AN: Hi! These are all reposted from my tumblr. maleighe(dot)tumblr(dot)com. Just a bunch of Sebrek drabbles that were prompted! Enjoy! Review! Prompt!
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Sebastian walked into his and Derek's shared dorm room after summer break to find Derek hooking up with some Dobry girl. He had a look that was a mix of disgust and hurt on his face. He slammed the door and decided to walk to the Warbler's hall to arrive early to their first meeting.
As he made his way down the hall, he felt a familiar pair of arms wrap aroung his waist. He looked back and saw Derek had decided to pretend he wasn't just hooking up with some girl.
Sebastian untangled himself from Derek's grasp and spun to face Derek. Derek gave him a smile.
"Hey, I'm glad you're b-"
"No. You don't just get to come here and- and hook up with some skank and pretend nothing happened!" The boy was fuming. Derek tried to quiet him down, but when that failed, he dragged the boy into an empty room. Sebastian continued to yell at the boy in front of him.
"We were together this summer! Did that mean nothing to you? Did you forget about me in the weeks we spent apart after the weeks we spent together?" Derek had tried to place a hand on the boy's shoulder to calm him, but he just shrugged it off. He turned away from Derek, having heard enough from the boy.
"It was just a fling," Derek tried to explain. Sebastian snapped his head back to Derek.
"That was a fling?" Sebastian's voice was rising as he moved closer, invading the athlete's personal space. "You said you loved me! You can't just say that and then change your mind. That's just toying with people's emotions!"
Derek looked scared of the boy as he backed away. Sebastian just followed him, cornering him against a wall. "I was drunk, and I didn't really know-"
"You're just making excuses!" Sebastian looked Derek in the eyes. "You're just scared. A scared little boy." When Derek didn't say anything, he continued.
"Did you know, I innocently danced with a boy on vacation. No spark, at all. But, I still felt like Ifucking cheated! I knew we weren't together officially, and I still felt like that." Sebastian put his head down and started sobbing into his hand. Derek wasn't sure what he was supposed to do in the situation.
"Seb-"
"Don't call me that!" Derek flinched back at the poison in Sebastian's words.
Sebastian stormed out of the room, continuing to head to the Warbler's hall. He stopped outside the door to compose himself, and entered when he was ready. He sat down and zoned out at the beginning. It was mostly review for him, anyway.
Midway through the meeting, Sebastian couldn't take it. He needed to get his feelings, or say something.
So, when the council asked if anyone wanted to sing something about their summer they could. Sebastian's hand shot straight up, and the council called him up.
He pulled his Ipod out, and handed it to one of the Warblers to play the music.
As the music played, he began to sing.
There's a fine, fine line between a lover and a friend.
There's a fine, fine line between reality and pretend.
And you never know 'til you reach the top if it was worth the uphill climb.
There's a fine, fine line between love, and a waste of time.
He'd figured that he made the whole thing up in his head. Everything had started to blur when they got drunk a few nights and hooked up. Maybe it really was his fault. He never said anything to Derek (unless they were drunk).
There's a fine, fine line between a fairy tale and a lie;
And there's a fine, fine line between "You're wonderful" and "Goodbye."
I guess if someone doesn't love you back it isn't such a crime,
But there's a fine, fine line between love, and a waste of your time.
He'd heard it enough times before. The whole 'I love you' thing, and then everyone always left. That's why he'd started whoring himself out. He'd felt he could at least have someone pay attention and stay for one thing. He would finally be wanted.
And I don't have the time to waste on you anymore.
I don't think that you even know what you're looking for.
For my own sanity, I've got to close the door, and walk away…
Oh…
But enough is enough. He's going to stop everything between any ex-lovers. No more meaningless sex.
No more Derek. Derek needs to figure out who he is on his own, because Sebastian's pretty sure he's not as straight as a ruler as everyone thinks. More like a bendy ruler.
But, Sebastian wants something real. Like some of that fairy tale shit he used to read to his little sister.
Tears stung his eyes as he thought of his summer.
There's a fine, fine line between together and not
And there's a fine, fine line between what you wanted and what you got.
He shrugged at the lines, a bitter chuckle escaping his lips. Anything to keep from crying in front of everyone.
He put the last of his emotions into the end of the song.
You gotta go after the things you want while you're still in your prime…
There's a fine, fine line between love, and a waste of time.
Sebastian's voice cracked on the last note as a lone tear rolled down his cheek.
Once the music ended, everyone sat shocked. No one had ever seen Sebastian so raw.
Before anything could be said, Sebastian got up to go to the main office.
He was planning on having his roommate changed.
