I... I...
H-help... help...
She was suffocating... that terror that went through her when she saw him... those hands... Would he hurt her?
Inner... help...
She didn't even realise that she was breaking apart inside again...
And, as if she were dying, black covered her alreday warped vision, and she fell into her inner's warm and safe embrace, protecting her spirit from the terror it could no longer take.
Whe she awoke again, she was in a room of white, and the smell of disinfectant overrode her senses. She was here again...
She was weak... She... she would have to. She woud have to become the Devils favored, The Lover of Death, The Taker of Life... She vowed... she would never be the one in pain... ever...
Exactly three days from when she came back to Konoha, Haruno Sakura disappeared, and with her, went the forbidden secrets of Konoha.
Do you think it's okay? For later chapters, I'm going to write a little about Sakura during her time and then fast foward to when she's 16. Oh, and in case you didn't know, she is currently 13. Also, inner Sakura became cruel because she experienced the whole thing with Sakura while trying to protect her. Also, Sasuke is going to get a visit from Orochimaru again, and he will probably go with him. I'm going too write that out in later chapters.
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