I'd been reading for ten hours… And finally, I understood…
Tears dripped onto my cheeks as I read the last page, shaking my head at my stupidity, at her stupidity.
"Silly girl." I muttered, reaching to wipe my eyes, "How could you be so fucking stupid?" I roared, pushing my chair back from the desk and standing up.
I grabbed the manuscript and paced the room, reading the last page over and over as everything processed in my head.
He had a dream, a dream so big I didn't know if it included me.
All I could do was hope, but I didn't want to tag along and never let go of him, if what he wanted was to move on from me.
So I stopped that problem. I left him.
If we went to different colleges, he'd find someone else, someone better than me who he'd love more than the dwindle he ever felt between us.
If we went to the same college, the same thing would happen, only I'd have to stop and watch while he lived his life with another girl.
It was the biggest mistake of my life.
I should never have left him.
Everyday I feel like turning back the clock and changing my mind, because our love is simply something I can't live without.
So, if I could say one thing to him right now… I know exactly what it would be…
I'm sorry, and I love you.
I shut my eyes as I crushed the manuscript to my chest, "I love you too Bella."