Chapter 3-

Shizuo x Izaya

Shizuo's POV-

Fuck….. Damn it all….. Why can I get him out of my head?….. He's a stupid louse who uses people… So, why can't I forget about him!

I scratched my head and ruffled my hair, thinking intently about why I couldn't forget him. I was lying down on my bed and staring up at the ceiling with rings underneath my eyes. After I told him to beat it I felt so exhausted that I just collapsed on my bed and fell asleep for about 4 hours. I woke up to his sad, pitiful face lingering in my mind when I told him to leave.

"I. Hate. This." I muttered and turned over to see that surprisingly, my phone was lit up like a Christmas tree. I reached over groggily and sat up, taking it in my slightly cold hands and flipping it open.

I froze, almost dropping my phone. I couldn't believe what was all over my screen. I almost punched a hole in my wall so big I could say 'hey, how's it goin?' to my neighbors…

I immediately saw picture after picture of Izaya….. Naked…. Bound…. And beaten up. Worn out to the point he actually gave up…..

In one he was being held up by his hair and was on his knees, blood dripping from his mouth and he had a slight erection… He looked so lifeless and cold…. It made me want to vomit.

The next one had him with a pained expression and face to the ground… He had a man behind him showing him no mercy and I could see blood on the inside of Izaya's thighs….

More and more pictures began to look the same each and every time. They all had a defeated and pained Izaya…. He was being tortured by a group of sick bastards. I scrolled down more on the key pad and read the text on the very last picture.

-This is your fault.

If you want him back alive, you better come to his house within 24 hours or we kill him.

He feels good on the inside….. Like a smooth, hot, slippery velvet. LOL.

Don't keep us waiting…. We might get bored again.-

I stood up and gritted my teeth as I resisted the urge to throw my phone across the room. This is insane… Why would they use Izaya to get to me? Don't they know I hate him? Well….. not so much anymore but…..

I have to go get him! I have to save him before they kill him….. I can't lose him. I…. I think I just love him too much to push him away anymore….. No matter what he does to me… I'll still love him.

That's right…. I don't think he could do anything to make me stop loving him. Why didn't I realize it sooner before I sent him away…. And lead him to this situation…. If I didn't tell him to leave and if I had just given him a chance this wouldn't have happened.

I put together the rest of my resolve and headed out the door; almost sprinting towards Izaya's house. I had to get him quickly and see what the fuck was going on! I ran past multiple people and knocked them over, running full speed and fueled with the rage of an angry bull.

I. Was. Pissed. They think they could just mess with the person I care about most and get away with it! I almost stopped and smacked myself for such a thought but I had to admit it…. it was true… If anything were to happen to Izaya, I don't think I could-

My thoughts were interrupted by the sight of Izaya's house lingering before me. I stared coldly at the dwelling as took a deep breath before opening the door and walking inside cautiously. All of the lights were turned off and It was pitch black in the room once I shut the door. "OI! WHERE THE FUCK IS IZAYA!" I yelled in anger and the living room light suddenly flicked on, half way blinding me.

In front of me I emmideatly saw Izaya lying on the floor with wide eyes and I horrified look that made me want to tear the skin from these sick creeps' bones. "Sh-Shi-…zu-ch..an?..." he said with a shaky voice as I looked at him. I walked over to him and he was shivering, bearing cuts and burses along with being completely and utterly exhausted.

"Don't worry…. Everything's okay now alright?..." I said in a relaxing tone but he shook his head.

"Y-You shouldn't h-have come Shizuo….. l-leave before they-" he was cut off when a sharp crack went through the air and I stumbled backwards, away from Izaya. I rubbed my head and winced slightly as I found blood on my hand when I pulled it away from my throbbing wound look at it.

A man with a now bent steel pipe stood behind me and the other four stood all around me. "Our boss said you would come….. We're glad you did. We didn't want to have to deal with this prick any longer…" The main guy said and smirked, "We thought that would at least knock you out but, damn! Your tough!... looks like…." He paused and grabbed Izaya by his hair tightly, holding him up as he pulled a gun out of his jacket. "We'll just have to kill him or you…" He smirked and I looked down.

My vision was a little fuzzy and my eyes were dark with murderess intent. I had never had this feeling before…. My body felt so heavy and wobbly….. I could feel my rage just bubbling up more and more, bordering the rim of madness.

"Oh?... What's this?... Is the great Shizuo Heiwajima scared? Hahaha!" he laughed as I clenched my fists together. He pulled Izaya up more and I heard a small whimper resonate from him, completely losing it and walking up to the man. I had no control over my actions…. I was just going. I wanted to stop but I just couldn't…. I swear that it wasn't even me making my legs move; my body just moved.

"Wha- d-don't come any closer or else I'll-" he didn't get a chance to finish before I punched him swiftly across the face and sent him flying into a wall, hearing it crack and crumble. Izaya was on the floor now and I leaned down to untie him when the one with the steel pipe came up behind me again and got ready to strike.

I quickly spun around and caught it with one hand, feeling a sick sort of smile spread across my face. He looked at me in horror as I bent it in half like it a tooth pick and threw it aside. Next I grabbed him by his neck, squeezing tightly as he gasped and coughed. My smile grew just to see him squirm and I could almost feel him take his last breath before his neck snapped and I dropped him.

"Who's next?... This is fun…." I growled and they looked like they were going to wet their pants. "Y-You… D-Damn it!" Another one darted at me as I grabbed his punch and twisted his arm behind his back. He screamed in pain as I heard the bones in his arm break, dropping to his knees and I leaned down more.

"You're in pain right? Want me to put you out of your misery?... heh." I smirked evilly and stepped in his back, putting intense pressure on his arm as I held it. "N-No! Don't please?" he shrieked and I laughed, "What? You think I'm just gunna let you get away with-" I stopped when heard Izaya scream my name and I turned around, dropping the man. The guy who I had knocked into a wall was back on his feet and had aimed the gun at my forehead, standing mere inches away from me.

"Go to hell!" He yelled and pulled the trigger. He shut his eyes tight when he fired the pistol and realized there was something pointing his gun up. He opened his eyes to see me standing there and holding the silver gun, directing it's path away from my head. My smirk grew even wider and I bent the gun back at him, almost daring him to pull the trigger to save himself the torture I was going to put him through.

He took a few steps back only to realize I had grabbed him by his shirt and raised my fist. "Say goodnight." I muttered and threw the first blow, punching him over and over. He has passed out and fell on the floor but I just kept punching, getting my hand more and more bloody each time.

"Sh-Shizu-chan…. That's enough stop…" Izaya muttered finally as the rest of the guys gave up and ran out the door while they could. I ignored him and continued, getting blood all over my clothes….

"S-Shizuo….. Stop… I mean it…" He repeated and looked at me with sorrowful eyes as I got more and more consumed in punching this guys face in.

"Stop! Shizuo!" he yelled finally and my eyes widened. I dropped the man and backed up, holding up my hands. "Wha… What th-the h-hell happened?..." I said in fear and looked around, seeing two dead guys from before who were, not too long ago, alive. My eyes got even bigger as I realized I had blood all over me and I could feel a lump in my throat.

"Y-You don't remember anything?..." Izaya questioned thoroughly as I untied him and wrapped him in a blanket, carrying him bridal style out the door and to my house. "Oi! Answer me damn it! You seriously don't remember anything Shizu-chan? How could you do so much damage and not remember?... And are we going to your house? Why?" I kept silent as we walked and it was pretty cold outside… I think I remember someone saying that the weather was supposed to be cold today. I must not have realized it on my way here because I was so mad… Speaking of which, Izaya had gone silent and I felt him start to shiver in my arms.

"To answer your question from before…. We're going to my house because it's saver there." I mumbled lifelessly and held him a little tighter to prevent him from freezing. He seemed to nod and burry his head into my chest, trying to get warmer. I could begin to see my breath as we walked and stopped, "Here…." I mumbled once more and had him stand for a moment as I took off my jacket and placed it around him and the blanket, attempting to make him warmer. I picked him back up and walked more, still seeing that we had a ways to go.

"Sh-Shizu-chan…. W-Wont you get cold?" He stuttered and I just kept looking forward. "No…. I don't get affected by the cold," I lied. He stared off into space more seeming to believe me and then went back to snuggling into me, closing his eyes and shivering more. The truth was that I was freezing and my vision had not improved since I got hit by that steel pipe…. My head was throbbing and I noticed a sharp pain go through my right shoulder suddenly, causing me to almost drop Izaya.

I huffed more as I finally reached my house, Izaya asleep and me about ready to fall over from exhaustion. My head was killing me and my vision was twice as bad now…. My shoulder had gotten worse too and I was so cold I couldn't feel my hands or feet, but Izaya was colder and he was my number one concern at the moment. I had to admit though that it was weird to be feeling so much pain but…. I don't really have time to question myself about it.

I went straight to the bathroom and filled up the bath with warm water, setting him down and taking the blanket off. He stirred slightly and then opened his eyes with a blank expression, "Shi…zu- chan?..." He questioned and looked around. "We-Were at y-your house al-already?..." He asked and I nodded, extending my hand towards him.

I can't let him know how terrible I feel right now….He'll worry….. Just have to cover it up and I'll be fine… If I have enough strength left…

"Yeah…. You fell asleep on our way here and you're going to take a bath okay?..." I said with a faint smile and he nodded, taking my hand and then flinching. "Sh-Shizu-chan y-your freezing!" He said in a worried tone as he tugged at my shirt, "Your c-coming in the bath too… g-got it?" he said as I shook my head.

"No…. I'm covered in blood… I'll get the water dirty… Besides I'm fine. I don't feel a thing." I lied again but he unbuttoned my shirt. "I do-don't care… y-y-your coming in too." He shivered once more and I sighed. "Alright alright…. Hang on…" I turned around and took off all of my clothes, slowly stepping into the water and wincing.

I only had one foot in the water and it felt like it was on fire… I took a deep breath and forced the pain out of the corner of my mind, getting all the way into the water and sitting down. I cried out and clenched the corners of the tub, bending them a little. "Sh-Shizu-chan? Are you okay?" He got up and wobbled over to me.

"Y-Yeah…. I'm f-fine…. I-I guess I was just colder than I thought…" I said through a pained smirk and he held my hand. "Told you so…" He smiled and I helped him in the water. He cried out as well, feeling his freezing limbs suddenly getting warmer and held my hand so tight I thought he could break it if he could. He sat on top of me and I placed my arms around his waist, feeling my body as well as his own get used to the water ever so slowly, but it was getting better.

I thought it was strange to be so close to him like this after everything that happened but for the first time in what seems like an eternity I felt… calm. I leaned my head back and closed my eyes, suddenly feeling a wave of exhaustion sweep over me. Izaya saw that I had let my arms fall to his sides and my body stopped tensing. He turned around to look at me and I could almost tell he was smirking.

"You shouldn't fall asleep like this Shizu-chan… You'll catch a cold." He said sternly and ran his hand down my chest. I didn't react at all, just wanted to sleep….. I was so tired… I couldn't even talk back to him or open my eyes…. Just…. Sleep… As I drifted off I heard him make a scared yelp and shake my shoulders. He was saying something but I couldn't make it out… I just drifted off into a dreamless sleep, forgetting to act like I was fine… too late I guess.

It's probably just my imagination right?... It's not that bad….

I tossed and turned as I slept and I felt a familiar warmth lay next to me. My eyes fluttered open and I saw Izaya lying beside me, holding my arm as if I were going to disappear. I was resting on my back with my head and shoulder bandaged which thoroughly confused me. I sat up painfully and winced as a sharp pain went through my entire body and I fell back into the bed.

Izaya had woken up because of this and sat up, looking like he was going to cry. "Shi…zuo?..." he mumbled and I looked at him with a puzzled face. "What?... what's wrong Iza-" I didn't get to finish my sentence before he pounced on me and hugged me tightly, almost breaking down completely. "Shizuo!... Nuuh… I-I'm so happy! Shizuo….." he sniffed through soft tears and I pulled away from him.

"Huh?... I'm happy too but… what happened?" I asked still confused and wiped away some of his tears. "You d-don't remember?... A-After we got into the bath you passed out because of blood loss…. You had a bullet lodged in your shoulder and a severe head injury…. Th-They told me you probably weren't gunna to make it….." he sniffed more and trailed off.

It all came rushing back now…. I remembered the striking pain in my shoulder and my throbbing head… Did I actually get shot? When though…. I don't-… "Oi…. What all happened when I went berserk?..." I asked and tugged at his shirt. "O-Oh…. Well….. a lot of things happened but you didn't get hurt until that guy pulled a gun on you. When you grabbed it he pulled the trigger, the bullet must have hit your shoulder…. You didn't notice though and neither did I because I had my eyes shut… I-I thought he was actually gunna-….." he trailed off again and looked down, "You were out three weeks Shizuo…."

My eyes widened and I looked at him. "Wha-…. That's impossible….. Three weeks?..." I stuttered in disbelief and he looked at me with watery eyes. "Please….. D-Don't ever leave me again Shizuo!..." he said and hugged me tightly again. I wrapped my arms around him and told him it's going to be alright… trying to convince myself that too. He sniffed more and pulled away, but only to lean back in for a deep kiss that seemed to last forever.

I wrapped my tongue around his and explored every inch of his mouth, getting a small moan from him. I smirked slightly into the kiss and slid my hand down his back, causing him to shiver. "Sh-Shizu-cha- I-I mean… S-Shizuo….." He mumbled and blushed slightly. "May I?... Izaya-kun?..." I whispered in his ear and he shivered again. "Y-Yes… please.. Hurry Shizuo…." He whimpered and I nodded, but I wasn't going to make this fast…

I slid his jacket from his slim shoulders and breathed down his neck, sending him into a spiral of madness as he got impatient and pulled off his shirt. Next he went for my pants and pulled away the covers as he seemed to pull underwear and all down to my ankles. I blushed slightly as the cool air hit my semi-hard erection and Izaya smirked.

"Getting hard already?..." He said in a taunting tone and I laughed lightly.

"You're the one rushing things." I taunted back and he shot me a glare. "You'll see…." He smirked and leaned down, breathing hot air over my member and I shivered as he licked the head. I moaned at his touches as he nibbled all along my length. His smirk grew wider and he licked all along the underside, almost sending me over the edge as I fought the urge to cum.

"D-Don't tease me… I-Izaya…." I let out in irritation and bucked my hips slightly. He only laughed and grabbed my member roughly, causing a wave a pleasure to sweep over me and I let out another moan. Suddenly after what seemed like an eternity of teasing he took me all in his mouth and moved his head up and down slowly. He sucked and pulled, almost daring me to cum into his mouth.

He was going at an unbearable speed and I was beginning to get irritated, groaning in frustration and thrusting my member deeper into his mouth. I could tell he was surprised by this and almost choked as I released in his mouth, forcing Izaya to swallow all of it and then smirking once more.

"Oh my…. Shizu-chan is so aroused~" He said in delight as I grabbed him by his shoulders and flipped our positions. I leaned down and caught his lips, preventing him from saying anything else and he moaned lightly into the kiss. I let out a low growl from deep in my throat as his blush grew bigger, allowing me to slide my tongue into his mouth and claim every inch of it.

"Ahh…. S-Shizu-chan…. Please…" He mumbled as he broke away for air, "E-Enter me… Shizu-chan…." He pleaded desperately and tugged at my hair. I smirked as I spread his legs apart, taking one finger and sliding it into him slowly. He moaned loudly and the heat rose to his face, "M-More… Shizuo…." He panted and I blushed at him saying my actual name so sexily.

I nodded and added another after another until I had all four fingers in, sliding around with ease and rubbing on his prostate occasionally, getting sweet moans and shivers from him. "I-Izaya… I'm gunna put i-it in…." I said in a low tone and he nodded, begging me to hurry.

I lifted his legs up higher and positioned myself in front his entrance, sliding in effortlessly and getting another pleasure filled moan from him. He held onto my back as he dug his nails into it, hanging on as I moved in and out of his stretched hole. He seemed to feel better inside than before…. But that was probably because before, I was pissed.

"Ahh… nuuh-Shizu-chan…" He moaned and was fighting the urge to cum too early. To tell the truth, I could've come just moving into him, but I wanted us to release together. I was going at a pace that seemed torturously slow… It was driving me insane. I quickly flipped Izaya around to a better position and thrust into him faster, getting even more cries from him and I could feel him tense up around me.

"Sh-Shizuo… Ahh.. I-I'm going to cum…. Uhhn~" I smirked and reached for his throbbing member, caressing it lightly and urging him to do so. "I'm going to cum too… Let's do it together, Izaya-kun…" I huffed and he nodded. I thrust into him roughly a few more times before we both arched our backs and released, sweating and panting.

I pulled out of him gently and lay beside him as he reached for my jaw-line and kissed me passionately. I was a little surprised but quickly returned the kiss and then pulled away. "I love you Izaya…" I mumbled with a slight blush and he only smiled. "I know Shizu-chan… I love you too~" he said while hugging around my waist and drifting off to sleep. I laid there and looked up at the ceiling, thinking over everything now that I had a chance to.

Out for three weeks huh? Geez… Hope Tom isn't mad… But, who on earth and the balls to do this to ME and think he could get away with it?

I stopped and pondered over who it could be…. Thinking about anyone who might have a grudge THIS big against me. Then, I froze. Suddenly realizing and knowing exactly who it was.

Ichiro Muraki….It was him… It had to be….because I-…

Izaya interrupted me by shaking me and looking at me with concern. "Shizu-chan? Are you okay?" he questioned.

"You know who it was… who did this to me... Right?" I asked with dread and he nodded his head, looking away.

"Yeah… It was Ichiro Muraki. I still haven't caught him yet unfortunately because I've been taking care of you… but…. We'll catch him together okay?" He said trying to reassure me but I shook my head.

"No… I need to deal with this man alone…. Izaya, don't interfere with him anymore okay?" I asked and he looked dumbfounded.

"What? Are you crazy? I have pride too! Don't you think I have personal reasons for catching him now because he used me and did those things to me!" he said in frustration and I looked down.

"No… you see… You CANT deal with him…. I won't let you. He's my problem, not yours."

"Wha- Shizuo! Stop saying such stupid things! I'm helping whether you like it or not!"

"Izaya…. Just stop. Leave it alone."

"No! Why are you acting like this? Why can't I help!"

"I said leave it alone."

"No!"

"Izaya….. "

"Tell me why! Give me one good reason why!"

"God damn it I said leave it alone already Izaya!"

"Why!"

"Because he's my childhood friend and I ruined his life! There happy? I tried to forget about it… but…"

"How on earth did you ruin his life? Aren't you over exaggerating just a bit Shizu-"

"I killed his family. So don't try telling me….. that I'm over exaggerating…."

There you go! Chapter 3^^ It felt like this one was a long one…. *sigh* My brain hurts XD

I'll be out with a chapter 4, so please keep updated^^