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Also I don't own Casualty, if I did I would keep Sam and Dylan together and make Tom appear in it more! """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""

She had been on her shift for about 2 hours and nothing major had happened she had sign a few sheets for medication, helped out another doctor with a patient and done most of her paperwork, not to mention she had gone through 4 cups of coffee and nearly a pack of 12 biscuits. She decided that the rest of the paperwork could wait, and turned on the TV, the news was on so she decided to turn up the volume as they were talking about Afghanistan, it had been a long time that she had been last there and although she missed all of her army friends she didn't want to leave Holby.

She turned off the TV as nothing was really on and decided to go for a walk she went up to the maternity ward, she doesn't usually let on that she really likes children but she likes going up to see the new children which has just come into the world, it was the total opposite to war and that is what she needed sometimes. She stared in through the window of the new born babies, and looked at a little boy called Andy, born just 30 minutes earlier and remembered one memory which she hadn't thought about in a while.

She wondered how this could off happened, she thought she and Dylan had been safe every time, but obviously they hadn't. During a break from working in the hospital she walked up to the maternity ward, stood by the window off all the new born's and told herself that in 8 months' time she would have a little baby as well. She must have been up there for a while as she felt two warm arms wrap around her, she lent her head against him and closed her eyes.

"What you doing up here then, beautiful?"

"Nothing much"

"Sam"

"Grumpy" She turned around and faced Dylan.

"I'm pregnant"

"What…how…when?"

"You know how and when"

"How long have you known Sam?"

"Um…. About a week"

"And your still working, you should stop"

"Dylan is that all you're worried about, me working"

"Yes of course, you shouldn't be working with patients who could hurt you, and you shouldn't be anywhere near and x-ray machine.

"Seriously Dylan"

"What, I mean it"

"Dylan I really don't get you sometimes."

"What do you mean now Sam?"

"I've just turned 21, working towards becoming a doctor and I'm pregnant"

"Sam it will be alright"

"How do you know? How do you know that everything will be ok?"

"Cause I love you"

"Dylan this is no time for joking around"

"But I mean it Sam"

"I know you do but will that be enough?"

"Yes, look Sam" He took her by the arms and looked straight into her face, "Everything will be ok, I promise you, even if it is the last thing I do, I will do anything for you and the baby"

"I love you so much, Dylan" He just smiled back and took her hand and walked back to the department.

She lost her baby 3 months later, not knowing how or why. She was working fine one day with a baby and then the next she was waking up in a ward without a baby and crying her eyes out. That was the moment she decided that no matter what she was going to try and save every person she was doctor too. 5 years after that moment she was in Afghanistan saving people in the middle of a war but that was also due to another reason, her and Dylan.

She stood back against the far wall and imagined what her life would be like now if she hadn't lost the baby, maybe she and Dylan would still be together, maybe she would have more children, but then maybe she wouldn't have a career and she defiantly would have been in a war zone.

"You're thinking about the baby, aren't you Sam" She turned to the end of the corridor and saw Dylan standing against the wall.

"How do you know?"

"Cause I know you Sam and always will"

"Dylan" Dylan walked over to Sam and hugged her, tears in her eyes and down her face.

"What's with the tears Sam" Dylan asked while wiping then of her face.

"I don't know, Dylan, maybe I just need to cry."

"Sam, you're never like this" She turned towards Dylan and looked up to him.

"Do you ever think about the baby?" Dylan put his hands towards his head and turned to face the new born babies.

"Yeah Sam I do" Sam was surprised at this answer, ever since they had split up she thought that Dylan had forgot everything that happened to them. "Do you ever think about what are lives would be like now?"

"Yeah Dylan I do, I see some good points and some bad" They stood there in silence looking at each other. Sam then wondered what Dylan was doing here; he wasn't working until tomorrow evening.

"Dylan what are you doing here?"

"Well Sam, they have been trying to contact you for the last few hours to work, they couldn't find you and you left your pager in the staff room with your mobile in your locker. They called me to ask whether I knew where you are and I said I would have a look, and after looking down at the lock to see whether you were there, I was checking up here and found you here."

"You came looking for me"

"Of course I would"

"But it's the middle of the night"

"Sam, if you were lost I would come looking for you any time of day, anywhere; and I mean it."

"Thanks" Sam smiled at Dylan; it felt nice to know that someone still cared for her.

"So, you going to come back to work then or do you want to go home?" Dylan asked her

"I don't want to do either"

"What do you want to do?"

"Can I come back to yours?" She waited for an answer "It's been a long time since I've been on the boat and seen Dervla" She looked at Dylan

"Alright then"

"Thanks let me tell someone I'm going home and then go to my locker"

"I'll be in the car" Dylan said as they walked away in different directions

"Thanks Dylan, I mean it"