Chapter Six
JASPERS POV
"Jasper, what is she feeling now." Edward asked me after we left Bella's room.
"She's angry, sad and….. and she is terrified." I said confused.
Why in the world would Bella be terrified?
"What is she terrified off?" Edward questioned.
But as soon as that emotion came it went just as fast.
"Edward I'm really worried, something is wrong. As soon as she knew I felt she was terrified the emotion went as fast as it came. Can you hear that, who is she talking to?" I said.
We both went into her room and saw her talking to herself?
"What the hell." I whispered so low that only Edward could hear me.
We both walked away to find Carlise to find out what is going on.
"Carlise what the hell is going on with her. She was talking to herself Carlise, taking to herself."
"Calm down Edward, maybe this is getting worse. If she is seeing things or hearing things, she is going to be even more paranoid. This whole thing is going to get worse." Carlise said sadly.
Arrahh everyone's emotions came crushing down on me I had to get out away from them all, I can't take it all.
EDWARDS POV
"I thought she was getting better?" I said to Carlise.
"We all knew it wasn't going to be easy. Trying to get her to go out was what set it all off and to be honest this was always going to happen and we all knew it." He said.
"I can't lose her again. I just can't because I don't think I could survive this time." I said as I dried sobbed.
"We will all get her through this I promise." Carlise said.
"But what if she can't? Then what?" I said getting angry.
"She will Edward, you need to believe that." He said.
"Okay but what do we do now." I asked.
"I think we should leave it a few days before we bring her back to the hospital." He said.
"Okay." I said as I walked off to see Bella.
BELLA POV
What the hell does she want with me?
Bella, Bella, Bella. she kept repeating.
"What do you want with me?" I said.
I want your body and the further you lose yourself the more of myself is going into you and soon Bella sweetie your body will be mine. She laughed.
"No." I said.
Just then Edward walked in and she disappeared.
"Hey you okay, you don't look so good." He said.
"I'm fine." I snapped.
He looked sad but I still couldn't find it in me to care right now I had a psycho bitch who wanted to take over my body, which I had to do everything in me to try and stop her, it was going to be hard but I could do it, maybe I should ask Edward for help, no he would have me committed straight away, no, no one could know I was alone on this one.
A few weeks passed and I stayed to myself, locked in my room, she was always here, I could feel her in me bit by bit I was losing my own body. I had to do something and this was the only way, I kept telling myself.
Two years later
I had finally recovered from the drug problem I had it was a dark and difficult time in my life and I never wanted to go back, I needed to move on from it. I had the amazing support from Esme, Carlise, Rose, Emmett, Jasper, Alice and Edward they all stuck by me through the good times and bad times of my recovery.
If I didn't have them I probably would be dead right now as much as I hate to admit it.
"Edward?"
"Yes, Bella." He said.
"I love you Edward I always have and always will, I need you in my life." I said.
"I love you to Bella and I'm so sorry for leaving and for lying I never meant to hurt you all I ever wanted to do was protect you." He said
"I know and I understand why you did leave and as much as I hated you for it I would have done the same if it was the other way around." I said.
The rest of the afternoon we spent talking and we sorted through all of our problems and I was glad. I still didn't truly forgive him for lying to me but it going to take time and we were both up for trying.
Two weeks later
Things where great between Edward and I, I would say we were near enough back to normal.
I stepped closer towards him and kissed him with every ounce of passion I could.
Things started to get heated and he went to stop things.
"Please, don't, I want this." I begged.
He didn't look to happy at first but he soon got back into the mood.
We made love that night and it was amazing.
"Morning beautiful." He said kissing my forehead.
"Mmm morning." I said blissfully happy.
"I love you." He said.
"I love you to Edward." I said turning to him.
We went for round two and a three before we got up and showered together.
"Oh god." He said angrily when he saw my body in the mirror.
"It's fine Edward, we knew something like this would happen, but its fine, I promise." I said kissing him.
"No, no its not, I've hurt you so bad, look at all the marks on your body?" He said.
"Please don't ruin this moment for me baby, I'm blissfully happy right now." I said.
"Okay, but this can't happen again." He said seriously.
I just ignored him as I got into the shower.
"I'm going to talk to Carlise I'll see you in a bit." He said before leaving.
I felt more of myself, I mean I'm starting to feel the old me coming back, I didn't feel the need to want to take drugs and with me and Edward back on track, my life was starting to feel complete.
After dressing in the clothes Alice had laid out for me, I went downstairs to find Edward.