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Fabian's Pov
I watch Nina as she backs away from me, confusion and fear clouding her eyes.
As much as I try to move, i feel stuck to the floor, unable to do anything but stare and call her name.
"Dude, what happened?" Mick said, pointing to Nina as she runs out the room.
"I wish I knew..." I mumbled. "I need to go home, I'll be at your place tonight."
"But-
"I swear, Mick. This is the best man you're talking to." I laugh softly.
"Ok." he says, walking away.
"Where do you think you're going?" Amber asks, putting her hands on her hips.
"Home?" I ask, not really sure how to answer the question, even though it is pretty straight forward.
"No. I've already lost Nina, and you're not leaving."
"Nina left?"
"Well she'll be back later tonight, but still..." she trailed off.
"Listen Amber, I'll be back tonight, I promise, I really just have to think some things through." I explain, starting to get a headache.
"Whatever." she sighs, letting me pass.
Nina's Pov
I drive home, and stumble up the stairs, tears threatening to fall.
I'm stupid. For dancing with him, for kissing him, for falling for him... Again.
I search my purse for my keys, and once I finally get the door open, run to the my room and flop on my bed.
Taking my pillow, I press it against my face and scream the loudest I can, letting out all my frustrations into one single scream.
I scream till my throat is writhing with pain, and my lungs won't allow another sound escape my lips.
Taking the pillow from my face, I look up at the white ceiling, trying to take in every detail.
I should be supporting my friend, congratulating get on the commitment she's made... But no.
I lay here, staring not so absentmindedly at the ceiling, being the worst maid of honor a bride could have.
Because face it, I love Fabian. And even though I haven't been able to say those overused words to him, it's true.
Well... He did kiss me. Maybe he still has feelings for me. If he does than maybe there's a chance for us.
Then again, the possibility of him forgiving me, especially after running away like modern Cinderella, is very slim.
I look at the clock. It's only 4:00, maybe I should get ready for the dinner, where I'll have to see Fabian.
This... This is just great. I'm being sarcastic if you couldn't tell.
Fabian's Pov
I walk into my apartment, my head now pounding.
Love really doesn't make sense anymore, and I'm tired of it. I hate feeling so heart broken, so lonely...
Does she even have feelings for me? Sure she kissed back... But that doesn't mean anything.
If she has feelings for me, she wouldn't have left, and since she did, it's obvious she doesn't.
I walk into my room and change into some jeans and a black t-shirt, throwing the tux into the closet.
I go back sit back on the couch and think things over.
Almost 3 years ago I met Nina, after hanging out with her for a while, she became my best friend, after 2 years came around the corner we gave the whole relationship thing a go, everything was great, we got into a fight, I broke off the relationship, I was miserable, I still am miserable, and now it's as if we're strangers.
"Some love life.." I mumble to myself.
I wish I could just go back in time and pause it, when we were together, happy, and I think in love.. Or at least I was in love anyways.
This is so confusing. No matter what, I'll have feelings for her, and that might just kill me inside.
-3 hours of thinking later-
I look in the mirror, and see that my eyes are puffy, and dried tears have stained my face.
I really should get over to Mick's, seeing that it's about 7:25, and Amber will bite my head off if I'm not there in 5 minutes.
I splash some water in my face, and brush my teeth.
I slip on my shoes and walk outside, the cool air hitting my face like shards of glass.
I get in the car and drive the small distance to Mick's place.
I get back out of the car and walk up to Mick's apartment, bracing myself for the sighting of Nina.
I walk in, and the first thing I see is Amber and Mick kissing, which has become a hobby for them.
Nina's in the kitchen, helping Mick and Amber's mothers with the final preparations for the "Super sparkly extravagant feast" , in Amber's words.
"Oh Fabian, we could use some help, help Nina bring the food to the table." Amber's mom ordered.
"Ok..." I mumbled. Nina just hands me a bowl of spaghetti, trying not to meet my eyes.
I sit it on the table and before I can even speak, she's handing me a pitcher of iced tea.
So much for conversation.
The rest of the time, we set the table and silence, and now we're about to eat.
"Would anyone like to say any words to the couple before we eat?" Amber's father asked.
"I would." I say standing up.
Everyone's eyes, even Nina's, turned to me.
"Ok, well Mick, it looks like your finally growing up, you've got... A special one. Hope everything goes great, and I hope you have a fun honeymoon, but not too much fun, the last thing we need is a pregnant Amber." I laughed, everyone in the room laughing as well.
I sit down and Nina stands up.
"Amber... I can't believe your married. I'm so happy for you! I can already tell that you and Mick will have an amazing marriage filled with love. As Fabian said, don't have too much fun only your honeymoon because face it, your hormones will be higher than the Empire state building," Nina says, she taking a pause expecting a laugh. But it just stays silent...
So... To stop her from sitting back down while laughing nervously, I start laughing, trying my best to convince the others it actually was funny, and eventually everyone is.
"Yeah, so love you Ambs." she smiled before sitting down.
"Now... Let's eat!" Mick cheered before practically diving into the turkey.
We eat, drink, and talk quietly, and before anyone could really tell, it was 9:30 and most of the guests are ready to leave.
"Bye mum, bye dad!" Amber said waving good bye to her parents.
She closes the door and turns around.
"I'd thought they'd never leave!" Amber sighed, faking exasperation.
"I'm going to leave." I said, seeing it was only Nina, Mick, Amber, and I left.
"Aww just stay a little longer... Please?" Amber begged.
"I can't Amber-
"But there's things to keep you busy! Like Ni-
"No... I've got to go." I said, forcing a smile.
"Ok.." she frowned.
"Bye mate." Mick said, doing our elite hand shake.
"Bye, use protection." I laughed before leaving.
Nina's Pov
Tonight was torture.
Not that I thought it was going to be easy.
"I'm going to go. Have fun you guys." I said, eyeing the kissing couple.
"No!" She said separating from the kiss. "I have to speak to you before you leave." she said pulling me into Mick's room.
"What's up?" I asked, curiously.
"Go to him.." she says.
"Who?"
"Oh you know who! You love him Nina-
"But I just can't, Fa-
"No. Go to him. Now." she said crossing her arms.
Without answering I leave the room, and then the apartment.
On the walk home, my mind begins to fill with all things Fabian, and despite the wicked voice in my head saying 'No', I find myself walking up to Fabian's place.
"Fabian?" I asked, knocking on his door.
No reply.
"Fabian?" I ask again, knocking a little harder.
"Fabian, I know you're in there!" I say now pounding on the door.
"Fine." I grumbled. "I'll just wait." I whisper, sitting down the welcome mat.
I slump down on the wet mat and yawn, the lack of sleep finally starting to take me over.
A few minutes of sleep can't be that bad, right?
-2 hours later-
I open my eyes and see that I'm not outside anymore... Instead I'm on Fabian's underused bed.
How long did I sleep for?
Why am I here?
Why am I asking myself these questions?
I shakily get out bed and walk into the living room to see Fabian flipping through the channels on the TV.
"Hi.." I say quietly.
"Hello sleeping beauty." Fabian said standing up.
"Why didn't you answer the door?"
"I was asleep.."
"Figures you do sleep like a-
"Hibernating bear." Fabian finished.
"Yeah."
"So... Not trying to be rude or anything, but, any specific reason why you wanted me? It's late."
"Oh yeah... I wanted to say," I mumble trying to put my thoughts in to words.
"I need you." I finally said.
"You're honestly the best thing that has ever happened to me, and I can not go another second without knowing that you feel the same way I do. I love everything about you. I love how your super smart, I love how your so sweet, and I love how you saved me from embarrassing myself at the dinner." I breathed. "But most importantly.. I love you." I whisper. "And I'm so sorry for whatever I said those months ago because I honestly didn't mean it and if you could-
"Shut up." Fabian finally said.
"What?" I asked, confusion and anger replacing the longing for him.
"Shut up..." he says before walking up to me, and pulling me into a kiss.
Slowly, I wrap my arms around his neck, deepening the kiss that I have been waiting forever for.
He places his hands on my hips and we fall onto the couch, too into the kiss to separate.
My fingers tangle in his hair, pulling him closer to me.
I don't want this kiss to end, never. Not because he's a great kisser, because trust me, he is, but because I'm afraid I'll lose him.
"Fabian?" I ask, separating from the kiss to breathe.
"Yeah?" he asked, looking into my eyes.
"I-
"I love you too." Fabian smiled, making me smile as well.
"Really?" I ask.
"No." Fabian said putting on a serious face.
"What?"
"I'm just kidding Nina... Of course I do." he smiled.
"You're awesome, you know that?"
"I've been told." he smiled kissing the tip my nose.
"Are we together again?" I asked.
"Yes."
"Look who's being all decisive." I laughed.
"You know you love it." he laughed.
For once in a really long time, my love life isn't messed up.. And I love it.
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