[Transcript of Therapy session of John Watson and Dr. Ella Jenkins]
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EJ: The stuff that you wanted to say, but didn't say it.
JW: Yeah?
EJ: Say it now.
JW: No. Sorry I can't.
EJ: John?
JW: It's not what I didn't say it's… He was so…
EJ: So what, John?
JW: People called him a freak, or worse. Criminals, clients, detectives or complete strangers would say horrible, horrible things to him. When we first met, he was always so surprised when I'd complimented him. He always acted like people calling him a freak or a machine didn't bother him, but…
It hurt. Every. Time. It hurt.
But, you know, he never let on. He always had a comeback and…
That last day. We were sitting in Bart's and I got the call about Mrs. Hudson and…
I yelled at him. I called him a machine, and I left. It was the last thing I said to him before...
He was my best friend, and in his last moments, I was just as cruel as everybody else. None of the times I said how amazing or brilliant he was matter because that last time I hurt him just like everyone else. I can never...
He's gone and I can never, ever make it right. I was his final bully.