i'm on a roll, butter plzz, hah lol....heres the second chapter...since school starting again...booo!....so i probably can only update on weekends....but even if i'm busy 24/7...i have no life so you might see a chapter pop up in the middle of the week...enjoy.

When You Think its Over

When I got "home" I found Jacob punching at the cave wall, it shook beneath our feet.

"Jacob, Stop!" I said rushing to him trying to make him stop, but he keep puching away at the wall, "Gosh, it's gonna fall on us if you keep on doing that, then where would we go?" that made him stop

"Did Bella tell you? She going to have a real honeymoon," of course, she got married and then they have a honeymoon, I don't get why you have to beat up a wall for it…. I think I'm missing something.

"Doesn't everyone have a real honeymoon?" I asked puzzled, he looked at me like I had three heads

"Bena, come on I know you're not that stupid, I know your blond and all but seriously," I still wasn't getting it. Let us think of this in every angle: 1, real honeymoon could mean just go…..oooh, I'm so stupid

"No, they're not," I said in disbelief, he nodded, "but she not and…. Bella?" are we talking about the same person? Well let us think about this. Edward has been with Bella for three years now…for I normal teen…that is like forever…for Edward that's like a month. So I guess she would be antsy to get in his pants, she does have hormones. Eww, I can't think of Bella that way she's my cousin. Eww, "Well, Edward would never hurt Bella our want to hurt Bella," I shrugged it off.

"All you bloodsuckers are the same," Jacob said leaving the cave. Oh great my first friend since I left and I made him want to leave.

"Wait, Jacob," I chased after him, grabbing his arm

"What?!" Jacob seemed very irritated, I took a step back, letting go.

"I'm sorry," I said sheepishly, "I didn't mean to…it's just Bella is smart….I was just trying to think…." I couldn't form a complete sentence, he could see that I was sorry. He calm down a little

"I know, I just need to be alone for a while," he said, and with that I was there standing alone in the cold of summer.

I decided to get out and explorer, I don't know, since Jacob was taking a week off. I didn't want to sit in a cave by myself. I left him a note just in case he came back before me. I was going cross country because I wanted to spend some time away from Forks. I always wanted to go to New York, no really I always wanted to go to Italy but we all know how bad that turned out. I put on my ever famous converses, a sweatshirt and a part of skinny jeans. I had to get a job when I go there because I was running low on money. The small pocket change,* cough* 200 bucks *cough*, the Cullens gave me before I left to go to Italy wasn't going to last me. So you're thinking, but didn't she buy all those clothes and a dress for Cousin Bella's wedding. Well if you didn't know I'm super good at math and looking for discounts….unlike the Cullens. I'm not a big spender. I wore the same clothes for a year, seriously…

Once I reach the Big Apple, I got a job really fast, I guess 'cause I'm gorgeous being a vampire and all, and young the two things that get you far here. I got a job as a waitress. They said I start tonight, they're running low on people since school is starting up again. When they asked how old I was I said 18, and I'm young for my age, which is so true.

The uniform was black pants, white shirt which was okay, it wasn't ugly. When I put my stuff in the locker in the back this other girl was there, "So you're the new girl," she said smacking her gum

"Yeah,"

"Well, good luck," she said, "that girl is not gonna last a day," she said under her breath thinking I wouldn't be able to hear. We left the room together. It was a full house, sigh I'm good at math,, beautiful ,you can totally do this I told myself. "These are your tables," the manger told me, her name is Mandy. She pointed to the whole left side of the sheet. "Mish, you got the bar, tonight," Mandy said, Mish was the smacking gum girl. I walked to my first table it was a family of four: a mom, a dad, a boy and a girl, that's easy enough.

"Hi, how you guys doing tonight?"

"We're good," the dad said

"I'm," should I say Bena, since my name is so…, "Bena Elizabeth, and I'll be your server," Bena Elizabeth doesn't sound as bad as Bena by itself. "May I start you off with some drinks?"

"Yeah," the dad said, "Meg, what do you want?" he said, to his daughter she was around my age, 16.

"Umm, I'll have a Coke," I quickly wrote it down.

"Sprite for me," said the boy, he was hot. His hair was light brown and he had blue eyes. Bena you're here to work not find a new boyfriend, I said snapping myself out of it.

"I'll have a water," the mother said

"And me a glass of your best red," he mines wine, right?

"Okay, are you guys ready to order or do you need more time?" they all looked at each other trying to agree on an answer.

"More time," the mother said

Everything went pretty smoothly, I was a pro at this job. I thought nothing could go wrong, I was wrong.

When the clock hits 11 o'clock the bar is the only thing opened. So Mandy had me help Mish at the bar. It wasn't the same as waitressing, since I'm in pretty much the same spot the whole time. Then he came in, he as in my past lover and I'm not talking about Adam. Yes, you guess it, Mark walked in threw those beautiful ivory doors.

I know everything is going kinda fast but i'm gonna slow it down.....i'm half following breaking dawn, half making new stuff...so bare with me:P ~hahlolhah