Sorry haven't written in like forever and i knew i wrote more so here is the chapter ;) hah i will finish this story now.. I hope you like it...review

Surprise! I Hate You

"Bena," Seth said a few days after meeting his mother, we were walking in the woods, together.

"Yeah," I said looking up at him, smiling.

"You love me, right?" I laughed because it was a random question.

"Yeah, of course," we stopped walking.

"Because I love you too and I want to spend the rest of my life with you," I nodded.

"And I do too," I got a feeling of what was going. But I let him do his thing not wanting to ruin the moment.

"Bena," he began, my face beamed, "Will you marry me?" he said as he pulled out a gold ring from his pocket. I knew it was coming but it just wasn't the same. I just stood there in shock, nodding like crazy. "Yes, yes, yes," I said kissing and hugging him.

He put the ring on my finger, it shined and sparkled and all the cool things rings do. I couldn't believe that I was looking at my own finger. "Do like it?" he asked we were hand and hand, walking back to the house.

"Yes, where did you get it, it's so beautiful,"

"My mother gave it to me for you, it was hers," he rubbed the back of his neck not sure how I would react.

"What?" I was in shock, I thought she hated me? Not sure if I should keep it on or not.

"Well, she wanted you to have it, kinda forced it really. She wanted you to feel welcome and she wanted to say sorry for overreacting. She said she was 'testing' you. And that she really does like you,"

"Oh," I breathed, I knew, I wasn't over reacting, hah!

"Yeah," he laughed, "I'm surprise your mother didn't tell you about it because she seemed really excited, that day,"

"Wait, are you talking about the day we went to Uncle Charlie's house,"

"Yeah," he smiled

"Oh, that makes sense now doesn't it, I thought she found his new illegal drug or something. She was freaking bouncing off the walls," we both laughed.

"Now we have to go tell the other," I said, he did the neck rubbing thing again.

"Umm, they know already," I smirked of course they do.

"It's okay, that's good, because I don't know what I would say," there was a long pause as we walked back. "Seth," I started

"Umm" I said admiring everything around us.

"You know my mother is like my real mom," he nodded confused, "but I been living with the Cullens and my cousin Bella, way before I knew she was still alive…"

"Bena? Is everything okay?"

"Yeah, yeah it just that since my father died, the Cullens were my family and Edward…"

"Edward would come around promise maybe he is just waiting for the right time," Seth said his voice sympathetic.

"Well, that's what I'm trying to say I can't wait for him, he's like a father to me he always made sure I wasn't doing something stupid. That's it I'm going to talk to him," I said letting go of Seth hand running back to the house to find Edward.

"Bena! I don't think" Seth began but I was already gone.

It's been two weeks after visiting my uncle's house and Edward still hasn't talked to me. Alice says he will come around and Bella she will try to talk to him. I can't stand it! It's eerie to me, I'm so use to him telling me what to do and giving me advice and stuff. I miss him. Jasper and Emmett bet on it that who was going to break the silence, Emmett bet I would and Jasper bet that Edward would. Seth said that Edward needs time to think about what he is going to say. I'm sick of it, of Edward's "thinking".

They were all sitting in the living room, Edward was talking. I had to clam my thoughts before I enter the house, so I thought of Seth, which is what I do most of the time anyway. Edward got up as he saw me walk throw the door wanting to get away from me. I pinned him to the wall with my newborn strength. "Why do you hate me?" I asked, Emmett won, and he pushed me off him. Everyone was watching. Bella got up preparing to stop it but then Edward began to speak.

"I don't hate you," I laughed, I mean really laughed like he just said the funniest joke in the whole world. "Oh you don't," I said after I was done laughing, raising my eyebrow. "Oh, now this is interesting," You don't hate me but you haven't talked to me in three months…how nice of you. He didn't say anything. "Edward if you don't talk to me right now, I swear that Rosalie won't be the only Cullen I beat up in this house,"

"Bena," I heard Bella call, and I also heard other people trying to reason with me.

"No," I protested against them

"Bena," I heard again, but it was from Edward this time, "Stop acting on impulse," I heard him warn me, but it just got even madder.

"Stop acting on impulse! That's all you can say, after all this time!"

"Bena, you have to clam down,"

"You hate me, you really do. Once you found out I have Aro venom running thought my veins I bet you flipped." There was no response from anyone, "I figured. You hate it that Aro could figure me out in one try, and you hate it that I'm part of him you really do. Is that it?" Edward was emotional less, showing nothing. I punched my fist into the wall next to him, he didn't flinch.

"I don't hate you,"

"Urgh, I can't take you anymore!" Edward moved missing my line of fire.

"Bena Elizabeth," I heard my mother called, "control yourself," I turned around, my face so contoured that she became scared of her own daughter.

I took a few breaths before talking again, "You didn't answer my question," I told him. He showed no sign of giving in, but I stared long and hard at him, the emotions were locked in his eyes, shame, but it quickly went away. "Edward?" I asked, I shut my eyes collecting my thoughts, but when I opened them, Edward was already gone. It didn't surprise me.

"He'll come back," Alice said. I was more like Aro then them, creating hell in everything I touch. No matter how hard I tried, I just couldn't undo my mistakes. I just make more and more along the way. I stared at Leah long and hard, her face-like stone, unmovable. "Maybe there was a reason, Uncle Charlie didn't know about me. I'm too dangerous to have family," then I started to cry my tears burned my face. It was happening again the blood filled my mind like a sheet of red fabric. The tears blurred my vision I could feel my heart beat, it ached. I wasn't getting tired or had the need to throw up. Where was Seth? is all I can think of.

Figures danced in front of me not sure who or what they were, then I heard a hated voice, "Come with me," his smile his long chalky white fingers. Then everything went black.