Thank You to the extra 4 people who reviewed the last chapter, I know it was only uploaded like 4 hours ago but I decided that since I was in such a good mood from getting extra reviews, I'd write and upload this tonight or this morning, I'm not sure which, It's like 6.30am. This is a short chapter but you finally get to hear what Nick is feeling.
Enjoy :)
Nick POV
'So she loves you?', asks Joe.
I'm currently sitting in my room, realizing that today did actually happen and Miley and I really did have that conversation. She loves me. Why? I'm a jackass. She's this amazing girl, she's flawless and completely out of my league, I'm just some little quirt who goes around looking to cause chaos. I'm nothing special, I'll be first to admit it so why does she love me?
She loves me and I just keep messing it up. First with the whole Delta thing at her brother's gig, then the whole Delta thing at the restaurant and then the whole Delta thing from last night. Wow, I see a pattern here. I can't just blame it all on Delta though even though she is about ninety percent to blame. Today was my fault though, I heard her saying she loved me and my whole body just froze. Truthfully, it's because I think I feel the same way as her. I could possibly be madly in love with her. Well actually that's a lie, it's not could possibly, I am in love with her. Why has it took me this long to realize it?
'Yeah she loves me', I reply to Joe
'And how do you feel?',
'What do you think?',
'You love her back?', Joe guesses and I nod.
'Why didn't you tell her?', he asks
'Because I've just realized it and before you say it, yes I know I'm an idiot',
'Tell her now',
'I've tried calling her, her phone's off',
'You guys will get through it, she loves you, she has to forgive you',
'Yeah Joe, Miley doesn't really work like that. I just hope I haven't messed it up for good. Do you think I have?',
'Man, I don't know. Girls are complicated little beings. It took almost two months before Demi and I had got to know each other well enough that we could be comfortable around each other and be completely honest with each other. It's all about trust with girls. All they want to know is if they can trust you',
'I hurt her Joe. I really hurt her. I don't think she'll just forgive and forget',
'Well then prove to her that you're for real',
'Why is it so fucking complicated?', I'm frustrated now.
'That's what happens when you mix sex with emotions. You and Miley falling for each other was inevitable',
'This time last week Miley and I didn't even speak, how was that inevitable?',
'I mean from Monday onwards. Demi and I saw it from the day at the beach. I knew she was really into you'.
'There you are you little weasel', says Demi who comes walking into my room and slaps me across the head.
'Ow, what the hell was that for?', I ask
'Why did you do that to her?', asks Demi
'So you've spoke to her then?', I ask and she nods
'Nick, please just tell me you plan on fixing this. You know her previous dating history, she just wants to be able to depend on you when she needs you. Falling in love is meant to feel amazing, she feels like crap',
'So do I', I shout getting off my bed and going to lift my phone off my computer table.
'What does that mean? You love her back?', Demi asks and I nod.
'I just... I don't know what's going to happen from here. Is she planning on talking to me anytime soon?', I ask and Demi shakes her head.
'Why not?', asks Joe
'Nick, she's hurt',
'I know that. I don't want her to be hurt, I want to fix it. How am I meant to do that if she won't speak to me?',
'Tell her at your birthday party', Demi smiles
'Demi, she won't speak to me. Why would she even want to come to my birthday party?',
'Because she still plans to take you to your birthday present on Thursday night. She will speak to you, just not tomorrow or in a couple of days',
'Wait, you know what my birthday present is?', I ask and Demi smiles and then shakes her head. She's lying. She does know.
'What is it?', I ask
'We can't tell you', smiles Joe and I look at him
'You know too?',
'Yep. Demi and I are going too',
'What is it? Like camping or something?',
'Ha! Hell no', Demi laughs, Demi would never be caught dead camping. Miley would, she's adventurous like that.
'What is it?',
'You'll find out on Thursday',
'But I want to know',
'Tough, you'll wait for four days and you'll like it', Demi scorned and I sat back down.
'Is Miley's phone back on yet?', I ask and Demi nods. I smile and look back to my phone. I dial Miley's number but it keeps ringing until a woman tells me the call can't be taken. She's ignoring me.
Why can't she just take my call and I'll tell her I love her back and we'll be together and live happily ever after? Oh yeah, because fairytales don't happen. I try another two times to call her phone but she doesn't answer and I decide to text her.
'Miles, please pick up the phone and speak to me, we need to talk' it's a little brief but if she knows I want to speak to her like a mature adult then she might answer but when I try back she still doesn't answer and she doesn't reply to my text.
I don't really want to tell her over text message that I love her. That would just be cowardly, I'd rather tell her in person. Even the idea of telling her over phonecall was a bit stupid.
'Good Morning Nick', smiles my homeroom teacher.
It's not really a good morning, the girl I'm in love with is sitting across the room and won't speak to me. I casually nod and then go and take my seat. Next to Miley. She doesn't look at me though, she's reading Wuthering Heights and Demi just watches me. Watching what I'll do. I can't do anything if she won't speak to me. Fuck it, I'll try. I get out a page from one of my books and write I'm sorry on it, not that it will help but at least it's better than nothing. I pass it in front of her and I can see her looking at it and then turning back to her book. Damn her for being so stubborn.
'Okay, so Mrs Jones wanted me to hand out these forms, her senior history class is going on a trip to Europe this December. It's free to go, all you need is money to spend. Anyone who is choosing not to go will have to bring in a form for your reasons for not going and the rest of you have to hand in your forms before October first. Some junior students from the college will also be joining you as chaperones', my homeroom teacher announces.
A trip to Europe? Sounds like fun. Miley and Demi are in my history class. Hopefully Miley and I are talking by then. Back to the way we used to be, three days ago. The bell goes a few minutes later, a few minutes of awkward silence has passed and I'm still no more successful in getting her to talk to me. The whole day just drags by, Miley's in three of my classes on a Monday and it feels weird bring in the same room but not talking to her or her not talking to me. Football practise starts back today after school so at least that's something to keep my mind off her. Except, it doesn't and the whole way through football my head is up my ass. Why can't this girl just tell me she doesn't want to be with me and that she hates me and get it over with? Because that would be too easy, huh? That's my conclusion anyway.
The silent treatment is working, I'm getting annoyed. It's Tuesday night and she's still not talking to me. I tried talking to her on Facebook but she didn't reply, I've texted her more times than I've ever texted anyone in my life. I've called her like five million times. I can't even do anything to take my mind off her, my homework is done, I've spoke to most of my friends, I've spent an hour talking to Demi and Joe. It's getting a little unhealthy how much I want and need to speak to her.
I decide to try one more time, I'll call her, I'll try and speak to her. If she still won't speak to me then I'm either going over to her house or I'm walking straight up to her in school tomorrow and talking to her. I don't care if she'll blank me but I just need to tell her that I'm sorry and I love her and then she'll know and she can decide if she wants to give me another chance. Sounds good, right? Sounds responsible and mature.
I dial her number again, it rings three times and then she answers. She answers!
It felt reallllllyyyyyy weird writing this, I needed to get Nick's side of the story out though and just decided to uload it even though I'm not really happy with it. But I hope someone is. Next chapter will be uploaded tomorrow, hopefully. So in like 17 hours?
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