Disclaimer: I unfortunately don't own the sons of anarchy but like many I wish I did. I do however own the character Danni! And the other characters that you don't recognise.

Chapter 5

Tonight a party was being thrown for Juice as a homecoming and to make sure that everyone knew he wasn't dead and not to shit themselves if they happen to see him around. It was the whole shebang; drink, girls and the perfect excuse for Danni to get drunk after the day she had had before.

She had invited Greg but he refused in favour of doing work. Big surprise there. So she was going solo which meant dodging the advances of men who still haven't got it through their heads that she will never fuck any of them no matter how good looking they are. Being solo also meant avoiding Juice as much as possible just in case…she couldn't be left alone with him, god only knows what she'd do and that can't happen because of, um…Greg. God damn it, she keeps forgetting him.

She pulled her car into TM after going home to change and made her way towards the clubhouse ignoring the looks and catcalls being sent her way from some guys who were scattered outside. She had threw on some black short shorts with silver heals and a silver sequence flowy top (Outfit on profile page). It was nothing special but she didn't care, she had no one to impress anyway.

When she got inside she went straight for the bar again ignoring the already tipsy men as they eyed her from her curled head to her healed feet. When she reached the bar she got some Jack Daniels and then turned to look for someone she actually wanted to talk to. While she scanned the crowd she saw the crow eaters eyeing her with displeasure just like always. They hated her almost as much as she hated them and she loved to shove in there faces the fact that they're just meaningless fucks because they didn't care who they fucked or hurt in the process. Finally she spotted Jax, Opie, Tara, Cherry and Donna and weaved her way through the crowd and plopped herself down on the chair next to Jax's.

"Hey Danni" he greeted her taking in her outfit and groaning.

"What?" she asked.

"Do you want me to kill someone?" he asked her gesturing to the men eye fucking her.

"I just threw this on. Trust me if I'd taken the time you wouldn't stand a chance of killing all the guys" she said winking at him and drinking some of her drink.

Opie shook his head and laughed "You're not modest are you?"

"Nope, modesty is for people with insecurities and I don't need to have any" she said simply while shrugging and the five others laughed.

"So, where's Greg?" Donna asked.

"Take a guess" she rolled her eyes.

"Working?" Cherry asked and Danni only nodded.

"How could he let you leave the house like that without him?" Tara asked her thinking it was pretty damn obvious that Danni would get a lot of attention because she was drop dead gorgeous.

Danni shrugged "I dunno, maybe he doesn't care. Or maybe he just assumes that I'll behave. Or maybe he doesn't think I look as good as everyone else does. Or maybe…" she stopped herself as she took in the faces of her family "Shutting up now" she said drinking some more.

"That's crazy, there's no way he doesn't think you look as good as we do" Donna said.

"If any one in this room was your guy he probably wouldn't have let you leave the house" Jax said trying not to think of it.

"Wow, it's like having my own cheerleading squad" Danni laughed as Jax nudged her with his shoulder smiling.

"Laugh all you want but that fucker better not be making you think of yourself as any less than you are" Jax said.

"Yeah, listen to you big brother Danielle" Opie teased before getting serious "He's right though any guy here would have kept you locked up to have his wicked way with you just like ju…" he stopped as he realised what he was about to say but it was to late and they all knew he was about to say "Like Juice always did." It was silent for a few seconds before Danni downed the rest of her drink.

"Oh look at that, I'm all out, I'm gonna go get another" she said before standing and leaving before the conversation could be continued. Little did she know Juice was sitting behind them and had listened to the conversation anyway.

"Danni! Want a game?" Half-Sack asked her motioning to the pool table.

She shrugged "Sure" she was actually really good and Half-Sack had never beaten her before.

"Ladies first" she teased him but he just smiled shaking his head as Chibs laughed from his seat beside him with some red head on his lap.

Not long later Half-Sack was sat with his head hanging again as Danni plotted the black ball and did a small curtsy before hopping up onto the pool table her legs dangling off the side as she sat there "You owe me a drink" she stated.

"We never said loser has to bye drinks" he objected but she just smiled and raised an eyebrow staring at him until he sighed and slouched away to get her a drink.

"Poor kid" she heard Tig laugh from his seat with a blond attached to his arm.

Danni just shook her head and laughed before looking over towards Jax, Opie, Tara, Cherry and Donna seeing that her seat had been taken by Juice who was staring at her again and then his eyes shifted to the pool table before her eyes again as a sexy smirk appeared on his lips. Danni was confused for a second before she suddenly knew what he was talking about and she couldn't stop the tiny smirk that crept onto her lips as she remembered what he was hinting.

"What is your problem?" Danni yelled at Juice in the silent clubhouse as she slammed the front door and marched into the room where Juice was standing.

"My problem? I'm not the one who was flirting with half of the men in the room!" he shouted back at her.

Danni let out a frustrated scream as she threw her bag onto a chair stomping closer to him as he put the pool stick down and turned towards her.

"Are you serious right now? Are you completely insane? Being nice to someone or even the slightest bit civil does not constitute as flirting!" she screamed in annoyance and frustration at his jealousy. She knew he was a jealous man and she herself could get jealous but this is ridiculous.

"It was more than being nice Danielle!" he yelled with a frown on his face.

"You are being unreasonable Carlos!" she shouted back using his full name as he had done to her.

"No I'm not! I think it's pretty obvious that you're obviously not happy with me and are looking for someone else!" he continued to shout.

"Urg! So this is about your insecurities and your taking it out on me?" she asked ready to explode.

"I am not insecure! But if you're gonna try flirting or even cheating then you should at least do it away from me!" he burst.

"Oh yeah, coz I'm such a slut that I'll try to cheat on you in the first place never mind do it right in front of you! You think I'm a slut? Screw you Carlos!" she exploded at him feeling pissed off and a little hurt. She marched up to him and smacked him round the face the noise echoing around the room "You clearly don't trust me and if you think I'm a slut then what the hell are we doing?" she turned on her heel and had only took two steps before he spoke again.

"I don't think you're a slut Danni! God damn it! Have you seen yourself lately? Do you have any idea the amount of guys who would kill to be with you even for a second? You're gorgeous inside and out even if you are a bitch sometimes and you chose to be with me…me? I know it took you a while but you eventually said yes and you're with me! How the hell can I not be worried about losing you?" he asked her.

"It doesn't matter what guys think of me Carlos! Like you said I chose to be with you so it shouldn't matter what they think it should only matter what I think! Let me know when you pull your head outta your ass!" she shouted and made to leave again.

"I can't lose you Danni! I love you!" he yelled at her and she stopped in her tracks and whirled to face him.

"You think you're the only one scared of losing the other? There are a million girls willing to be yours Juice but I don't take it out on you! You know why? Because I don't wanna push you away because I love you too!" she all but screamed.

"That's the first time we've said that" he said.

"I know" she said both of their voices still rose.

Juice reached forward and grabbed her hips pulling her against him and crushing her lips with his desperately. Danni fisted his shirt tightly trying to get closer to him as he splayed a hand between her shoulder blades to bring their top halves together as his other hand pulled her pelvis flush against his. He turned them around and trapped her against the pool table before slipping a hand underneath her shirt and stroking her ribs as she dragged her nails down his covered back.

He gripped her hips and easily lifted her atop the pool table spreading her legs and stepping between them his mouth swooping down to her neck as his hands continued to work upwards towards her uncovered chest. Moaning Danni shoved his cut off of him before he pulled her top over her head and she ripped his shirt open sending buttons everywhere running her hands over the newly revealed skin as he ducked down towards her chest.

He traced around her dusty nub with his tongue as his hand tweaked the other nipple. She arched her body towards him as he sucked her nipple into his mouth tugging it between his teeth and biting it sharply before soothing it with his tongue again and switching breasts to give each the same attention. Danni dug her nails into his shoulders as he kissed between her breasts and down her stomach before licking from her left hip to her right while undoing the button and zipper on her denim shorts.

"Jesus Christ…" she moaned as her head lolled back slightly.

"Babe, you're…fucking…amazing" he punctuated each word with a kiss down her leg as she kicked her red heels off and he pulled her shorts all the way off.

Following his lead Danni pulled him back up to her mouth before reaching down and undoing his jeans letting them drop to the floor as he tugged her lower lip between his teeth biting down lightly before sucking her tongue back into his mouth. Their heads pushing and pulling at their frantic kiss and Danni hooked her toes into his boxers tugging them down his legs before they fell with his jeans. Juice getting impatient simply ripped her black panties from her as he fisted her hair in his other hand and pulled her head back to suck on her pulse point marking her as she moaned.

"Fucking hell, I love you, so damn much" he muttered kissing up her neck.

"God damn Juice, I love you too, mmm" she tugged his earlobe into her mouth as he groaned before licking the shell of his ear and he snapped his head around to pull her into a bruising kiss. Grabbing her behind the knees he pulled her slightly further forward on the pool table and then hitched one leg over his hip while the other rested in the crook of his elbow. He rested his head on hers and grinned as she looked into his eyes with a smile of her own before he thrust into her smoothly and powerfully.

"Fucking Christ" he grunted "Still so fucking tight."

"God Juice, hmm, hard and fast" she moaned against his ear and never one to deny his girlfriend complied with her wishes.

He pulled himself almost all the way out before slamming back into her hard and fast. He splayed one hand onto her back to keep her close as the other gripped the thigh around his waist and she raked her nails down his back trying to find purchase before settling on his shoulders leaving nail marks as he pounded into her. Their mouths clashed again along with their tongues and teeth almost sure that they were drawing blood from the other. Danni pulled from the kiss to throw her head back when he hit just the right spot and he kept to that angle making her cry out again and again as he grunted and groaned into her ear.

"Shit baby, I'm close…" she muttered into his neck so he reached down and circled her clit lightly teasing her. He felt himself begin to fall over the edge so he applied more pressure pressing the nub.

"Cum with me baby, now!" he groaned and she tumbled over the edge just seconds before he did. He continued with small jerky thrusts before he was sure they were completely done and she collapsed onto his chest in exhaustion.

He tangled one hand into her slightly damp hair and caressed the thigh that he kept wrapped around him as she leaned against him. Once their breathing calmed down a little she sat herself up resting both of her hands onto his chest as he leaned in to give her a soft kiss that didn't lack intensity.

"I love you Danielle Teller Morrow" he said quietly using her full name.

She smiled "And I love you Jean Carlos Ortiz" she said and he narrowed his eyes playfully before throwing her over his shoulder as she squealed and carried her to his room at the clubhouse.

"Danni!" she was brought back to reality as Half-Sack waved a hand in front of her face with his brows drawn together.

She forced herself to look away form Juice who still had his eyes locked on hers obviously remembering the same thing she was and she said "Hm? What?"

"Your drink" he said handing it over looking slightly worried.

"Oh right…thanks" she said before she smiled, hopped off of the pool table and pecked him on the cheek before heading towards her room to breathe.

She shut the door to her room and leaned against it as she sighed. This is a hell of a lot harder than she hoped it would be, she new it wouldn't be a walk in the park but god damn she felt like a part of her was dying as much of a pussy thing it is to say. Every fucking time she saw him she wanted to ravish him or hug him or just talk to him like she used to but she couldn't because once she started she wouldn't stop, she knew that it would be impossible for her to.

Running a hand over her face Danni pulled herself away from the door and walked to her bed plopping down on the end of it staring at the door as though it was the most interesting thing in the world trying to keep her mind from wondering which so far was working out horribly.

She wasn't sure how long she had been in there before her door was opening without being knocked on and then next thing she new she was in another staring contest with Juice as he leaned against her closed door staring at her. Nothing was said for a long time as they let their eyes roam over the other but Danni kept shifting obviously not trusting herself alone with him and not wanting to start something she knew she couldn't finish.

"Danni…" his voice sounded husky probably from the flashback he had had about the two of them on the pool table.

"Juice, please don't do this. This is hard enough for me without you fighting for me" she stated.

"It shouldn't be hard though Danni. It shouldn't be hard for you to be with the lawyer, it should be something you both want meaning it's natural to be together, meaning you accept the other person, meaning you love them for who they are, not meaning constant arguing, or judging them by their family, or trying to make them chose between them and their family" he informed her and she was struck by how not stupid he was just like she always said.

"Love is always difficult" she said weakly.

"Yeah but you don't love him which is why it's harder than it should be" he said gently.

"You don't know that I don't love him" she argued quietly.

"I know you better than I know myself Danni. If you can't say it then it's not true and you don't believe it" he replied.

"Why are you doing this?" she asked him as her face dropped towards the floor.

"Because I love you" he said and it was the first time he had said it since he came back and it made Danni squeeze her eyes shut to stop the whirlwind of memories in her head. She got up off of her bed and tried to move around him, she needed to get away from the memories, but he grasped her arm and spun her towards him before pressing her against the door with his body.

"Juice please don't make this harder than it has to be. I can't…" she started.

"You can do whatever you want Danni. I'm not trying to make this harder for you but I know that you don't love him and I know that you still love me and those facts right there mean that I am gonna fight for you even if it means fighting you for you" he said softly.

Danni stared up at him for a moment before she sighed closing her eyes. She gently pushed against his chest and he stepped back allowing her to leave the room. She knew this had to be hard for him too but she couldn't just dump Greg because Juice is back after lying about being dead for three years even if he had no choice.

Fucking hell, she had no idea what the fuck she was doing anymore.

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