So the whole thing behind this was that Remus was caught having emotions, whereas Sirius was caught with alcohol. It was the only way I could get it to work, lol. Just thought I'd explain in case there was any confusion.
He promised me.
He told me he would stop drinking and I walk in on him drinking whiskey! I should be angry. I should feel cold and disgusted. But I can't. All I can do is cry. I try to keep how I feel hidden from him, so that he won't know I'm as weak as I really am. I need to be strong - for him.
And I'm caught.