Hello everyone! How's it going! I saw the Hunger Games on Friday.. It was AMAZING! Like seriously, I loved it!
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On with the story!

Nina's Pov

It hurts. Feeling this way. I seriously screwed myself over and I know that. All I want to do is leave, leave it all. But I can't do that, not when I have all these friends here, not when I still love him.
I'll just have to get over it... Even though that'll take some time.
"You liar!" Amber said busting into my room.
"You got it?" I ask giving her a watery smile.
"Heck yeah I did! Look!" she squealed shoving diamond ring in my face.
"It's beautiful." I say.
"I know, now if only Fabian just grew a pair and asked you.. I don't know when that'll happen but it better be like within the future."
"I don't think that will happen, Amber."
"Why not?" she asked turning to me.
"We- We broke up." I stuttered, tears falling down my face.
"What? How? Why?" she questioned, looking rather upset that her favorite couple broke up.
"I said some things... I didn't mean them but-
"What did you say? Fabian's not really the type of guy that get's mad easily.."
"I said... I said that I wonder why even got together." I mumble, causing her to gasp.
"You did not just say what I think you just said." she said.
"I did..."
"Nina!" she said. "How could you say that?"
"Listen Amber, I know what I did was wrong... I messed up." I said looking down.
"If it helps, I'll leave you alone... Don't worry Nina, Fabian will come back."
"No.. he won't. You should've seen how hurt he looked. It's all my fault."
"Yeah..." she mumbles, earning an annoyed face from me.
"Just agreeing with you..." she said. "Just get some sleep, I'll talk to you in the morning." she says, getting my blanket from the closet and covering me.
"Thanks..." I say grabbing my stuffed Teddy bear that Fabian gave me on valentine's day.
"Night." she whispers before closing the door, the darkness engulfing my room.

Fabian's Pov

The drive here is a blur, all I can remember is Nina's face when I said those stupid words.
We're through Nina.
But it's obvious she wanted to break up, you heard what she said... And now, I feel broken. She's the only girl I've ever loved... Ever. I should've never stood up for Joy.
It's true, she throws herself at me every chance she gets.. But...I don't know, I just thought she was being overly friendly or something. What the hell do I know about girls anyway?
I just know I'm not going to get over Nina, and even though I broke up with her, I didn't want to.
"Hey mate. I heard what happened." Mick said walking through the door.
"I don't want to talk about it Mick.." I mumble.
"You want a drink?" he asked walking into my kitchen.
"No.." I said getting up.
"You sure?" he says pushing a beer bottle into my hands.
"Beer doesn't solve everything Mick." I snapped, letting the bottle fall to the floor, the glass shattering and the beer spewing all over the tiles surface.
"Dude, what the hell!" he yelled.
"I'm going to bed... You can let yourself out I mummer before walking into my room.
I pull off my shirt (a/n: AHH SEXY!) and climb in bed, hoping that when I can wake up and this will be so messed up nightmare.

-The next day-
Nina's Pov

As I predicted from the start, Fabian wasn't coming back. I knew it, but for some reason I believed that he would bust in the door this morning and kiss me.
I know it seems really... Fairytale. But what else is there to hope for? More hope? I don't think so.
"Morning Neens!" Amber sings skipping into my room.
"Morning." I mumble, flopping back onto my bed.
"Did he send you a message.. Call... Anything?" she asked sitting down on my bed.
"No..." I sighed looking at my phone.
"I'm so sorry Nina... I wish I could help." Amber says giving me a hug. "Hey! How about we shop? My treat." she smiles.
"No thanks Amber, I think I'll call Mara and Patricia and ask if they want to go to the library." I say.
The library is where I do most of my thinking...
"I'll go too!" she says hopping off the bed.
"Are you sure Amber? We're going to a library? You know.. a place with books."
"Yes I'm sure! You need some support anyways." she said standing up.
"Ok, well let me just call the girls and get dressed." I tell her.
I call both of the girls, and they say they'll be there.
Quickly getting dressed in a yellow t-shirt and a pair of faded jeans, I walk out of my room.
"Ready?" Amber asked.
"Ready." I said, walking outside.

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"Nina!" Patricia called, motioning me and Amber over to the bench.
Mara is sipping on a smoothie while reading the Hunger Games, oblivious to the rest of the world.
"Mara?" I asked looking at her.
"Nina! Hey, when did you get here?" she asked.
"She's been like that ever since we got here." Patricia said, shaking her head.
"Well let's go." I say walking towards the library.
We walk in, the immediate smell of books and Lysol hitting us.
"Time to think." I mumble, walking around...
Everything reminds me of Fabian.
Like the wooden table in the corner of the library... It has a flickering light above it, and even though I always thought it was spooky, Fabian said it was romantic... We always ended up kissing instead of studying.
Or the book on anatomy... Or a children's book on Santa Clause...
You know because Santa has flushed cheeks just like him.
Basically coming here was a big mistake, because now I feel worse.
"Nina..." the three girls called.
"I'm right here." I said, sitting down in a chair.
"Are you ok?" I've noticed that your not yourself..." Mara says.
I forgot to tell them about the break up.
"Oh... Fabian and I broke up last night." I say, not being able to believe the words as they came out of my own mouth.
"No..." Patricia said.
"Yes.. And it was all because of stupid jealousy." I say.
"I'm so sorry Nina." Mara said, giving me a hug, but I just shrug it off. I'm not really in the mood for apologies, especially when I should be the one saying them.
"Well look who it is.." a voice sang.
I don't even have to look up to know who it is... Eddie.
"What do you want?" I snapped, all the scenes from the night months ago, now flooding back to me.
"You aren't happy to see me? I was thinking we could... Start over." I said, putting his hand on my cheek, someone else swatting it away seconds later.
"Don't touch her." That someone says... Fabian.
"What?" Eddie says.
"Don't touch her." Fabian says through clenched teeth.
"Wait a second! Fabian when did you get here?" Patricia asked.
"About an hour ago.."
Of course he would come here. Unfortunately this has always been his "thinking place", too.
"Oh? And what if I do touch her?" Eddie said, going back to the previous topic, he places his hand on my thigh...
Weird place to touch.
But it's only half a second before Fabian tackles Eddie to the ground.
"I said don't touch her!" Fabian said punching Eddie after he spoke each word.
I want to stop it so bad but it's as if I'm freaking glued to the floor.
I try to speak but no words come out.
"Fight!" Patricia screamed, laughing.
Gaining enough control I turn to her.
"You are NOT enjoying this." I whisper.
"I am!" she laughed.
"I can't watch!" I yelled turning around.
"I'll just tell you what's happening." Mara speaks up. "Ooh! Eddie just clocked Fabian in the jaw! Eddie swings again, and misses! Fabian did a quick blow to Eddie's eye, and-
"I DONT WANT TO KNOW!" I shouted even though I kind of do.
"You know you do." Patricia said rolling her eyes.
I turn back around and see Fabian with blood dripping from his mouth, and Eddie with an already black eye and a bloody nose. They're still fighting..
"Where the hell is the librarian?" I wondered out loud.
Surprisingly no one really noticed the fight... Actually, besides the old librarian, this place was empty.
"Stop!" I finally say, ripping Fabian off of Eddie.
Fabian just shrugs out of my grasp, flips Eddie off, and exits the library, not saying another word.
"Very attractive." Amber says sarcastically, talking for the first time in 6 minutes.
"Yeah it was." I mumble.
"Come on... I'm tired." I say, walking out.

"Why must life be so cruel? It's only becoming HARDER for me to get over him. I miss him twice as much as I did 20 minutes ago!" I scream. Me and the girls are walking back to Amber and I's apartment.
"Don't worry Nina, it's obvious he still care's about you so-
"So what? He's not taking me back! I'm just going to learn to live without him..." I say.
We reach my door, and I unlock it, letting the girls in.
"ANYWAYS... Nina, I have the perfect way for you to get Fabian off you mind." Amber exclaims, sitting down on the couch.
"Enlighten me." I sigh sitting down on the couch also.
"You can help me plan my wedding!" she squealed.
"Umm Amber, don't you think you should wait until after you graduate college?" I asked.
"No, what should I let school impact my love life?"
"Good point... I guess."
"Now, as I was saying, the colors of my wedding should be... Pink and white."
"Surprise, surprise." Patricia says rolling her eyes.
"Nina, you are my maid of honor." Amber stated smiling.
"Thanks Ambs!" I say smiling for the first time in what seems like forever.
"No problem! And you two are also bride maids." she said looking at Mara and Patricia.
"Thanks." they both smiled.
"Ok so... So any venue ideas?" Amber asked.
"How about a beach?" Mara asked.
"I like it... But.. No."
"How about..." I trailed off.
"Guess we'll think about that later." Amber sighed.
"Can I just go get some sleep?" I say, still overwhelmed with what happened earlier.
"No. It's only 11:30 in the morning, Nina." Amber stated.
"But-
"No!"
"Fine..."
Even with these wedding plans, Fabian continues to linger my mind.

Will I ever get over him?

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