My Reddest Rose:
Okay, that intro is really cheesy, I'm sorry, but I couldn't think of anything better.
I was right. Martha couldn't handle being second best anymore. I had destroyed half her life. Traveling across the Earth for a whole year made her realize that she had a huge responsibility to the people of earth, even though they would never know about the year that never was. So she's out there, somewhere, Martha Jones, defending the Earth. I'm very sorry to see her go, I know there was a time when I wanted to be alone, when I only wanted Martha to be a guest, but now... I just don't want to be alone again. This empty silence is deafening.
So much happened after Martha left. Firstly, firstly, is that a word? First of all, I met myself! My fifth form to be exact. Our TARDISes collided and nearly caused an rupture in the space-time continuum. Fortunately, I remembered what to do because I saw my future self do it all those years ago. I think back on that day so long ago, how surprised I was at this skinny bloke commenting on every single thing about me! He...I, wouldn't shut up! And this time, when I was on the receiving end, I realized how much we were the same, with the shoes and the glasses and not being afraid to be brilliant!
Immediately after saying goodbye to myself, my TARDIS collided with the Titanic! Now, no jokes about my flying!
Actually, it wasn't the first Titanic, it was the spaceship Titanic. So I slipped on board as a stowaway and befriended a few of the people on board.
Astrid Peth was one of the first people I met on the ship. She was amazing, Astrid was. I wanted her to be my companion, to travel with me, to see the stars. I was still suffering from the empty silence after Martha departed. But Astrid is dead. Well, technically, she's stardust, floating in space, flying, soaring, doing what she always dreamt of doing.
The spaceship was on a collision course with the Earth, and nothing could stop it except for me. It was yet another villain trying to make a profit from destruction. Rassilon, I'm getting tired of those kind of people!
So there I was, captured by the robot angels, with all hope gone, and Astrid was there. She gave her life to save everyone. I watched her fall down into the engines. The hopelessness and fright that had filled my heart was nearly the same as when I saw you falling into the void.
I said before that Astrid had turned to stardust. Well that was because she was wearing a transporter band. I was able to transport her particles, but there wasn't enough energy to save her life. Astrid is now just a distant memory.
So many people died that day it makes it hard to go on. But I know if I don't, more people will die because of it. So I can never stop, on I must go. Forever a wanderer.
I've picked up a rumor of a company called Adipose who may have an ulterior motive to their weight loss pills. I've decided to check it out.
-Lonely-
Your Doctor