Chapter Two
Bella's Pov
The last two day where spent packing and sorting arrangement out back at Forks.
"I can't believe we are leaving today." Ashley said.
"Mmm." I said lighting up my weed.
"Jason, Jake and Josh are coming with you and Tom is coming with me and my family." She said smiling.
"Okay." I replied simply.
After a while we all got into the cars and I drove of while Ashley's parents followed.
After an hour or so we finally reached the 'WELCOME TO FORKS' sign. It had been months since I had been here, what if I can't cope.
"Bella. Bella." Jason said bring me back from thought.
"What. Erm I'm fine." I stumbled out.
He just looked at me worriedly.
"Finally." Jake cheered.
The other two laughed and I just looked at the house in front of us, or should I say mansion.
After unpacking I walked out to the garden and just walked into the little forest joining there garden. Lighting up my weed, I took a long drag, and then took a swig of the vodka that I brought out with me.
"Bella. I've been looking for you, are you o…." He said trailing off when he took the sight of me in.
I was completely wasted and drugged up.
"You promised." He said sadly.
"I only promised to get what I wanted, so just leave it the fuck alone. Okay Jason." I slurred.
"Bella, you need help please."
"Fuck you, I don't need help okay I'm perfectly fine." I slurred as I stumbled forward.
"We have school tomorrow so we need to get you sobered up." Ashley said walking toward me and Jason.
"I'm fine." I slurred stumbling my way back to the house.
Ashley and Jason followed closely behind me, ready to catch me if I fell. Once I finally made it to the house I went straight to my room slamming the door in frustration as I felt the pain sliding it way back through the wall I had built. I lit up another and smoked in the weed, feeling a sense of relief through me. The rest of the night passed by in a bit of a blur as I carried on drinking and smoking.
"Wakey, Wakey. Rise and shine sweet cheeks." Ashley said jumping on my bed.
"No five more minutes." I said back lazily.
"No we have an hour and half to get ready, now up." She said getting angry.
"Fine. I'm up." I said getting out of bed.
"Good." She said walking out back to her own room.
I got into the shower just standing under the steamy hot water, to try and relax myself for the day. After I finished washing my hair I got out of the shower and dried myself off. I put on my matching rock underwear and pulled on my black faded skinny jeans with my band t-shirt, I added a waist coat over the top and put my red converse on. I put some black eyeliner and mascara on with a tiny amount of foundation and blusher. I couldn't be bothered to dry my hair so I scrunched it up with muse and let it fall down in waves. I grabbed my bag and keys, and then made my way downstairs where everyone was waiting.
"You're breakfasts on the table." Ashley said.
"I'm not hungry." I replied walking out and lighting up my weed.
Ten minutes later and they had all finished and made their way to my car. I finished my fag and started driving. About five seconds into the drive I couldn't take the silence so I shove the pretty reckless album in and put the volume high up.
"Where here. Where here." Ashley said excitedly.
"Oh fucking fantastic." I muted getting out of my car and lighting up another.
Everyone in the car park turned to face us and the whispers started.
"I thought she left." Jessica said.
"Oh great Bella's back." Another one of Laurens friend said.
"Slag is back." Lauren said.
"I thought she was never going to come back." Mike said.
"Just shut the fuck up." I shouted as I walked passed her group.
"Get lost no one wants you here Swan." Lauren sneered.
"Fuck as if I care, as if I ever wanted to come back here to see you're fucking plastic face." I shouted up in her face. I watched in joy as she cowered back.
"Shut it Swan." She said shaking a bit.
"Or what?" I challenged.
"No one wants you here just like Edward never wanted you." She said with a smile seeming happy with herself.
Something in me just switched and I was full of anger and hate. I raised my hand and slapped her as hard as I could. She just stood there shocked for a bit until she thumped me in my lip which made it bleed. I wasn't just going to take it. We carried on fighting until someone huge took a hold of me pulling me back. All I was seeing was red and I wanted her dead whatever the cost.
"Fucking let go now." I shouted.
"You're fucking mental Swan, at least we all know why Edward left you" Lauren screeched.
The red got more worse and I managed to get out of whoever was holding me back and went at her all over again and I heard scream which came from someone who was watching but I never stopped I just carried on until whoever got their grip back on me and pulled me back again.
"Just stop Bella." Ashley said standing in front of me.
"Fuck you." I spat. "Fucking let me go." I sneered.
"Please stop Bella." The voice whispered in my ear and I froze in shock as I realized who had a hold of me.
As he realized I froze he started to walk backwards with me to put some distant between me and Lauren.
I looked up and saw all of them Alice, Jasper, Rose and as soon as I saw him I saw red again and I was trying to fight my way out of Emmett's hold.
"Fucking let me go Emmett. Fuck just get off." I shouted.
"No Bella." Emmett replied calmly "Jasper calm her down." He said simply.
"Fuck no, I have every fucking right to be angry at every single one of you." I said keeping a hold onto the anger. Every time I sneaked a glance at Edward he looked so guilty, sad, hurt. Fuck he had no right to feel hurt he was the one who told me he never wanted me and the anger hitting me twice as bad each time.
"What the fuck let go of her now." Jason shouted at Emmett and I felt Emmett's hold loosen and I managed to slip out. I grabbed my weed from my bag lighting it up to calm me down and I saw all the Cullen's look at me sadly.
"Stay the fuck away from me, all of you." I sneered as I walked away from them all.
"What the fuck Bella. Fighting her really, are you trying to get kicked out on your first day." Ashley said.
"Fuck of." I said walking back to my car and driving off from all their shocked faces.
I need something, anything to take all this pain and anger away, there was only one person to call.
He picked up after the third ring.
"Hello, Drake speaking." He said.
"Drake." I said as sobs took over.
"Bella, where are you?" he asked worried.
"Just got home." I said through tears.
"I'm on my way. I'll be there soon." He said cutting off.
I walked up to my room and slammed the door shut. As I passed the mirror I saw a glimpse of how bad I looked.
I had a bloody lip, a black eye forming and I could feel my ribs were bruised from Emmett's hold.
I curled up into a ball and the tears took over.
"Oh god Bella, what happened to you?" Drake asked as he came to my side.
"I got into a fight." I said.
"Well I hope the other girl looks worse." He said laughing lightly.
"Much." I said laughing with him.
After talking for hours he decided he was taking me to a party to get my mind off of everything.
"Who's party?" I asked.
"Ben." He said.
"Oh cool is his girlfriend called Angela?" I questioned.
"Yeah, such a cool girl." He said and I agreed.
As soon as we got there he got us both a drink. After ten shots, two vodka's and plenty more beer I was wasted and not to add how much we have smoked.
"You look so sexy right now." Drake said with his hands roaming all over me.
Ill admit I looked hot for once I had my strapless dark blue dress that came mid-thigh and matching dark blue heels.
"Thank you, you don't look to bad yourself." I slurred which caused him to laugh.
He moved his face closer and closer until our lips touched.
"I want you so bad right now." He whispered across my lips.
"Then take me." I whispered back.
We started to kiss each other urgently, he picked me up and took me upstairs, we went into the first room we saw which luckily was empty, and he locked the door then turned back to me.
"Arr, so damn sexy. Fuck." He moan as my hand went down his trousers.
He took my dress off in recorded time which caused me to giggle.
I started to take his top of but he got inpatient and took his top and trousers off himself. He brought his hands behind my back and unclipped my bra, he then pulled my knickers off and his own pants. My movement on his dick carried on up and down, his hardness making me wet by the minute.
"So wet." He whispered as his fingers went over my clit. He suddenly started to pump in and out of me with his finger which caused me to moan in delight.
He got down in front of me and started to lick and suck my clit.
"Arrahh. I….. Can't…. hold….Fuck" I managed to get out in between pants.
"Don't. Cum for me baby, please." He asked.
After a few more pumps I couldn't hold it and the knot in my stomach exploded. I screamed his name over and over.
He brought his face back to mine and kissed me with so much passion. I decide it was mine turn and I got down on him. I stroked his length a few times before I put my tongue on the end of his tip.
"Oh….. Fuck….Mmm." He managed to get out.
I started to suck his length after a while he started to buckle his hips and his moans got louder.
"Cum for me Drake please." I begged. Not long after he did and I licked it all up. He pulled me up to him and he turned us over so he was on top of me. He lined himself up with me and started to pump in and out of me faster than before and before too long I felt the knot in my stomach starting to tighten.
"Come with me Bella. Please." He begged as he got faster and harder into me. Before long the knot was tight and we both exploded and we rode each other through our orgasms, screaming each other's name and holding on to each other.
He feel on top of me panting like I was.
"Amazing." He said.
"Mmm." I smiled.
As soon as he pulled out we both whimpered in loss. He scouted to my side and we feel to sleep in each other's arms.
I woke up with a smile as I saw Drake still next to me, I just sat there staring at his beautiful features.
"Like what you see." He asked amused when I blushed from being caught out.
"Of course I do. What's not to like." I said shyly.
He groaned as I rubbed my hips against his man hood.
"If you carry on doing that you know I will take you all over again." He laughed.
"Maybe I want you to." I whispered sexily.
"Mmm." He said.
He started to chase kiss from my neck to my lips.
"Round two." He laughed as I got on top of him.
We made love once again but this time was more urgent and as he pulled out we both whimpered in loss again. I never wanted him out of me.
"I think we should get dress. I think Ben's parents are back today." He said.
"Okay."
After we both got dressed he took my hand in his and he drove off.
"What do you want to do today." He asked.
"I don't mind." I said lighting up my weed.
We ended going back to his place for round three and four. After the most amazing sex we both got high and had our own little party.
Weeks have passed and I had seen very little of my friends, I didn't go to school much and I was getting more addictive to the drugs. Me and Drake took them daily and I was starting to loose more and more weight from not eating and just smoking, drinking and drugs.
"Bella we need to talk." Alice said coming up to me in the parking lot of the school.
She snatching my weed from me, which made me pissed.
"Give it back." I yelled.
"No." she said as she snapped it in half.
"You bitch." I said as I went for here.
Emmett and Edward held me back, so I couldn't punch her. I started to see red again but this time was the worse it has ever been.
"You need help Bella." She said simply.
"Fuck you." I sneered and I try to break their hold on me.
"Stop it calm down Bella, we are not letting you go." Edward said.
"Fuck off Edward. Why the fuck do you care so much when all this is your fault you left me remember. You fucking left me. I hate all of you" I shouted as both of their holds loosened.
I managed to slip out and just in time Drake show up and I kissed him passionately before getting on behind him on his motorbike.
As he drove off I squeezed him tighter to me never wanting to let him go, not long after we finally arrived at his place. Once we got up to his room he looked at me with concern.
"Bells, what's wrong sweetie." He asked.
"I'm fine." I lied.
I could tell he saw right through the lie I just told him but he didn't push me and that what I like about him he never pushes me for answers.
I held him close to me and kissed him passionately.
"I want you." I whispered.
"Then have me." He whispered back sexily.
He made love to me again and again and every time he pulled out we both whimpered in loss.
"Morning beautiful, good sleep." He said as I started to wake up.
"Mmmm. You." I said.
"Yes."
More months passed and I now hardly ever went to school or saw any of my friends. I was a complete junkie and ill admitted it but I also had Drake who loved me. For the last few weeks Drake started to become more distant, always met up with people and I had been getting worse, I was always throwing up and just the past two day blood has been coming up. I had also got sever pains in my stomach which I knew wasn't normal but I kept it to myself and carried on because I didn't want to lose Drake and I know it sounds stupid but it scares me to be alone.
I hadn't see Drake for the last few days so I decide I should go see him. I lit up my weed and got into my car and drove to Drake's house. I knocked a few times but nothing, the weird thing was his bike was still here. I picked the lock on the front door and heard his music blearing from his room, no wonder her never heard me. I walked up the stairs to his room, I put my hand on the handle and opened the door and I really wish I never came, the sight before me made me want to vomit. He was fucking another girl as soon as he heard the door open they both froze looking at me.
"How long." I managed to get out as the tears started to fall.
"I didn't know you were coming over." He said.
"HOW FUCKING LONG." I shouted.
"A few weeks." He said, looking everywhere part from me.
"A FEW FUCKING WEEKS? WHY DID YOU LIE TO ME, YOU NEVER FUCKING LOVED ME AND YOU'VE PROVED THAT." I shouted as more tears fell.
"I did. I do." He said.
"FUCKING SAVE IT." I said as I ran down the stairs to my car as he followed me.
How the fuck did I fall for all this? Who would really love someone like me? Arrrr I feel so stupid.
As soon as I got in I got completely wasted. I caught my leg on the chair, I fell hitting my head on the corner of my bed as I went down, the last thing I remember was the darkness taking over.
I woke up the next morning feeling the throbbing of my head, shit I'm going to have a bruise now.
After showering and getting dress, I spent the rest of the morning getting wasted. I looked at the clock and it read 8:00am, so I grabbed my keys and bag, and then drove off to school. As soon as I got there, everyone stared at me as I got out of my car, I noticed Drake walking over to me.
"I'm sorry." He said.
"Fucking save it. Everything was a lie and you're just like everyone else. Just stay the fuck away from me." I said shoving passed him.
Arrrr the pain in my head was becoming too much, so I lit up another and took a long drag, once I finished it I made my way to the bathroom in a bit of a hurry because I could feel the vomit threating to spill from my mouth. Once I got there I locked the cubical door and started to vomit violently, more blood coming up. I felt so weak, once I managed to stop vomiting I made my way back to my car but Alice stopped me before I could get there.
"Bella, what the hell…" she trailed of.
My hand started to shake violently and I became more weaker the last thing I saw before the darkness took me was all of the Cullen's worried faces.