Ashley's P.O.V.

Catching up to Spencer wasn't hard, after not even two minutes she stopped and sat down on a bench. The real hard part was getting her to talk to me.

I'm still confused, surprised and I don't really know what to feel.

Spencer has been sitting here for over twenty minutes without uttering as much as a word. She's just sitting here next to me staring into the distance. I've been sitting next to her the whole time waiting for her to say something, anything.

The tears had stopped almost immediately.

"Spencer.." I tried but she didn't even give a flinch. "Please talk to me." I begged her but she didn't even turn her head to look at me.

I sighed. "Please tell me what's wrong, tell me...anything." I asked her near tears.

"You should go home." She said in a cold tone.

I looked at her confused. "Why?"

Spencer refused to answer me, she just sat there staring into the distance.

This girl is really confusing me. "You kissed me Spencer, why did you do that? There must be a reason." I nervously bit my lip. "Do..do you have feelings for me?" I asked her trying not to get my hopes up.

Her head snapped in my direction, the cold, angry look in her eyes scared the crap out of me. "The only reason for kissing you is the fact that you reminded me of someone else." She gritted out of her teeth.

I sat there with my mouth open in shock. I should have known someone like her could never possibly have feelings for someone like me, what was I thinking?

I held my tears in while getting up and leaving her there. What's wrong with me? No one has ever had such an effect on me. I turned around to take another quick look at her, she was still sitting on that bench holding her head between her hands.

As soon as I was home I went to my room, Kyla was flipping trough a magazine while talking on the phone with someone, probably one of her friends from home.

I just felt like sleeping and went to my bed without giving Kyla a second glance. I closed my eyes and waited for sleep to overtake my body.

Somewhere behind me I heard Kyla. "I'll call you back later, okay?"

Please don't come talk to me, please just don't.

"Ashley what is it?"

Just my luck, one time I don't want to talk and she's in the mood for a chit-chat.

"Nothing, I'm just tired." i replied without looking at her. My words didn't even sound believable in my own ears.

Kyla took a seat next to me on the mattress. "You're my sister Ash, I know you." She said running her hand trough my hair. "Is it Spencer maybe? I mean you two just went out and now you're here looking like a zombie." She continued.

"She kissed me Ky." I told her in a small voice. The motion of her hand stopped and she was silent for a couple of moments.

"She..kissed you. Wow." She hadn't seen that coming. "So what's the problem, you've been lusting after her since you first laid eyes on her." She said clearly confused. "How do you always do it, you make every girl fall for you." She continued laughing.

"She said she only kissed me because I reminded her of someone else." I replied angry. Kyla is just trying to be a good sister, I know I shouldn't be such a bitch to her but I'm just so..angry, confused, I don't know what I'm feeling exactly I just know it hurts.

"Oh." Kyla was probably more confused than ever now. "Who do you think.."

I didn't give her time to finish. "Aiden probably, he is her ex after all and he's my cousin."

"I'm sorry honey." Kyla said tying to hug me. "You know it would be easier to hug you if you would just get up."

I laughed and sat up to give her a quick hug.

Later that evening I heard some commotion downstairs so I went to check it out. I kind of hope it's Aiden, I know trying to talk about Spencer with him never helped before but I just want to try it again, you never know..

And indeed I saw Aiden rummaging through the fridge. "Hey." I said, I guess I scared him because he jumped up hitting his head against the upper side of the fridge.

"Damn Ashley you scared me!" He shouted rubbing his head. "Sorry." I mumbled stifling my laughter.

"Do you want something?" he asked pointing to the fridge.

"Can you please tell me about Spencer?" I pretty much begged him. I didn't even knew what I wanted to know, I just need to talk about her.

He sighed. "Why do you always want to talk about her?" He asked me with his eyes closed.

Well this seems like an improvement, he's not angry.

Then he opened his eyes and looked at me with a sympathetic look. "You fell for her too didn't you?"

I just stood there, I didn't knew what to say, not that he gave me the time to form a reply. "Don't do this Ash, she'll just hurt you or kill you in the worst case." He sighed.

"She's a freaking demon Ashley, she killed her."

I couldn't follow anymore, what the hell is he talking about?

"I don't understand Aiden."

He looked up and stood there quiet for a couple of moments. "She hasn't told you about Carmen has she?"

I shake my head.

"Sit down Ashley." He says motioning to a chair.

"Carmen was my best friend, she died about a year ago." He licked his lips before continuing. "Carmen was gay, like really gay." He laughed.

"It was always , Carmen, Glen and I until I started dating Spencer. Spencer was this awesome, perfect girl and I wasn't the only one to notice, Carmen did too." I listened intently to each and every single one of his words.

He softly smiled and continued. "Carmen immediately befriended Spencer, at first I didn't think much of it but after a while I realized Carmen had developed feelings for Spencer, she thought I didn't had a clue but she was so wrong."

Aiden stopped and looked up at me staying quiet for a second. "I tried telling myself they were just friends but slowly but surely Spencer started having feelings for her too. Somewhere I knew she was cheating on me, I mean the guilty looks, blowing me off to 'study' and all that hanging out with Carmen, but I kept on telling myself it wasn't true."

Aiden looked at me taking a long sigh. "There was this night." He stopped there, he seemed to be carefully choosing his words.

"They where going to a club and they got into an accident, a truck rammed into the passenger seat where Carmen was seated, she was alive, she was still alive ans Spencer ran away." He gritted his teeth and looked furiously into my eyes. She left her there to die, probably didn't even call an ambulance, Carmen is dead because of her."

Wow, I had this chapter laying around for months, I finally typed it out and here it is. Spencer's POV will be next, her take on the accident, explained in more details.