Chapter 8

Tenshi's POV

I was so happy that everyone came by. No one comes by very often and when they do, I just get so happy. As soon as Ino started talking about how Itachi is in that mob Akatsuki, I wasn't so happy. Everything that had happened the day before just came rushing back to me. I felt sick. I can't lie to TenTen, my mom or anyone. Why should I protect him when he could care less about me? It's because I know about his secret. Secrets blow. If it were up to me, I would tell my mom.

Without any thought, I left the room and texted Neji.

From Tenshi:

I don't want to do this.

I texted him. It was the truth though. Lying for him sickened me. It was something I didn't do and I never wanted to do, but here I am lying for him. Seriously, why did I have to agree to go and hang out with Keiji? I could've easily been home and continue reading the letters. No, I had to agree. After a couple of minutes, I got a reply.

From Neji:

It doesn't matter.

After he replied, mom came into the living room and asked if I was alright. Of course I said I was, it's not like I can tell her the truth. Even if I wanted to, I wouldn't even how to tell her. Like I couldn't go up to her and say, "Hey mom, Neji was fucking Sakura and I swore I would never tell." No, that wouldn't work.

Whatever, I just decided to go to my room.

Turning up the music, not too loud, I grabbed the blue box of letters and began to read.

Dear Kiba,

I love you. More than words could describe. Kiba I love you and our baby so much. Every time you write a letter, I feel like we're not that far apart.

After reading your dad drinks a lot, I felt sad. I'm jealous your parents are still alive but not the fact your dad drinks. I miss my mom and dad. They aren't coming back but you will soon. I can't wait until you come back home. I swear our baby kicked after I read that.

Every time I think of you, baby moves a lot. I'm glad you're the father of her. No one in my mind can be the best father but you.

Open your heart to me, baby

I hold the lock and you hold the key

Open your heart to me, darling

I'll give you love, if you turn the key

Love Hinata

PS- The song is called "Open you Heart - Madonna"

Dear love,

When I go to sleep, I think of you. I dream of you and it feels so goddamn real. When I wake up and realize you're not beside me, I feel so lonely. If long distance calling didn't cost so much, I would call you everyday. I miss your voice. I miss everything about you.

"Wait for Me"

You are not alone tonight

Imagine me there by your side

It's so hard to be here so far from you

I'm counting the days till

I'm finally done

I'm counting them down, yeah, one by one

It feels like forever till I return to you

But it helps me on those lonely nights

It's the one thing that keeps me alive

Knowing that you wait for me

Ever so patiently

My sister was playing that song this morning and I couldn't help but think of you. My sister is such a pain in the ass, but she helps me out more then my dad. Hana's all I got, so I'm thankful. Gotta go.

Love Kiba

PS - I MISS YOU!

Dear Kiba,

I'll always wait for you. Always. Even if I have to wait for a long time, I don't care. As long as its you and I in the end. My thoughts are always filled of a future with you and our baby girl. The love we share makes me so happy but so sad at the same time. My heart aches for your touch, kisses, voice and everything else. I'll stay patient for you because I love you today, tomorrow and forever. Continue to love me and baby, okay?

My life is being filled with so much happiness. I'm so happy knowing each day is closer to be being beside you. Which is soon right? Also that our baby will be here soon. Write soon, I love you.

Love always,

Hinata

My parents were so in love and now my mom might be falling for a mobster. It will honestly be stupid if my mom goes back to him. Yes I know that's she's happy, but what about her safety. Also, what about my safety? Won't I also be at risk if she's with him? While thinking about it, my mom walked in. We talked for awhile and I read her the last two letters. After she left my room, I re-read the last letter a few times. It was so sad. While re-reading it for the tenth time, I thought back to the dream I had. Did it really happen?

:::

Well it's been a month now and I'm still lying. Mom always asks me about what's bothering me, but I continue with all this lying. Neji could care less about me and I'm hurting inside. It hurts a lot. Why do I have to lie for someone? My mom barely comes home now. She says she's been working extra hours, but I know she's lying. She's a freaking secretary for god sakes. Even on weekends, she usually has those off, but she's gone all the time. She's lying to me. My mom said she stopped seeing Itachi, but I don't believe it.

Why is she lying to me? I do care that she's seeing Itachi, but she doesn't have to lie to me about it. I'm so angry at everything!

As I was making my way to my next class, I walked passed Keiji and he was talking to someone. I turned around and saw him talking to Sakura. Why did i think she wouldn't be at the school? She's the school nurse. I turned around quickly before Keiji saw me. I made it to my next class earlier then I wanted. Why was he talking to her? It was bad enough that I know who she had slept with. It saddened me actually. I didn't want to think about it and it didn't help that Keiji and I shared a class. Last year I failed my grade ten math so I ended up taking it again.

Before Keiji could start talking to me, I put my head down and tried falling asleep.

"Teeen," I could hear Keiji call out to me. I brought my head up and looked around, class was just ending.

"What?" I bickered.

"Class is over and you missed the whole thing," he stated.

"Way to state the obvious," I mumbled to myself.

"What?"

"Nothing, well I'm gonna go home now," I got out of my seat but didn't make it to far when Keiji grabbed my arm. I glared at him.

"Let's hang out today. My parents won't be home and I want to talk to you about something," he sad with a half-smile. I nodded my head.

"We'll just go to my place, my mom won't be home anyway," he nodded. When we both making our way to my car, I got a text.

From Sakura:

We need to talk. Now!

From Tenshi:

Not now, I''m busy, sorry.

I looked up and saw Keiji waiting by my car. I walked up to him and got into the car, I was about to put the car into reverse when Keiji suddenly stopped me.

"Are you hiding something from me?" he asked. I looked at him shocked and shook my head. I couldn't tell him, not now, not ever!

"Of course not and besides, what would I be hiding?" I asked him quietly. Then to try and convince him, I smiled.

"Tenshi, I know you're lying," he said sternly.

"I'm not lying. What makes you think I'm lying?" Could I be deceived so soon? He can't know. If Keiji finds out, that's it. I'll lose it. Damn you Neji.

"Tenshi, I just know you're lying," he paused and let out a breath, "Sakura told me something and I don't know if she's lying. Do you have an idea where I'm getting at?"

"No," I admitted.

"I don't know Tenshi, but I think she was telling the truth," he paused. "She said that my dad was seeing someone else." I stared at him shock. It was a relief also because she never said it was with her. But then again it was a shock.

"For real?"

"Yeah," he said softly. He then looked up at me, "Do you know anything?"

"No, I swear." I answered quickly. He nodded his head and then my phone beeped.

From Sakura:

We need to talk, NOW!

"Uh, Keiji, I'll just drop you off at your place, my mom needs me to come home," I lied. I became such a liar because of Neji and I honestly hated it. It made me feel horrible inside because that wasn't me and yet here I was lying.

"Go ahead," he growled. Instead of saying anything, we drove to his house quietly. He left without saying goodbye and that didn't bother me much. I called Sakura after leaving Keiji's.

"What's up?" I asked.

"Meet me at your place, I need to talk to you." I agreed and was now going back to my place. With my mom gone all the time, Neji thought it would be alright if he could do his little deed at the apartment. I didn't agree at first, but Neji threatened me and I couldn't back out. He scared me and I don't know what to do anymore.

When I reached the apartment, I walked up and saw Sakura sitting on the chair by the kitchen table. I nodded my head and dropped off my bag in my room. Before I left my room, I looked at myself in the mirror and I looked horrible. I've gotten smaller in the last month. I had bags under my eyes and the outline of my cheekbone was more defined. I slowly lifted my shirt and was able to see my ribcage. What have I gotten myself into?

"Whats up?" I asked as I walked back to the kitchen.

"I'm really sorry Tenshi. I really am, but I don't know who else to tell and I'm scared," she said with a shaky breath. I nodded my head.

"What?" I asked quickly.

"I-I'm pregnant," she said quietly and looked the other way. I stared at her stunned.

"WHAT?" I shouted. It couldn't be true. Not at all. It just couldn't.

"With his child?" I asked. "and are you really sure?"

"Yeah, what am I supposed to do?" she asked as a few tears fell down her face. I looked at her shocked as everything slowly started to make since. Heck, why was she even asking what to do? I was still in high school and I sure as hell didn't know what to do myself. What am I supposed to tell her? Tell her its okay, everything's alright? No, that would be a stupid card to play.

"Why are you even asking me? It's not my fault you didn't use a condom," I told her. "Do you even want to keep the damn baby?" I kinda yelled but whatever, why is she even telling me?

"I don't know. Should I keep the baby?"

"Do you want my honest opinion?" she nodded. "Don't keep the baby."

"B-but," I lifted my hand for her to stop.

"No! You can't have his child. I don't want TenTen hurt. Or anyone else. If your going to have his child, you better get the hell out of this town and not come back. You can't have his kid and that's final," I yelled. I felt something come off my chest after I said those words. I looked back at Sakura and saw tears coming down her face. I went up to her and slowly started to wipe the tears.

"Am I interrupting something?" I turned around and saw my mom standing there.

"No, Sakura was just about to leave, right?" I looked at Sakura and she nodded her head.

"Y-yeah, I'll see you guys around," she said quietly. After that being said, she left. My mom was still standing there but she looked a bit angry. Before she could say anything, I tried running off to my room and think things over. Instead my mom called to talk to me. I turned around and nodded my head.

"Yes?"

"Why was she here? What was that about?" she asked angrily.

"Nothing, nothing at all." I told her nervously. Before she could say anything else, someone came in. I looked towards the door and saw someone with black hair walked in. I looked at my mom.

"I'll be waiting outside," the dark haired man said.

"I'll be out in a bit," my mom told the man and the man left.

"Who's that?" I asked very confused.

"No one and we'll talk when I get back. Just needed to get some things." she then was on her way back to her room. I followed her.

"Are you sure you're coming back?" I asked because every time she has said that, she never came back. To be honest I missed her. I missed when she would come back from work and we would talk about our day. I also missed the times when we were able to tell each other secrets and it would stay between us. Now we can't even do that. She might deny it, but I know she's lying.

"Yeah," was all she said. I didn't want to question her anymore so I went back to my room and blasted the music. She didn't even bother coming to my room to say goodbye. I thought to myself 'What has happened to us?'

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