New chapter, yayyyy! I hate it though, well the ending at least. Okay so I know I didn't say this earlier in the story but Jake, Jesse and Justin are not who you'd imagine they were. Well Jesse is. So Jake is Louis Tomlinson from One Direction, google him if you don't know who he is. Jesse is Drew Roy who played Jesse in Hannah Montana and I used Joshua Bowman who's Miley's co-star in So Undercover as Justin. It was only because Cody Linley and Justin Gaston are not really that attractive to me so I changed them! Sorry if it's confusing.

Also, I don't know what happened with my writing in the middle section with the drugs, I just thought I'd add it in.

Enjoy :)

Miley POV

'So he just left?', asks Demi as we lay on her bed.

After the party last night I didn't want to go home so I stayed with Demi. Nick had left after our argument and I haven't seen or heard from him since. I'd stayed in the bathroom after he left for another ten minutes before going back to the party. Selena and Taylor had came by with Justin and Jacob and I'd stood talking to them for a while before talking to Emily and Mandy who also called in for a while. Demi knew something was wrong with me and when I'd told her she said I could stay with her. The argument last night might have just been me freaking out but Demi understands my point of view.

I nodded and Demi pouted.

'Stupid little weasel', Demi huffs and I laugh.

'It's fine. Is Joe coming over to help with the packing?', I ask and Demi nods.

'Is Nick coming?', I ask quietly and she nods again. I exhale a deep breath and she giggles.

'Everything will be okay, just talk to him. If he's still acting like a jerk then fuck him, he's not worth it',

'Dems, is Joe worth it?',

'What d'ya mean?',

'You know what I mean',

'What's you and Nick got to do with Joe and I?',

'I don't know, I just... I think, maybe, I could... possibly...',

'You're falling for Nick?',

'No. I've fell already, I'm in love with him Demi', I state quietly and Demi looks at me openmouthed.

'Even after last night?',

'Yeah, even after that. Stupid huh?',

'Well if you guys can work it out, maybe you could get together',

'Demi, he hates me',

'He doesn't hate you. We're talking about the same Nick, right? He's smitten with you',

'I don't know, I think last night changed his mind a little',

'Well if it has then he's a fucking idiot', Demi smiles.

Just then we hear the front door knocking and footsteps to come up the stairs and just behind Demi the door opens and Joe and Nick walk in. Joe waves to me and Demi jumps up to kiss him. Nick looks at me awkwardly and I pout my lips and turn around to face the wall. I'm not giving him the satisfaction of thinking that what he done was right. I'm a little stubborn, it's one of those qualities I have that I'm not really proud of, it gets me in trouble sometimes.

'Miles, it's almost noon. Get up, we have to start packing',

'Fine!', I groan as I get up and climb across the bed and stand up, Nick smiles at me and I just walk towards Demi's closet. Joe and Nick start to pack up some of the stuff under Demi's bed, Demi's looking through some of her old stuff and I'm packing up her clothes.

'Dems, some of these clothes are terrible. How did you ever wear some of this shit?', I ask an hour later.

I'd already packed two boxes of Demi's stuff that I wouldn't be embarrassed to wear. Now it was down to the stuff that make me think my best friend is insane. Multicolored sweaters, brown suede skirts, a fluffy green scarf. This stuff is seriously bad. Thank God she has me to advise her on what to wear. No, I'm just kidding but she does ask my opinion on a lot of her outfits. I'm not saying all my clothes are perfect and I don't make a few mishaps when it comes to looking 'perfect' but I have good intuition when it comes to fashion.

'They are Dallas' hand me downs from when I was thirteen, they were stylish back then', Demi calls into me and I laugh.

'Bullshit, Demi this stuff is seriously bad',

'Well then throw it out',

'Oh believe me I will',

'Hey Miles, come see this', Demi shouts for me and I walk out of her closet wearing a bright pink leotard and a green tutu. I decided to play dress up with some of her costumes while I was in there. I look pretty damn awesome as a luminous ballerina.

'What the fuck is that?', asks Joe as Demi and Nick are laughing.

'This is what your girlfriend wears while masturbating', I joke and Demi's face straightens.

'Well we all know that's a lie, Demi doesn't masturbate. That's what I'm for...', smiles Joe and Demi cuts him off with a slap to the arm. I laugh and Demi waves me over.

'What is it?', I ask kneeling on the floor beside her.

'Remember those old scrapbooks?',

'How can I forget. We used to take pointless pictures just to glue them in', I laugh and look at the scrapbook Demi has in her hands.

'Hey, there's our first day of elementry school', I laugh and point at the picture of Demi and I smiling in my kitchen.

Every year my mom would take pictures of my brothers and sisters on our first day of a new year at school and then because Demi and I were really close from kindergarten and our moms had become friends and we would do everything together, Demi was included in most family-like occasions. So on the first day of elementry school, Demi's mom brought Demi to my house and we got our picture taken.

'We look so cute', I smile

'Very modest Miles, I was so chubby', laughs Demi

'You were not, that's puppy fat. Oh My God, my two front teeth are missing', I gasp at the end and Demi laughs again. She turns over the page and it's a picture of Demi's seventh birthday party.

'Hey I got my teeth back', I joke and Demi smiles. Joe and Nick are standing behind us looking over our shoulders at the scrapbook. I hear Nick chuckle and lower my head and smile to myself. When I lift my head Demi's smiling mischievously at me.

'Hey Miles look, our first time at Magic Mountain. My tenth birthday. Remember you got on that ride and you started freaking out? That was hilarious',

'I don't remember, which ride?',

'The ride that I actually can't remember the name of. The one that went really fast and spun a little and you started screaming that you were gonna puke',

'Oh yeah, that ride! Those were the best three and a half minutes of my life', I laugh sarcastically as I get up to go lift my can of pepsi.

'Oh My God Miles, it's you and the douche', Demi says as I turn around and look at the picture she's holding up. Jake.

'Oh THAT asshole, yeah he was great, he knew how competitive I was and decided to challenge me by dating other girls. Two-timing little prick', I laugh and Nick and Joe just look at me, they look a little shocked by my little outburst. I like being unpredictable.

'That's nothing, what about that other prick you dated?',

'Justin?',

'Yeah that cunt', laughs Demi as I come back over to sit with her.

'I hear he lives in Santa Barbara now, thank God. Two months with him was far too long',

'Are all your ex's douchebags?', ask Joe. Nick has so far stayed quiet. Probably scared incase I said something about him. I don't know why, honestly I have nothing against him. I'm just letting him suffer for a while until I decide to forgive him. If he apologizes and if he does then I will too.

'Pretty much. The only decent one I had was Jesse',

'Jesse Newton?',

'Yeah, he moved away though. I think he lives in Atlanta now',

'He was on my football team', says Nick, it's the first time he's spoke in over ten minutes.

'I was too young for boyfriends anyway. A serious relationship at fifteen is too much hassle. That's why I don't date many people. I'm just... living. I'm having fun, I'm planning my future, I'm hanging out with my friends and not trying to please anyone but myself. Selfish it may be but I'm not going to go out of my way to please people if they're not worth it', I explain and all three of them just look at me. Wow, nice speech Miles!

'Miles get out here', I hear Demi laugh hysterically from her bedroom. I'm back in her closet, sorting through shoes, she has more shoes than I do! I walk out to her bedroom and she's smiling coyly at me.

'Look what I have', she smiles and I look at the little clear bag and the bong in her hands. A bong! Seriously! Demi and aren't drug addicts, we tried a little recreational drug use last year and I guess this is what is left over. Demi had let me try it after her little phase with drugs. The room is a huge cloud of smoke. They've started without me?

'You bastards smoked it without me?', I complain and Nick and Joe just smirk at me before laughing.

'There's still some left, here', Demi offers and as much as my willpower is telling me to say no, I accept the offer and start smoking it. I told you I hadn't mastered temptation yet!

So here we are, most of Demi's stuff in boxes waiting for her to move tomorrow and all four of us laying on her bed, stoned. We're all giggling and talking complete and utter crap when I look to my left and Joe and Demi are making out. I scrunch my face up to show how disgusted I am but they don't care and I look at Nick who's laying beside me on his phone.

'Okay, I'm leaving you anti-social weirdos', I say as I get up off the bed and they all turn to look at me.

'Why?', asks Demi. As if she doesn't know!

'Because you and Joe are making out and Nick and I are sitting like two lost souls',

'Well if you BOTH got over that argument from last night, you could maybe talk to each other or at least be civil', Demi says looking from Nick and back to me.

'I will when Nick apologizes', I state and I see Nick's face straighen.

'Why should I apologize? You're the one that freaked out over nothing',

'It wasn't nothing, what happened may not have been your fault but you still laughed and it fucking hurt, Nick', I say, I feel my eyes start to tear up and I finally crack at the end of the sentence. I walk out of the room and into the bathroom. Wow, history repeating itself!

Why am I crying? Why am I so fucking weak? Why did I think that Nick and I could be friends? We've already fought twice in the last week, why can't I just tell him to fuck off? Because I love him? Maybe. Because of how he makes me feel? Maybe. Oh My God Miley! You are such a girl! I've never got this upset because of a guy before. Because I've never loved any guy before.

'Miley?', I hear a knock at the door. It's Nick. Of course it's Nick. Everything this week has been Nick.

'Nick, right now is really not a good time', I try and laugh through the tears but my voice keeps cracking.

'I came to apologize. For everything. I didn't mean to be a dick and I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm sorry for walking out last night. I didn't mean any of it. Please open the door or talk to me, anything', he says through the door.

Great, he's making me cry even more! Toughen up Miles, you pathetic little bitch! Great, now I'm fighting with myself. What the fuck is happening to me today? I'm never like this. I don't cry over boys, I don't break down everytime something doesn't go my way. I'm not a selfish person, I never have been. Why is today different?

'The door's open', I finally call out to him and a second later the door opens and here I am on the floor, crying to myself like a little weasel. He comes and sits down beside me, he pulls me over and hugs me. My head to his chest and his head resting on mine. I can feel his heartbeat, I can hear it.

'I'm really sorry. I know we're not dating but you're a really close friend and I should look out for your feelings', he mumbles but he's wrong, I shouldn't just freak out like that. Fuck Miley, make up your mind!

I shake my head and he looks at me strangely. I wipe away the tears from my cheeks and look at him.

'Nick, I think I'm in love with you', I admit and he just looks at me.

I HATE THE ENDINGGGGGG! SO MUCH! But I just wanted to get this up so I can start on some new chapters. I don't know what is happening with Miley in this chapter, I think she's PMSing or something but it came up and I just went with it.

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