Chapter 6

Tenshi's POV

I felt bad that I mentioned Neji around TenTen. How was I suppose to know it was like stepping on a battlefield? Maybe I did, but hey, I'm a teenager. I like to mess things up. Actually no, I just didn't really think of what might happen if I mentioned it. It sort of just came out. Well after I mentioned, the now taboo thing, I went to my room and read another letter.

Dear Kiba,

I guess you're lucky, we're having a girl. I was crying tears of joy. Honestly, I was going to be happy no matter what we had. It's our baby, can you believe that?

I remember being scare of talking to people. I really wanted to pet Akamaru, so I took all of my courage and asked to pet him. I'm glad I did. If I didn't, I would have missed out on the greatest friendship of my life. I would have missed out on falling in love with you. I don't know when or why but I fell in love with you. If you saw me right now, you'd tease me how red my face is. I'm glad I fell in love with you. I'm even happier to know you love me back.

Do you hear me, I'm talking to you

Across the water, across the deep blue ocean

Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams

I feel you whisper across the sea

I keep you with me in my heart

You make it easier when life gets hard

Love Hinata

PS - The song is called "Lucky by Jason Mraz"

After reading the letter, I was so breath taken. To believe my parents were so in love. So many things I don't understand. Why did my dad have to take his life? That dream I had makes me wonder even more.

Dear My Dearly Beloved,

I miss your beautiful eyes. The little time we spent together was the greatest. I wish we could've had more time together. I know I've said this many times before, but I miss you.

My sister can be a real hard ass as well. She won't get off my back. She always says that I'm an idiot for getting you pregnant. That's not what I think though. I think it was the best thing that had happened to me. If I never got you pregnant, I don't think I would've got the courage to tell you my feelings. Well I have to go. Much love Hinata.

I wasn't born to lose you

I want you, I want you

I want you so bad

Honey, I want you

Kiba

PS - The song is " I want you" by Bob Dylan. I also can't wait till the next time we see each other.

After reading it, I didn't give myself time to breath, I quickly grabbed another letter.

Dear Kiba,

Every time I'm listening to my iPod and the songs you sent in previous letters, come up on the shuffle brings a smile to my face. Does that happen to you when you listen to the songs I sent?

Hanabi is so excited about the baby it stresses me out. I keep telling her that she'll be here soon enough. I also decided that I won't tell anybody that we're having a baby girl. Even though TenTen is pestering me to tell her if I know. It's so hard to lie because that's just not me.

I just realized, I never asked how you feel living there. How are you? I'm doing good, better if you would just come see me. I miss you so much. Every time I write a letter to you, baby just moves in my stomach. Write soon.

Love Hinata

PS - Home is whenever I'm with you.

Dear my beloved,

Every time I listen to those I get this warm feeling inside. I get so happy knowing that this is what you're thinking in the moment. It also breaks my heart 'cause we're so in love and not at each other's side.

Babe, I'm happy working at the vets, but that's about it. I don't like going home 'cause my "dad" is always drinking and being an ass. Every night after work, I just want to go to your house. Now that I think about it, I almost have enough money saved to go and see you. Finally!

By the way, I'm glad to hear you're not telling people what we're having. Nosy people should wait and get surprised.

I want you to know everything

I won't let this go

These words are my heart and soul

I'll hold onto this moment, you know

As I bleed my out to

Show and I won't let go

Love always,

Kiba

PS - song is called "With Me - Sum 41

That was the last letter I read for the day. I put the rest of the letters back into its box and set it aside. Then I blasted to music and laid on my bed. Shortly after the first song ended, my mom barged into the room. Quickly I turned down my music.

"What?" I yelled.

"Can you please turn it down and for the love of god, can you change your ringtone. The song you chose is horrible," she threw my phone at me and then left the room. I opened it and saw that I missed four calls from Keiji. I called back and he answered after one ring.

"Ten, you want to hang out after I work?"

"Yeah, why not?" We talked for a couple more minutes. He told me to just wait for him at his place. I didn't mind. Before I left, my mom and I talked about Itachi. After that I left. On the way there, I kept on thinking back to the dream I had. I had so much feelings thinking about it. My heart sank with pain, but at the same time, it overjoyed me. There's no words to describe what I felt really.

When I reached Keiji's, I walked in and saw no one. I found it odd that the door was unlocked. I ignored it and decided to go upstairs and wait for Keiji in his room. When I walked in I grabbed his laptop and opened it. Dammit! It was locked and I didn't know what the password was. Then I slammed it shut and let out a sigh. I laid on his bed and grabbed my phone. It was only 5:56PM and Keiji wasn't done work till six o'clock. What was I supposed to do when I couldn't go on the computer?

My train of thought was lost when I heard someone giggling in the other room. I had a smile come across my face. I was happy thinking that my uncle and TenTen were happy again. To hear them being all lovey dovey, I went to the other room quietly. While I slowly crept down the hall, I heard someone say a name. The name was muffled so I couldn't make it out properly. Slowly, I went by the room. Something I wish I hadn't done. When I was outside the door, I took a peak inside and saw something I wish I hadn't. It was Neji screwing Sakura!

At first I stood there stunned. Then quickly, I went and left the house. I quietly closed the front door and then hopped into my car and left. I didn't know where I was going to go so I decided to go back to my place. When I made it back, I quickly called Keiji and told him to just meet me at my place. He tried to bargain with me, but I insisted. After a couple more minutes he agreed.

I laid on my bed and thought about what I saw. 'Maybe it was all in my head,' I thought to myself. Which was nonsense because I don't think I could ever think like that. And I mean ever! It was sick actually. I never thought Neji was that kind of man. He seemed happy with TenTen. Then I thought about what Keiji told me. While lost in my thoughts, the door opened. I looked up and didn't see Keiji walk in. Instead it was my mom.

"You okay? You look a bit worried." As soon as she asked, I got up and looked at myself. I had no color in my face. Then slowly, I turned around and shook my head.

"Yeah I'm fine," I said quietly.

"I thought you were going to Keiji's?" I shook my head and sat back down on my bed.

"I decided I just wanted to stay home and hang out here. He also said that me would just meet me here." I hope she didn't see through my lie. My mother notices everything with me. After I said that, my mom closely looked at me. We both never said anything and then quietly, you could hear someone walk into the room.

"Um, am I interrupting something?" I heard Keiji say.

"No!" I shot back. "No you're not, um, mom can you leave us alone?" I asked her quickly.

"Sure," she said this very unsure of my reply. She left and that's all that mattered.

"What's up?" Keiji asked me.

"Uh, nothing. What you want to do?" I asked him very unsure of myself. Seeing him, I just thought back to what I saw earlier that day. Now that I've seen Keiji, I know it's true. My heart sank again with pain. Without realizing, I put my hand over my chest.

"What's wrong?" Keiji asked me. I looked at him and shook my head.

"Don't worry about it." I tried my best to smile and I didn't feel too convinced myself.

"Come on, let's go and drive around," I nodded. I told him I would be right back. Then quietly, I walked to the other room and saw my mom sitting on the couch talking to someone. As quietly as I came, I made my back to my room. Before I reached the door knob, my phone vibrated. I grabbed it and it was a call from Neji. My heart tightened in my chest.

"Hello?" I quietly asked.

"Hey I need to talk to you about something."

"Uh, about what uncle?" I asked very nervous.

"Meet me at Starbucks in thirty minutes," before I could argue with him, he hung up the phone. I growled at my phone and then entered my room. I went and sat on the bed with Keiji and let out a loud sigh.

"Uh, can we hang out another time-"

"Really Ten? I'm gonna be utterly bored at home!"

"I'm sorry, something just came up," I told him. Without saying another word, he was gone. I rolled over onto my bed and screamed into my pillow. Then softly, I felt someone rub my leg. I looked up and saw my mom.

"What's wrong baby?" I sat up and stared at her properly.

"Oh nothing, I'm gonna go get myself a coffee." Before she could say anything, I grabbed my stuff and left the apartment. It was wrong of me to just leave her like that, but I needed to know what Neji needed to talk to me about.

When I made it to Starbucks, I could see Neji sitting at a table with two coffees in front of him. I parked my car and then walked inside. Neji saw me and waved his arm for me to come. When I seated myself, we both didn't say anything.

"That's yours," he gestured to the coffee, then with a shaky hand, I grabbed it.

"So... What did you want to talk about?"

"Well today, and don't try to deny it. I know you came by the house today." Shit!

"What do you mean?"

"Don't!" he scolded. "I know you saw."

"I d-didn't mean to intrude or anything. It just that Keiji called from work and told me to wait at your place," I stopped myself. I couldn't continue because the memories flashed in my mind. It was disgusting. Then slowly, I got up and all you could hear was some small talk, the chair screech, then Neji quickly grabbed my arm.

"Don't say a word to anyone! If I find out and I mean even a little whisper of this, it will be the end of you," I pushed his arm away.

"Yeah, can I ask you one thing though?"

"Yeah?"

"Why?"

"Mind your own business." I nodded and left the conversation at that. When I left Starbucks, the cold air sent chills down my back. I didn't know what I was going to do. I stood there for a bit and then glanced once more around and then jumped into my car. When I started to drive, I pulled in and parked my car at the parking lot outside the apartment. Something came over me and suddenly I felt something warm trickle down my face. With a shaky hand, I wiped my face and the tears started to come down my face faster.