A/N: Disclaimer – I don't own Twilight. Though I do own this story – which is really starting to take shape now. Warning – this chapter contains lemons. Please review and let me know what you think!
Sorry that it's been a little while since I posted last – I've given this chapter special attention, and I hope that I've gotten everything right. Also, a nice little trip to the ER and a final exam but me further behind.
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BPOV – Just coming…
I'm alone….with Edward. We're alone together. That doesn't make sense.
My mind is on complete overdrive. Edward is sitting on the piano bench and I'm standing next to him. Alice and Jasper made up some lame excuse to leave. She was giving me her 'crazy eyes' as her and Jazz walked out. So I doubt she will be back tonight. Which makes me entirely grateful and completely nervous at the same time. My insides are jumping all around, I feel like my stomach may fly out of my body.
"So…want me to play something for you?" Edward said as he began tinkering around on the keys.
"Yeah, that would be lovely."
"Come sit with by me."
"Oh, um, ok." I said as I took a seat next to him on the piano bench. Edward then started playing Clair de Lune. The melody was beautiful and so relaxing. But I was very aware of his long, dexterous fingers as they ghosted across the keys. If he's this lithe with the keys, I wonder how well he could play other things.
"That is so beautiful, Edward". I said as the song came to a close.
"Not as beautiful as you, Bella". Edward said as he turned his body so he could look deep into my eyes. I blushed and broke the gaze as I looked down slightly.
"Edward…"
"Bella…"
We spoke at the same time. "Go ahead". I motioned for him to continue what he was saying.
"I just wanted to say that I'm very glad that I'm here." He took my hand in his and lightly kissed it. My breath hitched in response to the feel of his lips.
"I'm glad you're here too". I whispered.
Our eyes locked as he looked up at me. His deep green orbs mesmerized me as his eyes penetrated through me. Edward lightly tucked a strand of hair that had fallen in my face behind my ear. As his hand lowered, he gently grazed my cheek. I instantly blushed at his touch. This man was doing things to me, just from the few seconds of touching than I've ever felt before. The spark of energy between us could have powered a whole city. I wanted him to kiss me in that moment. I felt my whole body sing to his touch. I wanted more. I needed more.
Still looking into my eyes, he said, "Bella, I want to kiss you, but I don't want you to feel rushed. I just don't have the strength to stay away from you anymore".
"Then don't". That was all I was able to say before his lips lightly brushed against mine. I felt the sparks ignite all through me. I felt like the circuit had been completed and the electricity buzzed between us. His lips were so soft as he gently placed small kisses on my lips.
Slightly pulling away, he said, "Bella, do you feel it too?" It was almost a whisper. "This pull? I feel so drawn to you. I can't explain it. It's like I've been searching for you, and I've finally found you."
"I feel it too. I've never felt like I feel about you with anyone else. But I felt connected to you, drawn to you. Since I first met you." I said and the look in his eyes became inflamed with….lust? I felt the same. Things were become heated between us and I felt like I might combust.
I knew it was fast. I knew what people would say. But at this point, I didn't give a flying fuck what people thought. Or what the social norm for resuming dating after a breakup. He was here and he wanted me, and I sure as hell wanted him.
I leaned forward closer to him, and looked up through my lashes. I felt like I was glowing or something and he took that as confirmation that I wanted everything he wanted. He leaned in and our lips met in a soft pouty kiss. The kissed deepened, but I'm not sure who started what, but soon we were open mouth kissing and then I felt his tongue brush across my bottom lip as if asking permission. I opened my mouth further as our tongues intertwined and warred for dominance. We kissed with all of the pent-up passion and frustration of the past few weeks. I poured everything feeling I had for him out in those kisses. We broke away in need of oxygen, but our foreheads were still touching as we both panted for air.
"Couch." I managed to break in between kisses. We broke apart only long enough to stand up. We resumed a deeper kiss and I wrapped my arms around his neck and he pulled me closer by wrapping his arms around my waist. My hands found purchase in his hair and I gave a gentle pull. He groaned into my mouth and that sound went straight to my girly bits.
He led me over to the couch and he sat down first. Obviously he enjoyed our activities as well, because he pulled me down onto his lap as he one hand wrapped around my waist and the other went around my neck. I slowly guided my leg to straddle his lap for better access for the kiss. But from this position, I could feel all of him and it spurred me on further.
Oh my god, I'm kissing Edward. Edward has an erection. Oh my, what a big boy he really is.
Edward started trailing kisses down my jaw to my neck. He found my sweet spot, well one of them at least. He kissed the spot right on my jugular. I could feel his scruffy beard from the day's growth as he lightly nibbled and kissed. Goose bumps spread all over me; the electricity between our bodies was palpable. I gasped for air as he trailed lower down to my chest. My hips started grinding of their own accord against his bulging erection. He pushed his hips up to meet mine and trailed his hands down my back to my ass. He kissed my right breast through my thin sweater as his other hand came up to gently massage the other. My nipples pebbled under his ministrations. But, at that moment, I thought of Alice. Not a great time to remember I didn't live alone.
"Edward….Alice." I breathed out and he stopped what he was doing and looked into my eyes. "I just don't know if she and Jasper will come back and I don't think they need a behind-the-scenes look at us like this." I tried to explain and he looked a little worried as to what he should do. He started moving me to sit next to him again. Perhaps he thought I was rejecting his advances.
"I just mean, maybe we should go somewhere private." I said looking up at him shyly.
"Ok." I stood up and took his hand and led him upstairs to my bedroom.
When we entered the room, he was immediately pressing soft kisses to the back of my neck. His arms slowly glided around my belly as he pulled me close to him. His hand moved up to my breast again, and I could feel his hardness in my back. I angled my head back into his shoulder and looked up at his face in the darkness. Our lips connected and my hand once again was in his hair. I couldn't take this anymore; I needed to be closer to him. I turned myself around barely breaking the kiss. We stood for an eternity kissing in the dark room, hands roaming each other's bodies. I could feel my sweater riding up, or perhaps Edward was pushing it up so he could feel my skin.
I felt myself moving backwards towards the bed, I'm not sure if I was pulling or being guided, perhaps a little of both. The back of my knees hit the edge and I sat down. Edward pulled at my shirt and I helped guide it off then I took off my bra. He threw the shirt somewhere on the floor and I followed by throwing my bra. Then he pulled his shirt over his head. I could see the stretch of muscles as his arms extended over his head. I could see the soft hair leading below his pants. I wanted to lick him all over! But I just pulled him closer to me. I scooted back across the mattress as Edward crawled onto the bed. He stalked across the mattress, with a wild look in his eye. He was a mountain lion and I was his prey.
Then he held himself up on his forearms and hovered over my face as he lay next to me. He trailed his finger down the side of my face.
"So beautiful." He whispered.
Then his lips were on my again. This time the kiss was softer, like he wanted to take his time. He was enjoying being with me. I let my hands glide over the smoothness of his chest over his sinewy muscles. Edward's hands moved down my stomach, around to graze my ass and pulling my leg up over his hip as he squeezed my flesh. I could feel his length as he ground into me.
"Bella, I want you so bad." Edward practically whimpered. I felt a shot of electricity go straight through me.
"Edward…you….have me." I managed to get out in between kisses.
As he continued to kiss from my lips down my neck, his fingers found the button to my jeans. I raised my hips to help relieve myself of the offending garment. I lay before him in only a lacy thong. He worked his way down my body and guided my legs to open before him.
I felt so exposed, but under his heated gaze, I felt…"Beautiful." He said finishing my thought. Then he slipped between my thighs. Edward pulled my thong off in one swift motion and threw it somewhere on the floor. He trailed languid open mouth kisses up my leg to my heated core. Ever so lightly, his swept his tongue across my wet sex.
"Ungh." I gasped, that was all I could say as he licked and sucked. He pulled my clit into his mouth and began sucking. I felt something deep within beginning to build. Something I've never felt before. Edward began making circular laps in between sucking my clit. When I felt his teeth lightly nibbled my swollen nub, something within me broke free. I began moaning louder than I really intended, Edward's name falling repeated and incoherently from my lips. A bolt ripped through my entire body, causing me to almost convulse in pleasure. I felt everything within buzz to life. Edward just held my legs and maintained his ministrations until the spasms subsided.
After riding out waves and waves of pleasure, I managed breath out, "What the fuck was that?" I felt more spent than I've ever been in my entire life.
"That? What, you orgasmed. Did you feel good?" Edward looked apprehensive. He came to lie next to me propping on his elbow.
"Oh my god, yes, it was perfect. I guess I've never had one before". I rasped as I pulled his lips closer to mine. I could taste myself on his lips, making everything seem more erotic. Out tongues swirled and I was recovered quickly from my very first orgasm. I can't believe that I've never felt like that before. I've had sex; I was with Alec for so long. Although with him, I felt like I was almost to a nice place when we had sex, but then it was over. And Alec almost refused to have sex after he recuperated. He always went straight to sleep afterwards. So I've never even had a round-two. Feeling Edward move against my body, I truly felt I had been deprived all this time.
Feeling more assertive, I reached for the button of his jeans. He allowed me to unbutton them and he helped slide them off of his legs and onto the floor, barely breaking the kiss. I could feel my desire heating up. Hands were groping, frantically moving all over again. I could feel Edward's desire increasing as well.
Edward rolled onto of me, lying between my legs. I could feel him gently skimming my entrance. I moved my legs up his hips and he entered me and paused. I had to adjust to his size, length and girth. I've never felt so full; he touched everywhere pleasant inside of me.
EPOV
I positioned myself between Bella's long legs. I wanted to give her a minute to adjust, so I waited when I entered her. But GOD did she feel good. I started thinking of the periodic table and the square root of pi, just so I wouldn't come the second I moved.
"So good." I mumbled into her shoulder as I licked her collar bone. I held her hips tightly as I thrust. Each one eliciting moans and cries of passion from her sweet lips. She began rocking with me and we found a rhythm. She molded to my body and I fit perfectly into hers.
"Edward", she breathed. I need to feel more of her. I rose up on to my knees and pulled her leg onto my shoulder. I leaned forward and kissed her lips firmly. I've seen her in class; I know how flexible she is. I plunged further inside of her, filling her to the brim.
"Bella...god….so tight", I panted. I wanted her to come for me again, I wanted to feel her milk my dick. So I reached down and started rubbing her clit frantically.
"Ugh, Edward. There, right there." She cried out.
"You like it there, baby?" I said as pinched the swollen nub.
"Unnngh, yes. God yes." She whimpered and began moaning like she did earlier when I went down on her. Her first orgasm. How that's possible, I don't know. I felt her walls began to grip me tighter and our movements became frenzied.
"Fuck, baby, I can feel you. Come for me. I want to feel you." With that she released, her muscles tightening around me, her back slightly arching, and I fell over the edge with her. We both panted and moaned in pleasure as we rocked into each other.
Our movements slowed as the waves of pleasure rolled off of us and ebbed away. I pulled away to lie next to her. She immediately rolled into the nook under my arm. I felt so fulfilled, so peaceful, so right. I couldn't explain why that was different than any other time I'd had sex, but it was. Bella made it different. She made me feel completely connected to her in every possible way; I realized that I had never had that before.
"Bella, that was perfect".
"Mmmm, I know". She said as she hugged her arm around my torso. "There are no words…" She looked up and I lowered my head to kiss her sweet lips again. I could already feel my dick stirring again. I deepened the kiss and repositioned myself for better access.
She pulled back and looked in my eyes, "Again?"
"Mmmm. Fuck, baby, I could make love to you over and over. Do you feel what you do to me?" I said as I took her hand and rub it against my throbbing cock. With that, everything repeated, we made love again. Slower, more sensual than I've ever felt. Bella was consuming me, heart, mind, and now body. I couldn't get enough of her.
Afterwards as we lay next to each other, completely spent, I thought about what I said. Making love. That was what it felt like, love. I felt myself being pulled by our instant connection and I couldn't have been happier that I was falling for Bella. My Bella.