Sorry i havent wrote in a while but i'll try to write more, im getting writers bloack again..so i had to read breaking dawn over hah lol. i hope you like this chapter it's longer then the other one.

Disclaimer:...if i wrote twilight i wont have any spelling mistakes..:P

Defenseless

"What?" I exclaimed standing up from my chair, "Alice and Jasper are gone?"

"Sam told us they left, "Bella said.

"Out of all people," I said to myself more then her; as I sat back into my chair. Edward was by her said comforting her, leading her out of the room. Once they left, I took my bowl and threw it across the room watching it mash on the wall. The milk and leftover cereal slowly dripped down. I slammed my fist on the table making Seth's bowl jump a little.

"Clam down, honey, don't worry it's gone be alright," Seth said rubbing my back comforting me. I glared at him and he stopped.

"It's not going to be alright, not only did Alice and Jasper just leave. It everything! Nessie might die if we lose. And I can't do anything about it. I worry every freaking day if the vampires we have are enough. I can't even go on the battle field, because I can't do anything. Anything! So don't say it's alright because it not!" I looked at him, wishing I didn't. His pain burned my like fire; his sympathy cut me like a sword. I quickly turned away.

"I'm suddenly tried, I'm going to my room," And run up the stairs, everyone watched me because I knew they heard what I said.

I opened the door to my room, it's has cream yellow walls, mahogany floors, and white wooden desks and a wardrobe. I had a sleigh bed, with blue sheets on it. The sheets where a mess since I never make my bed, so I made it.

After, I was done pressing the sheets down with my hand, putting the finishing touches on my freshly made bed, I looked around the room again. I smiled. Alice did a good job. Silent tears rolled down my face. Alice did a good job.

I didn't think Alice would leave like that, I know she didn't like Nessie that much because she gave her headaches but I didn't think it was that bad. Alice was always happy and cheerful all the time; I would think that Alice would be able to handle it.

I decided to change my clothes, I been wearing sweatshirts all the time because I'm still sick. I put on skinny jeans and a ruffled shirt and a cloak. I laughed to myself; I found this cloak when I was living in the cave when I use to shop. I went into this one store and they had it. I thought it was like my own superhero cap, I brought it of course. Putting it on made me feel a little less defenseless. I looked at myself in the mirror contemplating if I should run or stay, quietly playing with my cap.

A silent knock came to my door. I panicked. I jumped into my bed, slid under the covers, hiding all my clothes. I closed my eyes pretending to be asleep. The door slowly cracked open. It was Edward? Oh man.

"Bena," he said in a way knowing I wasn't sleep. I opened my eyes, and looked at him. "I know what you're thinking," he said simply I just looked away from him. Edward always seemed like my father to me, always looking out for me

"No, really?" I mumbled with heavy sarcasm, but sometimes I wish he wasn't, "And I can't runaway anyway, I want you guys to worry about Nessie not me," Edward walked and sat on the edge of my bed. You suck. He smiled, but I could still see the concern. I won't runaway.

"Can you leave now, I'm tried," I coughed heavily. Really I'm tried. He nodded and left. Once I heard the door closed I waited a few minutes. I was right I couldn't run, they would worry. I took of my clothes. I stood there in only my underwear and bra. That's when I heard the crack open. I was turning pink before my own eyes. It was Seth.

"Oh, Edward just said," he started, I smiled weakly. I coughed again, "Oh its okay, really. I don't mind." I pulled a t-shit over my head, and sat on my bed. "You can come in," Seth came in, smiling as he wrapped his arms around me.

"I'm glad it was you," I told him, as I smiling up at him, "Because you are the only one I would want to see me like that," he smiled.

"I better be," he joked.

"I'm sorry about before," I started, "it's just I'm not use to being," I started to cough again, "like this for so long,"

"Oh, It's okay Bena," he told him lightly kissing me on the check. "But are you okay, you been starting to cough?" he said worrying.

"Yeah, I'm fine," I coughed again, Oh really reassuring. "Really," he wanted to believe me but he knew it wasn't true.

"If you want me to stay with you, when they all leave for the battle, I can" he offered.

"That would be nice," I smiled. Resting my head on his chest, and my eyes fluttered shut.

When the next day came around, I was laying in my bed. Seth must have moved me. But when went to get up, I couldn't get out of bed. It took so much energy, it just wasn't worth it. Seth was sitting at the side of my bed.

"Seth, I feel so weak," I told him, he still was trying to pull off a smile for me and said it I was going to be okay. I was getting worst and we both new it. Seth went to go get me something to eat but I couldn't taste it or manage to swallow it, I was thirsty now for blood.

"I'm thirst and I can't even go outside," I cried to Seth. "]I'm dying before your eyes," Seth stopped my words with his own.

"Bena, I said not to say that. You are going to be okay. You are not going to die." He said, grabbing my hand, "Your not," There was knock at the door.

"Can, I come in," a little voice called, it was Nessie. "Yeah," I called trying to sit up more. Nessie came busting though the door. Jacob followed behind her. "I told her that you need your rest but she wanted to came and see you," Jacob told me.

"Oh, it's okay. So how's my cousin doing," I told her as she sat on my bed.

"Good, I came to make sure you're getting better,"

"Well thank you Nessie, you are not giving Auntie Rose and Jacob any trouble right?" I asked her. She shook her head.

"No," she said squeezing my other hands showing me everything that happened, "Did you see mommy started practicing fighting and using her ability. Everyone that came are really nice, you know," I smiled so did Seth and Jacob. Nessie my favorite, probably because she is more like me she is half vampire and half human. I'm all vampire but human because of the blood issue. Nessie was growing fast, last time I saw her I was able to hold her in my arms.

"Thank you for coming to visit me," I told her giving her a hug.

"I wanted to come earlier but you were sleeping."

"Oh thank you Nessie you're soo sweet," I told her, she smiled at me.

"Oh, Bena I have to go. Mom says we are going to Grandpa's house today,"

"Tell him I said hi and have fun," I told her as she skipped out of the room. I smiled.

"I love that kid," I told Seth, "Not as much as I love you," he said, I kissed him but I linger on his lips, wishing that this moment can last forever. Seth the one that pulled back, chuckling. "For a sick girl you're not that bad," he said. I grinned.

"I'm the best of the best," I leaning back in. Then I heard something coming towards my window. Seth got up and ran to protect me. It was Mark.

its gona be more actiony in the next chapter ahha lol i hope you didnt think this one was too bad..cuz its not my favorite...anyway..i quickly read over it..so if theres mistakes srry