I think this chapter closes the whole alcoholism spike, though we may revisit this for lack of inspiration. Warning: I think this whole think is really just going to be super depressing. Lol.
I think he sneaks the alcohol sometimes, when it just gets too hard, but I try to overlook this. We're moving on. We've passed this hurdle, and we can get back to us. Me and him. The way it should be. The way it was. He's trying, I know he is, and he's doing it because I was so worried. It's for me. I shouldn't ask for more, but I do. I ask that Sirius be strong, stronger than I am, someday.
I hope it comes soon.