Thanks for the reviews. As always they were greatly appreciated. Hope you enjoyed the last few chapters. Writing smut is not my strong suit, so I am glad most of you enjoyed it ;)

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PurpleLover92- Yeah I hated Glen on S.O.N so I figured it would be a challenge to make him likable. Gram and Ash will be just fine. I wanted to show another side of Ash, so I threw Jack in there. I was even a bit touched writing it. I don't know about Spashley kids in this one but IF I do a sequel it would probably include some. LOL there will def. be more chapters like that one. Like this one ;)

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I own nothing but my imagination. I also own Miranda, Alyssa, Casey and Gram.


This chaper is rated M. Very, Very, Very M.


Spencer's P.O.V.

I quickly pushed her on her back and climbed on top of her. Her lips parted and she let out a gasp when our centers touched. After pulling her arms up over her head and pinning her down I leaned in for a kiss. The kiss was gentle but then turned hungry and heated. I removed my tongue from her mouth and trailed it down her chin, over her slender neck and then back up to her ear. She shivered underneath me.

"It's my turn to make you squirm." I whispered in her ear. After biting down on her neck and then soothing the tender flesh with my tongue I went back up to her ear.

"It's my turn to make you beg." I licked her ear and then sucked the lobe into my mouth.

"It's my turn to make your body ache with anticipation." I switched ears and repeated the motion.

"It's my turn to make you cum screaming my name." I pulled back and looked down at her. I don't know where the boldness came from but I kind of liked it. Being on top of her, making her whimper at just my words made me feel very much in control. It was empowering.

A mixture of surprise and desperation painted on her face. Her eyes went dark and she squirmed trying to let her hands loose from my grip.

"It's my turn to make love to you." I laid a gentle and passionate kiss on her lips.

Her body went limp as she finally relaxed her arms and surrendered herself to me.

I will admit I was a little nervous on the drive here and even when I started undressing. Of course I am downplaying that. I was extremely nervous. This would be my first time with a girl. And Ashley meant a lot to me, I didn't want to let her down. I wanted to be perfect. I needed to be perfect. I knew she would be amazing. And OH MY was she amazing. The one thing I had on my side was that I was a girl. I knew what I liked. I knew what turned me on. I knew what was where. I could do this. I just had to stop thinking and go with it. My very beautiful and incredibly sexy girlfriend was naked and waiting underneath me. What was I waiting for?

I let go of her hands that I was holding onto above her head and very slowly raked my fingers down her arms. She shivered again below me, arching herself into me. My hands found her hard nipples and began to pinch them and knead them against my palms. I moved my body down and nestled myself in between her legs. I could feel how wet she was when my stomach pressed up against her center.

She smirked down at me "Only for you baby." It came out as a whisper and ended with a whimper.

Leaning my head down I slipped my tongue out and licked the tip of her nipple. She let out a quiet moan never taking her eyes off of me. I moved over and did the same with the other eliciting another moan.

I never thought in a million years I would ever be this addicted to another woman's body. I wanted Ashley more than I had ever wanted anyone. Like I had never wanted anyone. I wanted to touch and taste inch of her soft, tanned skin. The want and desire inside of me was flowing through me like lava.

As I moved lower to her extraordinary abs my mind shut off and my body took over. Just a little taste of the sweet skin of her stomach was enough to flip the switch. As I licked and sucked on every inch of the ink painted on her skin I lost control. And losing control felt so good…so freeing.

Leaving those perfectly sculptured abs I moved even lower. Kissing my way down, slipping a tongue out every other kiss. I could taste the saltiness and essence that was Ashley. The scent of her arousal was making me insane.

I had gotten used to being in love with Ashley. I had gotten used to kissing her and making out with her. However this, this was something completely new and extremely unfamiliar. I wanted her, every single part of her. As I found myself hovering over her center my thoughts came back to me. She is so beautiful, she smells so good. I love this woman. I need her. I can do this. I want to do this.

I looked up at Ashley once again. She smiled and the smile told me "It's okay."

I spread her legs further apart and I could see how wet she was. I dipped my tongue in to taste and instantly moaned. She tasted exactly how I knew she would. Incredible. Dipping my tongue in again I slid it up to her clit and took it between my lips. She jerked upwards and whimpered. Slowly I started a rhythm of licking and sucking and I was loving the reaction I was getting from her. She was a complete mess. She was writhing beneath me and mumbling words incoherently. Just as she had done I slowly slid two fingers into her never taking my tongue off of her. But once I was inside of her I could only focus on that. She was so warm and wet. She felt amazing.

"Spence. You feel so good." She groaned.

I started slowly moving my fingers in and out of her. She begged for more so I added another finger. I could feel her pulsing around my fingers. I could feel her tighten around them. I watched her. I watched her lips part. I watched her body arch. I watched her eyes shut. She threw her head back and moaned again, this time louder and needier.

"Oh God baby. Don't stop. Please don't stop." Why would I stop? Watching her moan, whimper, squirm and cuss as I touched her in every intimate way was becoming an addiction. An addiction that I welcomed.

She was close. She just told me. I found her talking almost out of breath very much a turn on.

I leaned down and took her clit into my mouth again sucking it gently.

"Fuuuuuck Spen-cer."

And that did it. Her body arched up into me. She gripped the bed sheets. Her mouth wide open as the orgasm ripped through her. She came hard and I pulled out my fingers and replaced them with my tongue. I could never get tired of this. Her taste was unique and amazing, almost intoxicating. Feeling bolder now I plunged my tongue deep inside of her. She jerked into me.

"Ooooh God."

I started sliding my tongue in and out of her. Slowly at first just to explore. Her moaning escaladed and she was almost riding my face. Her hands had found my hair and were pulling and pressing down. I quickened the pace as she started whimpering and panting hard. My hand found a neglected breast and massaged the hardened nipple.

She came again and I watched her chest heaving and her abs stretching. Her hands were gripping the bed sheet again and her knuckles were white. She lifted herself off of the bed and I plunged my tongue in one last time. She was so extremely wet and I couldn't help but lap up her cum.

I couldn't believe what I had just done. But it was amazing and I wanted to keep doing it. What had gotten into me?

Oh right, Ashley.

When she finally relaxed I slowly moved up her body. She greeted me with a loving smile and pulled me into her arms. I laid fully on top of her and rested my head on her chest.

This must be what heaven is like.

After we both caught our breath I slid off of her so I was laying in her side. My face in the crook of her neck, she leaned down and kissed my forehead. I was so tired I nearly nodded off but the feeling of wetness on my face startled me. I looked up at Ashley and her eyes were full of emotion, tears laying on both of her cheeks.

"It's okay baby." I reached up and smoothed away the tears and kissed her perfect lips.

"I'm sorry. I just..I don't know. God Spence, I'm just so happy." I moved some hair off her sweaty forehead.

"That was all just so overwhelming and…intense." Cupping my face she pulled me into a warm and soft kiss. "Wow Spence. You were…I don't have any words for once."

I smiled almost shyly. "Are you sure this was your first time with a woman?"

"Yes." I chuckled. "It was you Ashley. You have a way of bringing that out of me. I've wanted you for so long. Now that I have you, I wanted all of you." And there's my shy smile again.

"Well you got all of me. That's for sure." She smirked and I know my face was beet red.

She laughed at my embarrassment. "Awe baby don't be like that."

She rolled over on top of me and whispered in my ear.

"You looked so fucking hot with your face between my legs." Her tongue was now on the shell of my ear and suddenly shivers ran down my spine.

"Nobody. Nobody has even come close to making me feel what you did Spence." Ugh. I hated the fact that she was with other girls, women. And a lot of them.

"Again can we not talk about the other women you have been with?" I pushed her off just enough so I could see her face.

"Forget them Spence. I have. You are the only woman I have ever made love to. I don't care about those girls. I never did."

"That doesn't make it easier." And I wish we weren't talking about them right now after we just made love.

"How about we do something to take your mind off of those other girls?" She read my mind.

"What did you have in mind?" I wiggled my eye brows.

"A long….HOT…. shower." Her hand starting trailing downwards.

After a pleasurable shower experience. Excuse me incredibly pleasurable shower experience. We were back in bed. Sleep came fast.


As I laid there in her warm arms I felt a wave of complete and utter bliss wash over me. I had never felt so happy, so loved, so… in love. Sure I felt those things with Aiden. But not like this. Not this strongly. Not this certain. I was 100 percent, absolutely, deeply, intensely, undeniably and uncontrollably in love with this woman. And I knew her love for me was just as strong.

She shifted slightly and kissed my nose.

"Whatcha thinking about?"

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to wake you with my deep thoughts."

"You didn't. I've been awake for a while. I was just too damn comfortable to move."

"We have to get up at some point." I groaned.

"Some point meaning sometime this afternoon right?"

"This afternoon?" I looked over at the clock. It was just after 8 a.m. I can't believe we were already up considering we were up to nearly 3.

"Did you have plans?" I asked her while lacing our fingers together.

"Yep. And they involve you and me, making love at least 2 more times, followed by another long, hot, extremely satisfying shower and then a nap."

I shook my head and smiled at her.

"As tempting as that sounds I have to get back up to the hospital. They might release Gram today. You want to come with me?"

"Absolutely. I can't wait to see Gram again." My heart just melted. I loved that she and Gram had a connection.

"You make me so happy." I caressed her face softly and she took my hand and kissed it.

"You make it easy." Awe, she's so sweet.

"I love you Ash." I can never say it enough.

"I love you too." Or get tired of hearing it.

"You know what would make me really happy?"

"I have an idea." She started massaging my inner thigh and as much as I was ready for another round. There was something I wanted more. Crazy , I know.

"Yes that. But not right now." I pulled her hand off of my thigh. She pouted.

"What would make you really happy Spence?"

"Pancakes. Lots of them." I was starving.

"Pancakes?"

"Mmmm. Will you make some for me baby?"

"Me?" Well I sure wasn't cooking them.

"Do you even have anything in the kitchen?"

"Yep. Dad brought over like 7 grocery bags full last night."

"I don't know Spence. You've already turned me into your sex slave. Now I have to cook for you too."

I laughed. "So you would rather have me cook them?" I looked at her like she was crazy.

"Good point. Just call me your personal chef." She gave me an ear to ear smile.

We reluctantly got out of bed and were now in the kitchen. I was sitting on top of the counter watching her cook.

I couldn't take my eyes off of her. She was wearing nothing but a white tank top and her light blue boy shorts. Yep. I was definitely addicted to Ashley. I could start my own AA meetings. Of course the AA would stand for Ashleyholics Anonymous. I'm sure I could get some people to come. Ugh. I could not wait to show the world she was mine. Back off bitches.

Next thing I knew I was behind her and my hands were snaking around her waist.

"As my own personal chef I promise to give you daily raises if you promise to always dress like this while preparing my meals." I bit down on her shoulder, soothed the spot with my tongue then ran my tongue up to her ear. I faintly heard a gasp as her head leaned back into me.

"I had something else in mind." She shrugged. "But if this is what you like."

"Really? And what did you have in mind?"

"A chef's hat." She would look so cute in a chef's hat.

"And what else would you wear with this chef's hat?"

She turned around in my arms and started kissing my neck. When she reached my ear it was her turn to whisper.

"Nothing."

I pulled her into a long, hungry, hot kiss.

"I like your idea better."

"Mmmm. I thought you would. Now go sit you naughty ass down. Your pancakes are almost ready." She slapped my ass and winked.

I sat down at the table waiting patiently. Getting a good view of my girlfriend's perfect body as she leaned over to get something out of the fridge. As she reached into the cupboard to get a plate I caught sight of her sexy abs and started to get hot and bothered again.

What was wrong with me?

We had already had sex three times. Twice in bed and then in the shower. I had had more orgasm's in the last 12 hours than I could count and here I was imagining throwing her onto the counter and having a different kind of breakfast.

I was snapped out of my dirty but thoroughly pleasant thoughts by a plate being sat down in front of me. Awe, I had the most wonderful girlfriend anyone could ask for. She made me heart shaped pancakes with strawberries in them and whipped cream on the top.

"Awe baby these look really good. How did you know I liked strawberries in my pancakes?"

"I make it my point to learn everything about you Spence. I don't just ask you random questions." I knew she was up to something with my dad.

"I meant it, what I said earlier. You make me so happy."

"You make me happy too. You're stuck with me ya know?" She sat down on my lap and put her arms around me.

"You say that like it's a bad thing." She leaned in and kissed me softly.

Grabbing my hand she swiped some whipped cream with my finger and brought it to her lips. She slid her tongue out and licked the tip before taking my finger into her mouth.

"Mmmm. Almost as good as you." She moaned. I blushed.

She slid off of me and started walking away.

"Better eat your pancakes before they get cold."

She knew she had turned me. She just got up and walked away. She was not playing fair.

"Tease." I said just under my breath.

She just laughed and started preparing to make more pancakes.


We made it up to the hospital by noon and Gram was so excited to see us. We both gave hugs and sat down on her bed with her.

She looked over at Ashley and then at me. Then at Ashley again and then at me. She looked like she was trying to figure something out. What was she doing?

Then finally a smile crept its way to her face. A full on, wide mouthed, kid on Christmas day smile.

"You two finally had sex didn't ya?" Oh goodness.

"Gram!"

Ashley just sat there next to me laughing.

Gram grabbed me hand and moved closer to me. "How was it?" She wiggled her eyebrows.

Oh boy! Gram might have hit her head pretty hard. But she was perfectly okay. She was Gram.


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