Chapter Three

ALICE POV

"Oh my god, I'm really worried about her guys? What are we going to do?" I said sadly.

"She needs help Alice, anything we do will just make everything that much worse. She needs space and we should give it to her." Edward said.

I knew deep down he was right but I just had a feeling he might not be it is his fault after all he left her and is like this because of him.

"Alice." Edward growled.

"Well you shouldn't read my mind if you don't like the truth." I said walking away.

I know he feels soo bad about leaving but it is to late the damage is already done and Bella is to far gone to care.

It kills me only being a few feet away and not being able to talk to her, I mean she was my best friend and Edward ruined that for me like he ruined everything.

Arrrggghhhh. I really should stop blaming him because I know he meant well by leaving, I mean he was doing it to protect her and I can understand that I can, it just hard without Bella in all of our lives.

I was outside school waiting for Bella because today I planned on talking to Bella, I don't care what Edward said because everything else he has said and done was wrong, so I'm just going to do what I think is right. After her argument with that drake guy she ran to the toilets and I didn't follow because I knew she need that time on her own, so I planned on talking to her once she was out.

After what felt like years she finally came out and started walking over to her car and I saw that as my chance.

"Bella, what the hell…" I trailed of.

Her hand started to shake violently and she looked more weaker and by now my whole family was here. We were the last thing she looked at before she collapsed.

"Call an ambulance." I shouted at Edward who was just standing there.

He finally got it together and called for an ambulance. Five minutes later they were loading Bella in the ambulance. The ambulance drove off with all us following. As soon as we got to the hospital, Carlise came over to treat her, he told us to all stay in the waiting room and he will come and tell us if anything happens.

As soon as we got into the waiting room I started to dry sob on Jasper's shoulder and I saw Rosie do the same.

EDWARDS POV

No, No, No, this couldn't be happening, Bella has to be okay she just has to be. Looking around at my brothers and sisters and my mother, I saw all there pain and it was my fault, Alice was right I should have never left because if I didn't this wouldn't be happening right now. She would be fine and happy.

"It's not your fault Edward." Esme said.

"It is. I should have listened to you all, I should have never left her, If i didn't we wouldn't be here and she wouldn't have started to take drugs. It's all my fault if anything happens to her I swear to god."

"Don't Edward I see what you will do but don't. I'm sorry okay I never meant it we all know you did it to protect her and you know what none of us blame you Edward okay you're our brother and we all love you even if what you think is right isn't." Alice said cutting me off, by the end of it she had come to sit next to me cuddling me and comforting me as I dry sobbed on her shoulder.

"She will be okay and in time Edward she will be happy and off drugs completely okay sweetie." Esme said.

"Yeah and Edward I know I haven't always been friends with Bella but we are all here to help her get through this and off the drugs for good and in time she will understand why you left and forgive you. Just be patient Edward everything takes time." Rosie said.

"Thank you." I finally said.

JASPERS POV

I can't believe she had become so dependent on drugs, I mean I know she was hurting when Edward left but then after Charlie kicking her out I guess that was the last straw for her and she couldn't take it, the pain I mean. I just hope she is okay and I know she is strong enough to put a stop to it but it just weather or not it's too late for her.

Alice was soo badly hurt when Bella told us that day she never wanted to talk to us or see us again I mean we all were we all loved Bella, she was a sister to all of us. I have missed her soo much these past months, I miss her cheeriness, I miss the klutz that she is, I miss everything about her. Since she has been on the drugs she looked like…. Like us, pale white and purple circles under her eyes. She did seem happy with that Drake guy but after that argument we all found out he was always lying to her pretending to love her, when in truth he only wanted her for sex and she felt for it. Her emotions where all over and they crushed me so bad, hurt, pain, guilt, unloved, sad, angry, scared, and even more pain. I nearly fell over with the force of it all.

I'll admit at first it was hard to be around Bella and her blood ahhh it smelt so good, but I got passed it and we ended up being friends and more than that she was a sister to me and my other siblings.

I just hope she will except all our help and forgive us and Edward, it would crush him so much if she didn't he really does love her he always has and always will, he just wants to protect her from our kind and I can't say I blame him for that, I mean if Alice was human and I was a vampire I would do the same. Please Bella be okay sweetie we are all here for you.

ROSIE POV

Oh god please be okay Bella. I know at the beginning when I first saw her when Edward brought her to our house I hated her so much because I was jealous of her because she could have everything I can't a family, growing up, getting old, and all human experience but after a while we started to talk I was always snappy but we got through it and I told her I was sorry, that's when we became friends and over time we became closer, we always did girly things together and I can honestly say I loved her like a sister she was practically family. When Edward left It killed her and all of our relationships with her and I hated him for that me and Bella had become so close always together then when she told us she never wanted to talk or see us again it killed us all and it was all his fault. But now I can kind of understand why he did it but it don't mean I'm happy with it. I just want her to forgive us all so we can help her through it all, I want to be there for her every step of the way and I will even if she don't want me to be I will. Please be okay Bells so we can get you clean and happy again.

EMMETT POV

Shit I can't believe that jerk Drake fucked her over like he did I mean it once I know she is okay I will go find that bastard and hurt him so bad. How could he do that to her she trusted him with everything and gave herself to him even though she has been hurt so many times before, she still gave her heart out and that bastard broke it all over again. Arrrr I just wish she never said what she did and we were still friends and talking because than none of this shit would have happened she would be safe with us. God I love her like a sister and I have missed her soo much over these lasted months and it killed me being near her and not talking to her, I mean it was killing us all even Edward, even though I don't agree with how he has handled everything I still love him he is still my brother after all and he did make the right decision in the end even though it is a bit late, he has still tried to correct his mistakes. I mean it killed him when he saw Bella with Drake even though he didn't say it we all knew you could tell by the way he acted and however when we spoke of her he changed the topic. Every night we all heard him dry sobbing but none of us had the guts to go to him because what was we suppose to say don't worry man it isn't your fault because it was and we can't lie to Edward literally. I miss my Belie Klutz we all want her back and healthy again because right now where she has lost her appetite to the drugs it has mad her thin to thin, she is more like us pale white and purple bags under her eyes. She just doesn't look healthy and it scares me what if she never gets better? I hope she does and we will all help her through the good and bad, we will always and I mean always be there for her.

ESME POV

Oh god my poor baby's. I can't believe this is happening to Bella, she means a lot to us all she is part of our family. I know Edward made a mistake but it was to protect her and I can understand that but he should have never of LIED to her and told her he never wanted her maybe just maybe if he told her the truth he well maybe we wouldn't be here. The day Bella left well it killed us all, when she came back we thought maybe she has had time to sort through it all and maybe she is ready to forgive the rest of us. I just hope with all my heart that Bella will let us help her though all this and help her get better and healthier, she has lost so much weight where she has stopped eating and only drinking and doing drug. Arrahh it kills me knowing she turned to drug, why couldn't she just of spoken with me or even Carlise I mean his a doctor he could of helped her in more ways than any of us could have. Please just getting better for us Bella we all love you still even Edward please have it in you to forgive him to please.

CARLISE POV

Oh god we just about saved her I really don't know what I would of done if we had lost her.

I walked into the waiting room to where the rest of my family where waiting.

"Carlise, what happened? She is okay right?" Edward rushed out.

"Son, calm down. She will be okay, it was touch and go but she got through it she is a strong girl you know." I said sadly.

No one said anything so I carried on.

"She needs our help, I mean it won't be easy at all but we have to stick by her no matter what. If we want her of the drugs completely we all need to be there okay, she may push us away or say hurtful stuff but we all have to be strong for her and then she will be able to get better I'm not saying it will be a quick and painless situation because it won't be but what I'm trying to say is we can't give up on her okay?" I said.

"We won't." Everyone one said.

"Can I see her now?" Edward questioned.

"Okay but when she wakes up and she wants you out you go okay because we need to make this easy and painless for her." I replied.

"Fine." Edward said.

After leaving Edward alone with Bella I went back to the rest of my family.

"She will be okay though wont she?" Alice asked as soon as I came in the waiting room.

"Yeah but it will be hard for her because it isn't going to be easy for her not having drugs, she will be snappy, angry and damn right pissed off." I explained.

After a while I left and went back to my office.

Poor Edward he is so cut up about this and I'm really scared Bella isn't going to forgive him and ask him to stay out of her life because that would kill him, he loves her so much.

EDWARDS POV

Thank god my Bella's okay. I can't believe I hurt her that bad I basically made her take the drugs, if only I had stayed none of this would have happened.

A few days have passed and Bella still hadn't woken up but Carlise said it was perfectly normal for what someone like Bella has gone through.

"I'm so sorry Bella." I said kissing her hand lightly.

"About?" She croaked out.

"You're awake? CARLISE." I shouted even though I knew he would be able to hear me.