Hey guys :) This is three days late, HOWEVER I happen to think it was worth the wait because not only did I cry whilst writing part of this but I feel I might have outdone myself, I will leave that for you guys to judge in your reviews. Be kind! :)

May I suggest, listening to Taylor Swift and Coldplay whilst writing really gets the inspiration flowing LOL.

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Miley POV

'I don't want to hear anything you have to say', I warn him when he walks into Demi's bedroom.

'We'll just leave you guys alone', says Demi as she and Joe make a beeline for the door but I stop her.

'I want you guys here', I say, there's no way she's leaving me alone with him. I don't want to speak to him, I don't even want to look at him. I don't want to hear his pathetic excuses or look at his puppy-dog eyes. FUCK! I really hate those puppy-dog eyes.

'Miley we need to talk, alone', Nick says gesturing to Demi and Joe who are standing awkwardly in the corner.

'I don't care, this is Demi's house and I'm not asking her to leave',

'I don't mind', Demi pipes up but I shake my head and she stays quiet. I walk over towards her wall and slide down to sit on the floor, keeping my knees up to my chin. I need something to keep me from punching him so sitting as far away as I can get is good enough.

'Say what you have to say and then leave, I don't want you sugarcoating this or holding back. Just tell me what you have to tell me and then we can go back to ignoring each other', I state and he just lowers his head.

'I'm sorry?', he says but it's a question more than an apology

'No, sorry. Not good enough, don't let the door hit you on the way out', I say and he walks over to sit on Demi's bed.

'I'm not leaving Miley, it wasn't my fault, I was intoxicated',

'Don't patronize me, using the 'I was drunk' excuse will just make things worse Nick, you might be a stupid drunk but you still have your senses, you'd know if you were having sex or not',

'Well I didn't',

'You didn't? That's it? Wow, forget cheating on me, you can't even be smart enough to give me a decent reason?',

'So you want me to lie to you now? Make up some excuse just so you don't get hurt?',

'You think any of this is what I want? No, what I want is for you to not be an egotistical stupid fucking moron who cheats on me with the sluttiest mattress in the city. I knew trusting you from the start was wrong, it was the biggest risk I've ever taken and somehow... you got through and I trusted you. Trusted you enough to give you my virginity, to fall in love with you, to introduce you to my family and then you do this? Why?', I sob, I'm so angry I don't even notice I've started crying.

'Because I'm an idiot, I stood the whole night telling her how she couldn't even compare to you and then next thing I'm drunk and she's helping me out of her car and into my house. I don't remember having sex with her, I don't remember any of it. If I'd have known what was happening when it was happening I would have stopped it',

'It's too late now, I knew she'd come in between us. I knew it. We let her come between us. I never thought you'd be stupid enough to go along with her scheming',

'Miley, I'm sorry. Can't we just forget this ever happened?',

'What? No. You think I'm going to take you back? Don't hold your breath Nick, I can't forgive you. I can't even look at you right now. I feel like I've just been kicked in the stomach and it's you doing the kicking',

'Miles it was never meant to happen this way',

'What wasn't meant to happen this way?',

'Our break up, me betraying you',

'You actually thought we would break up? Why bother dating me if you didn't see us lasting?',

'Because I loved you, I know who I am, I'm an ass, I know that but you didn't judge me because of that and you gave me a chance and I tried to change but I knew it was only a matter of time before I did something to fuck it up',

'Then why put me through that?',

'Because I loved you, because you loved me back and I've never had that with anyone, I just wanted to cherish that',

'It would still be the same if you weren't a fucking idiot',

'I know, I'm an ass. You weren't... This wasn't... You shouldn't have received that video',

'Why? So I wouldn't know? Would that have made you feel better Nick? If I didn't know? It wouldn't mean you'd have to try and dig yourself out of this. Would you have honestly went on letting me love you and trusting you and make an idiot out of myself if I didn't receive that video?',

'I don't know',

'Would you have told me even if I hadn't received the video? Answer the question Nick',

'Probably not', he said lowering his head

'You'd have gone on letting me think you were this... amazing boyfriend meanwhile she was walking around town knowing all this and laughing at me with all her friends?',

'No, I don't know what I would have done if that happened because it didn't happen',

'Did you ever really love me at all?', I ask, I've been crying this whole time but asking this question, I'm at my most vulnerable state.

'Of course I did, I still do. I don't want you to hate me, I hate myself. I always knew I wasn't good enough for you',

'Now is not the time for your insecurity Nick. This hasn't been done on you Nick, you did this',

'I know and I know it doesn't make a difference but... I never wanted to hurt you. I didn't want you to feel betrayed. I love you and I know it's gonna take a lot more than a sorry to get you to forgive me...',

'Yeah you're right, it will take a hell of a lot more than that for me to ever even acknowledge you again. You hurt me Nick, you've made me feel worthless and how am I meant to get over that never mind forgive you? You've just... You've lost all my trust', I say as I stand up and walk out. I need to go home. I need food. Food always helps.

I get outside Demi's door, tears streaming down my face as I feel someone nudge my shoulder. I turn around and Demi looks at me with a sad look on her face and hugs me. It's then that I let it all out and bawl my eyes out. She comforts me as I sob. It takes me a minute to calm down and Demi tucks my hair behind my ears and hugs me again.

'I'm here, when you need me I'll be here, I'm really sorry Bubs', she says and I nod

'Ju... just... can you tell him something?', I sob and she nods

'Tell him... I'll always love him', I say and she hugs me again.

I walk through my door and into the kitchen, mascara and eyeliner painted all over my face. My little brother just looks at me but I shake my had to ask him to not even ask and lift a slice of pizza that he's munching on. I stand beside him as I eat the slice of pizza and he's just looking at me awkwardly.

'What did he do?', Braison asks and I shake my head to dismiss it.

'Nothing for me to cry over, I'm just being emotional',

'No seriously, Miles. I'm not stupid, did he hit you?',

'What? No, we broke up. That's it, we just broke up',

'Why?',

'He showed his true colours', I reply coldly and now that I've finished my pizza I leave the kitchen and walk to my room.

I swing the door open and the picture of Nick and I kissing in the park stares at me. I don't think this whole thing has 'hit' me yet, I think that's the phrase, when I know something has happened but I can't wrap my head around it. Yeah that's it. Like, how could he? I'm going to be asking myself this question a lot. For her though, if it was some model I would probably have cheered him on and told him to go for it but HER?

Okay so I wouldn't have supported his decision of fucking a model either but I thought he had more respect for me. He was a gentleman any other time, he always made me feel like I was the only one and I'm not really insecure but he made me feel... beautiful? I don't know he just made me feel wanted. You know?

I never deprived him of sex, if anything we had too much of it (we're teenagers, what do we do other than fucking?) and it's not like I never gave him my time or attention, any spare minute I had I was with him, showering him with affection and love and... sex. It's not like he got bored! I'm reading far too much into this. I know... I know he was set up by her and I know he didn't go looking to have sex with her, I know all that but it's the fact that he did. You know? I know I'm like a broken record, I'm just repeating myself but I think I need to convince myself that this is all happening too.

I stand here in a daze, trying to fix my make up as best as I can when I hear a thump behind me. I shouldn't really leave that window open for people to climb through. Nick. I look at him, he's been crying. I don't know why because it's not him that's been betrayed.

'Miles, please. I love you. I'm sorry', he cries and I walk towards him, as much as I want to lash out and scream and tell him that I hate him I can't. I hug him.

He wraps his arms around me and strokes my hair. I cry into his chest. I can't hate him as much as I'd love to right now, I just can't. He meant too much to me for me to hate him. I just... I wish this had never happened, that this was just a nightmare and I'll wake up and he'll really be lying beside me and playing with my hair and looking at me like I'm perfect even with morning breath and bed hair. But it's not. It is a nightmare but it's real.

'Can't we just pretend this never happened? Please?', he asks kissing my forehead

'No Nick, because it has happened, it'll always be in the back of my mind and any argument we'll ever have it'll be brought up and I don't want to have the same arguments all the time. I don't want to have that type of relationship. I don't want to hate you and if I stay with you I'm just going to end up hating you and resenting you for keeping me in this relationship',

'I'm not going to force you to stay with me, if you want us to be together, we can still be together', he says, he's cupping my face in his hands and my hands covering his on my jawline, his forehead resting on mine as he's looking in my eyes.

'I do... I do want us to be in a relationship, but the type of relationship we had before. Not now. Not this, for my own sanity and happiness and your freedom, I think it should all end here',

'You're sure you really want that?', he asks, this is it. Our future together depends on my answer, I could choose to give him another chance, to try and have a happy ever after or I could walk away and go back to putting myself first. Either way I'm going to have regrets and 'what ifs' but I have to choose.

'I'm sure', I say as I nod and lower my head. I can't even look him in the eye, tears are blurring my vision.

I look back up at him and he nods in understanding and biting his lip, he's still cupping my face, his thumbs are stroking my cheeks and he leans down to kiss me again. It's just like our first kiss. It's gentle and loving. I kiss him back and he deepens the kiss but I pull away. Taking a step back and lowering my head, I start to nibble on my knuckles (a nervous habit I have) as more tears stream down my face. He looks at me strangely for a second then realizes that his actions were wrong and nods slowly.

'I'll see you around Miles', he says quietly walking towards me, tucking my hair behind my ear, his hand resting on the nape of my neck as he kisses my forehead again before walking to the window to leave.

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