It seems my update prediction will hold partially true. It is just that I have had to bottle in all the Drew for weeks now. And that is not healthy.
::mascaraeyes::
xvi. meet the eye
there is more to a girl than meets the e.y.e
and the eye will, of course, be coated with mascara
and pink eyeliner that points away from the truth
and eye shadow that shadows the past and masks the present
and you should never judge a book by its cover
but you can definitely judge a girl by her ability to use foundation
because if she can't mask the imperfections of her skin,
how is she supposed to pretend she's perfect through-and-through?
and it's the inner beauty that matters most
but the outer beauty is p.r.e.t.t.y important, too
and of course there is more to a girl than who she pretends to be
but what if there isn't?
what if she's exactly who she is,
and that her is flaw-full and moody and not very nice-nice-sugar-and-spice?
what if, my darling, what if I am just a bitch?
what if there is nothing more to me than a social-ladder-climbing backstabber?
what if my biggest fear is real?
and what if you never reassure me, what if you never say
nonono, darling, of course you are not just a bitch
of course you are actually deep-down-nice
but you can't answer me, darling
because you are my reflection and reflections never answer