In this chapter we finally get to see Kensi's secret coming out. Attention, it's big and unexpected!

Deeks and Kensi entered the coffee shop and he felt an awkward feeling as soon as he saw the blonde waitress, Sarah. He put his arm around Kensi's shoulder, to show Sarah he has someone. Kensi approached the balcony and went ordering while Deeks was still in the same place, watching Sarah approaching him. She looked at him, up and down, and then said. "Hi, you remember me?"

She put her two hands on his face and pulled him suddenly for a kiss, being impossible for Deeks to predict it or stop her act. When Kensi turned around, she saw that and had no reaction. Sometimes she just couldn't understand herself; she usually is unstoppable, but now she was still, torturing her heart while watching that, while she was seeing someone stealing someone who's hers.

"Kensi? Kensi, this isn't what you think…" Deeks said as he pushed Sarah away. She placed the coffee cup on his hand and left out the door as he kept calling. "Kensi, Kensi, please listen to me!"

He looked at Sarah who was grinning meanly. She quickly walked and went serving a costumer's order and Deeks stood in the same place, looking, until he decided to run out the door, but she was already gone. Deeks understood he had to give her some space. They had just been dating for only a month, back in August, when Kensi brought up her insecurity issue; she told him he could have anyone, but instead he chose her. Deeks was miles away from thinking, almost over four months ago, how far their relationship could come. But Kensi never got her security completely recovered and after today's happening, he got that certainty. She was holding something back. She told him that too many things happened in Stuttgart, yet he doesn't know what.

Deeks mind was somewhere far from his body, having his eyes staring at the street light just in front of him, but the phone ringing called him back. Work, what he just needed now, to come across her after that embarrassing and needless event.

Deeks was sitting alone at his desk and Kensi hasn't showed up yet for work. He was worried about her but he knew if he grabbed the phone to call her, she wouldn't pick up. Instead, he startled when the phone rang. He wasn't sure if he wanted to answer it; the lunch break wasn't helping at all since all he could think was the coffee shop scene, but he didn't want to work too. He rather be massacring himself than working. But it could also be Kensi and for her he was willing to answer. The surprise took over his expression when he saw who was calling him.

"Hey, bud, what's going on?"

"Can you come here to the precinct?" Gibson asked him.

"Why? Are there any chicks fighting and you want to boost my humor? Because I'm really on the need of that."

"It's kind of that. But, right now I'm asking you to come as simply as the boyfriend."

"What happened?"

"I have a woman here saying Kensi broke her car."

"Just by a chance, the woman's name is Sarah?"

"Uhm…" Gibson only sighed from the other side. "I see you're inside the matter."

"Yeah. I'll be right there. Tell Kensi I'm on my way and tell her not to make anything stupid."

"Hey Marty," The two ex-partners greeted with a handshake. "I'm glad you could come. See if you can solve this without need of pressing charges."

"I'll see what I can do." Gibson guided Deeks to the cell where Sarah was. "I need to see Kensi first. Where's she?"

Gibson led him to the cell and before leaving talked low. "I'm giving you some time while I get Sarah's testimony."

Kensi was leaning on the bars, apart from the three large women sitting at the bench who were looking at him. "I know ladies, I know I'm a piece of heaven, but don't stare!" Kensi slapped him on the arm but he looked back at her. She was furious, but he wasn't trying to be funny with that commentary, he just tried to sound funny. Actually he was worried as the first thing he noticed was the blood on her palm, which made him grab her hand."What happened to your hand?"

"Just a cut." She answered pulling her hand back. She passed her hand down her leg, cleaning there the blood. "See?" She showed him the hand with a small cut that no longer bled. Kensi was speaking slowly and calmly, when Deeks thought she would shout out in anger.

"You're mad at me?" He played with her fingers while asking her that.

"A bit… Listen," She whispered. "We both know that I've been having some insecurity problems, and when we get to be alone," She looked back for the three women. "I'll tell what happened in Stuttgart."

"Okay." Deeks swallowed in dry. He sent nothing good was coming; that secret should be really something heavy and important. "I'm giving a call to Hetty, so we can speed up the situation."

Deeks left to give a call to Hetty and on the way he found Sarah. She smiled to him, but he ignored, annoyed with the entire situation. Luckily, Hetty was able to drop the charges on Kensi in exchange of the car's arrangement payment, which Sarah decided to accept seeing no other way to get her revenge on Deeks. Kensi, on her way was fined and there Gibson didn't sign up any restraining order because both Kensi and Sarah swore never want to cross paths on life.

"Thanks Dan, you were a huge help." Deeks gave a friendly hug to the friend.

"Hey, no prob. We're still partners."

"I'll never get rid of you, will I?"

Gibson grinned and invited. "Hey, maybe someday we could go on a double-date, you, me, Kensi and Deb."

"I'll give you a call, who knows?"

"Mr. Deeks," Hetty called when seeing him sitting at his chair. "Mr. Callen and Mr. Hanna will update you on the latest developments on the case. Meanwhile, Ms. Blye, we have a lot to clarify." Hetty walked back to her office, knowing she'd be followed by Kensi. She knew she had to have a talk with Hetty. She missed work and got arrested, something was going on and Hetty noticed it, just like everyone. "You haven't let go the Stuttgart mission, am I right?"

"Hetty," She sighed. "you know exactly what happened there…A lot of things happened there."

"Those things were part of the mission, and they should maintain classified."

"He's my boyfriend. I think he deserves to know why some days I want to be with him and other days I can't even look at his face…He has to know."

"You know relationships between co-workers never work out…but I'm willing to make efforts for you two. Just take the right steps."

"I'm telling him, Hetty. I haven't told anyone and if I wait more time…I don't know what I'll happen." Hetty nodded, giving her permission to tell Deeks those details.

Kensi was walking side by side on the living room at her house under Deeks' look sat at the couch. "Stop looking at me like that!" She exclaimed nervous.

"I'm just looking at you, waiting!"

"This isn't easy, okay?"

"Hey, I'm not pressuring you." He got up and grabbed her by the wrists. "Take your time."

"When…when I was on the mission, I had to get involved with an agent that was there…He became a bit dependent on the relationship, even though I've explained to him it was fake…but, we worked that out. Problem was we were both thinking of others and it became awkward…That's why I didn't call you. It was messing up with my head." Deeks understood what she was saying. The things between them were left too raw and wasn't necessary making it more difficult. They had thought of each other and that had been already messy enough.

"It's alright." He kissed her forehead, pulling her after it for a hug. "I know this can get messy when there are others involved."

"But, there's something worst…I traveled back here…" Kensi was trying to find words to ease it, but she didn't have any. "pregnant."

That word made Deeks walk back. "What you mean? You were pregnant?"

"After we, you know, I bled a lot and went to see a doctor. He told me that I had miscarriage a seven weeks fetus…I know it sounds horrible, but I was relieved."

Deeks was a bit disappointed, but mostly doubtful, and he felt he had to question her. "Did the miscarriage have any to do with-"

"No." She placed her hands on his face and kissed his lips. Deeks was stubborn and after putting an idea to his mind, it was hard to take it off. "No, Dee, it had nothing to do with you or me. Nothing. See why I didn't want to share this?"

"No, you did what was right. Now we both put this behind us and move forward."

"Some days I awake up and I think I'm still in Germany, and that it was all happening again."

"It's not going to happen ever again." He hugged her tightly against his chest. "I won't let any of that happen again, as long as you promise me to let it go."

Kensi closed her eyes and took a deep breath. "I already did…Now, it's just us. You and me." Both lied down over the sheets and she cuddled on his chest. Just a bit before falling asleep, Kensi mumbled. "You must think I'm horrible."

Deeks turned to her, locking his lips on hers. "No…I love you."

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